昨晚我徹夜難眠,心中之火燒得更加猛烈。965Please respect copyright.PENANARAite3jXgi
965Please respect copyright.PENANAWRt12TDTQh
從前只要跟著阿熹作選擇,通常會平安無事,但是正正因為這樣,令我覺得自己簡直活在他的暗影之下。965Please respect copyright.PENANA8409Wj7z27
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要是沒有他指引,我會變成怎樣?965Please respect copyright.PENANAroA6HASiqr
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能夠做得更好嗎?不知道,答案只能在未來揭曉。965Please respect copyright.PENANAxiVSap2NZL
965Please respect copyright.PENANAKRLIkkxW87
我們是朋友,相信他確視我作真心朋友。965Please respect copyright.PENANAR7tI8m45PU
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但…坦白說,我很明白過去自己對他的依賴關係,已經不似是朋友,說是師徒可能更適合。965Please respect copyright.PENANAoGtU6mku3f
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對於這種關係,我不甘心,所以坦白說,我的確難以視他作朋友。965Please respect copyright.PENANA8o3M74J1E6
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你可以說這是妒忌。965Please respect copyright.PENANAjSuaTMR7Zz
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好,我承認自己確有妒忌,雖然有著一個如同非洲人的外貌,但他才華的光芒太耀眼了,實在太耀眼了!965Please respect copyright.PENANAExIJHmeMWO
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但在他旁邊,我簡直就好像汁男一樣!965Please respect copyright.PENANAG6HcMjOJfc
965Please respect copyright.PENANADwK7RlrmK0
所謂汁男,就是在AV裡負責從旁助興,造出人多勢眾的感覺,增加影片氣氛,必要時做些不用露面的演員。很多時候,只能輕微觸摸一下女優,呆站比表演的時間多,關鍵的出鏡時間只有兩秒,簡直就是無藥可救的可憐蟲。965Please respect copyright.PENANA9vTMN7qN98
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而在每次每次,阿熹都是最出眾的男優,只有他才可以與女優作最親密的接觸。965Please respect copyright.PENANASaimdeRMG3
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我這種可有可無的汁男,跟這種光芒耀眼的男優做朋友,真的可以嗎?965Please respect copyright.PENANAjssw6i2ZvW
965Please respect copyright.PENANAPvZD8k48IO
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我從來沒有想過這個問題,只是希望盡快能夠晉升為男優,一個比阿熹更優越的男優,如果可以,我更希望他被降為汁男……965Please respect copyright.PENANAod4sTZahvv
965Please respect copyright.PENANAxYUAgX3ZQc
可以現實哪有這麼如意,我只是繼續當我的汁男,他就繼續當他的男優,一直以來,這個地位的差距都沒有得到一個突破。965Please respect copyright.PENANAPdVSVlDSGu
965Please respect copyright.PENANAmigzO60lHR
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但!今次不再會這樣了!965Please respect copyright.PENANAmptiBLBtYe
965Please respect copyright.PENANAD2KG7glgDT
我要藉著今次魚柳包的事件脫離暗影!965Please respect copyright.PENANAqmaqeSzztQ
965Please respect copyright.PENANACaGuaj5Ehp
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只要把握今次的機會,動用「巴別塔」的力量作後勤,比阿熹更迅速地破解魚柳包事件,早一步把M記的假面具剝下,就能證明自己的實力,時代就會轉換……965Please respect copyright.PENANA5xrcOjUBTQ
965Please respect copyright.PENANAUxMvIvMv5b
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我將不再是一個寂寂無名的可憐汁男,而是擁有非凡實力的新晉男優!965Please respect copyright.PENANADTZ2OVVknA
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一想到這裡,一想到將來能夠擁有的榮譽,我就忍不住大笑起來了!965Please respect copyright.PENANAI9FPI3uVrq
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為了得到更多的資訊,我自昨晚到現在,努力不懈地處理有關「巴別塔」的問題。965Please respect copyright.PENANAiHwVIl77zj
965Please respect copyright.PENANAgpyc6Il4jX
