阿樂和Tanya沒有任何契約，她甚至拒絕了他，但他仍覺得自己有變心的罪名。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WJsKdNg87
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「呢間好唔好？」Tanya問；阿樂點頭，然後和她一起行入去。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0rEG6Rffl
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtgS9pI1sW
Tanya坐在阿樂的對面，低頭打開餐牌，他看得見她的睫毛根根分明、也在眼尾上揚，頭頂的髮看起來也異常順滑。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobvfDF1ub8
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和青青不一樣。青青的眼睫毛只長長地垂下，沒有生氣，頭上也有些呆毛。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIazHu8TSog
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmJvEpigpH
阿樂不自覺地將青青和Tanya對比，但她們的身影未曾重疊，始終，他清楚她倆是很不一樣的人。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEMr5G1o0S
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而且，他一直清楚，他不會愛其他人、比愛Tanya還愛……587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdJZnGQOzE
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZ2DiyH5yq
即使，他後來喜歡青青、想和她在一起、肆意追求她；但如果、或者青青是Tanya，阿樂根本不會對她的拒絕、將他由天堂砸至地獄，而感到生氣和失控，因為那種情緒就變成了頹喪，心頭的委屈卻仍唯唯諾諾，不敢作出任何行為傷害她。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJUZJ2eqcb
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唉——愛？587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpqf4dBktJ
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唔知吖，唔知係咩嚟，唔知點解。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCQaUhiNDT
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20Gb4jcxR2
「我揀好啦，A3，嘢飲照舊，你幫我叫埋吖。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5Y1oW7YUZ
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyvikG1r6C
Tanya喚一喚阿樂，然後拿出電話，將其亮屏，又熄掉。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxE6wXPSMuX
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIslitRMANQ
阿樂看了看Tanya揀的是麵，所以他決定選一個飯，以免與她重複，因為她喜歡在一頓飯裏吃出不同的口感和味道。每次和她吃飯，他都會如此，已成習慣。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZGiFRpbFa
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NIpAdNHpj
「一個A3，一個B2，兩杯凍檸茶，一杯少冰。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5fp6WJ4I0
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbwdK5kqbM
阿樂來回頭向侍應和Tanya，她就如此笑笑看着他，當中竟然滲集着崇拜，像他在建立什麼豐功偉業一樣。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwo8m8lHAjT
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzxJ1XP6ZW
然後，二人脫下口罩。Tanya拿出酒清搓手液，示意要擠到阿樂的手上。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm931LoKKnn
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGj569ykU4x
「我同男朋友分咗手啦。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Z8f1bNbuE
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「係。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcN9FUSbKst
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「今次係真係分咗手啦。上次見你嗰時，啱啱分咗，但之後我哋有一齊返過十幾日，但之後，都係分咗手。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5RIbDcm66
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu52oCI0BMy
「點解？」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidm1ukepUJ
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDugsLZ4CV
「冇嘅，我突然覺得，想要嘅唔係佢……我同佢，硬係好多拗撬咁，就算一齊咗成年，但係都好多不滿。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw97sb2tRfW
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrtKGB3gmB
阿樂心想：但平時，Tanya的post散發着甜蜜的氣息。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOyifNjEkq
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeY1WM8IOD
「咁你想要啲咩？」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9p0udpnrln
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwBIcdulb2
「嗯……就得我㗎囉，真係錫我㗎囉，最好唔好同我咁多嗌霎啦。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCDpZ7eK3z
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3duYDUXpt
「哦……幾好吖。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadNMn5tn1B
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnjPPWN1lF
他不敢直視她，因為他突然害羞，總覺得她口中想講的人，就是他。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDGJplB6Ya
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvvMygGTFx
他能夠遷就她、也足夠疼愛她、平時都不會和她唱反調，非常順她的意。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsSs3BofUh
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCMe6EHDUV
「唉，唔知世界上有冇呢啲男仔呢？」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3GolPFZFe
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBzhcVp5dG
Tanya對着阿樂微笑。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGoohNNkEI
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3k3A5Mka3U
飲品到，他替她篤檸檬，以往，她讚他將酸度調至剛剛好，有檸檬味又不太酸，他竟從中有成就感——其他人如他一樣知她心意嗎？587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBx8Xd4XSJ
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5i06fQfOG
阿樂想起和青青吃飯時，青青喝的是熱檸水，然後將四片檸檬全部篤爛；當時，他覺得，還是Tanya的「難度」大一點，要好好照顧Tanya的難度大得多。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0B77759KA
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAsJGIwOQR
「好飲。好耐冇嚟啦，對上一次嚟，仲係同Ex添。」Tanya漫不經心地說，又補充：「幾好食㗎不過都。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt0IaOHlu8
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGP3MDSjwVc
「咁咪好囉。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVen1MFxXc0
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCs789L93A
在阿樂聽來，Tanya不斷散發單身的氣息。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jPw7ghko3
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLcBAvDtaS
「我個Ex呢，佢……」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MAsasTVG6
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgG7hpE6kI
然後，Tanya就開始批評她的前度，什麼情緒化、幼稚、小氣、爛玩、懶惰；每聽一句，阿樂都在心裏暗忖：好彩我唔係咁啫。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroja8DB6LL
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZBwBXJCc2
Tanya的舊男友和阿樂很不同，屬於帥氣的「MK」，以前阿樂極度不忿，覺得自己才是忠心對她的那一個，認為他們很快就會分手。事實上，Tanya也不斷在想分手、分緊手、唔想分手之間不斷遊蕩。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5LwPmUtzD
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkVgi81qrR
現在，她終於分手，回復自由身，並說出她想另覓一個符合阿樂條件的男友。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpT9moE8wPb
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這是在暗示他吧？587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1f0KlEPAp
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsx6hQDXjv
是吧？587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdIa567fCM
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「算啦，都過咗去啦。」阿樂假惺惺地說，但其實在心裏暗喜，他一直都喜歡聽Tanya說男友的壞話，仿佛她說得越多，就是越喜歡與其男友類型完全相反的他。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34Y5xfv3Mx
