於是，Tim少和阿樂下樓吃飯，再買了一個蛋糕。回家，放進雪櫃，然後開始打機。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBz4Js3Dnu
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青青外出和好友度過午餐和下午茶時段。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ1s28Mpf7
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之後，她去旺角，等Matt；他們約六點半，她先到，不停地來回審視自己的臉容，到洗手間看看有沒有面泛油光、甩妝，再仔細地梳一梳頭。六點五十五分，Matt出現。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlrrl2FLV1
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTbvnHWzGC
「好耐冇見。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡua0F6Y5rpA
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wJGSFaNJa
「係。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiHCNhGZ7O
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CyNMTgbeK
接下來的不足兩小時，他看她像遇上瘟疫一樣，避之則吉，連正視她的眼也像害怕感染病毒，總和她對看一會兒然後移開。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwolmJBBl0
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5F9BVcTyc
沿路，她問了很多想知的事，還自己一個死心；他說了一些她應該想知的事，渾身不自在，忽然覺得很祼露。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO4bwgVeqL
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlOwTiGvCN
他們都覺得對方是陌生人。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qY5Ya49B8
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但，他們分明知道對方的名字、知道對方穿幾號鞋碼、知道對方的恥毛長度。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWwpCFlXmy
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbTNiNMkOT
就像恰恰一對普通的白色筷子，明明在湯熱麵熟的時候他們是極其有默契的一對，和對方攜手穿梭不同的質感，偶有碰撞但仍在磨合中互相協作；可是，當過了那短暫的時刻，就只被隨便洗刷再扔回去雜亂無章的櫃裏，沒有再一起，對方也不再重要，因為下次自然會與另一枝筷子成為一對。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPFXJMLkX8
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3ZGm8W3a7
就像，一切都沒發生過一樣。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfl8DG3OA3
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigdajlB72R
「明明應承咗我唔揾第個㗎嘛——」、「你話遲啲先得閒，叫我等到嗰時先多啲見㗎喎……」、「啫係你出軌？你係因為識咗佢，所以先想走？」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDW0o7M560Y
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlemQSRhz3
「我同你分手之前，只係同佢傾幾句咋。」、「後尾我同佢互相都鍾意咗大家。」、「有呢個因素，但又唔可以咁樣歸因……」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNQDaGjVlF
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUjBKeBo8b
青青變得咄咄逼人，Matt仿佛努力地或以真話、或以假話去抵擋她的攻勢；她誓要剖家析族的知個明白，但他在說的時候卻感到難堪，偶然他回頭看見她小心地仰頭，防止眼淚掉下時，他又會感到心軟，如他所言：708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdlBzut3t5
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhLCcJ8rQm
「咁真係我辜負咗你嘅。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gNNWjmBEL
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aQnS2RvgJ
但Matt並沒有和青青說過一聲「對不起」，只逕行，最後不情不願地和她快快吃一個飯，然後趕急地跳上的士離去。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8DCJUnJvZ
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrujgJ7DbUa
青青覺得自己今晚的行為很反常，平時，她的眼神從來不兇狠，也不會不停地追問一些已然沒有意義的答案，更不會捨棄自尊要求他人順她的意。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSwWGutxQC
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對。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhJXpbYr0z
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她有些不一樣了。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyX9pPgDTQM
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JWW1kapqo
她傻就傻在，有些東西，她想知得很清楚，如果不明不白又覺得很不甘心；但知道以後又更揪心。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz98hQ3Hto
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdhWZuggFr
是她，將心掏出來，還將刀遞上去，留有一點卑微的盼望——708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSadbk3NnH
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMe2iZeoHKt
希望他殺人就殺人、切莫誅心，留她一點尊嚴，不要講出太過殘忍的內情。但從來，說清說楚都不會有任何的好結果，被拋棄的人沒有資格說尊嚴，真心愛人何有好的結果？真相是真，比真相是假可怕億萬倍。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuOrpiI8bB
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvxxrdSeZO
是她幼稚，不懂得原來，感情的真相是不可推敲的，只可瞞騙。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DnPts1NgZ
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdn9QBnhs66
最後，青青輕輕地和Matt握手，像剛才所有的不愉快從未發生，迴光返照地笑說：708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipTArMjRhR
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Wv64xtXE5
「祝你平安。前程萬里。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUf68tmL2N
