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那天早上,她像是什麼都沒發生。68Please respect copyright.PENANAC3Ln3rlycC
她拍完照、換完衣服,還照樣和攝影師寒暄,化妝師說她氣色比想像中好,她點點頭說:「昨晚睡滿八小時。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAeJ8BeVgpY7
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午休時,她坐在保母車裡,看著窗外融得一半的雪。她不是不想問他回來的事。只是她突然意識到:68Please respect copyright.PENANACug1wFVlrx
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如果他想讓她知道,他會說的。68Please respect copyright.PENANAOz8k4hoHns
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他沒有說,那就代表——不需要她知道。68Please respect copyright.PENANACRlYbUyLAN
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她不是那麼天真了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAsZ4QBSieRt
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當晚收工太晚,她拒絕了經紀人要開車送她回家。她把定位打開,好讓對方知道自己有平安到家。68Please respect copyright.PENANAPzbrONK5Xe
她拉起羽絨外套帽子,沿著熟悉的路一個人走。雪正靜靜地下著。68Please respect copyright.PENANAw0Cj2swccw
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她沒有特別要去哪裡,只是腳自然而然地走向那座練習場。68Please respect copyright.PENANAeP2pwr6WAd
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那是從前他們放學後最常去的地方——通常這個時候,還是會有一個人在那裡練球。68Please respect copyright.PENANA6rLcnT7YbN
這四年她沒有特別去靠近這裡,因為她不知道要用什麼理由,而且她不想打擾被留下的弟弟。68Please respect copyright.PENANAyyX5zEKGVd
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只是今天,她好想過去問——小凜,你知道你哥哥要回來嗎?68Please respect copyright.PENANAUyB9spFQ5t
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有回來就好。真的只要這樣嗎⋯⋯68Please respect copyright.PENANAO7TFavgkBV
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咻——68Please respect copyright.PENANALs8g98LmPT
一記完美的射門劃破空氣,靜夜裡格外清晰。68Please respect copyright.PENANAAY3hjPimXp
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「⋯⋯剛才射門的路線,會不會太溫柔了?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAMAMsoVHZiA
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遠遠的,她看到熟悉的身影——兩個。68Please respect copyright.PENANAomCOcN6kXY
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她原本只是往那裡走,沒有其他預期。68Please respect copyright.PENANAtcOeY1rihe
可當那記射門劃破空氣、落地聲清脆響起時——她看到他了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAaSOmDM7gbH
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不是新聞裡的畫面、不是社群上的截圖。68Please respect copyright.PENANAAaJES8nHov
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是糸師冴,是他本人,就站在那裡。68Please respect copyright.PENANA1999JRWhvc
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她的心跳重重地停了一拍,然後猛地往上一撞,像是被什麼狠狠敲了一下。68Please respect copyright.PENANAt6tt6qtnXU
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她曾在心裡排演過無數次的重逢,在這一刻突然全都消失了。什麼話都說不出來,只能睜大眼睛看著他和那個已經長高不少的弟弟——68Please respect copyright.PENANA7eDBrCeKuY
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看著兩個熟悉得不能再熟悉的身影。68Please respect copyright.PENANAN786CpbLw3
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踢球的人看到來者,與其說是震驚,不如說是驚喜。68Please respect copyright.PENANABjZeS4oQOk
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「啊、哥⋯⋯」68Please respect copyright.PENANARcPJj37kQL
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糸師凜叫出口的瞬間,胸口有點發脹。68Please respect copyright.PENANAOG5NOwvk8v
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他笑著開口,語氣聽起來像平常一樣自然。但其實,他的手指在發熱,指尖在抖。眼前,是他從小最想追上的背影,是夢裡會出現的人——68Please respect copyright.PENANAhlKukCv8sb
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糸師凜露出笑容,但糸師冴沒有。68Please respect copyright.PENANAaE7k54zNQJ
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哥哥常常沒有表情,但糸師凜還是分得出哥哥是沒反應還是不爽。68Please respect copyright.PENANA4wWkmu60X7
可現在哥哥的表情⋯⋯有些奇怪。68Please respect copyright.PENANAf6087eihXz
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「歡迎回來。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAXYb0SZDvYO
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糸師凜刻意用開朗的語氣說話。68Please respect copyright.PENANA0oLHPOtibK
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不知道是不是四年沒見的關係,他對哥哥感到幾分生疏,不過他還是很開心——哥哥回來了,真的站在自己面前了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAgeKekHrW8z
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「嗯,我回來了⋯⋯」68Please respect copyright.PENANA6os00OkzG1
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相比之下,哥哥看見他好像一點開心的感覺都沒有。68Please respect copyright.PENANALRONIH4cUL
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「哥,你是不是瘦了呀⋯⋯」68Please respect copyright.PENANA46U6Zuoybk
