「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNCYibHmm5
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKijznIfYeS
啫係叫你收皮囉……655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd344JA1jR6
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YFyIE4c2j
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsNS0e4Wz4
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOXwnFn5xe
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TEO7rKAdZ
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52y6oSoHnk
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMH9hq6OeqS
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIw2EYmFc2p
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf0MQYDW5I
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFJjRSGJgU
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XwGPlYRg1
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfi7PMkQSsv
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqcLzMvvmM
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqWq28GcQ2
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8BmDyYSvs
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yJddlfKhG
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWtgJmrg8z
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WJmH1rg4W
「點算？」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnysvB4Y6Cy
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaB4pB3prj
「睇你㗎咋。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC37s3eBHDb
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NMwmdThHb
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxEWnWjjWK
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzC2Ql0EyLZ
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExXdA4L7sO
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsHXZ7VOKQ
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSE5zB1YRFP
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPEJgKnYHG
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uBI6AWaNA
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaz9ojAE7p
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgjjwbBNAk
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytRxbnthMP
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgITTsRMSrC
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeahJRwoMw
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDat4MFLsiR
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFhWYNdKlR
「冇呀，睇你。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5pJNyqMXT
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Kta5FaOTH
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO6asTbisz
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoYTW85ws1
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3cOIvX8uu
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4DhYd6WKq
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHpgaJq5Bo
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZBKh0uzNr
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoQpYJ9tUt
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdm8LogoV6
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh73tDfmZ8c
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF541qlhzul
「唔知啊。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPjVEi4G5s
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09bCdtdHAO
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vdJ95aPv4
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5a8zfmVlw
「同佢一齊？」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7stEM8sNjP
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1L90qlGHt
「可能係啦……」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kRyEbOmKU
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6jrktqE9m
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdVNPAsnCi
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2LGuj7jOQ
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97hcZ5fwxT
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtCBms0E0q
「係嘅。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5C7t9LZX9
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuFbSKDtK1
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplYd1PXg4T
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HiYblK3J4
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBVIJprmvm
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfn9lXrGkqg
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAiWFcM8SF
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDElEtOQ3F
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qVdnECp4u
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf3S6NIUU9
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jy88vzSkD
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHGfFWO5Mc
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05p02bRZ5f
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5EtSTkv2X
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkL2dCIQkh
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4ZH1waDBK
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eMJ3Ft9TQ
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhKvRrT9rB
「你咩都唔知㗎。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlb4vR7W7iD
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymPVWN4w1F
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSsHYHzgYZ
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwDere1Trr
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgl42my2tim
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Qe5h5MBgQ
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovvgVnWD9Q
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3lzc4GgLw
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMO2YgQMSx
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGSSjky377
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWAt7eWi8E
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZreykuRNm3
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFhk2SmCp9
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LvM29pxML
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5vJSoxFGr
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvensrAVaTl
「Sorry。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZwkzgSV42
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJoJF7dsr9
「我都係。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYF74auM5z
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwu98iz5GY
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjh1KXXxZy
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDGbVVmhD4
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpW86cnhFHu
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxYHk9c7Wa
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZnPeXRkkB
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8iwpsqMpJ
「係嘅。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmY72bJKVd
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7bNLUOYEN
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eU1zwP8ir
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTU9sn1hzF
他們都沉默許久，青青說：655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgozUVMF5V
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UD9wWS1HU
「阿樂啊。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQITkZ2VWJ
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyzPQOcskQ
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yJJKATd6i
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekSL56Uy6Q
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiikOmRckv
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGlgfj1icw
你自己開唔開心啊？」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMXT6AOVYW
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmR3vtIoI5
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EMTpoCuhe
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzC2jz1NYxi
「媽媽。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡil2LRrLbDI
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtXoshDp52
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmk6DAIqu69
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5njlSJeSQP
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgMP26wHJw
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqy4f37qfx
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIWBqZhg6w
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNH9oFE5pGT
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69jSlZNSHB
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B1TfMj73n
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAmsYUNk5Q
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAg8klviud
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mCiX8A2ZN
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDMpJxOsBA
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULro61fR5s
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「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJvdqFHDts
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kaQZzO539
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTPlU5Yi7m
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjFzPcQMIh
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttrmIwmhTl
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMilKpPxNsv
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjK8iyDgRwy
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRqkd965Yo
「多謝。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1W50Xv2Hq
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuA3QBLXza
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAtfvvr2cc
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOalkj0npsL
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWjKrWm7fT
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8mhpNW5ok
「係有啲長氣。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5k2y6iM6p
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUECTePQU5F
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUq8wW4FWy
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYSTJNmCCn
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡli4iLUo5Rk
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0yFfUnDAP
「可以啊。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6eETW3SZt
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgd8Sd4DJiu
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWMUZlDJXp
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5R2kbZnBX
「好。」655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT06B7wnmcX
655Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KFzQ7b6Cq
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