「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jfzovAaBE
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啫係叫你收皮囉……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAql9elVSV0
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青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4BozY8zIo
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFXe2rfDEy
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6pukYDBVU
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwhMXH2tzn
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT55LpAq6bk
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「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9ti6M9fZY
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8urssUxVAI
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjr4n1Uvqmh
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLfIEO5Rwi
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8n2q23aV15
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQh6UzMAz2
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1udlNIblf
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWhYc7Wyts
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjHCnkf93p
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKGPW76VKJ
「點算？」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzWjBdUqnd
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY46JVoVvcs
「睇你㗎咋。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgD6KTq70ux
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT81zcgcqY
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsIQrv4j1w
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzWBOeMsbf
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1I2tNLekYi
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Th2vvSRox
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoX84WnCjP
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBA4N71mZh
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUk15TFZ6Le
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWSSQH9YSE
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwktikHRLO
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡto62txAxbU
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpRIFwz3vT
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOTHC2Ee8z
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpfg4MAkwY
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1W2sDy9k06
「冇呀，睇你。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZj3o4SwbO
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQoKmtrdsW
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu6vbMshYV
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIc5k79tUhs
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTn3UyHehdm
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpw4cNd9Hg
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1JMUu6GsK
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Flds3RsBi
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQgkr09rhZ
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIpkXSwkCa
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG72dZMkEH4
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡko7itpqzRF
「唔知啊。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5xnopqrQt
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OKuQJB7Me
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmM0pBq4Iu
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCtgyAJBDy
「同佢一齊？」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVacT7GuUZF
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxIXgTWOrU
「可能係啦……」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXD8MIqdav
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8Apr4HiUn
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB814GOoAzu
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsVwo6x2t3
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOjIZMjDA8
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdilzdtxzy1
「係嘅。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zXEEOXVt4
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjIsKUEZNY
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6hTUezcJI
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5qhyC9C7u
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7f86yRSKcN
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMDCqHjY0Q
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1OeUiWeze
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xNJSE0QRO
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxrPNAd1fV
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCzBhB1nwb
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0bJVAb9KT
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwE72xZCrkf
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbx0yaHlRsa
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr291M8iVkx
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWU2cIPEQlH
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwV1CZPFWgV
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCRgv0FU8S
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jEGLSUq9k
「你咩都唔知㗎。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtr7n4lyx5N
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCvGP0qzwM
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnigwg10POs
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「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaRlRjDI0C
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBq4UbqLxyH
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MVfCAH0dw
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMIaNN2f9I
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6ZBTw3r4k
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCDLGM4fUW
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgMuT63iNL
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwMjFWWxZm
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZhRqukUei
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz4kd3GGnP
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmB1zmfAK4
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZhCU37KT1
「Sorry。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlF1scFVZB
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYitaAiz44O
「我都係。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mWtnlnfHM
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaugyuQdC2g
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUk6lHUD2G
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3zKC8cvkF
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4fvMfzTYy
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1CAOPz0l5
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnB2sDK3Y9
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lFZdu8rKZ
「係嘅。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggcjOK4eZy
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1LBIa50zy
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCGND8KWIq
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGg3zTDKc3
他們都沉默許久，青青說：603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWFJbj8NoI
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gKT0gkIU3
「阿樂啊。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHkmHBQHa9
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2I8F551RL
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fRdFAiBiM
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70iiIaSjQe
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbUD1w5U3z
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3NI1dnjKF
你自己開唔開心啊？」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEj0htMqXsL
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZoWYmgD7t
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkVOk3Z2pY
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1tlQQFHeu
「媽媽。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81CeZEJdBa
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdEQ9qWsg2
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jZHZq1TPf
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmnQnNzww6
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5yXlX8OP8
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVnCZbt7Jx
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CO1smxjo6
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QYV3oUBAr
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jDhco53Zo
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJKLpeJ8hM
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJeWVKD0kG
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJcMaearUf
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3E0V7t7bc
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmqw3Gpl0c
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94xX0a6wto
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「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qcqZ4FFaM
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJhuPAYvXj
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuvjp8Vo2o
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCEntWoUQm
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZfzwF7PrC
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrI6htk6orw
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgldrJqNIvl
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaFowdE8L2
「多謝。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9y3oO409E
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNhg1Bo4wA
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UuzYyCj8r
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDAByoWoKk
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalHyV6ybZu
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQye7YSyPjo
「係有啲長氣。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lTZvlSReG
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmG8WG2SQEp
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfmlAkqtwF
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTW93aYgrl0
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpA5l8WBq0L
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PvuJsipBd
「可以啊。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqvGrolQ8g
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqqejsLKoV
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoO9JFRmdPx
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1qGYInZyv
「好。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblrPXLsZiP
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGETf6TLet
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