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The final week of University.517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizE0ftZP5I
I've been swamped with assignments, several overlapping assignments per course.
Now that I've finished most of them apart from two, it feels strange. I've been putting off applying for jobs... 517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZXFON2Nn3
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Strange to think I'll probably never set foot in university as a student again.517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzFCufcFTF
Looking back these years, I didn't do anything. I went to several events, but they were all talks for me to get free food. All the parties took place in peak assignment time, so I never went to any. Clubbing, drinking with the faculty, nothing like that happened.517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DClomnmMr
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All I did was stress and procrastinate.517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFBbw9Iyx0
Sure, I did make quite a few friends, but we're not close or anything. I spend most of my time alone.
A sense of numbness dawned on me today. Maybe because I've been stressing the past few weeks, and now I'm left with nothing to do. 517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoje2e7u2b
I reflected on what I've been working for all these years... and in the end, if you asked me, "what's the best thing about uni?" 517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYvOtLZK9y
I can't think of anything.517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tziG8mlyC
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I wasn't a president or executive of any club. I didn't make any lifetime friendships.517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPZ2kGLva4
...well. Whatever. It's all over now. I can't get back that time.
When I was young, I thought I would have achieved a lot by now; written my own book, get scholarships, lots of job offers...517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9Zdad5OFK
I thought you would just get offered jobs without applying, haha. 517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoOwqnOsZO
Instead, I've achieved nothing.517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDE551958Lq
And I didn't even have fun.517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4P86ovp0c
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Not that I didn't have any fun at ALL, but in general, I definitely experienced more stress than happiness. 517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9fCMDhwG5
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Thanks again for reading my depressing ramblings. Hopefully, you'll have fun when you go to uni. Or you had fun when you went to uni.
