Pagi harinya, saat sarapan, Siska lebih ceria dari biasanya.775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XiWZnWQrt
Pipinya berseri, rambutnya dikuncir asal, tapi tetap manis.
“Aku bawa bekal hari ini,” katanya sambil tersenyum.
“Biar hemat.”
“Kamu makin cantik,” jawabku, menyuap roti bakar.
Dia menunduk malu.
“Kamu ngomong gitu karena semalam, ya?”
“Karena kamu makin percaya diri. Dan aku suka itu.”
Siangnya, saat aku di kantor, pesan WhatsApp masuk darinya.
“Pah, aku break sebentar. Bryan ngajak VC. Boleh ngga?”
Aku terdiam sejenak. Lalu membalas:
> “Boleh. Tapi tetap janji: harus jujur.”
> “Deal 😘”
POV Siska
Siska hanya seorang ibu rumah tangga biasa. Usianya baru 22775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x62tiDiQM
tahun, masih muda, tapi cara hidup dan pembawaannya seringkali seperti775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIZTmMCaPC
perempuan yang jauh lebih dewasa. Alim, tertutup, dan nyaris tidak pernah775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhu5HAHZP2F
menyinggung soal seks meski bersama suaminya sendiri. Itulah yang sejak awal775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31DXMG2Xsb
membuat Joni, sang suami, merasa ada yang kurang dalam kehidupan rumah tangga775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZApelPqWYW
mereka. Joni sering bercanda, “Aku nikahnya sama anak muda, tapi rasanya kayak775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSZEsO0cgm
hidup bareng ibu-ibu majelis taklim.”
Sudah hampir dua tahun mereka menikah. Meski secara umum775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSH2O4AST9
rumah tangga mereka tampak harmonis, ada satu sisi yang terus-menerus membuat775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPDcB1neRc
Joni merasa resah: keintiman mereka di ranjang selalu berjalan datar. Siska775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXF8zjt0LvN
terlalu malu, terlalu tertutup, dan terlalu takut dianggap ‘berlebihan’.775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpQHAhocjw
Padahal Joni adalah tipe suami yang justru menikmati eksplorasi, fantasi, dan775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpje1Bmy7V
keterbukaan.
“Akung,” ujar Joni suatu malam saat mereka selesai mandi775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSCm5qOLYI
bersama. “Kamu cantik banget. Tapi kamu nggak pernah lihat dirimu segitu775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4k5jKt1li
menariknya di mata cowok lain. Kamu terlalu sibuk jadi versi ‘istri baik-baik’.775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVSa0RGtTh
Tapi coba sekali-kali jadi versi kamu yang liar, yang tahu dia seksi. Aku775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuGnnpAO4m
pengen kamu percaya diri.”
Siska hanya tertawa kecil, meski pipinya memerah. Ia tidak775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEulUjXwtvm
langsung menjawab, tapi malam itu, ia tidak menolak saat Joni menyarankannya775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6T7i6sPMc
mengenakan lingerie tipis berwarna merah. Dari situ, semuanya mulai berubah.
Hari itu, Siska iseng membuka aplikasi Instagram. Biasanya,775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fOedRw8df
ia hanya scrolling resep atau video lucu, tapi hari itu berbeda. Ia melihat DM775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5slC76X0nD
dari seseorang bernama Bryan seorang pria bule yang ternyata sudah beberapa775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8ELcoppAX
kali menyukai foto-fotonya. Ia tak pernah sadar, mungkin karena selama ini775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy278cpE3D9
menganggap Instagram hanya sebagai hiburan kosong.
“Hey,” pesan pertama pria itu.
“You’re really beautiful.”
Awalnya, Siska hanya tersenyum sinis dan berniat775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBE9ijgU50
mengabaikan. Tapi entah kenapa, saat Joni lewat di belakangnya dan sekilas775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyekrxrfGG
melihat layar, ia justru tertarik.
“Siapa tuh?” tanya Joni.
“Ngga tahu, orang luar. Suka DM-dm kayak gitu,” jawab Siska775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbrqZMgJy5
malas.
“Coba bales aja. Iseng. Pura-pura kamu jomblo. Aku pengen775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmN7OxB0eP
lihat kamu dilirik cowok lain. Mau liat kamu sadar kalo kamu tuh menggoda775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfP0fugzDf
banget.”
Siska menoleh, menatap suaminya heran.
“Kamu serius?”
“Serius. Aku malah seneng banget kalau kamu bisa bikin cowok775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nVZc705pf
lain tergoda. Tapi kamu tetep milikku. Itu yang paling bikin aku bangga.”
Dengan agak canggung, Siska pun mulai membalas. Chat itu775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAVaSONZqH
semula hanya basa-basi. Tapi Bryan ternyata sangat sopan, tidak agresif, tidak775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSn2tm1nEx
murahan. Ia bercerita tentang pekerjaannya, kehidupannya di luar negeri, dan…775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPFLTDPM9l
betapa dia menyukai perempuan Asia yang kalem dan feminin seperti Siska.
“Aku suka kamu,” tulis Bryan.
“Kamu beda dari yang775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoeVrcHrFU
lain. Cantik alami. Matamu jujur.”
Siska mulai tersenyum sendiri. Bukan karena gombalannya,775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyEb2xMMH5
tapi karena ada rasa aneh yang perlahan tumbuh: dirinya diperhatikan, dinilai775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjON1xQdNzi
cantik, dan dihargai sebagai perempuan. Rasa itu asing, tapi nikmat.
Malamnya, Siska bercerita kepada Joni.
“Aku… aku jadi seneng dibilang cantik kayak gitu. Entah775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbfQeW98Ga
kenapa, aku nggak ngerasa jijik. Justru kayak… aku merasa hidup,” ujarnya775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr75e6Nifjc
pelan, jujur.
Joni langsung memeluknya dari belakang. “Nah itu. Aku pengen775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyiaSQAU6c
kamu merasa seperti itu. Kamu seksi, dan kamu pantas tahu itu.”
Beberapa malam kemudian, Joni dan Siska mulai bermain-main775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxZtZL7XSA
dengan fantasi itu. Saat mereka bercinta, Joni memancing imajinasi Siska,775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSymicgumw
membisikkannya untuk membayangkan seolah dirinya adalah Bryan. Siska yang dulu775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPITA3nu6A
pemalu kini mulai terbuka, menggigit bibir, berani memainkan posisi, bahkan775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWB62Pe1iSj
mengeluarkan suara lirih yang selama ini hanya ia tahan.
Tapi malam itu ada satu kejadian yang membuat semuanya775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygZouLtAkq
berubah.
Saat mereka sedang berpelukan di ranjang, tubuh Siska masih775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteFgQILY46
berkeringat, napasnya belum sepenuhnya stabil, tiba-tiba HP-nya berdering. Nama775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssXyfqjCQh
Bryan muncul di layar. Video call.
Siska terkejut dan memandang Joni.
“Aku… aku tolak ya?”
Tapi Joni menggeleng pelan, matanya menyiratkan sesuatu yang775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFpkt3KovC
lebih gila.
“Nggak. Kamu angkat aja. Bilang kamu lagi rehat. Bikin dia775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BNU42GC5R
makin penasaran.”
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Siska tergagap. “Tapi… aku belum pakai baju.”
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