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這個人好像變了——不只是變瘦,也不只是表情冷淡。他看著哥哥,忽然覺得有點看不清楚。68Please respect copyright.PENANA2FiFNOYpLj
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「或許吧⋯⋯」哥哥轉頭看向散落一地的足球。68Please respect copyright.PENANAtGi3BLLZZm
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「四年沒見了⋯⋯話說,你不是預計明天才回來嗎?」68Please respect copyright.PENANA9oYBan6YIY
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「嗯,我提前了。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAYV4Rvl7GM9
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總覺得哥哥跟自己,有點距離。68Please respect copyright.PENANAsWCF21OnTq
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「是嗎⋯⋯我經常在新聞裡看到你。你在RE·AL的青訓營比賽也有得分。哥,你好厲害⋯⋯」看著哥哥身上那股說不上的詭異感,糸師凜說起話來也小心翼翼。68Please respect copyright.PENANAF3syJ0xyhg
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回應他的,只有無聲落下的雪。68Please respect copyright.PENANAJk75hsZg0F
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「喂,凜⋯⋯」68Please respect copyright.PENANApwlyarAAeG
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哥哥終於回話,糸師凜豎起耳朵,仔細聆聽。68Please respect copyright.PENANAsz1N4o6axc
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「世界很大,還有比我更厲害的人⋯⋯」68Please respect copyright.PENANAPBxYOjfsW9
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「是嗎——哈、怎麼突然這樣說⋯⋯」糸師凜笑著回問,捉摸不透身為天才的哥哥想表達什麼。68Please respect copyright.PENANANqQd8YFNjB
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「所以我重新規劃了夢想。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAb8VXu0xsc0
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他看到哥哥緊緊握住手,那隻四年前他們一起擊掌的手。68Please respect copyright.PENANAY2bMQY4Yra
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「——成為世界第一的中場。」68Please respect copyright.PENANApraaqOzmr9
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糸師凜滿臉困惑。68Please respect copyright.PENANA6gA5Qsm5Wp
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「⋯⋯哥,你在說什麼⋯⋯?是前鋒才對吧?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAuYriGakM7z
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街燈昏黃,雪片靜靜地飄。68Please respect copyright.PENANAKlSLMu6GaS
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四年。 從那天機場分開,到現在,已經過了整整四年。68Please respect copyright.PENANAtigBRVeHkv
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她沒想到,會是這樣的場景。68Please respect copyright.PENANAgIuwnZANFS
兄弟沒人發現她。她就像臨時多出來的角色,被劇情忘記的配角,靜靜地站在外圈,無足輕重。68Please respect copyright.PENANApkZkjtLQIQ
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她站得太久,腳指頭早就沒有知覺了,羽絨外套的口袋裡,手早已冰涼——她以為自己能忍住情緒,但那種被遺落的感覺,比雪更冷。68Please respect copyright.PENANAFdJM35i9QZ
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這場她等了很久的重逢,她卻不在任何人的預設之中。68Please respect copyright.PENANAivhS1Fi8zl
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「哥哥你不是前鋒嗎?當世界第一中場根本就毫無意義。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAFaeVWz1TJ5
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「少囉唆。那是沒有見識過世界水準的傢伙,才會說的話。」糸師冴的語調輕得幾乎像雪,卻冷得像霜。68Please respect copyright.PENANA71lLIrN3KO
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「什麼啊?」面對糸師冴的不容置喙,糸師凜當然不會接受,「你不是說要一起並肩作戰嗎?還說要讓我成為僅次於你的厲害球員?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAmk4TTD3Am9
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「是啊,所以我作為中場,你以前鋒的身份,邁向世界第一——」68Please respect copyright.PENANAi6O7QT16KR
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「——我是世界第一前鋒的弟弟!」68Please respect copyright.PENANAVAtv0N3QsW
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糸師凜大吼。68Please respect copyright.PENANAN8aSv0ogKu
哥哥的表情變了——他來不及分辨那是受傷、驚訝,還是無法接受。68Please respect copyright.PENANApQQpzbGLMf
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「你是為了說這些喪志話才回來的嗎?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAbiTl5cQMST
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糸師凜握緊拳頭。他們約定好走向世界第一的擊掌,那掌的力度,一直留在他的手心。68Please respect copyright.PENANAg46GQ9cXZv
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「我不想看到這樣的哥哥——和我一起追夢的哥哥,才不是這樣的!」68Please respect copyright.PENANAPDkMSrndAq
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她聽見糸師凜的語氣,底下藏著的是快要撐不住的質問。68Please respect copyright.PENANAjFfeWZt2Fm
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糸師冴,表情動也沒動。68Please respect copyright.PENANAlmJDN4mZsh
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她曾想過很多種重逢的畫面。擁抱、爭吵、沉默的眼神交會、再一次的三人彩蛋派對。68Please respect copyright.PENANA8MNRWWdu2R
