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January 1, 2005
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As he leans forward, I know my world is about to change. This guy has way too much power over me. What am I even doing? 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcuBhWEIps
This is not me.750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWex0TJ2P0
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I am not impulsive. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzPrJrgPys
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I do not lose control.750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldtGLdN3DG
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I do not kiss random guys.750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvvvce9YE5
Okay, so he isn't completely random since his friend is kinda dating my friend, but still... I don't know him. At all. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGf17wZyWZ
From want Ness has told me, he is a total player. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIgGwcSQfi
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I run my eyes down his body. A very hot player. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyyccj03SC
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With big bulging muscles. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkOE4N7pm9
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And hair a girl could sink her fingers into...750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxxGO4hegA
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And dimples... 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqLHBVVA55
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Encasing a heart stopping smile.750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfibVbHzmna
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And deep green eyes... That just so happen to be staring at me. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAW4tQsxeH
Crap. He's really close. Is that desire in his eyes? Or maybe he is completely repulsed by the kiss we shared. Oh no, is he going to vomit on me? I really like this dress.750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaN9UCf80E
What is he doing? What is he thinking? Would it be weird to ask him? Duh... Of course it would be weird!750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTusUbhDatN
Is he waiting for me to make a move? What should I do?750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjUCpKfU45
Crap, he has me over thinking everything. I need to stop. What does 'Ness always say? I sneak a glance in her direction, but she's stuck to Nate like a sucker fish. She is definitely not going to be any help.750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtQ8if4zHL
"Just go with the flow." I hear her voice replay in my head. Right... I can totally do that. Easy enough. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VHb9WD09G
The flow... 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtCI6BFg2s
But what is the flow here? Is the flow kissing or not kissing? Does the flow involve talking or not talking? 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJ8wyZLtrJ
Gah! I need to know what he's thinking. Would I totally ruin everything if I said something? I have to say something. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUwmQ2tzPX
He pulls back slightly, giving me room to breathe. I immediately miss his closeness. I miss the warmth of his body near mine. My body notices the loss and begins the pull towards him again.750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HszVuJClw
Good god, I have been single for less than a day and I am already craving someone else. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCrmaP4Po3
I am not this girl. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1z5bdJLED
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I am independent. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XJGKggKXE
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I am intelligent. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtCfMhlhq8
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I do not crave any guy. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAvefQ85vc
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I have my head on straight. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c7FEMWeAL
I will NOT fall for him. Or his tricks.750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs73FTHs23V
"Kat?" His eyebrows draw together, giving him a look of concern. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKHxWbPW9L
Shoot. How long have I been sitting here staring off into space? 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJAdcxaCq3
"Uh... Yeah?" My voice comes out strained. What the heck is wrong with me? I bring my hand up to hide my face. Maybe if he can't see me, he will forget I'm the idiot sitting here. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlMN3Yl1Ps
Hey, a girl can hope, right?750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77j6CNdHK6
No such luck. He pulls my hand away to gently lay it on the table, but he doesn't release it. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25ZKOn8yL6
"You okay?" He quirks a brow. I wonder if he feels the flow of electricity between our hands like I do. Does he feel the pull between our bodies, as though they long to be united?750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpk4xE5Imz0
Or am I just totally crazy?750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8vjHJllpp
I glance down at our entwined hands ignoring my brain's plea to pull away. This connection with him is oddly comforting.750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNRacjz3JD
My eyes slide up to meet his. "I'm fine." I manage to get the words out, but even I'm not convinced. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWZjjHFJUf
He lets out a soft chuckle before leaning forward to whisper in my ear. "I can literally see the wheels turning in your brain."750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4L0ZqFiERp
I pull back, my mouth dropping open. God, could I be any more awkward? 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0wX1jPv7l
I'm not sure what to say, but he continues without prompting. "I didn't realize anyone actually thought that hard." His cocky smirk returns. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19XEN5ldNk
I scoff, yanking my hand from his. "Sorry to burst your bubble, but not every girl is an air brained bimbo." I cross my arms while leaning back to glare at him. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbk5HoYzmIi
His eyebrows shoot up in surprise, his hands raised in surrender. "I never said that."750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4YJcGodrl
"Yeah, well... I have thoughts." Crap. That was really lame. "Deep thoughts." Yeah, that didn't make it better. How much did I drink?750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsB55dr2EGA
"I bet you do. I didn't mean to imply anything about you... or the entire female gender." He seems genuine, but maybe he's being condescending.750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1UT7q5QbQ
I can't decide if I want to believe him or not. Being offended is easier than being vulnerable.750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqKO3dlVy3
"Well, maybe you don't know everything." I try to hold onto the indignation, but I feel it slipping away as the confusion fills his eyes. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pTWfXAIUS
I can tell he's trying to figure out where my hostility is coming from and where he went wrong, but I just want to be angry. And it has nothing to do with him.750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEGViwX3IJ
"Never said I did." Insecurity flashed across his face amplifying my need to comfort him. Opening up could be a terrible idea. I'm going to blame the alcohol in my system. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUz6wsQ7LNt
"I..." I let out the breath I didn't realize I was holding. "I... uh... tend to over think things. Pretty much everything. And today... actually yesterday, at this point, was not the best day." 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyQ4SOoEJx
"I didn't know..." His eyebrows draw together, the concerned look returning to his beautiful face. "You really can talk to me you know."750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstJwrbwTED
He gently pulls my hand back to his and begins to rub his thumb along my palm. An involuntary shiver runs through my body.750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BONtkxd62
I am so screwed. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqyYOjho1p
He's not only incredibly good looking with the body of a Greek god, but he seems to be a pretty good guy... 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHMpp6xqs5
Dang it. I will not fall for him. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16ZlqF6lur
I feel drowsy, like I'm floating. "But can I trust you?" I whisper. In the back of my brain somewhere, I know that was lame... but I can't filter anymore. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMpYAsZIys
"Of course." He looks deep into my eyes, like he's trying to convince me, but I'm already convinced. My eyes burn from the need to close them.750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoPv4KtGpq
I open my mouth, unsure what's going to come out. "The douche bag knew I would catch him, didn't he?"750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsCMzZw7Zx
"What are you talking about?" I hear his voice through the haze. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJerqXRePqI
I'm not sure how to explain. "He had... she was... he had her... doing that... in our bed. He probably just wanted an excuse to get rid of me. I was too boring. I could never do... that... what she was doing... I couldn't. I wouldn't."750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lEnpiSsrG
I hear male voices mumbling. It feels like there's water in my ears. I think 'Ness is talking, but I can't understand her. But she will understand what I'm trying to say. She always understands me.750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVUwqKdaOM
I can't stop myself now that I've started. "I really thought he loved me... God, I loved him... Didn't help though. I'm not what he wanted." Spots dance in front of my eyes. And my lungs burn.750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePjW02wR8s
"Why am I such a prude? Why wasn't I enough?" It's hard to breathe... and my face feels wet. Am I crying? I really need air. Everything hurts.750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ny8fTEbzD
I can feel my body giving into the darkness, as my mind drifts to my soft bed. I just want to sleep. I just want this night to end. I feel my eyelids growing heavy. I'm unable to stop them from closing, not that I would want to. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ize17S2Pr
"Kat?" I hear Ben's anxious voice in the distance, but all I can feel is my body giving into sweet sleep. My body just wants to shut down and I want to let it even though I know this isn't a good idea.750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4ASTfY40f
As he catches me in his strong arms and his scent surrounds me, he is my last thought before the darkness pulls me under. 750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR36MrbREph
I will not fall... any more... for him.
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