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSZyt98hWj
他們低頭，吃了兩口。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kprXaQF12
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「都係嘅，點似你吖，咁好仔。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgOu1Er5Vi
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrk0AbbefQ
Tanya帶點揶揄又帶點調皮地道。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaEWyw7On5
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0qzu2OJJ6
「當初又唔揀我？」阿樂試探地問。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ936FTrgmVx
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NzB5WiM8x
「係囉，後悔囉。」Tanya似笑非笑地答，根本分不清真假，但已夠阿樂竊喜：「哈哈，最好係啦。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLfcOhgkOC
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6cOmbEGaZ
她不再提記和他和一輩子的好兄弟了！587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoDP1GvLpk
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyjrpfAsL9
「傻㗎咩，我哋一生一世都會係好兄弟嚟。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYLCQDoXVK
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLvdyf5cIf
他的心不自覺地加速，一下、兩下，呯呯呯。這不是在收他做兵吧？587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIuf8Q07mI
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBz5SoYaiyG
「咁你呢？樂仔，你最近點吖？」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0AThxSLcb
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQ0vo4Vilp
「幾好吖，唔錯。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVklE7UJtok
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPMW3UC3P3
是，阿樂應該要證明，他是一個獨立的個體，讓Tanya知道他可以很好，絕對不輸那些她口中很自信的男生。但竟見她有些隱隱的落寞，他就忍不住補充：587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkE1LfKsYD
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJWEZ6B4tb
「都係以前好啲嘅。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6QQDWTMIT
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLwRA2FWtF
然後，Tanya笑問：「有冇識到女仔啊？」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVs1kFfVWbx
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrf9YAc1HrA
阿樂心虛，擺手答：587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1zOilDAz0
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGG4kDvtCUZ
「冇啊。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTACRzU04YO
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmaUVwxhsX
他講了大話。他覺得，不能讓她知道。阿樂和青青的事，是他永遠都不能說的，因為這樣，他就不忠誠了，是為棄卒。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRjVymcZwD
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ecHkACTbS
「點解你好似咁唔自然咁嘅？」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVgGoT0JR3
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReG8yKQgeW
Tanya狐疑；阿樂說：「啱啱有一啖，太難吞。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHHBE6ideP
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpt3XMLokea
就在阿樂說「冇啊」的一刹，他突然覺得自己沒有多喜歡青青，此刻，他甚至後悔這些天的一切一切，他已不能給最純粹的Tanya了，他也背叛了那一個說會永遠守護Tanya的自己。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7sx58Enra
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2KdZ8V36m
如果此刻Tim少在，他會說：587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3P6C2DkFoi
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcS2gNimPfz
「你條仆街個腦係咪裝屎？呢條女收你做兵，宜家揾返你，竟然令你後悔自己食過呢一條女？587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rmxujdiTH
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCltubkRpbf
你究竟想要啲咩？午時花、六時變咁。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoLekixBN3
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悲劇。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXBRfIRFAC
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阿樂的心突然湧上對青青的愧疚，他昨夜不應對她如此無禮……他深化了自己的情感，將首次追求受挫失敗的嬲怒、歸類為愛而不得的失落，但他的愛卻不至於令她遭受這樣的對待。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJT9EENcvp
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKdHnIDNtn
他暴走了，一刻思潮汹湧。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyqNlhKWyx
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像一部爛透的小說，作者因為過分情緒化而寫出亂七八糟的情節。這文章和寫手都太糟糕了。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOL8TgKQ7bC
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愧疚，他以情緒加深了對青青的喜歡，他也在哄騙了她。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6gRW25GJU
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTB0HWhEWRo
Tanya多吃幾口，她的聲音又將阿樂喚回了現實：587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcJwYTXwrK
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSsnpN9E8l
「咁你會唔會想要一個女朋友啊？」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6HnMKTATb
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeca76YvkM
「想嘅，如果有。你呢？」阿樂點頭。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5G7AvC2pKZ
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjesslLPUaH
「我唔想住啊，拍拖咁麻煩，宜家咁咪幾好。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSq00sESBI
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzi9uKB9ji0
Tanya啜一啜飲管，然後抬眼看阿樂——她好漂亮、表情好可愛，世上竟然有這樣的人。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BCJkvph3B
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5HXaa5SYg
「哦……慢慢嚟囉。」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TSEwkSwu4
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAwJ0evokG
阿樂認同又似不認同，但他至少看到了希望，Tanya在單身的情況下和他見面，然後說出一些令他感到欣慰的話。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQxyZlubgi
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXY72OPg1D
青青於阿樂的印象開始模糊。是。若說阿樂如此自私、忘情，他是、他是；但，誰又敢保證在女神出現在自己面前的時候，不會自我質疑？這想吃了很久的葡萄啊，在心間永遠都是甜的，給他送上別的蜜桃、雪梨，都不是最初想吃的那一串提子。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ225Z9dQFHE
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0tvgVX8PH
誠實問心，意義不一，悲哀地。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOin1dp0O25
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA16myKJuYl
「等間有冇嘢做？嚟你度睇Netflix得唔得？」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeGA9ghcYo
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju4QxrDeJB
Tanya又朝阿樂笑。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBW2I89VV9
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMYSvnTvv2
「得嘅……」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWRdTRvbVB
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfWNtcvRcA
一切，又回歸到最初的那時，像什麼都沒有發生。587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJki6OnIN3c
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