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLBI0CAKwD
Matt有些錯愕地回握：708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGyBJVoOYR
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBsraFyhGM
「你都係。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zYCGVcqne
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqR0gX8xBdm
沒走幾步，他大喊，她聽不清，停下；他走到一個她勉強能聽見她說話的距離：708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAEmMa9ySp
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdwe7HH3a6
「返到屋企同我講聲啦，注意安全。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZ9eEFf471
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbdO3k8LKs
她挑眉，對他不可置否地笑笑，大步挺身向前行，因為她清楚，他不是真心的。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRG7uSzKHMP
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjrHFlsEbQ
行到轉角處，她突然覺得腳軟，隨之而來的是整個人的脆弱，她忽然覺得好悲傷，何有什麼落落大方的離別？她已死去一萬次。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcD1mmmX9Ux
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGVBVwZen9
屌，失戀啫——708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoNTTn3kDy
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但是她不能再怎樣了，所以她行去乘車，到某個站下車，再行回家，感受着絕望得弱小的風在吃力地撫慰她。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2C3RHdU5Y
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtzjjZXnWt
好痛。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNU6oN7xwY
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAhTLrkceb
回阿樂住處之前，她先回原先的家，拿走了她的身體磨砂膏、髮膜，以及一套她從未穿過的內衣。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzXlyiVKOW
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaKviaWd3P
今晚，她會和阿樂更輕鬆地聊天。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNJgNIFzZa
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxq8zAAbHv
在放過自己之前，首先要懂得折磨自己。對不起。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmAMgHA9pN
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夜晚十一點半，青青到達阿樂的屋，他替她開門，見她熱得臉紅紅。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmsEJV46aL
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dmAHQxAyh
「返嚟啦？食咗咩呀？」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡet62j10flZ
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SGID1K9up
「Jollibee，但我嗰時冇乜胃口，宜家又有啲餓。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0VURvw9eJ
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3C2TpLh8N
青青只食了一隻雞腿和呷了幾口汽水，感覺什麼都沒有下肚就要走，後來悲傷又填滿了她的胃，一路行回家時還有些消化不良。現在，就如此直直地客廳燈照耀，仿佛是個胃鏡看見裏面空空的，又立刻感到餓。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDql2pZSlvG
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4E9onEj7s
「咁就啱啦！我買咗個蛋糕，今日仲未過，快啲吹咗蠟燭先！」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9yQwkKer3
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcOUvP1BET
阿樂遂去雪櫃拿出蛋糕，寫着「青青生日快樂」，黑森林口味。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZN012qEeGc
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpM072buJbF
青青呆了好久，她沒有想過阿樂會給她買蛋糕。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuv4wtvVh25
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySueWkDuZK
出外一整天，整個人都零散地歸家，無論他送不送蛋糕，只要他講一句：「返嚟啦？」其實對她來說，已是安慰，因為怎樣都比Matt冷漠的眼神温暖。但現在阿樂捧出整整一個蛋糕，像是告訴她不需獨自吞下所有情緒，她就感動，非常感動。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfkKmzMw3H
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvN05dA0Qg5
青青有些哽咽，但又開心地笑：708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JTvf7kEDY
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrJolG6JqR
「哇、哇！竟然有蛋糕食。多謝！」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeVFqz93MG
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4P8MFOT8q
阿樂見她眼紅紅，大概猜到，無謂多問破壞現在的氣氛：708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVBvr43XUy
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmzYQA3Zvk
「快啲許願啦。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOZ1DyIpVs
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5fT0vFgoA
青青閉眼，吹熄蠟燭。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJSMtaDU8B
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8AzJP22hY
「多謝多謝！不過我出埋文、沖完涼先食，出咗成日街好污糟。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGR7PFtZ5zr
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqq3EQyMPfd
