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不過她從來沒有因此放棄靠近——她知道自己不夠好，也知道還離得很遠。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqw8aoS3YE
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但她總想往有光的那裡靠近，哪怕只是多靠一步，也好。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3pZvRx6Mj
她一直都是這樣的。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnMlgS52Nk
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就像那年，他第一次穿上青訓的訓練服時⋯⋯57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxE53GCyKdv
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『加油啊——冴，踢爆他們！你最帥了！』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUl2Lmy7RYq
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4r9JmzheN6
他耳朵一震，腳下的節奏頓了半秒。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCvL1eyENY
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已經跟他一起在球場上的弟弟，也跟著他一起愣了一下。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNepZG6s83Y
兩兄弟錯過了最佳得分的時機。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CUeZP6kFp
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『不要吵我。』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKKFjIliEX
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他下場後低聲對她說，臉色很差，汗還沿著太陽穴往下滴，聲音卻冷得像石頭。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLaoZ2B78l
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iYecQRHVu
『蛤？我只是在幫你加油而已啊？』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqSct6vT7m
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGCshzDP14
她歪著頭，完全不知道自己做錯了什麼。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZuMJuaTo2
那是他第一次穿上日本足球協會青訓的訓練服。肩膀處還有點寬大，袖口垂著，像是勉強套上一件還不屬於自己的未來。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyeyBm1Wgb
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『而且你之前不是說比賽很吵，你根本聽不見——』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsn7YcL3xFu
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlreHg0EbD4
『妳可不可以不要一直喊？』他脫口而出，沒停，『我上場不是給妳看的——妳不要一直在旁邊大喊。』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KxpAbBYhP
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2ngBTMsqK
她聲音甜甜的，卻又太用力了點，混在場邊的歡呼裡，反而意外地突出。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgN8z23ctSw
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而他——正好在壓力最大、想證明自己能勝任的那一刻，聽見了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYXeWKHB4J
一記關鍵傳球失誤。他急著拉回節奏，卻又在回防時腳下打滑，差點跌倒。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0se3IbMz8p
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUguDTe8oM
『不是，剛才那球明明很帥欸！只是傳快了一點——』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlydtqaCLf
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseEmVPlxpb
『我是在踢比賽，不是在演給妳看。』他語氣很冷。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK12FDiAcDs
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6BRZNO0ZZ
她的笑容一點一點垮下去。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3rSFt0gti
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8AnJnMani
兩人就這樣停在場邊，其他人經過時小心地看了一眼，沒人敢插話。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxUty3c0O8
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『哥哥⋯⋯』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNM6a0set6n
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxe1SRCgDt
最後還是一直站在旁邊的弟弟，開口打破他們兩人的沉默。他已經比之前那個睜著星星眼的階段長高了些。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALWwwJpK0t
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIybynC9x4H
『凜，這次是你的機會，你要好好把握——等一下我會盡量製造機會，把球傳給你。跟好。』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIgJMPpPVB
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說完，他就轉身回去球場。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy33Cx8mxiT
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCbMkh0aA9
她不是不知道，這是他正式被選入日本足球協會旗下的青少年菁英培訓體系，第一場公開訓練賽。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79MSE6zIeI
這意味著他已經從地方或學校層級脫穎而出，即將進入國家級的選手發展路線——也意味著更高度競爭的階段，為日後進入U-15或U-20日本代表隊鋪路。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkshqP5UW1
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyIvkZ4ENY
所以她才，更用力地加油啊。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBqNk7TZFY
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvmpAtdnrH
她站在球場外側，太陽在頭頂燒得眼睛發疼。教練的哨音一響，看著站在場中央的他，像是全身機械啟動般奔跑起來。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPk3yMQFwH3
草地邊站了一排家長與小孩，都在熱烈叫喊——等訓練賽結束之後，她已經不在了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrL9RFzxEoi
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKovKOysXuv
『哥哥，你要不要去找莉奈一下呀⋯⋯』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6AnWesqcC
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比完後，弟弟跟在哥哥的身後說，哥哥卻一語不發地走回家。弟弟也有幾分喪氣，也不知如何是好。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjrS3q6rha
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8P81MA8Vq
隔天放學，他打開鞋櫃，裡頭多了一罐布丁。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgWzU4VpMJ
沒有卡片，也沒署名。只有罐子上貼著的幾個字，字跡歪歪斜斜：57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyLoqARw2W
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1rLVk2BoO
