阿樂突然跑去廁所，跪在馬桶前一下下地嘔，聲音像要挖出心肝脾肺腎；青青跟過去，掃掃他的背，又出去斟了一杯温水給他。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCFDOlzQT2
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他接過，沒有喝下，只保持跪姿抬頭、定神看她，看了好久好久。他的眼睛因酒醉與嘔吐而通紅和濕潤，像哭泣一樣，他這樣腥辣地盯着她，像是在控訴一切的罪魁禍首是她。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSlUVIs9yZ
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84adqo6s8H
她再平靜，也想起了Tim少說的話，內疚而不忍：714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOjeagJL5J
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmeUeT5wns
「快啲飲啖啦，你喉嚨會唔舒服。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilirdPOKt0
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSatmXG77sz
她想轉身出去，但他捉住了她的手腕。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyxyl00LWP
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQEhdkY3eD
兩秒後，他站起來喝下，他們擠在同一個廁所裏。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1YJxZ9fX6
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaq2nJfwILz
阿樂嘔完，沒有原先難受，又清醒了一點；但仍然借醉，擁抱了青青，將重量放在她的身上，包括那二十一克的靈魂。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rE3zQU0KL
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLFq8MsTiF
「喂——」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKSE25jPRj
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青青皺眉，想要推開他；他作環抱狀擁得更緊，沉沉地說：「我有啲暈。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVIhJ50OaD
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDyTqYlLGQ
他語帶哭腔，像哀求，又像撒嬌，整個人都變得異常温糯。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNApMrPFAL5
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQyw0cpSq2
她沒有再郁動，就這樣埋在他的胸口處，只說：714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HqaAQDT9u
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3zgr0UfHK
「沖杯茶俾你？或者你早啲休息？」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsF0UrUQuEk
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yLg3M8dSV
「唔洗，等陣先。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUojMeFA7FA
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然後，阿樂就這麼一直抱住青青，突然內心一陣悲慟湧出，因為他知道，連這一個擁抱，都只是偷來的，他沒有名、沒有責、沒有義去擁抱她，要不是他妥協般的聲線沙啞地一陣哀求，根本不能將她擁入懷裏……714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aYYYRwDW2
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終於，阿樂放開青青；她抬頭：714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IQPV3gaia
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「好啲啦？」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjGp7ZLxRm
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「嗯，我想食餐蛋麵。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlr5cSJiASv
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEB19xoKd35
阿樂知道，青青是一個受軟不受硬的人，他若吟吟地向她撒嬌，她必然妥協。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5l83it0Dv
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ESmNqKTdK
「好。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1iCY4aNq1
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaNhWgudUL
阿樂跟在青青的身後，擔了一張椅子坐下。從側身看去，見到她趷腳開櫃，拿下罐頭和即食麵，再開始煮食。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnP81tHzi7j
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FdPjkcIci
他就這樣清晰又迷糊地看她，看她開火、下油，煎、翻、煮、攪。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GWbwmQezM
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsdVf6Z204
「落唔落麻油？」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPn7ItpGb7s
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvop4B30Dpv
她轉身，頭向他坐着的方向，問；他輕輕的點頭。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWkYlLWuX3
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然後，她將麵拿出餐桌：714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVHTJz42jM
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2tG9kser7
「以後唔好飲咁多，睇住身體。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyd2qdhEAU
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcrN9fADWC
他點頭，再扯開話題：714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6ZzhRyH9X
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkX2xoJcvU3
「揾日我哋去街好冇？」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiZ7BXkNXY
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DYs3rbYTv
阿樂要約青青出去，不能再困在有間隔的屋內上演平行時空，Tim少說感情是流動的，要有來有往，不要上演自我感動的戲碼。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwHVWUj7cH
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQh414oijv
「好。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNl3rGk1OL
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpRxPX482C
青青已想通，既然她本身對阿樂有好感，不如一試，嘗試看看二人有沒有可能；機會若然流失，就此錯過。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2BwVh7sUk
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPDlDFiISw
何況，她已經無法喜歡Matt了。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyl8Nic6He
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvt9wLH3gx
她不否認自己愛他，只是，不喜歡他了；如此，這一種愛也會慢慢消逝。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNhlGqzXet
