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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8DVhT8XCu
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遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPH1p7kTr0
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnsUrXd2ew
糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQU1Ms5MUn
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewmYyJJAGW
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVf5fMqSe4
那是她的新代言廣告。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYL7hMKXJ7
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NwrOxQi96
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拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQIPdPvPuH
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1LKWXWDDK
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LC16wGIYD
她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEgYN8GWOD
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLw6sO60Lqt
糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtJ5kczoXG
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7jJMotERO
她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdY4qUK3nXC
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgi1hnomsHD
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cc0y81a1i
「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSWbdUZgOG
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXbtugGCIN
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9PZag5VaH
糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDb9qLr6r91
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWE9qXcqGrx
又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaJr77bD4W
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvFdTNdAiM
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1Zge6voAm
有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ759xo774e8
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRJ8l9BJ7k
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLpEijxmnb
糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XAElPDcXr
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbUrGXz5vv
他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡry2Ez6T1C5
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXvZ25njae
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iOJzSdN2U
她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIci1aqh5hV
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1JRl5G5t0
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHPOGS40bn
可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtcpSOGYu2
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一支後台影片被曝光。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxguUAPvOz
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52YInFQyLD
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmu1gm74jhB
「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEG7ZesOF4
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxO41qNa3aM
星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TFALhQDA5
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcMt5PC5YC
「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWgUqhyPxB
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOiQ9tCnkT
經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGR84m8lq8Q
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYQo6D79wA
她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBM2qKBG3z
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jYL1ZTM8W
「那就截啊。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EvAxNUvvP
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCxzMsUkZw
她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjcULi31kv
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiyKRCfzqM
注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToBKDcaHpO
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3huuFEnca
沒有慌，也沒有躲——38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPLOAtNTWQ
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fcLB3rPT2
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAC7fU9hqp
那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDle6erOhya
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz90qnGOwb6
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjm38nBYThN
【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sYYxCZKEq
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzWdIvUGwa
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJX23W9XJf
他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtcc29N3EL
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6YbdY0LKj
已經點開了對話框。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcO0NghfGR
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAa24rsqDl
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pEDwOCvNW
糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAH7USUVX4
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4TKYD2rV3
手指放到輸入列上。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0WQk5PGxU
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTalmQdS3h
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQa9UF2KTH
——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LLV4ipMFt
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jgZEUdgTl
但最後，他什麼都沒打。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQwSd2TcPn
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcU21dWdl2z
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWW26BKaJPW
訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWFjXOk06J
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLkw9dwYtj
莉奈的名字，跳了出來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQA1eHGeg9Q
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5aADvJrP8
他沒預期她會打來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmgmm07x85
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dYuey8HBX
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LYpJd3Shy
對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj3ztChvnW
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeR5RXOtaLk
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUgsKzIS4s
「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5ASofvc8l
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1pntMIioL
他沒有說話。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡic46XiZkiG
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWEMVazsUK
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjztDeogHz
「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqpJxlpCeT
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4hVdyARRq
語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zrJY3uPkb
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6Si6ltTXt
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXLJUjil8s
她停了一下，等他回應。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1txIZehWj
他只「嗯」了一聲。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUvjeiqAuc
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTUXUAl8ZA
「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhR9nLvjOrr
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORsqnwrcKW
她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ342hkTxIyv
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFelAiBcTtA
「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAc83AhB9Bw
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uXc6MHtFB
話音未落，她接著說：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2GSUKUrbt
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwrWCfJG0F
「早點睡。晚安。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhULXjybWn
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ816dYb1LOD
——然後，她掛了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdu6yGXtz35
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFqMeP6hs5
不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJk8ex79bwv
是她先掛的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNMujJPAbP
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKSq4IbBMv
那通話不到兩分鐘。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgC0jPu6e6J
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo15ulkuJvR
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0EhMdCq7u
手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZojCGffE60
耳邊安靜得過分。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEO3IiTU3kA
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掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsO4GzFLlx
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNRm6Ltpf1
星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpV0YC1cC7
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakcoDQLj9S
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8201gPcTTt
只是——有點麻。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuE71BH8S0
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNSGQVRgaS
彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnYuNFCeJt
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IXkc2R4Vv
她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7qFVNGbDL
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOLdy1kdDM
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeGXwbvYaB
她知道自己應該要睡了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe20ceEdLEq
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeLD8wb3B8
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyl8V0e0FxI
然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJxzFfhQoj
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgFyVpz0am
【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHEkYXiPPw
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ihJdfrKG3
輸入完，她按下儲存。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdOmJ8Y6Vw
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67QvmiEWDv
然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vOrZiZ0Da
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIaqZQCo9P
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIDXVhZhfm
但也沒那麼痛了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzCirbGAYY
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWdGenruo1
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBKmvS3bwA
「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJjyd6yF8F
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VKrjmXGWO
語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8b28WKsC5Z
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojU9LInhxR
梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OWFRL1jHX
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e2B1wtp9A
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQNc8Mcinj
設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq21VWHPluC
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CRDELV4gd
只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFGJZdFBUz
耳邊有人說：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGo9au1ADPT
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8YGySHct1
「登機口要關閉囉。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflBFrnwzsB
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16DnkPlLDA
星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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