而阿樂，也回到了當初。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ76PD44su4
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LiKyKsHtE
青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZweIff6Ym
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBpcJrrfmx
阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5anlf1T8Ky
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf00CaqAX4H
他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeHngiP33R
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHByJTNYfY4
又是如此，又、又、又。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeERvDxDCeb
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSJnukwRR9
和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA97ELue8HR
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWle8jbbeKv
有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczZ1wJcjRt
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PMOdECFTO
晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB91LijXnOa
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoEuHFR2TD
Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVUGhp3Fko
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3q7It3RXJ
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMw3aJKFcE
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cD6XDHrSy
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwGkW3oaQk
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrc4770MrD
她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6vVBylj1Q
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlaYjUz1OQ
有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP408V1fYmn
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPthcCtgFfc
他追上去，拍拍她的肩。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqthedcR34
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxa6ITY6AoX
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIpqkf05Ou
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlSxgQWwMw
「做咩啊？」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQIgq10Jzr
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5i1IGfDkr
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElejJOLarK
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7Dwo94sED
他享受了她的體温。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVDm85t8TU
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTWvxQmHjY
他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNAb6Z1qhL
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfP9YLXGyU
「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZmVjSmw7Y
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDfgiGsvom
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoI8w4oCc3
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIAaUrSMlS
他不解。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xUZHJKDwy
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjj20B0caFY
「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWWXMT1zIZ
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkPat83Cqy
Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubwW7OjCUw
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmsvcwquas
「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0zFhXLxve
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUBvTriQS3
所以，我以為我都可以。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jor7pXC0W
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EyU71GcOy
阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0c7wRL2GVO
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XOe0epML5
即使他們同為人類。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvjMfR6v5S
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHi47oR8g5i
但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuJ03GyEGQ
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwURRJum0kR
此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8kqg9YvOg
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXZaDe69oB
是嗎？690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxa96tbLdYO
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdKTGSXc7i
單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbvvR6MXMx
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QBo7VSuHr
是嗎？690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGisc6Bjki
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdA32SVYha
「哦哦，好，冇事。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNuJBDVjbO
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0oI48tjvJ
Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRKOIEfWVQ
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbuJOVVLJH
一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRM8hejCpT
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmwGxSbHD5
他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnJXL3NRxO
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAejExSuHk
但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmkkTcAbBL
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfkpVXpCdI
他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1DGyo3ETR
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5vfNNn5jc
說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFoQmaV7cH
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUxoTXYQsT
他應該明白，應該早已習慣……690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhrMNkMJDg
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljsHXaDQWj
他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtJUDcmfoG
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b6dcrATMK
回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kD11YfLyF
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmVXkhhUAx
客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUSCaAc7vb
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybdDnRMPIN
青青看見他低落的樣子，問：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG75x8JVKT
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPNBdmNZO0
「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAKv4GI4rp
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgCyGcK8GB
她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM3wkDMxOP
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqwmkVS1oT
「可唔可以問你一個問題？」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKABRnZ1Diq
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XyDqhGJcQ
這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicqRFWR8mD
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pN5bnhKga
「好。」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSNVcKxguw
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbDyENNZLw
阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTcrOzqHLO
690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTmtA7sNGd
「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」690Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iOLFMkirr
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