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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPZwg3xYS5
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遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKdTzvaNcp
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmoIHMUpFE
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XLs2ZaCPh
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那是她的新代言廣告。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNValHYKjo
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TVBnQXJda
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BIu7W4EbJ
拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSVH6TUR99
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92BXdPPl03
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKfnODbBDn
她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8IGCMgfCq
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDwBq4pwmB
糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9oq4LIQi5
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFvEucuVXL
她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OGQzTvhrv
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgONmiV6hrx
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQA4VGxaJ0o
「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXET056DXtG
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxr4UwUXvP
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXHbQoQkY6
糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsIWBqFpAt
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kJJcjAwm2
又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpBQwJqpV0
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegVScpwic3
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8b3gF2Bip5
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfezdW5jj5g
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJpkUgoOhf
糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6F4PqOb9g
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4bv6rqCJg
他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaB1nVFCtOL
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvSVkVRYTa
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSe2d6dRhQj
她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW6LNc0Owi
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQf9KwMsCu
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIz9AmvegJd
可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupy220dFLU
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpw97civYIa
一支後台影片被曝光。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxdMexa2DN
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECE77mhfAd
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBqdIxGOMl
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWQtXUo0n2
星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkrgQMX6tC
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「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAgm16MPfq
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExcT4EQQqu
經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmgiNgoqF2
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPMxes7Nu0
她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3u7m73nhhX
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYKvHLh6RQ
「那就截啊。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlwl9DH6Ci
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYO5R6uikez
她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdj3IHayoWI
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyKaSVO0zK
注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WqljRX4SR
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyh1Ad8tP5R
沒有慌，也沒有躲——37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbtRZbOzQc
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacFPC830Ja
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtDdfIsPr1
那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccSVxAilQ7
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7g48OmSgk
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprWLk0AznD
【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ614iUGDUfA
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ua7uAqaWl
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnrGV89kb6
他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9NcWJ5t2z
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8XansmTyd
已經點開了對話框。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1xYSwIL98
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Xnjo2ofM2
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wkbloDcZz
糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjKCOXDf9v
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7afPb4xoYI
手指放到輸入列上。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOAnUxxAP2
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiZNh1oPcb
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXoHawgYwP
——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXQg5WNm0Q
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4GeGXSTl9
但最後，他什麼都沒打。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcvB1JUli5
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWqrM6Erxn
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0dSwgeROp
訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66ZZK96fI3
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tzCFPasDl
莉奈的名字，跳了出來。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5sETXdXIj
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他沒預期她會打來。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqODJyENphX
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14YUlvnMLJ
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uVEBP0yTk
對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04KbRxUBHt
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQUUdzStXW
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXyMMj0kOA
「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlISLPRRYr3
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dCrTUxcmK
他沒有說話。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhp8u3ac2vL
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTh8s8EUu9
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OVAXAnIyl
「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡam3AEthOcY
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9QF63bbv3
語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OBTQsy75K
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKjuxDt7dC
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FtVgBEiKy
她停了一下，等他回應。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SWEsVb6TY
他只「嗯」了一聲。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KXKNvopS2
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6IFakxGkY
「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvIXIUdGiQ
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxP7Hg5lyt
她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhHGis14BU
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWJeuigfuF
「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0XdTxnlKH
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxR3pFhtcj
話音未落，她接著說：37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvv70NLGhks
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8ThZH2OWR
「早點睡。晚安。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEov5Q5PeKA
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CYAqqYksx
——然後，她掛了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRT3Az0ojn
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不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFtrZMgsaW
是她先掛的。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbj9tshK2h1
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那通話不到兩分鐘。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknOVoHIkVB
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUGly6u7qM
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPNEnQe4UR
手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmzb2vwYO1
耳邊安靜得過分。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlU2tZWzGS
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掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ799fhRReow
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1u1HE1Z6re
星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5XxHIcGRa
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViyFvBoCBK
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfHCUEVO4k
只是——有點麻。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMfbryednt
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0Vo3q1mZe
彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1thxxVptvr
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJz1QKnL8R
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZK01RGU7u9
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她知道自己應該要睡了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyveqhLV5c
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlw2ej3u1bo
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBQ727Rhqa
然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtw8iqhDKTB
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHDi21ZCQF
【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnTtESZxw9
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXbFAwlbL0
輸入完，她按下儲存。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32WILh4gyt
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQxWXLZQNK
然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7nqO29tMm
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfo8rRvKpFt
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但也沒那麼痛了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTHh5r0BYm
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bsPdW0tTR
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzovtZm7ou4
「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeodi83HtIf
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrr5XD6PNr
語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBzOF2fRoD
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梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7L8ScdaCJ
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzVxLIEU7l
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAV6Ts5jhh
設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdSryquX2t
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KhpTxULzj
只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVwSkSxtsi
耳邊有人說：37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86BZTz89Eu
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJJCdXq75k
「登機口要關閉囉。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4X1sNCBb5H
37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZZmSoNmkW
星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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