她多在電腦磨一會兒，電話收到訊息，她打開一看，些許憤怒，絲毫不想回覆，然後將目光放在電腦上，打字打得極響。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eM1NgOCkH
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdGPjj9jHJ
過後，就去洗澡，擦上身體磨砂，敷上香得要死的髮膜，然後再自己的所有部位洗得乾乾淨淨，一併沖掉。抹乾身體後，再搽上body lotion，換上內衣，外穿睡裙。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWFBdb1Glj
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RnaRIfmfq
她看着鏡子。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgNYZoWx2e
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jYxY33vHW
一直以來，她都有些猶豫，但她決定交給阿樂決定，如果今夜裏他主動吻她，他就會被動地接受她看似被動的攻略。她沉默地觀望自己：708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFwRIuFbb0
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDN8ZEEovr
我都要證明，我有本事。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREdlu8HZrj
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD69ngxpkNY
他在她的房間等她，心想：今日搞咩搞咁耐？平時好快就出嚟。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHfZ5xrhA2
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHt27Pj3if
他想知道青青和Matt傾了什麼，他見她興致平平但不至頹喪，眼睛裏只有累的感覺。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1CcLJUOYM
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2PiWStWbM
她出來，整個人都很香。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvMEgkHO0v
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC3S2NLy74
阿樂拿出蛋糕和酒，把刀給青青切：708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRK42xzfeE
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuTsIaTRif
「唔好切到底，如果唔係會嫁唔出。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxnbFlGIsi
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6632Kuoq9
「你咁迷信咩？」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BNVg83arM
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDLSrn4OE0
她又真的小心地切，提防切到底；她再見到這個蛋糕，還是覺得很感動，阿樂對她竟然這樣好，尤其是她傷心的時候。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZPNamjLl1
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgfN4QF0W6
「寧可信其有。不過咁囉，如果你真係因為咁而嫁唔出，我都肯抵諗啲要咗你嘅。」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2tsGKzuAD
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1mUDwATAx
阿樂笑笑，接過她手上的刀替她分蛋糕。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfT528LpR7Q
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWwNRRFDPM
「吓話？」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4FLEipDrC
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XGRS2iUfc
「講嚟聽吓啦，你哋今日做咗咩嚟？」708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5WlvLFj1Z
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5p4ZfBJMww
他們開始飲酒，開始說廢話，講講下午和朋友吃了什麼、做了什麼；阿樂也大概知道青青和阿Matt分手前的事，大概是：Matt因為Retake DSE而忙，青青和他很少見面，之後他就和青青說沒有了感覺。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfp5Pw2hwX
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebrzWSqbci
慢慢，青青的臉通紅，頸也微微緋桃，呼吸輕輕加快，說了最近最多的話，情緒開始激動，但完全沒有前文後理，又突然加入一個新的女角：708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsWpuAy6Bu
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlAYKyIiwA
「佢——啫係我前男友，話俾我聽，個女仔同完佢原本個男朋友分手之後，就同佢一齊，但冇幾耐又揾返佢個Ex——你知唔知？我當時聽到個心好翳？708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bc0BoxTC6
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLfbVhcVAk
以前，我連佢少少傷都唔敢俾佢受……男人忌諱呢啲綠唔綠帽嘅嘢，我明。一開始拍拖，我有同過以前追過我嘅人傾偈，佢發現咗之後唔太開心，之後我就冇再咁做。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7wGEBdsu5
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後來，亦都冇試過同男仔單獨見面，都避哂啲曖昧嘢。就係因為我唔想佢因為咁而唔開心，所以從來冇做任何出格嘅行為，宜家呢？708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDAWicZc7E
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBr1UeZhA0s
佢出面嗰個女仔咁樣對佢？我將佢擺喺心尖上面啊！但佢出去就咁樣？好心痛呀！708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJN2IDUTJB
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgNimuehX3
但係……當我潤完佢咁都鍾意個女仔，佢答我話：『我都好心痛㗎。』，你知唔知點解？我突然間真係有啲着咗火嘅感覺，覺得個心喺度燒。708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1skQYDEvwq
708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaV0L9BE0lG
我真係……用哂全部對愛情嘅精力去對佢好，我真係唔捨得佢受到委屈，至少喺我呢度，我真係、真係已經盡全力去保護佢唔好勾起唔好嘅回憶——佢以前有不愉快嘅經歷，然後呢？佢鍾意咗一個咁樣hurt佢嘅人？並且仲要繼續同個女仔過？仲繼續鍾意佢？仲因為佢，所以唔要我……708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWsQQLmxs8
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