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡng8uz35zf3
Matt傷害了青青的自尊，嚴重地。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknFggf5QRX
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugymSbi7Az
他既不喜歡她、又喜歡別人；既借辭暗示她是這段感情的過錯方，又欺瞞她變心的真相，如非最後她問，他根本不會提記，只像什麼都沒發生過一樣欺瞞她。原本一直陪伴身旁的人離棄了她，她感到十分受傷。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM0TMaVbS4
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFvn7HeduX
直到現在，她還覺得是自己的問題：714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmJjZzXW6j
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11VZ4q1W15
係咪我唔夠好？係咪我冇能力令留住你？714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4yLfAX4bu
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9CjA5lszm
係咪我俾你嘅印象太恐怖，就算你變咗心都唔敢同我講？係咪你覺得我好唔掂，所以就算傷害我，你都唔會覺得內疚？或者，呢一份內疚微弱到唔會影響你嘅所有所有？714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3E54neDaEh
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係唔係？714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38NEiBPqX4
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是？不是？不、不，無論如何。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzc4ZrF6O1
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdLFVcPBkP
總之，青青若對Matt心懷喜歡，她就會覺得自己很低賤。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbztc3ZtyzB
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypT3lCXSP5
因為Matt已是別人的男人，熱情都在別人眼中熊熊燃燒，青青不過難堪地、被新鮮而有魄力的火焰波及，可是她已是那一吹即散的、無意義的灰燼。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZATOIiA03o
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1k8g8mcpI
感覺像，Matt向青青走來，要求交歡，她心歡喜自覺袒胸露乳，他正攤開手伸向她的胸膊，卻忽然將手指並攏，以指甲插穿她的皮肉、急躁地挖出她的心來，用力捏碎它，無視那種鮮活，不管當中對他的無窮情意；然後輕輕轉身，彷彿她的祼露、她的傷感，都與他無關。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC4TsprUbt
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSGM3R2mU4
感情是流動的，要有來有往，不要上演自我感動的戲碼。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnABYw0sBAa
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJi7EkZvZp
青青對阿樂有一種不能言說的抱歉，因為，她在想要不要給大家一次發展的機會時，心裏想的人，並不是他；而且，她也不確定自己對阿樂的感情。但她有種念頭，覺得，如果一切都好好地進行下去，說不定她真的會喜歡他。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmphemmX4j
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他們很夾。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49rjaGt1co
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy50aegyXH6
她喜歡和他相處，她不抗拒他的擁抱，甚至剛才他緊抱她不放的時候，她竟然有些感動。她分不清這是心動，還是因寂寞而無法撒手的一種温暖。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn94taj7GQ
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJxTpq9kft
即使，他對她是如此如此地好，但她總是猶豫，她又暗暗地質疑他並非很喜歡自己。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfp0sVFqzCN
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDflwDW7PUl
猶豫過後，她想，應該要試一試。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOBWTuoS6S
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoR5afmhtkn
追求之事，不應過早談得失，二人都是。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNqZ8n4HEA
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFzisaWsHF
阿樂高興，雖然他得到的資訊只是一句「好」、只是她肯和他出去玩，別人看來可能是小事，但只有他知道這一句「好」，而非「唔好」的意義是什麼。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsahqeg3XOh
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7k4zzdhZx
除了代表她不抗拒與他共處外，還代表他開始正式追求她，她也不會再回絕他的好意。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4YaE7r6Ci
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpU4UFKp6cV
更重要的是，他清楚知道，這代表她願意放過自己，不再自我束縛，嘗試給他加入她的生命裏。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5gV7LDQut
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9JQPEtlna
阿樂又想起Tanya，他想問Tanya：714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8BVLAXR8K
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9TzPBUkq6
「其實你有冇諗過、我哋有機會可以一齊？而唔係永遠都只可以做好朋友？有冇諗過俾呢個機會我？定係由一開始就知道，一定冇可能？」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxoBDPOBr9
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MmNyUkVuS
至今，阿樂也不知道答案——因為他沒敢問，卻仍然非常介意；然後他又望一望青青，沒來由地笑一下。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn98JlW3kU4
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQQTSTBMvd
至少，這次，阿樂覺得有個人願意肯定自己的用心，而非強行將他安放到一個「最佳位置」，若實現最大可能性，能夠不只做一個大將軍。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU9xN3M67H
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlDxG9n7BH
對，至少，青青有這一份考慮，無論最後結果如何，他都覺得比以前好。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOzJb7PF4U
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZW8pofvr5
他稍為心安。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeQ89rLKDO
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtouQkzVGC4
如果最後青青真的和他在一起，生命似添亮色，他就會很開心。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCDpsie30o
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeJXqG2rvD
但其實誰沒有了誰，也能夠好好活下去，714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDZJ6yGxa7
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe09oiipU15
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