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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fWqBlh9x2
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遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3iWycKRFw
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGH1ziCDRLn
糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjydzuf00AX
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttvAGJmI3o
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOZbs8qotE
那是她的新代言廣告。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjWnCvj4Rw
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqz6lDl6Ab
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbu9busCcCd
拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6IhZ9ItJX
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWkDjDXgyZ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaoeKsacLh
她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLEIgURqRa
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRyMEdTIzL
糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdO39obwTij
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWwolVMVeo
她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5t1AS91VS1
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilSJq1ytS5
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFG0m9Szcsm
「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcUjKbBLhP
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUx1DTlcWS
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCIJRIXs4e
糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhwiDOnwmB
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzL2YjT9dC
又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzq058mebj5
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjj44UCn9r
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzY414bAYOY
有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxABWoEzHJ
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZpzxOChze
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXl2hICSgK
糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1eE1vJ4Og
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMBDOhCeiC
他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNCleD3T1j
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJH9mOfFJxB
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgGIl5yfae
她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1YMz55LOn
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mjh89QDPY
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyhnD7sle1
可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxb3ciCfltJ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqG6dJW9Lmh
一支後台影片被曝光。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpkw8h4ZlH
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobryd4Oz08
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9OqwEa2K3
「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCrVDBeUoW
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmlx4Gmv8p
星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BExzCINKB
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHL6obCURP
「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmlAUSioPh
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ufWHMLfjg
經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCS7WTAxKSv
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTT3zKvXhls
她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9rUGyZ0B3
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHjbIviPHr
「那就截啊。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIjkNtca6Y
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCn2uPYVBR8
她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dheePualE
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjY9yAlgIIL
注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbthdC8VQR8
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAdp5NnBCW
沒有慌，也沒有躲——38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOiAGqa0BI
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitrVFqYSHc
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4nbXXRTzU
那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPkAzgO5t2
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7D4IncY8P
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6QCZPQA7r
【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Tgp98cKdU
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnnOtnTc6g
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMVR9QoWRe
他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtiEt0Oc8G
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBySlziGAn9
已經點開了對話框。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNlVakdqPC
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5U47pNmgII
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB043x3glqZ
糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdwmCjT4uY
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGC6feZjyq
手指放到輸入列上。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OUp8kSPU3
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdOidXd0Mj
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidYU2wjCqk
——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ph2LgKCfD
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3aIeHuMLj
但最後，他什麼都沒打。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcw9txhtQ9
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQUnS5Tfrh
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8P64OwcM3U
訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQhR1qpdFc
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo90bgkayqa
莉奈的名字，跳了出來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEm9stD7KI
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihJ2znyWm6
他沒預期她會打來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GeMWyR2FX
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAp4PamdGU
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2vxNK4xq1
對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXCzrBF5Ym
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUz39vydncy
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhAn3mr6lT
「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMJZ2BwEwC
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1ya9v10iW
他沒有說話。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe3FUa9uaT
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gyiRzFTMf
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMT8Ik9uNAu
「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnr3e27nd7
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH95I1LOy6M
語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalFj7RXEDe
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxX68Irpzx
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Dk3xUwJmb
她停了一下，等他回應。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC77xYiAF2L
他只「嗯」了一聲。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIEvIQdul1
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ezOPl9iuM
「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy90CGb8AQH
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnmUfuyL9b
她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeLC7B01w8
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3G3mwRfvR
「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLj4iKuEdLw
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3er0DeMwvR
話音未落，她接著說：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9cfFxWKyt
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU92JFd6FkC
「早點睡。晚安。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblWGT0SSSJ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFELB0PfbP
——然後，她掛了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUbUwqjn9P
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vKBtyTOBm
不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBotTdhN0MF
是她先掛的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXc28fiUCtm
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGzwcnXkzH
那通話不到兩分鐘。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelHA06mbxZ
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwnAN0Wecz
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwEAUOcYuV
手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8UvpNL0Bl
耳邊安靜得過分。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3UhRvz047
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38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzW4nOFsrs7
掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2WaA5rv2Z
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YHuIvtgBP
星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZUjvJqC1n
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIu7njhXt9I
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaFDjq8Dwg
只是——有點麻。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaB3inb5aWh
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yzbiQhuB8
彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdJZg4Dgor
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0h7Hcs3cx
她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjDyoaq7fV
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FJScSioIL
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiDAW2CLAI
她知道自己應該要睡了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzrAx35ofQ
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDfp82I9Fw
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTtMGTW921
然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mOxkpCEUp
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpHszs8ZpK
【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGb4E7bRM1
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7NGmdy8EZ
輸入完，她按下儲存。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1c3EfvFkV
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiPSbjg7O2
然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXyni2W8pg
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97oPOW0hox
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAaEVj54dS
但也沒那麼痛了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRAEc8zIal
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSc0CC2uKR
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ewvc0CHIA
「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pd0ai970A
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZtfEdYaBY
語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35FzULE5M1
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc37FXilIlP
梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGpf0Ox7iz
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgRhmRBxnD
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77f4v23ofG
設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjJV7Csv1M
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHAg2YLWsA
只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF7VWKNlNe
耳邊有人說：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75AFGJPOt1
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGutmGG8pN
「登機口要關閉囉。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gWZhEVnOK
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmov6CxGk3F
星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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