而現在,兩個人立在雪中,一個撐著快崩潰的情緒大喊,一個冷靜得像事不關己。68Please respect copyright.PENANAdsPMBLGPlr
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而她,只是站在界外。68Please respect copyright.PENANALIOmPFmZs5
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她盯著糸師冴,想從那變寬的肩膀和站姿裡找回曾熟悉的他。68Please respect copyright.PENANA5cSLTkanZC
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可她發現,他真的變了。不是身形變了,不是衣服變了,不是語氣變了——是整個人裡面,有什麼地方,不一樣了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAvIfC8t4rGT
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「我們之前說的都是騙人嗎?我一直握著啊!哥哥!我們的約定我一直握在手中啊!」68Please respect copyright.PENANAuK352VoYYN
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他的聲音幾乎要破音,像是拼命想要抓住什麼正在遠去的東西。68Please respect copyright.PENANA11VfhGhoDy
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那一刻,她心頭猛地一抽。68Please respect copyright.PENANA7euIa7jvla
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那些話,她也說過——她記得那年夏天,等了一整個暑假,卻沒有任何回音的那句「對吧」;也記得分離前一晚,自己哭天搶地;她無數次點開對話框,看著那個名字停在頂端,一句話都沒有——她告訴自己,誰都不能代替那個名字。68Please respect copyright.PENANAyyiyGQM9lt
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她以為只有她一個人是這樣的。68Please respect copyright.PENANARkNMX255nJ
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「我回來,是因為——」68Please respect copyright.PENANA3UW9y3W3bq
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糸師冴停了一下,眼神掠過糸師凜的肩膀,看向她這邊——不,是看向更遠的地方。68Please respect copyright.PENANAA1S4PNbIyF
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「——你根本不在乎!我們明明就說好了——不做攻擊球員有什麼用⋯⋯」68Please respect copyright.PENANA1O3jat0ey5
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「⋯⋯我只想贏。」68Please respect copyright.PENANA2hWAPOyazs
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那一瞬間,她忽然覺得比雪更冷的,是他說話的方式。乾淨、決絕,語句裡沒有他們的位置。68Please respect copyright.PENANAVxENZjeygW
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「你不要隨便放棄我們的夢想啊!」糸師凜握緊拳頭,聲音哽著。68Please respect copyright.PENANA3k9M9aue8f
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雪花繼續落著。糸師冴沒有馬上回應。他只是沉默地看著弟弟,像是在回應,又像什麼都沒聽見。68Please respect copyright.PENANAhbj9xJlpJN
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風靜了一瞬,連空氣都不敢插嘴,所有聲音都被壓進了雪裡。他垂下視線,低聲——像在對弟弟說,也像在對某個更深的自己說:68Please respect copyright.PENANAd3Ywxxg2s1
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「我現在懂了⋯⋯」68Please respect copyright.PENANAcwr8ozZ803
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糸師冴低聲,如自語般低喃,「不論是你,還是我⋯⋯都太溫吞了。」68Please respect copyright.PENANA8V74fm3gcK
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「什麼意思?」糸師凜看著哥哥。68Please respect copyright.PENANA3TLZSxisnK
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「⋯⋯球場如戰場。凜,你還沒弄懂這一點。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAgm1pA9rzRq
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糸師冴站在燈光之下,和弟弟一樣綠色的瞳孔中,沒有光。68Please respect copyright.PENANAkZGYOVMkbI
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「一對一,一球決勝負。如果你能在這次贏過我,我就再陪你追一次夢。」68Please respect copyright.PENANApurMikhVqE
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他抬腳,一球順勢滾到身前——糸師冴的神情已經接近陰狠。68Please respect copyright.PENANAYT2mykLCsI
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「——但如果我贏了,我們的夢想就到此結束。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAVRnYC58xPi
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那是他沒見過的表情⋯⋯糸師凜冒著冷汗,臉色發白,嘴唇微顫。68Please respect copyright.PENANAX7PR6D1SJB
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「我不要,哥哥,你不要擅自作主⋯⋯」68Please respect copyright.PENANA7Z3pZcNCGX
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「所以我不是說,只要你贏了我,就再相信一次這個夢想嗎?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAx0rrTiAmWx
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糸師凜微微向後退,他強迫自己站穩腳步,視線卻模糊得不像話。他一再提醒自己,這個人是他崇拜一輩子的哥哥——可是此刻卻陌生得令人害怕。68Please respect copyright.PENANAegFM2RrqE1
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「哥哥、我不想跟你比。」68Please respect copyright.PENANA75tJEsEAqn
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一直以來他夢想的,始終都是跟哥哥並肩馳騁,從未想過要站在跟哥哥對立那面。68Please respect copyright.PENANAIhPxLmgY7P
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「要開始了。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAGRRAQPDRqL
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糸師冴話音一落,腳一挑,球飛起。
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