「我會小聲一點，但還是想替你加油。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TsoR6IFcq
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3O08B5cdcv
他盯著那行字看了很久。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEi6D4NxHY
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6unH2N2ZO
「哥哥。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYbOyrrzU5
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIr7Lo7OZE3
弟弟站在他旁邊，面朝後方。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmB5oT9C1wi
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是她。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmQvgvLrK2
沒有委屈，比較像是等待允許靠近的幼崽。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcS7tOFt39
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyI4Y7YmZFP
哥哥看了一眼後，把書包背好，掉頭。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW10PHXBv7W
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「哥哥——？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Bc1Ur8QpR
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODRrn9Myu8
弟弟小跑跟上哥哥，又回頭看向站在原地的她。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7Fb54Pzy2
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuj9R9i8M2
「還站著幹嘛？等一下又要遲到。」哥哥說，「妳不是說要幫我加油嗎？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxACAmeaWj
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHc9fvgxlcz
他聽到背後傳來小小的吸氣聲——不用看都知道，弟弟跟她的表情都亮了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXoQjZaGiG
另一個輕盈的腳步聲細細靠近，那是屬於她的步伐。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZcC9w5Tl7
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「那我⋯⋯可以講話了嗎？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbbNZr79I0
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「妳什麼時候講話還要我同意？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjcQuHZHKa
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「我就怕被你罵啊⋯⋯」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jCxwyinzY
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「白痴。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSAnJ2qeZj
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跟她一起走在後面的弟弟，總覺得哥哥嘴角好像動了一下。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSh1WZDKXLt
是笑嗎？氣到笑？還是單純覺得她很好笑？又或者，只是覺得她——一如既往，煩得讓人沒轍。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvuLfkuY55
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不知道。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWFwNjzvXE
但下一句話聽起來，沒有剛剛那麼兇了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6GngIkka6
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8XUVrb4Hi
「⋯⋯妳可以繼續大聲加油。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEi8LGMlQ5
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCxDeGkqDT
「啊？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWN0ZsL2ts
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「反正我根本聽不到——昨天只是不小心剛好聽到了。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4EC7rV3lF
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnb2pxuLHfS
她轉頭跟弟弟互相看了一眼，她用唇語加上一點比手畫腳，問：那你昨天有聽到嗎？57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJzeMvYs5P
弟弟點點頭，跟著無聲回應：有，很清楚耶。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiafIQqWve
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「以後我會去到更大的賽場，那時候就更聽不到了——」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTO9LmHF38
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwsTmsWYQn
他們兩人再次望向前方的背影。弟弟還一臉懞懂，她卻已經先笑出聲。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCc9X41Rr5y
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9p1daPqIdA
「——那我以後都會繼續用力幫你加油！你不可以再覺得我吵！」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93e1jL3zsL
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQY2LbUXl3
「⋯⋯隨便妳。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPeBNKFh61
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJYx1mp3Vu
她俏皮地看了身旁的弟弟一眼，勾住他的手臂，衝上前，一起把哥哥抱了個滿懷——57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1KaqWkvTU
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「幹嘛啦——」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qLUhP925s
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「我就覺得我們三個很適合這樣抱在一起啊！」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDvCPW5YBM
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「噁心死了——放開啦！」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxetYI4I3S1
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「——哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHXB9PnIB7
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他沒有真的覺得她吵。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUZTFwgEmR
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只是他，太想踢好，太怕搞砸了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgK7YOMiBXT
只是，聽見她的聲音時，心跳亂了兩拍，突然想回頭看看。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lnFbckfgO
只是那天，他還不懂，那樣的分心，其實是一種被在乎的證明。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbC96QJg5Ae
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