半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7huunaVKpG
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2tM4oF93a
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOhvcIrbqs
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZySkvKXLG
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPW04yC21c
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剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy58na7ej7I
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHXgooQfmO
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXs23PS6xP
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把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqzvCZS2fd
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2uKR0joig
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtouarqKfsv
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卻停下了。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfl6anukDG
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBwJ6Nu8yg
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「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuQ8RRZ5rn
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiEy6CZGKo
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「變態！」她推開我。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrpALyzOw7
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「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWehqtf262
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再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsEtD1SAZ7
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握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFS6D48mbB
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhcNI4PLP0
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KO便利店袋則放好。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Opv1ESxL1
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveX3ei9dzF
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2QkNowAuP
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTa1ax5T0h
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG28lYkyUiF
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回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0udvpCdK8
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我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVY7bsZ2j5q
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時間已經快將三點。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QXTcKlgmK
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLD35xVpt3
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眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqu3OafDRY
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcv7Zkhptn8
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三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNYa5Ol0D6
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直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSNXTeeu95
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7Tfzth6Ok
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlit9Ek5Fjb
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Q2TRnhjUl
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoKoYuutbv
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「早抖」我發出。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwjoiC77h3
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67yQBcAQzc
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「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbD6delX3D
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「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqxd9pjRp6
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放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSGenFbWsX
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直至……735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbbY06at88
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZa3f5WNnm
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「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomT8xgk5fW
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnmBkWF1Xo
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「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsxFoJSyUv
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「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4abwvuRJx
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「係啊。」祂說。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcksLkmRT3F
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「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6YhlCmD7y
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「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLK8cPDauVh
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「係啊。」我說。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuQ4WV177n
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「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCHyncUi6j
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「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKZhV3iROm
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「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw5iXAJiaA
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「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElF1SxHBql
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「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mjDLwnVX6
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「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7aWuummuS
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「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfab21is3D3
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「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwRPqBpKlf
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「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTD8TNjG4O
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp75KGLlYyd
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「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0Y7Q6Pzh1
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膝蓋跪了下來。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyRUUZUeej
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVANE8YILXi
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「咩能力？」我問。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixH5gr9qoT
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「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtXUPapaSJ
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「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2el61pOd8D
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRz2p2Uwpm
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「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBhEikLd5a
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「所……以？」我想聽下去。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxQNWI81m8
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「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGvf1KYW8g
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「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HdpLbwdpq
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「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUND8ULSijh
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1l3VsMHak8
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「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsd4Ia3EPu
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「不過，孫正直——」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFrqrt9G55
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「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTFBrJ05DL
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「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl36kDzAqH8
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「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LtyrPH5Ar
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「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9rE8Yjtu0
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而我，低下了頭。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6unk1Powm
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「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYnnnE28wn
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「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4tJqRITZN
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我狠狠地盯著祂。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nRvgTs5bp
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「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4bkyClVKB
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「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNFGHsyDYp
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憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRWZ9y6iOp
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「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsEUFpSxX5
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