「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgSspM4IW6
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSYLxIx6Mr
啫係叫你收皮囉……649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgptHUlEqZ
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6GcAAHILn
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYd9t3kNQ0
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkek2eg24gH
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsk33JWh4Ax
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNU9hBbq34
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zYfXcbkAw
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCR2VtvHYGK
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlk7JmHzJlD
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGgtxndk48
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFn1xURhHv3
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqK5AV1z1Xb
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmr2mNSwSVv
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91bCl8qlcC
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahdXNhPuoB
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HCHAi4iI7
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96HJFKZNee
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfLdgaBMTp
「點算？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKg5MvDy1u
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZpGeu8Cyf
「睇你㗎咋。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAREfF7aefu
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdE5J4xSRyH
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NEyyPl2vW
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxO0TwMdCR8
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxLUiePIkf
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOcyJxwh2Y
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0A5KydOrr
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsFwCtdXyx
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYtlRfbRDt
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKY8rqwfVF
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxXGIhlVs2
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJav9QqT4r
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjvHB9HO1X
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbK70Rvxeb
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxYReHA6Gu
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJ0lBVDQWS
「冇呀，睇你。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSWrdSzcu3
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyGKmNWmbk
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyC33zBIgs
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSE9wgP9P0I
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiPuKokLpL
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEfKJPc61f
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFpADdUX8f
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TTiibWnrH
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZimhQVByPQ
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpGxRiw8yT
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRd5dk5RpfZ
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBndY8sU2N
「唔知啊。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jDcEHjIWp
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVWVDkZnDz
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCX0GdJLaUs
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp77Tc8TpTo
「同佢一齊？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJZhEtVtZC
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJlEOaTLT4
「可能係啦……」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tMYeVUvKr
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBfAl4wKq5
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJ9k0IEhwe
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcshvbTPCL
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5XMbC6tNp
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjqYfEDcvh
「係嘅。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMmEfaB5dc
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlumCIXyaV6
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWJONqn0FD
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYCrT5pZVm
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ETX7xQZ66
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMQKJMJvzR
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJxLd8A6bZ
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMr5UK5fhAP
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIaGRhsweu
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9a9pbb3N9c
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkc2eCxvGaG
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQG0NeEXgsW
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuRKXye59t
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLjkAlef7n
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeqXQDO42l
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IH3HLwmOf
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLmBPlJqi1
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyDDAz2myR
「你咩都唔知㗎。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOh4MLZ6nDa
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31UjFgXz0w
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo80pjzQuMt
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YAPhXcibj
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmh6i7SxUf
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73X4h4G4Ot
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6lP9N2krx
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡab4kpvvFOy
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qeDxivhcJ
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmCKAtFVsG
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyvC5gTIOy
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcYvs17h03
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqWocMNYDv
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8qyRQPuP2
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPysvtKLxkB
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOjdOiX4Z1
「Sorry。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6z3sdr6vp7
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VTptl8mPC
「我都係。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslPfcVF16K
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRuyqasewZ
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWldje1IQPV
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCX7WC0wiQ0
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLkukqs41g
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbxiEDV0QX
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKcQJM4OK6
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GstXsBZIX
「係嘅。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUQ0ksGQ0w
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4H4GmZsvuh
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9KFO0ekxZ
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiyp4DHXaG
他們都沉默許久，青青說：649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhDYl4nmL3
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLd4CPITSkS
「阿樂啊。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPwA3OstQH
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14097yMHws
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOC49YuArDs
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZut2ptlom
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwUAc7ebEe
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzcLfe1J26
你自己開唔開心啊？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8Mm6Ogkwj
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0koKT74JGT
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4j7BXEs8r
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFUEz9P36A
「媽媽。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoT9Lc56Bm
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZcq5hG7TZ
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2rWYHDgtc
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyZrgYGI1H
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfTV2JyclD
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Zn6fTIVLB
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdIwN4FpAx
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfa62Nz4cA6
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYI4cFD2vL
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOJhqtg3ZZ
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4sv6wuQpF
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTBv4FO3Nj
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLdhNRfdlQ
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjl9Jk7pUq
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9gge5vWxw
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIr5HvWkbKH
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ377yqtJdxG
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKAGM7O11g
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUakp4G9o65
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52IcSE8rRR
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltKhS4Fk2Z
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysOzqQULob
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lqTyl67so
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkN0Nd9F0vb
「多謝。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Rgl2AtYSG
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0uOQTIaD7
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4TOaFyDqQ
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLxqxxRRVq
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYa2nhUDgb
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WYKeLhaae
「係有啲長氣。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf4meWEyz1
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQEQIcMw5y
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQFeYIHN3J
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgJhmCKjFo
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJFj4LJBgR
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0CogdHlXq
「可以啊。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkXwml3mby
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IOM9DUhEa
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGaTNQBcdX
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9794FjggpT
「好。」649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZT95M4DtE
649Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GHaIRB8tA
一次沒有什麼進展的對話；但總有想通了一些什麼。
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