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The final week of University.433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJnvFO5vky
I've been swamped with assignments, several overlapping assignments per course.
Now that I've finished most of them apart from two, it feels strange. I've been putting off applying for jobs... 433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SYzzCi9ve
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Strange to think I'll probably never set foot in university as a student again.433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU3oF2CWg3
Looking back these years, I didn't do anything. I went to several events, but they were all talks for me to get free food. All the parties took place in peak assignment time, so I never went to any. Clubbing, drinking with the faculty, nothing like that happened.433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphnbqNgtsu
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All I did was stress and procrastinate.433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qhmwzQcmA
Sure, I did make quite a few friends, but we're not close or anything. I spend most of my time alone.
A sense of numbness dawned on me today. Maybe because I've been stressing the past few weeks, and now I'm left with nothing to do. 433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMC9z8R3IEU
I reflected on what I've been working for all these years... and in the end, if you asked me, "what's the best thing about uni?" 433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWl50HRA4F
I can't think of anything.433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrEuUKQpRF
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I wasn't a president or executive of any club. I didn't make any lifetime friendships.433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLs1z3dwXg6
...well. Whatever. It's all over now. I can't get back that time.
When I was young, I thought I would have achieved a lot by now; written my own book, get scholarships, lots of job offers...433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyh7SNhAKP
I thought you would just get offered jobs without applying, haha. 433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhLUEAarEh
Instead, I've achieved nothing.433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDB6R8lhOHy
And I didn't even have fun.433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKk6HDZ7JV
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Not that I didn't have any fun at ALL, but in general, I definitely experienced more stress than happiness. 433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GN0qmeOaL
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Thanks again for reading my depressing ramblings. Hopefully, you'll have fun when you go to uni. Or you had fun when you went to uni.
