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"If 'batty' means 'ass'... then isn't a 'battyman' technically just an 'ass man' in literal terms?"537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAnLIHZN1g
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Apparently, this is the shit that people think about when they're high; right now, I'm certifiablyfucked up.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXI8UEfbu3
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David, bless his soul, actually graces me with a response; probably because he's just as fucked as I am.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbQJNINKJ9
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"It's an idiomatic expression, but in literal word-for-word terms, then yeah, I guess so."537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡism77vdgTL
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Ever since I left the hospital, David has been watching me. He doesn't let me out of his sight. He insisted that I start living at his house so that he could keep an eye on me, and for a simple life, I complied.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGAhhJOPOB
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In addition to my inner demons, I've been having pain from the wound — the painkillers don't really help me.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCobI29diP
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David knows that my head is a mess these days, and he also picked up the fact that my pelvis is constantly hurting me. He said that this would be "killing two birds with one stone".537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qUVqmkiTL
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"I like gay porn," I spit out. I have no idea why I just told him that little piece of information. It just felt right.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQCEgBRrvz
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He looks up at me from whatever he's doing on his laptop, his head covered in disgusting turd plats that I braided with my shaking hands, and smiles, his eyes as red as mine probably are.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSBRdabGuP
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"You're cute when you're high."537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfk8vjuZ04T
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I smile right back at him.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhxmYTux6y
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"You're... just cute."537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6oJkvleos
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"Tell me more."537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPKposhL7Z
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Well, since I was just talking about gay porn...537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIJUilju5z
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"Marcus broke up with his girlfriend and now he wants to fuck you."537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGZJ1cJelV
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I wasn't supposed to tell him that. 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcPBA6xqQL
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Oops.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUREfa5dCO
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Okay. Here's the story.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOTlTdj5lY
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Ever since Marcus and his girlfriend officially broke up, he's been acting weird. Every time I mention David's name, he squirms a little, and not in the "I'm uncomfortable" kinda way, but in the "ooh, I'm getting the tingles" kinda way. At first, I didn't even know how he knew David personally enough to crush on him, but then I remembered that the second painting that David bought was through my website, and Marcus was the one who told me about it first; David had demanded that that I delivered it.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CFaANBxTO
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He had told my agent, a.k.a. Marcus.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMAQSJWzOO
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On top of that, the display picture that David uses on the website is the perfect combination between cute and fucking hot.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5v2OwkAciW
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Marcus, having a good amount of common sense (although he acts like a dumb fuck sometimes, telling me to do shit for 10K; who the fuck does he think I am? An assclown?) obviously put two and two together — the gorgeous face with the sexy-ass voice. 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡte3KHQ0vMv
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In short, David unintentionally fucked up poor Marcus's head, Marcus doesn't know that I know, I pretty much just had verbal diarrhoea about the whole situation, and judging by the growing grin on David's face, I just blew his ego the fuck up.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHTzQ2Vh2Z
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You see, David might not be attracted to men, but he's the type of person whose ego definitely doesn't mind the attention.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyOsqNMPQi
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"See? Everyone wants me! I'm turning straight men gay; the man left his girlfriend because he could only see me. The trees are gonna start walking just so that they can get close enough to watch me while they jerk off."537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tk4FWNWpS
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Wait, what? 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbmqjKCkW7
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Trees jerking off?537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGaFDgcCX3
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"You idiot, you didn't turn anyone gay; he still likes women. He's bi. And even if he wasn't bi, and you were the first man he liked, it would be a man crush, not "turning gay". 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1FiRFG48u
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"Actually, it has a name; it's a sexuality when you become attracted to me, and can no longer see anything else, whether you're a man or woman or a tree. It's called davechestersexuality. He's a davechestersexual now."537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYmlaMtWgv
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How full of oneself can someone possibly be? He has his own sexuality now? Really? Really?537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zwPOQV8Qn
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"So you have the mainstream sexualises; heterosexuality, homosexuality, bisexuality, pansexuality; and then, you have davechestersexuality."537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKmmaq5GcM
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"I think you need to shut the fuck up," I say, laughing so hard my eyes start watering.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMelzmlU2a
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"Trees don't find you attractive," I state, still chuckling, reaching for the bong, feeling the urge to take another hit.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6hTe3OzgE
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"Really? Then why do they get hard when they see me?" 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaMUmr71df
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"They don't," I reply, re-packing the bowl with ganja from the bag beside me, and putting it in the downstem. 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGnQup3fTu
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"Yes, they do," he says as I light the ganja, and briefly, I look at the white smoke climbing it's way up the inside of the transparent column. 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkENYiYe2Ue
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"So... pretty," I say, before putting my mouth inside the mouthpiece.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eC9giw8La
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I inhale and pull the bowl out at the same time, and fuck, does it fuck me up in all the right ways.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X7CwPw5Zb
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This is exactly what I need; my mind being overrun with idle thoughts, which can be considered, on one level, philosophical and deep. No thoughts of anything that can or will hurt me; just a pain-free high.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjZS5nPCVI
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David really helped me out this time.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91OVE1Npjn
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"Pass it," David says when I take it from my lips.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwI8AYzuQFy
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We continue to take turns with the bong until the nub is finished.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rB7QKrkcS
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"I'm tired," I say to David.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuI8vbL842O
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"I'm hungry," he replies to me.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4DERnC890
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I look at him, and he's about to close his laptop, when a question comes to mind.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fS8Y4tMln
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"What were you doing?"537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAUgo6sU2S
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"Uh... playing with shapes."537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7uonVJqLp
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"Can I see it?"537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaadwOYC1DE
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"Okay," he says, and turns the computer to me.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV70ZxmpSe
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I look closely at the picture, and see that it appears to be some kind of mandala.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lBxYo0rTO
