「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm82g0YONkM
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啫係叫你收皮囉……695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZd1STCiHqy
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青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrm4QlocFg
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「你以咩身份去攬佢？」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZEaOYPZES
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他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGQ33EqSZo
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「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTaZGMrxny
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbz7fKkzsp
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseEMUC97Vq
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFPvL8AUnY
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqz66uaeAEY
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJVGQOhoqK
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnEQhLhMIu
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1PZHww07t
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBzVkttKLf
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「點算？」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2XTBnp7u6
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnB0Sq6Rlj
「睇你㗎咋。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvYzeXVtxo
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAngVrBMROZ
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iHaMT8A9v
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxJl0rXGtq
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkFgEImmRc
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzcBjZeZxs
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdZaDO1fOf
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiPPSvwx32
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HY5hbmlYM
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylhzQ1Jo9o
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61Cn8uDogi
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2SwNQNmqQ
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhYBtjOdzg
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoabWFpN6Az
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjd6l5sL4Sl
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQwTgXHXBm
「冇呀，睇你。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ870dssrs2n
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOGdMYrZY0
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL34nLGUbEr
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XUM2HnYCE
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzimZXXQO7
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OVvsYPQxo
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyVrxD8Fgk
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxywwrrHog
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZf1QDaCte
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMExONQzGF
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3doQbm94gB
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcuGafyrbu
「唔知啊。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOYKMh76Q1
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswfNSaG0ms
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQSINB6Kwm
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxObXelI9Mv
「同佢一齊？」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG53OEm3fyM
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2DMlpUJmt
「可能係啦……」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvH8ABd5xd
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuNexepoIT
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbl3kdMf7Us
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKLFIq5srT
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtm9jdX1gKs
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcckv5yrdea
「係嘅。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSf1j9GtwN
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9xnLn6D1a
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjDFli9YF8
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctzEYmenEl
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZq2T9qx95
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKpfiYYdTe
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCb6zlyeSKQ
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsLwfkzBsg
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QwPatAj3I
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnp8swmdZ1
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NhsDj1WMd
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eXkoJp6Uv
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxNVMqURXh
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NBlnJVI2a
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrb2UMxFSdg
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxMmyeAEXc
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEenNgddsNj
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dMvmtUBzy
「你咩都唔知㗎。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRamZ0fBpW
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRciA4xSusQ
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvmtHe5t2B
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIpPy8MdTS
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgE7yXdA4Zj
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVelerDq67X
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwkBsvdHdu
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXoizB1pib
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JQ2ygDic3
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rTNyU03J1
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hNKsSi3qd
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkJ0fxtxqN
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiL279aCOm9
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9nmMlM8Wp
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFp1usrbPL
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MpSip9W6o
「Sorry。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfVvFfFxTj
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemAq3890Kd
「我都係。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkngMLUaYdG
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6VyDuY3t3
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUUr5J6t3f
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcRJ2I2Jz7
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXE7a0oxmM
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJaO5x9O6w
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuV38T6Mp3y
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbryMQMvrL
「係嘅。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoI9I8sV22
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TBMmLYgnw
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnsMp1GfHx
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5Z1h5NQtW
他們都沉默許久，青青說：695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPM52xD8hi
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpV8rEArNL1
「阿樂啊。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbp2QaGkAnj
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNcAD5acPF
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFEVWqo5jQ
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpn31FlHwy
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9maIHKCEF
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuq5TetWSu
你自己開唔開心啊？」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPd1ChB3FpV
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqpMufwXx1
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpy4Bg5Nx5o
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyqXMD64U7
「媽媽。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgNsxOvga4
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TKOTLEhAu
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgiEozsJKp
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlkpIBebcO
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizW1uzGxuD
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIBpdzsFMf
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBm0w9sw3T
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5h4FRAg1U
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFkTrsigpO
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「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILBPuFXnRa
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtgZOj1vAA
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchIy56X1bY
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPCLLK0nXP
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIN30horRz
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「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7wUEkaI5s
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8af3MzIiXC
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyIWbtGfSs
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuoQV1Xw2c
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkbzayE2oF
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzvhlzpixL
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnwi1MgdmF
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KU2g7PP7Z
「多謝。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyWJuRwT7h
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtifYzko9H
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJf8llt0l28
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dQR5qxn9t
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByJTKXLGyE
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbM6oGDtBd
「係有啲長氣。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgvT5eqgpA
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNE9K2Zh5nQ
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxKa7UHTXd
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZcTJl0Nba
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUCvjTw4BP
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9m8zYSzTd
「可以啊。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWm77yabZ1Q
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡir7aCoDn3q
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnpWtzR9kO
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0HSh8suVX
「好。」695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXYbjdoHOv
695Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IAq6Df9PN
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