Pagi harinya, saat sarapan, Siska lebih ceria dari biasanya.782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3FZ3kJXVu
Pipinya berseri, rambutnya dikuncir asal, tapi tetap manis.
“Aku bawa bekal hari ini,” katanya sambil tersenyum.
“Biar hemat.”
“Kamu makin cantik,” jawabku, menyuap roti bakar.
Dia menunduk malu.
“Kamu ngomong gitu karena semalam, ya?”
“Karena kamu makin percaya diri. Dan aku suka itu.”
Siangnya, saat aku di kantor, pesan WhatsApp masuk darinya.
“Pah, aku break sebentar. Bryan ngajak VC. Boleh ngga?”
Aku terdiam sejenak. Lalu membalas:
> “Boleh. Tapi tetap janji: harus jujur.”
> “Deal 😘”
POV Siska
Siska hanya seorang ibu rumah tangga biasa. Usianya baru 22782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2MAmIKA5V
tahun, masih muda, tapi cara hidup dan pembawaannya seringkali seperti782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSfMpGNXjL
perempuan yang jauh lebih dewasa. Alim, tertutup, dan nyaris tidak pernah782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEcAZVsdv6
menyinggung soal seks meski bersama suaminya sendiri. Itulah yang sejak awal782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKf6z1nDSh
membuat Joni, sang suami, merasa ada yang kurang dalam kehidupan rumah tangga782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVWPtcLRxl
mereka. Joni sering bercanda, “Aku nikahnya sama anak muda, tapi rasanya kayak782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4qU3pwKxl
hidup bareng ibu-ibu majelis taklim.”
Sudah hampir dua tahun mereka menikah. Meski secara umum782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CZfNr0SCf
rumah tangga mereka tampak harmonis, ada satu sisi yang terus-menerus membuat782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJPqIo22mO
Joni merasa resah: keintiman mereka di ranjang selalu berjalan datar. Siska782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPfa30omVl
terlalu malu, terlalu tertutup, dan terlalu takut dianggap ‘berlebihan’.782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGLDSps9qG
Padahal Joni adalah tipe suami yang justru menikmati eksplorasi, fantasi, dan782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ziy0Kcs7V
keterbukaan.
“Akung,” ujar Joni suatu malam saat mereka selesai mandi782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtNl434bIL
bersama. “Kamu cantik banget. Tapi kamu nggak pernah lihat dirimu segitu782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIK8rbkQer
menariknya di mata cowok lain. Kamu terlalu sibuk jadi versi ‘istri baik-baik’.782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcce19Ly3v
Tapi coba sekali-kali jadi versi kamu yang liar, yang tahu dia seksi. Aku782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDah8aDwx3V
pengen kamu percaya diri.”
Siska hanya tertawa kecil, meski pipinya memerah. Ia tidak782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNghgxcApo
langsung menjawab, tapi malam itu, ia tidak menolak saat Joni menyarankannya782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EGbKgcdKg
mengenakan lingerie tipis berwarna merah. Dari situ, semuanya mulai berubah.
Hari itu, Siska iseng membuka aplikasi Instagram. Biasanya,782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNd5a5tYDSE
ia hanya scrolling resep atau video lucu, tapi hari itu berbeda. Ia melihat DM782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq54SoeP9MD
dari seseorang bernama Bryan seorang pria bule yang ternyata sudah beberapa782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNN3068lnld
kali menyukai foto-fotonya. Ia tak pernah sadar, mungkin karena selama ini782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyV8pOSdSk
menganggap Instagram hanya sebagai hiburan kosong.
“Hey,” pesan pertama pria itu.
“You’re really beautiful.”
Awalnya, Siska hanya tersenyum sinis dan berniat782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrYdUhlh5U
mengabaikan. Tapi entah kenapa, saat Joni lewat di belakangnya dan sekilas782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEuX9QcCdO
melihat layar, ia justru tertarik.
“Siapa tuh?” tanya Joni.
“Ngga tahu, orang luar. Suka DM-dm kayak gitu,” jawab Siska782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOQwZIvBim
malas.
“Coba bales aja. Iseng. Pura-pura kamu jomblo. Aku pengen782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSucCElJhZk
lihat kamu dilirik cowok lain. Mau liat kamu sadar kalo kamu tuh menggoda782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBNlEaiQaZ
banget.”
Siska menoleh, menatap suaminya heran.
“Kamu serius?”
“Serius. Aku malah seneng banget kalau kamu bisa bikin cowok782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9zSUXJ5wb
lain tergoda. Tapi kamu tetep milikku. Itu yang paling bikin aku bangga.”
Dengan agak canggung, Siska pun mulai membalas. Chat itu782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCihMvL0vVs
semula hanya basa-basi. Tapi Bryan ternyata sangat sopan, tidak agresif, tidak782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAp6Du1Nd3
murahan. Ia bercerita tentang pekerjaannya, kehidupannya di luar negeri, dan…782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYE7KneoqIw
betapa dia menyukai perempuan Asia yang kalem dan feminin seperti Siska.
“Aku suka kamu,” tulis Bryan.
“Kamu beda dari yang782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUi71apJbf
lain. Cantik alami. Matamu jujur.”
Siska mulai tersenyum sendiri. Bukan karena gombalannya,782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfoArNqLPD
tapi karena ada rasa aneh yang perlahan tumbuh: dirinya diperhatikan, dinilai782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiphNrO1umM
cantik, dan dihargai sebagai perempuan. Rasa itu asing, tapi nikmat.
Malamnya, Siska bercerita kepada Joni.
“Aku… aku jadi seneng dibilang cantik kayak gitu. Entah782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCsbh0hxLe
kenapa, aku nggak ngerasa jijik. Justru kayak… aku merasa hidup,” ujarnya782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErZig2zveW
pelan, jujur.
Joni langsung memeluknya dari belakang. “Nah itu. Aku pengen782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbZzd7a2ug
kamu merasa seperti itu. Kamu seksi, dan kamu pantas tahu itu.”
Beberapa malam kemudian, Joni dan Siska mulai bermain-main782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IsD4HczKo
dengan fantasi itu. Saat mereka bercinta, Joni memancing imajinasi Siska,782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyX79JiCUJ
membisikkannya untuk membayangkan seolah dirinya adalah Bryan. Siska yang dulu782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlw3KW0d6H
pemalu kini mulai terbuka, menggigit bibir, berani memainkan posisi, bahkan782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycrHlyhECd
mengeluarkan suara lirih yang selama ini hanya ia tahan.
Tapi malam itu ada satu kejadian yang membuat semuanya782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qMmMPSgUY
berubah.
Saat mereka sedang berpelukan di ranjang, tubuh Siska masih782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpQwxAdtiX
berkeringat, napasnya belum sepenuhnya stabil, tiba-tiba HP-nya berdering. Nama782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ST4XnXbs0
Bryan muncul di layar. Video call.
Siska terkejut dan memandang Joni.
“Aku… aku tolak ya?”
Tapi Joni menggeleng pelan, matanya menyiratkan sesuatu yang782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCrlHt70wX
lebih gila.
“Nggak. Kamu angkat aja. Bilang kamu lagi rehat. Bikin dia782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVip15evWd
makin penasaran.”
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Siska tergagap. “Tapi… aku belum pakai baju.”
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