這份無聊又沒前途的IT Support,現在發揮了極佳的作用,在沒有人監管情況下,其實私人時間是挺多的。965Please respect copyright.PENANA0SF37xlwS1
965Please respect copyright.PENANArVs69KrL42
而且巡察論壇,搜索資料,撰寫新聞稿,討論開發中app的效能,與四眼仔溝通,全都可以用一部I Phone解決。965Please respect copyright.PENANAgMwSUiCIvV
965Please respect copyright.PENANAbZbOgMc3zU
背影看來正處理公務,雙手卻在處理私人事情,絕對是一個完美的形態,這一刻我真的感謝老母多管閒事了。965Please respect copyright.PENANAbhkqKj2fbR
965Please respect copyright.PENANASiNJiL2GvE
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時間比以前過得快得多,感覺輕鬆自在,望望手錶,又夠鐘放工了,我執拾好東西,離開窄得要命的貨倉。965Please respect copyright.PENANAiz3TnJlmRh
965Please respect copyright.PENANAs5pNIAvaC6
彷彿一隻搞錯時間的蝙蝠一樣,離開黑暗寧靜的山洞後,外面居然陽光普照,而且正有一群人類在用粗暴機械在剷平森林一樣。965Please respect copyright.PENANAQrRYEOVUqK
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視感,聽覺,嗅覺與精神一拼受到嚴重打擊。965Please respect copyright.PENANAxmg1o0V67j
965Please respect copyright.PENANA6D7cfMgZ86
雖然貨倉窄,但是寧靜,舊光管的薄弱白光提供了足夠的照明度,而且很多時候都是獨處,對象都是電腦,至少比起外面,這裡讓我過得更自在。965Please respect copyright.PENANAxook0RaGqI
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我瞇著眼,走出門市,用了足足五秒才開始適應這種討厭的環境。965Please respect copyright.PENANA6hvsoOoyM9
965Please respect copyright.PENANA41POfycbAX
一如以往,沒有半個人理會我,更沒有人向我道別,聽起來好像很可憐,可是這種孤獨,正是我最想要的。965Please respect copyright.PENANAoHD21UbEmb
965Please respect copyright.PENANA9f52mj5x5i
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離開公司,所有關於工作的問題都拋諸腦後,現在終於能夠專心處理論壇的問題。965Please respect copyright.PENANAPB7jkh5tlp
965Please respect copyright.PENANA7f1X9YUWDW
其實在公司空閒時候可以用I Phone處理的問題,我都已經處理好了,其他就留待回家後再搞吧。965Please respect copyright.PENANABsxsPo0pJO
965Please respect copyright.PENANAHu46qYllXe
今晚有點特別,老豆和老母需要出席某個遠房親戚的婚宴,丟下我和細妹兩人獨自吃晚飯。965Please respect copyright.PENANAHRNpNa7yul
965Please respect copyright.PENANAFGor3XHL57
原以為細妹會找朋友吃飯,今晚自己到樓下茶記隨便買盒乾炒牛河當晚飯就可以了。965Please respect copyright.PENANALMc4EFpaTN
965Please respect copyright.PENANApgn7O0mMpg
但她居然罕有地whatsapp我,稱今晚約不到朋友,叫我放工後聯絡,相約到哪吃晚飯。965Please respect copyright.PENANAkFSrAWbYEg
965Please respect copyright.PENANANtDj5n6sDs
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所以放工後,我就乘地鐵到黃大仙,在不遠處已看到她在便利店看雜誌封面的背影。965Please respect copyright.PENANA8gidHkA3VR
965Please respect copyright.PENANAYIBAWz7ygY
她與我讀書時的女同學不一樣,上身沒有薄羊毛外衣,只是單純地穿著純白的長袖恤衫,配上紅藍色格子短裙和黑色及膝襪,顯出她的不拘小節。965Please respect copyright.PENANAwzDT5ObMyP
965Please respect copyright.PENANA8Ibz80Xk5p
求學時期特有的青春馬尾以純白的恤衫作背景,輕輕搖擺。965Please respect copyright.PENANAEDsydJpmvu
965Please respect copyright.PENANADNCtw3nRUZ
嗯……為何女學生的恤衫總是特別純潔,特別潔白?965Please respect copyright.PENANAMttb0rSQv0
965Please respect copyright.PENANAjr7VxvcsmT
看衣著,就知她放學後大概到了什麼地方閒逛而未有回家。965Please respect copyright.PENANAYfDyi8c68r
965Please respect copyright.PENANAn0d8vGTeZs
在我這個高達180CM的猛男面前,她就有如小矮人一樣,我走近叫喚她一聲:「菁。」965Please respect copyright.PENANA4IimvdJbOd
965Please respect copyright.PENANAAYJnP1GoF1
平常我都叫「喂」的,今次不知為何口誤一下。965Please respect copyright.PENANAUtoNX7jjQr
965Please respect copyright.PENANAD893b73NVU
她一回頭,一臉若無其事地簡單回應一句:965Please respect copyright.PENANAN9RNPRDrFk
