而阿樂，也回到了當初。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lQmxgjXr7
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTUjxsXS2W
青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5A9ElE8vfU
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTOudLJ2rD
阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCTY69pA6A
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOXRD9KLi1
他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnjobo4x2Q
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjH00O741h
又是如此，又、又、又。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCzdB9lDom
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nYmQJvW1D
和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSETLKmeULP
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85wC9fiXAm
有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBgnUU0tQo
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfElrIiAudO
晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksJcepjLfu
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdehmuNrqX
Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7UvGNv2Hw
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fS5QOy7As
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9enilQ0vUE
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPHoz1DVWt
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2CPlGr4rs
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMslhWjFGbx
她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQhtFVoz96
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd23fjixb6K
有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssq4iUtGAw
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jaKY8q0xB
他追上去，拍拍她的肩。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMkigOaaVB
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazEWjDyayj
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLSvtPBeMW
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmq6tdQNlPz
「做咩啊？」632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0JkGElKAA
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjgMnFITRJ
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREu0Gt5YYg
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡny8t2NP8BC
他享受了她的體温。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9aznzwSCy
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXiMRw2XCT
他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgW40jqWKx
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcYlopMx66
「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLqVK4k0Pm
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvseUD0nWH4
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBl4hhfy6m8
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMHH8TWdu7
他不解。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1NyTQpuPJ
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfQ96ZWRn0
「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3ISHvwbPW
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0nBrenCep
Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHkDGv1diq
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2h0V8OqL2z
「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6k2kVY1uG
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2C8JBkdXNv
所以，我以為我都可以。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF80X68ntt
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxxHiQ5pT7
阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlikVZaCvIl
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFh11ZhqeM
即使他們同為人類。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrybDeDCgk
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZifnmNFahl
但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpASqnX0Bw
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRo0QQfdsc
此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEWWlpmoW3
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCk8E1lt3T
是嗎？632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1WWm7UGr8
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91nIWAWwbS
單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiKyDhyvXY
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcULzi2EXl2
是嗎？632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMIuzUpky2
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eRelnz2C6
「哦哦，好，冇事。」632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnV4KwFff5
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KVmz5SNkT
Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYNH6Ox2NN
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SMkwhM3qs
一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrENMPYVJOl
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFRq6fPHzm
他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVG0UHuA5C
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ybCnfDJwG
但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEfXE5DyrI
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3v1UldQ6Vb
他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hznhb6M7O
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyXEA5WaTg
說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcpXntn9Sb
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡli7FSAuqhm
他應該明白，應該早已習慣……632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzb9cJUqSy
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbSHYY9K21
他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssJULUamDU
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhTYnZX2F9
回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7IOmyks1W
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDwpqMg610
客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡME0zGMbrwA
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4spCfV5zD
青青看見他低落的樣子，問：632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJl5l9F1HHv
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIJoVTn9qz
「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PN6iLstk0
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZhBofnPIW
她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYrn3FJaMr
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9A4ToYT82D
「可唔可以問你一個問題？」632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQnpRgH9Pk
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGkUuKMM3n
這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglQhWSlsZM
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatG4zvEuS7
「好。」632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dOj3Z3ayf
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuDtp979FZ
阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gjle6ELaR
632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1z66VkvDa
「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」632Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRyPOsAAji
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