「我都係咁話。」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7T5cqAoPf
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThJNLoUgeh
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阿樂點頭：630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobgYN4bxYC
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「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8yBSpovUq
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeR5HVEnG1y
「係呀。算啦。」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqYjoi37GM
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他們各自回房。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BOali7HtE
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Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmKoAdS4tH
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有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPgmmpvsBA
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbmsIKNgPv
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwjqFlRRIG
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUNUtaySRQ
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQVoCZrB2g
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqupMTKn5v
還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE59iIDEGri
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興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWgJm659kN
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRus9MczPlw
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1Zp7wqQQx
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0yIyjhXqh
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FfgxsX3O1
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4KawgES29
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63V5P0Nklt
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXw2y2jZ4BL
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4JEwDrx8m
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF13Plawgc5
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcovVWZX5ih
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZyWbP6sDL
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5zWNmWXeX
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSOcULePUd
她有什麼問題嗎？630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiiZc254hw
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她是不是很不堪？630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwE7II2xyNk
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為什麼？630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MRpFzbAny
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdNUeGVaa1
青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhL54Yqum0m
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWQIWJhWgi
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlXOd48GuN
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhxuQQLohY
Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSIUcLvQ91
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡck5xA7qqjU
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCW7LjuppDE
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Matt也會秒回她的Direct。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSz8gav5iD
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyV6mKnr156
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8FMOIwn8Y
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0kvTp7Nsq
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUMd8oOJLX
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEcCCwGks6
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquFXqK7Wlp
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoq9kCUwb7v
她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJdYjt75Hm
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8W3tD3IxKN
慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jtAKFPK83
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPQAO0CUK6
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28XBRxQcL6
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VeroEhbxY
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxen6WfWPn
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhh5h0PKo1e
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2nLEsthsA
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdc1oRXHgp6
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllUXWCQf2F
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAVVkbosVx
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xC5S0jSWt
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYUkCfpZZU
「靚仔，考成點啊？」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8SwEe3n01
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但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtt8dEegjmD
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiecwND6e7D
「點解你喺度？」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiOTzyqP5R
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡib6Ut77HUY
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucpnIrCQ22
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeubTviUu4
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89vdp5sbL2
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz15JRlueD
他皺眉，有些兇地講：630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSBzNxW0cb
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAtJmklB6B
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJsSnokE2b
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5NvU51pZ3
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoXDBPk0fk
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjlAaiGe0e
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3ems3mf7b
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1wHhQjXRc
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Es3iyXicg
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbuUNONIQl
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkow2EQI4eA
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWAo3OY9Q3
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeYSCrHiCc
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2dO66gBvB
他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWJYKP359R
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「以後唔好啦。」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PX5dyWEGX
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr21uStRF1H
她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIB3uisYp0C
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMn0oXLOQC0
直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqgpsiAxMm
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXrSRkGTpp
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHiFZLOMpN
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxMdlPCxVh
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpz7DsYD3B
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCIc1fhUrI
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRX6UzNG0Mu
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkeo2rIAnB
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtsseFHrrf
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaWVOr5SEM
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG4alHSTpa
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0GdfbtfD9
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgx5fZWP8o
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很明顯了吧。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiKgaP7CIx
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGON8301Yhe
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawB6oQchPi
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtn882xnV6p
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85ytlGx4Km
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所以，她恐懼。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtpjlxX1U6
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCyARtaXcm
青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XiCkeRegt
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOQxSP6nNe
但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVb6caKlaG
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVsoQvtMLJ
她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjFP91xar4
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LiKEW2t1o
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboHoDpArn8
630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QEC5dq3zd
創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXoHOkywzq
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