半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67X1alhsPX
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJ5K07l1de
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8ZfFJ8Y7G
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcG3yO2hS1F
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorJpoubXDx
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剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYmwL3dEfD
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfPZsNYTRn
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0DcIkh1nB
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把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWw7pA6hIjt
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTb7oJLPRJF
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYKmWqgreO
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卻停下了。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmp9nTo474Y
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrp62LghrH
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「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCioCOAZ08l
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfPPs358dw
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「變態！」她推開我。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGBtb3yXjA
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「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBQQK3nnsh
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再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihF1xFY7uY
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握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcL0c4qHVO
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8hRGALYqM
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KO便利店袋則放好。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6CoiYv5lO
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqPlAdbdhP
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXWzZuQpCY
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡls8qo8QIjt
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8CEnmuoEg
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回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LiIq3Rcot
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我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlsRuJCpdE
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時間已經快將三點。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICd1XtuXNo
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0ZoF0cKe8
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眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1a7kNj8xyb
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcdD4cSFNZ
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三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDfrCgg0qX
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直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFYqCIIerC
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5E8jzprVp6
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFbFLGCUEj
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoZI8IaYQG
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuETzCBBgVc
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTGnnf3SRp
「早抖」我發出。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzaPSsIK0C
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzK07QQ4Anx
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHoEXGuEDK
「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIl2jKvBzE
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMBROoGUgj
「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfNkl0O79z
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsXInDQyuW
放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaf4p6f2WwS
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直至……736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeM4oRD9qU
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3G2sjqPRUG
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「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBxPVHMFX9
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblqW1MNqAp
「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHlbNSRaYJ
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「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ab8FIjYhe
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「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkANhRYplC
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「係啊。」祂說。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6sfmeEver
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「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaZNdj6O3Z
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「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Xvg9eKgT0
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「係啊。」我說。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuqeCbNE1O
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6B1sRzGjuI
「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeEpZIyB3n
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「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfIXLdQCdM
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pjoDX5PFP
「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBe74cVIGF
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「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04sc9m2vuF
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzB4SokOd7
「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡId4Ei5aQBa
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1H7ZWolfwx
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGVCJFGM8R
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「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLguxMQi12
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jmZ0zduI2
「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhhTXW8zbL
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQw15rlQ3s
「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzLYdH3ncT
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNRE7ZvLa6
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「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfmAxle7XA
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膝蓋跪了下來。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNcs5ZAxbU
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekPDJSydYu
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「咩能力？」我問。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CV2vjWFsj
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUNLhH7I9u
「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5EMZELZX7
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「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4Th6jvTEe
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM5lTb0826
「包括創造自己嘅人生。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEbk855Gug
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「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWztLdQNey
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「所……以？」我想聽下去。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxqekZep1v
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「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQmt8nXq6L
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「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfUZ5lYl32
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「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuqm7CZ31A
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAx7GUMMA7
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「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXjGN1DFvr
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbMHp9Ydiu
「不過，孫正直——」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZ8pZEcqQp
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVSx7vplPg
「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41QbcV5EyG
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJXmJJD4am
「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkm7RtqPaf
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKT2uBXnrq
「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpI1rnaaps
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDkfLiiVkx
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKx7ksto2c
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而我，低下了頭。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGdzcZNGIH
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「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZF477T7fO6
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePKl0zJwwi
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8j6tLRON8
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8esF3L6xAm
我狠狠地盯著祂。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDU6LUw0zHl
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlOSu1qHkN
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnP1oUVsT5
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOCWFCZWKg
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBhuxYo07U
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaPI4gqaui
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPTwkCwTEz
736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRqQbq3P4K
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」736Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLU45j2YYDb
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