而阿樂，也回到了當初。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkWLCqF3Zk
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaI0A40I55B
青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAaoEFCzO5
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqUGuJYX1E
阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHv9nFrWNX
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzxuTPkp77
他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncV8bQEOYl
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhE6JX2Q1FO
又是如此，又、又、又。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCpJqF5iXQ
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnq2iStIPVf
和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdH4h07OOIL
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8eiqKmL9R
有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkFY0JXyWc
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3somBYyCg
晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1BaPoYDFk
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi06ngFT7Go
Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm2UNoIbzj
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ6jgtm75o
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDz8qlck7mq
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbI9L3rdfz
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwV6fhws1qk
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIYGsiHtxD
她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVkc8P1n0E
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaOuwtLJMT
有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyW95sQUuB
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkdRaRbZ8M
他追上去，拍拍她的肩。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbOvGO7Zpu
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSRjRICoVV
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1tmNr8Rdk
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaJX3Eyd92
「做咩啊？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazkT9VOtBI
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqEgl4HGBz
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RBC8NHrYU
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVd94DkckS2
他享受了她的體温。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XyB5r1ZG5
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUEfzGSu6i
他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEFyKrkf0Q
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3opRkaZpn5
「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZKxhE1p2Y
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuSKEaIjyR
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQShqRapTL
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjjDyV40Ci
他不解。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I25rjWBQb
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvKajsCpCf
「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCyPpPBF11
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvCiSIaFfj
Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KfK9FHY6c
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Qaj12Ko7j
「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2oDDi8pbV
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75KZB6kNKy
所以，我以為我都可以。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvda9iuraKt
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoL0sicaZK
阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonNuvkeCZb
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KGtjhStJq
即使他們同為人類。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcijPYavhpc
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWk6qxt4y5V
但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7Ki2g7AxO
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxFXm7u9E0
此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOM2fPByr9f
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIaylKVCt0
是嗎？639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK7URetns4
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWxZzDry9f
單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhngsw68gFf
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQrxSAvXRO
是嗎？639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU72vDviW1b
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgqFNt30XI
「哦哦，好，冇事。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiW2k6q2HHk
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMXXq9z8mU
Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVWSQJat39
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03Hzy4Jfmf
一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEApLqTzYt
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMthdb6Zgtt
他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyRDGdnCdF
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5ibPX6hUH
但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmx4kDoTvn
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYmGFmjn49
他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfr5GacKYQ
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iVMLDfnFI
說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85D3TDLzsA
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lvTZAev3L
他應該明白，應該早已習慣……639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6RflpoWaw
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOUnIulXY3
他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6BUJMaUko
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pGJs3FDmV
回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oC2XnbDlw
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKE61yPJXhJ
客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74unpNaKQD
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fqcTW0Fzb
青青看見他低落的樣子，問：639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIohmhEDj5S
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLApq4E6wEk
「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJZtA4KatK
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgh8DUDef9G
她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgxTnkn6kH
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKw8YmHM0p
「可唔可以問你一個問題？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1e4Qf79Oda
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QFph1R1BL
這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrovYE4hHC1
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZazd8wjkCl
「好。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZTb1wLJDf
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIrzClEYxQ
阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjH3M880iM
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQixA72iptD
「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuj9hlCvkn
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