「我都係咁話。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMJip10QEi
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNwddn2J2r
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阿樂點頭：681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSDgYmsF7E
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「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylPn5dAWl6
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「係呀。算啦。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7KTIw81EF
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他們各自回房。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFE7YnQ8SBy
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Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIa5KV0ciqX
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有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4vRznRRWe
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdCQpFpHza
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HvUqqYSg6
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRM5feqfGV
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDrMw90Uhs
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EC982iUR2
還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxA2qOGQEOJ
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1iFWR4NoA
興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3b4AEoYnTf
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9QqYeK5dw
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKpJKkziSZ
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjbp5JjWMI
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlsRuOc8uv
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UuxENoB9Y
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CdEKNWxqG
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正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnBgjyqIcr
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VctVk6wfa
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQH4vAbwL1
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRfYmFcFvS
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEn7J3p6iag
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3qzonXJBK
她有什麼問題嗎？681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnsKjt14dP
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她是不是很不堪？681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzLhw3jJfD
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為什麼？681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6TXeLO9Yf
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOt5NSRHl1
青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcPBsHIFBB
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSsREuZq6o
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviIHiMQzOe
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKBG3Ta1gM
Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfNjG76Gtj
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3K1NYz6BxQ
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlfr6ejXsH
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Matt也會秒回她的Direct。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1I7J6FpD8
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsRHqQtxzc
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEv5Wz151St
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvao8Mjouj
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIyY0xYAVc
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQbOIpoT0i
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbSbG9YlZl
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她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcDXSBpivi
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慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTh3NUnd23
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4JhBXA9zd
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOtjEz1Sjs
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZZam4XJlI
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjItbLCMzP
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJ7dyaHaqW
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXNoTxntwL
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM92Rw8ZIo2
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LGCRfJxJa
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFQbMDW7pV
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqOvU7IEs5
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A36aqq1HV
「靚仔，考成點啊？」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvaYMvqW9a
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但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPV1z8DeW1
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazRxa3gLUE
「點解你喺度？」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU40clyFvtq
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6UQ2XBKiD
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73jkk5eY36
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfufiIY7StM
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LKRxZ04uE
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlpsXBkZFs
他皺眉，有些兇地講：681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwotBWsXE4
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcZRPqm89V
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpz7ZUxV8To
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwhjlH71ja
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0qJFyDUoK
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpsp9PKFXI
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDY8deomWl
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLjnNZVaLr
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVf1QERM4g
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DVGsZBODR
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWLfAFsczf
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nmjGPkX1z
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl07SwoqJJ
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEPO0f0Gzz
他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQn6qUXKZY
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2ZlK5d3AN
「以後唔好啦。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqFLT6i0zg
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4g0rIPMsK9
她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtXMOMQN9h
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直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFQAoTYA0W
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fTRUzPFzl
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnzn6MSsod
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xlwk5fUSk
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTuSlppB1c
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttPi5gKez8
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFKvNIaSIX
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkCXNb9x5l
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkYmQcFYSI
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNCZqWRRjg
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6GRCrrBze
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Z2rH8LEWG
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjXPY5QcsZ
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很明顯了吧。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ7PSBZpPW
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaCMTLVDxf
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPxFLNQRyF
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmvB59mGN3
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbRTeaRem7
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所以，她恐懼。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCokiYsoDYA
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青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SwKKwuIgO
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但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQsLiSLm6D
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45SSivZk5x
她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct0aW2vO32
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1Gnff229b
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0gKdwFXac
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlreVw5ZId
創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMSMKaEe9l
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