而阿樂，也回到了當初。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3jibEqHNn
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4fisCw8bb
青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYlhlHuM1D
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiYWIiRRoi
阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdMbLazgzS
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYkLscnbvq
他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfGZ1mx9IV
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuTGUVNp6p
又是如此，又、又、又。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPH8SjTCDq
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKwqwrQjAk
和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJ5KKypbvl
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmaSOadDzP
有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1C3qfcyxG3
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaYIJduLIt
晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7OKDHfB0P
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjacKxbPcV
Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcEJ7Klgea
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvSdYwXidV
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfreVZ8roJ
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iVEcoGWfX
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRs86ENrp5W
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOIjAErbus
她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OY8xoCoCj
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkthmRapAM
有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaeP7SIa8D
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9lEbh8Cba
他追上去，拍拍她的肩。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVH6x0hhAnZ
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGFyGbV9jt
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNujGWvMwg
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FunCoD4GV
「做咩啊？」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZiWFMSPnW
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIHpM56ebB
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2ZuEhN4R2
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBcdnMczve
他享受了她的體温。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34M5VVl4tt
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtT6Wyx3zf
他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkRVPafe2i
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBq35aVFrao
「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukexnNr4oW
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeptTUkcOS
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpXBE6chjm
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOPIX63AXO
他不解。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5P9E3OmRS
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBmVaeen9B
「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0ayfZ1FaS
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIE9XZGTf0
Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKjqd65lv2
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqpSDyrFg3
「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuP0JdiQ58M
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3ZUMr0W6c
所以，我以為我都可以。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfne6xFxII
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmVfr0etyV
阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnFQbrH0Wj
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtTLrx2cwq
即使他們同為人類。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOB7kpKHRi
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtPjQ4vKux
但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHFa0u1TII
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflCB1wy0f0
此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFsWYKFft8
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPPlEykWjZ
是嗎？680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGFxIm0GMa
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFyTZlB0cY
單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxzghP7Ln1
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9mZ4AH0Cb
是嗎？680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKJsUZBjzH
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaGLbm2bkl
「哦哦，好，冇事。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWrlSvBq33
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUkBA0LWv8
Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaAi1UCOon
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWM5kU6lDf
一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFjRADfBWC
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYsDPfnolb
他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2DunR21rF
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SjtKIRmWv
但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjivEvgFbf
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMwE3vJMAS
他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMASzUteaol
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoOOjdkBaR
說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9lld57tbV
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8cNXfk5E2
他應該明白，應該早已習慣……680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEe3j9lrz6
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UexOpT0Ri
他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsY1NhIJVue
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bzn2Po4DF
回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwF6XEqGPb
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4xfsUel6N
客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrss30qAWf
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESUE1D8gjz
青青看見他低落的樣子，問：680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULnA9epAC0
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIKit7rK8D
「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqf2vLY4W4S
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFM41um6mS
她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Z0Rum9JhX
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFp7dhvO2Rc
「可唔可以問你一個問題？」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrIZ0JCMR6
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIES8gYLjW
這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoFDQJ9ehy
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQWxGaw3WX
「好。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDRI2DUksX
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0Bl1yUYu9
阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrfQI4UUkH
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQK8jQeyFgi
「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1146IEgrwn
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