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"That's pretty."537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9LF79E4Nr
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"Thanks."537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWs8rrD56I7
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"Why?" I ask him.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLKvHRXC21
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"I dunno. I like how the shapes look like that."537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBE3p3zWY3
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"You mean a mandala?"537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGy5ua1Ass
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He starts grinning again.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvwtjnbCJ1
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"Yeah. I like them. I was online looking at stuff, and I saw this website that lets you make them. It's fun. I mean, the software is for amateurs so they don't have as much variety as I'd like, but it's still fun."537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcRzh8vFea
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"What are you gonna do with it now?" I ask him.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg19cdTuwYj
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He scrunches up his face.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB0zyk0kUq
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"I dunno."537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y7i6bCanX
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"It would make a nice tattoo design."537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxG8HrwpvFr
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"You think so? I think it's too simple."537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eHr4Ne4aM
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"No, it isn't."537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuvGP2SfPV
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"Really? You'd get it then?" he asks me.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHOxpy76Mn
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I stop and think about it for a second.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKT9EGPfjr
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"Probably," I say, staring at the different shapes, how they curl around each other.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRZC5TBWus
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"Listen, I'm really hungry, so I'm gonna cook something, okay?"537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdmRJp2Of3
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"Okay."537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3MQzfKOmv
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"You wanna come with me?" he asks.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfCBvcYE81
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"No, I'm tired," I say yawning and stretching. "I'm gonna sleep."537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnRdCrkcRP
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"'Kay," he replies, yawning in response to my yawn as I turn to walk towards the guest bedroom.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75pTeXRYRp
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When I enter the room, I throw myself onto the bed, closing my eyes, falling asleep immediately. 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4Q4dYpSSW
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The last thought I have before sleep consumes me, is What will David cook for dinner?537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18V36un3r0
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"You full?" David asks me as I finish the ackee with tomato and roast breadfruit that he just fed me. 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ola8312FM
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You know when the breadfruit is over ripe, so it has that sweet taste to it?537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtB7VA7brU
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Oh, rass, that was good.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dBRBUDK2M
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"Yeah. I'm full."537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXdQqdxg2V
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I slept for about six hours. Now, I'm sitting in front of him on the living room floor. 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cPNZOfx8k
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I'm sober again, and that's not necessarily a good thing.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QdkV5HN4y
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Now that I'm sober, I can feel the ever present pain from the wound in my pelvis, which is a reminder of everything.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9dCQMLkOY
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Even if I ignore the past, I can't ignore the present; I lost a tube. 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhK7TSc0hzl
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It's in this moment of disappointment that I realise that I'm not completely against the idea of having children; that I still want them. Having only one tube makes the chances of conceiving a child naturally less likely.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DzKmXzBL8
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When did this change? There was a time in my life at which I was considering tying my tubes. When did I subconsciously open up to the idea of children?537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuad0BqG02
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When you started seeing David as more than just a casual fuck.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBxhZOMsU2
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Of course. Everything that is emotionally unstable in my life right now somehow seems to be tied to him.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8U0FUoZVHX
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I let out a deep breath. 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7JRXBTVsp
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"Leah? What are you thinking about?" he asks in a curious but timid manner.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84inbyn4oQ
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"I don't want to talk about it," I respond.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuPHp1VKET
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He suddenly looks overwhelmed with sympathy.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsg7aCmJQdM
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"Leah, I—"537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLiVLZchQH
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"It's okay, David," I respond, because the truth is that right now, I really do not want to share this shit — my thoughts of having his children — with him. 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HGMAahCpk
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Not yet.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4mA6i4Gj2
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I stopped thinking about David as a casual fuck a long time ago; my feelings began to grow from the simple attraction, to include affection, which then grew to a care for him that only intensified over time.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12k5YNZvbc
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But now?537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CVk1NIjy2
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"David," I say, and he looks up at me from whatever he was staring at behind me.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFplIetJoXE
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"Yes?" he asks me.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVx1T54wGqn
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"I love you," I blurt out.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxzlYqLaNN
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He stares at me stunned; and then his face splits into a breathtaking smile that pulls at my heartstrings.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDE7Yak9dm
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I know why I said it. Maybe you would have expected me to deny it. 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvV0G1ChYvr
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The bucket hit the water; it is submerged, now sinking through the liquid in the well. 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw41sTf9HGl
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There is no sense in denying something so final. I can't fight it anymore; you can't fight a battle that's already been won.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvIHNQbCzS
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Besides, I don't want to fight it anymore; I might get hurt through loving David, but I've come to realise that he's the reason why I wake up every morning, feeling inspired to pick up my camera and make something of my life, feeling some sense of contentment with myself. If I get hurt, it would be worth it because I would have gotten to love him.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLl58DnHYGC
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The way that I feel for him is enough to write an infinite amount of poems, to write a million books, base a thousand movies; enough to inspire any artist to create.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLj46FN9Xx
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He's become the subconscious thought behind every photograph I take, the reason behind every poem I write.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul8Ie35LFb
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He's... everything.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC71MCvx8ks
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He's my light.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVAWhPvYKW
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He's my inspiration.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ePtLeydKB
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"You're my new muse."
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