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「行啦。」965Please respect copyright.PENANA3zHdOrZ0Ej
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我們就並行離開地鐵站,去到了一家距離家有大段距離的四川菜館吃晚飯。965Please respect copyright.PENANAojesuwN24g
965Please respect copyright.PENANANzLa3USRPJ
這是她提議的,反正我們兩兄妹也嗜辣的,所以是個好選擇,剛好今日是閒日,人也不多,一進去就能入座。965Please respect copyright.PENANA8QEanO9quh
965Please respect copyright.PENANAXQM5jfax3f
店面的燈非常多,讓店內也算是大的空間保持光猛,桌椅放得不太密,坐下來也挺輕鬆,沒有壓迫感。965Please respect copyright.PENANAEBj4fuOpgT
965Please respect copyright.PENANAi23uDjrNiI
我們的位置是處於角落的淺木色小圓桌,我拿夾在牙簽筒與醋瓶之間的菜單給細妹,整間店的牆壁上,大半都鑲上了鏡子,而在鏡子頂端就貼著一張張寫上不同菜式的長條形顏色紙。965Please respect copyright.PENANAdrDq6nAYSz
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我左顧右盼不同的顏色紙,看看上面寫的菜式,有什麼想吃的。965Please respect copyright.PENANAAKS9Ynzjvg
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沒什麼心水,看看細妹,打算詢問她的意見。965Please respect copyright.PENANAcjJBkAKIbO
965Please respect copyright.PENANAa5HbhZgTka
看她就想,雖說我們是兄妹,但外表卻完全不相似。965Please respect copyright.PENANADnyk8dwbox
965Please respect copyright.PENANAsQE9dnhI1X
我的眼大,她的比我更圓,而且沒有我的橫扁鼻子與薄唇大嘴巴,取而代之是高鼻樑與豐唇小嘴。965Please respect copyright.PENANA12XnWhnxT2
965Please respect copyright.PENANAsz4fGDqK0l
這個世界總有些怪事,就是一個粗亢野蠻的男人,總會有個容貌不錯的女兒,壞基因跑到哪裡?965Please respect copyright.PENANA8ph37Lzhen
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大概跑到我身上吧。965Please respect copyright.PENANANWmMUi11Eb
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媽的,上帝真不公平,如果情況是相反的話,我是個美男的話,你說多好呢?965Please respect copyright.PENANAmTD5P18Gay
965Please respect copyright.PENANAwFqrdmKJAQ
我用力貶一下眼,將這種無聊的負面情緒趕走,然後輕輕地向注視著菜單的她問:「有咩心水啊?」965Please respect copyright.PENANAzeXOkddDj7
965Please respect copyright.PENANAJqaRUnT0zF
「男人老狗無主見咩?」她望也沒望過我一眼,懶懶閒說。965Please respect copyright.PENANA3tGpNvBhuX
965Please respect copyright.PENANAUtcX7GsaDy
真的目中無人,雖說我真的沒什麼主意……為了作為兄長的尊嚴,我必須硬著頭皮反駁:「睇你想食乜姐,你諗到咪就下你囉,比發言權你又話鬼我,想點先?一係我叫哂囉。」965Please respect copyright.PENANAd8edAOOuYT
965Please respect copyright.PENANAhCt7TDxCUc
她聽罷把菜單合上,然後笑嘻嘻地望著我說:965Please respect copyright.PENANAOsd0iNZnXT
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「好啊,你叫啦。」965Please respect copyright.PENANAGWylUpYqki
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這個笑容!我永遠都不會忘記這個笑容!這就是以前撞破我打飛機時的惡鬼笑容!965Please respect copyright.PENANAIMV3EWLDAJ
965Please respect copyright.PENANAWBOk0BtPAJ
沒有回應她,我只舉手叫一聲:「伙計!」965Please respect copyright.PENANAqjSaQntFF4
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伙計一秒後就來到,拿著筆與紙候命。本來沒什麼好主意,準備隨便叫幾個菜的我開口前,細妹就連珠爆發,說出一個又一個菜色。965Please respect copyright.PENANAF42QHwGxYz
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見伙計火速記下,我根本沒有插話的機會,整個叫菜的過程就完結了。965Please respect copyright.PENANAGSGjEjkwHc
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一共五個小菜兩碗担担麵。965Please respect copyright.PENANA2hQjGNM08W
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媽的,看來這餐沒三百元也走不掉了。965Please respect copyright.PENANAUvS9Pe0Czj
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