Like all things we enjoy in life, they come to an end. And that's just something you have to accept. I liked the spa. I liked being in our own little utopia. I liked being away from our friends, temporarily. And I loved being with Jay, and just Jay without interruption. It was like being at the lake house again. Us time.
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Now we're driving back to cherry tree having stopped off several times for food and toilets. Approaching cherry tree I've decided will not remind me any more of Jacob and the pain I feel in my body from him. After all we cannot just buy a new mansion every time I have a bad experience. This is my home. This is my sanctuary and it will not be ruined by him.
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I still haven't switched my phone on. I'm not willing to, in fact I might push it off until tomorrow at university.
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We drive through the grounds and I take in everything around me, the trees and the sound of the birds. The smell of honeysuckle and freesia. I look at Jay he's pushed his blonde hair back scruffily. He looks all man in his blue jeans and white t-shirt. I sigh, he's wonderful.
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As I glance at the large circular water fountain I tell myself that I'm not ignoring the fact that I've just been through something truly horrible, I am just choosing to see the good in my current situation.
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He parks up and heads to get my door. I don't necessarily wait for him to get there but I don't rush either, I like to give him his moments. Deep down Jay is romantic. He doesn't hide it, he enjoys making me feel loved and adored. And he does it well, so very well.
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We head into our place, cherry tree and I mentally erase the events of the last couple of nights from my memory. No more thinking about it all. I sigh and head into the heart of our place. The kitchen.
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I whip up some olives and pasta and make Jay a coffee. He waltzes in from unpacking the bags and looks at me smiling.
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"Let's be honest" he smiles.
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"You're the best wife anybody could ever ask for" he says picking up an olive and feeding me it.
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"Ohhh and you're the best husband I could ever ask for" I smile feeding him some pasta.
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"You know I can actually plate it up rather than us feeding each other from the pans" I smile.
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He kisses me, a slow kiss. I melt with him and he chuckles.
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"If you must, but I do love feeding you" he says and he grabs a forkful of pasta placing it in my mouth.
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"This is good pasta" he says and his cheeky grin shines.
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"What did you do this time" he asks.
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"Arrabatia sauce" I say and he laughs.
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"I used to come in and eat pot noodles" he laughs and I believe him remembering the contents of his fridge in his apartment. Beer, and leftover pizza mainly.
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I plate up the food and his arms go around me. I grate some padana cheese on top. And we eat together.
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By the time Jay is loading the dishwasher I'm half asleep. I'm learning through pregnancy, that babies require lots of food and lots of rest.
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"If you don't feel up to uni tomorrow" Jay begins and I look up at him.
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"I can do this" I say to him and he places the towel down walking over to me.
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"I know you can" he says softly.
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"I'm just being the lazy one" he says.
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"You wanna have a day off" I smile. I should consider him more.
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"I'm happy if you're happy" he says and I pull myself up hugging him.
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"We're getting married next week" he whispers in my ear.
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"Mrs Gilbert Scott" he says and I smile kissing him.
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"Why don't we go in for like two days and take the rest of the week off" I smile.
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"That could work. Then we can give the others their plane tickets" he says.
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"Let's fly out earlier" he says softly.
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He runs his fingertips through my hair.
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"Wednesday" he proposes, and he gets that glistening look in his eye.
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"Relax in Australia. Gives me time to make sure everything is perfect" he says.
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"I can work with that" I laugh.
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I mentally make a list of things I can do to prepare for the best day of my life; I'm thinking a nice spray tan, hair treatment that kind of stuff. Maybe another massage. I quite liked those, I could get used to that.
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"Stag do is when" I say looking at him.
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"Friday night" he replies.
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Rachel has planned a hen do, I'm worried about the whole thing. It is Rachel and she's most likely booked a stripper.
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"Matty is sensible you'll probably just end up drinking whiskey on the beach watching the sunset. Rachel however" I laugh.
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"I feel for you" he laughs.
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"She’s crazy" he laughs.
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"I'm going to book some beauty stuff for Thursday ready for the big day" I tell him. We've stayed in Australia together, and I know the area now.
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"And don't worry I will rein her in" I say looking at him.
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"I've invited Rhea too and Pippa" I say.
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“Ryan’s going to be there too” he comments, Ryan is Pippa’s brother.
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“He’s engaged now” he says.
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“So his fiancée, Rebecca, Will be there” he adds.
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“It will be nice to see everybody together again” I say softly.
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He kisses my lips and I lose track of my thoughts. Jay playfully lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist. He carries me upstairs and I giggle.
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“You know that I can walk” I laugh.
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“I like having you wrapped around me” he smiles.
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“I like being close to you” I whisper.
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He lays me on the bed and hovers over me. One arm either side of me.
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“How lucky am I to marry you” he whispers looking into my eyes.
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I grin and he smiles. He kisses down my neck and chest undoing the buttons on my shirt I watch him.
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“You’re perfect Jay” I say to him softly and he looks up at me with his blue eyes.
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“So perfect and I’m very lucky” I say.
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“Non tu es la personne parfaite” he mutters softly and begins kissing down my belly.
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“Oh god, I’m just so in love with you” he says between kissing me and I smile and giggle.
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“What have you done to me Taylor?” he laughs.
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“Bit late for that isn’t it” I chuckle.
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“Or have you got cold feet” I smile.
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“Never” he says undoing my skirt and then pulling my panties off. He fully looks at me for a few moments and a wide smile sets across his face.
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Inevitably we make love to each other again. He cherishes my whole body, making sure he pays attention to each individual part.
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I fall asleep satisfied, in his arms. Dreaming of only him and our life that we’re going to make together.
