半含瓶口,舉起酒瓶,倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。736Please respect copyright.PENANA67X1alhsPX
736Please respect copyright.PENANAFpN4ZB0CNI
「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。736Please respect copyright.PENANAJJ5K07l1de
736Please respect copyright.PENANABkGTRt2scK
我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。736Please respect copyright.PENANAv8ZfFJ8Y7G
736Please respect copyright.PENANA0gHFnS30zX
大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。736Please respect copyright.PENANAcG3yO2hS1F
736Please respect copyright.PENANA5Id0D0p3E7
食指放鬆,僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。736Please respect copyright.PENANAorJpoubXDx
736Please respect copyright.PENANA31A2z6zTCV
剛才,我差一點就吻了她,幸好懸崖勒馬。736Please respect copyright.PENANAbYmwL3dEfD
736Please respect copyright.PENANAgJrBFJrF03
「孫正直,你……做咩啊你?」傾姐一步步後退。736Please respect copyright.PENANAnfPZsNYTRn
736Please respect copyright.PENANA1LH9OgG6Ov
「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。736Please respect copyright.PENANAh0DcIkh1nB
736Please respect copyright.PENANACggdEBqfyz
把她逼退到牆壁,我的手按住牆壁。736Please respect copyright.PENANAWw7pA6hIjt
736Please respect copyright.PENANAQTuPrDwRYy
在她迷人的眼神裡,我情不自禁地靠前。736Please respect copyright.PENANATb7oJLPRJF
736Please respect copyright.PENANA6iohPPeX36
朝著粉嫩的嘴唇,我的嘴唇慢慢地——736Please respect copyright.PENANAEYKmWqgreO
736Please respect copyright.PENANA6cMeX6v0fI
卻停下了。736Please respect copyright.PENANAmp9nTo474Y
736Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6XiNUvyBz
被她用一根手指,截住了我的唇。736Please respect copyright.PENANAZrp62LghrH
736Please respect copyright.PENANAOeVDUxkY5y
「頭先我話鍚之前,你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞,你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先?」傾姐問,「頭先其實你想要咩?」736Please respect copyright.PENANACioCOAZ08l
736Please respect copyright.PENANAsKenu4ilAi
「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。736Please respect copyright.PENANAkfPPs358dw
736Please respect copyright.PENANAhJ06TEHhIA
「變態!」她推開我。736Please respect copyright.PENANAzGBtb3yXjA
736Please respect copyright.PENANAYiEjlPoXnt
「講笑咋。」我說,搔搔頭。736Please respect copyright.PENANABBQQK3nnsh
736Please respect copyright.PENANAjVAYeHmhcM
再認真地說,「其實我本身想要嘅,只係——」736Please respect copyright.PENANAihF1xFY7uY
736Please respect copyright.PENANADEikJcaHIY
握緊酒瓶,我灌酒至見底,把麥提莎一口氣清光了。736Please respect copyright.PENANADcL0c4qHVO
736Please respect copyright.PENANAZvvXpUDf4J
然後,我收拾垃圾,拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……736Please respect copyright.PENANAS8hRGALYqM
736Please respect copyright.PENANAxp8spq0vSV
KO便利店袋則放好。736Please respect copyright.PENANAV6CoiYv5lO
736Please respect copyright.PENANAiaBemMD4k5
收拾好後,我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室,刷牙、洗臉。736Please respect copyright.PENANAUqPlAdbdhP
736Please respect copyright.PENANAMxDZIjSwzZ
刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水,吐——736Please respect copyright.PENANAAXWzZuQpCY
736Please respect copyright.PENANAsJjMy9hSu3
沖水毛巾,抹臉。736Please respect copyright.PENANAls8qo8QIjt
736Please respect copyright.PENANATULx3fJQvd
大鏡子中的我,還很年輕,臉有點紅。736Please respect copyright.PENANAz8CEnmuoEg
736Please respect copyright.PENANAbBTerdDU0w
回到客廳,陸傾兒戴過的頸巾,仍留在沙發上。736Please respect copyright.PENANA4LiIq3Rcot
736Please respect copyright.PENANAF0hDf3bHzz
我拾起電池,裝回牆上的鐘,再按照手機時間來調好。736Please respect copyright.PENANASlsRuJCpdE
736Please respect copyright.PENANAYA13UxBZAM
時間已經快將三點。736Please respect copyright.PENANAICd1XtuXNo
736Please respect copyright.PENANAlxdheabzpL
我站在房間中,落地玻璃窗前——736Please respect copyright.PENANAV0ZoF0cKe8
736Please respect copyright.PENANAR3pevb6qlp
眼前是寂靜的大海,海浪聲傳不到這裡,寒風也是。736Please respect copyright.PENANA1a7kNj8xyb
736Please respect copyright.PENANAfkq1hv2Ljs
海浪只是靜靜地動著,一片一片地交替。736Please respect copyright.PENANAzcdD4cSFNZ
736Please respect copyright.PENANAT090Fn27ea
三點半了,我仍然站在窗前。736Please respect copyright.PENANApDfrCgg0qX
736Please respect copyright.PENANAOJWnmOdBpU
直至3點36分,手機震了一下,我拿出來看。736Please respect copyright.PENANARFYqCIIerC
736Please respect copyright.PENANAHUcVLiBV8f
「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。736Please respect copyright.PENANA5E8jzprVp6
736Please respect copyright.PENANASvBRGh0n47
「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟,點解淨係瞓先」瞓?刪刪,「訓先SD?」736Please respect copyright.PENANAyFbFLGCUEj
736Please respect copyright.PENANAXbDfCAi0Ro
按刪除鍵,逐字至全句刪,改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——736Please respect copyright.PENANAsoZI8IaYQG
736Please respect copyright.PENANAaH3CAhq6VX
「晚安。」刪刪刪,「早抖。」刪句號。736Please respect copyright.PENANAuETzCBBgVc
736Please respect copyright.PENANABTGnnf3SRp
「早抖」我發出。736Please respect copyright.PENANAbzaPSsIK0C
736Please respect copyright.PENANA7H1AQtayAH
最後,我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。736Please respect copyright.PENANAzK07QQ4Anx
736Please respect copyright.PENANAhHoEXGuEDK
「其實我本身想要嘅,只係——」我看著她眼睛,「你嘅電話號碼。之後,我地就可以多啲搵對方。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAnIl2jKvBzE
736Please respect copyright.PENANAiMBROoGUgj
「好啦,我畀你啦。」她說,攤出手掌,「拎你手機嚟。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAOfNkl0O79z
736Please respect copyright.PENANAjsXInDQyuW
放下手機,關了屏幕,我再次望向海邊——736Please respect copyright.PENANAaf4p6f2WwS
736Please respect copyright.PENANAnWxXiAvdeX
直至……736Please respect copyright.PENANADeM4oRD9qU
736Please respect copyright.PENANATtcUrp624V
耳邊聽到海浪聲,海邊愈來愈大浪。736Please respect copyright.PENANA3G2sjqPRUG
736Please respect copyright.PENANApvgLeqmHnG
「點啊?」神明丁站在山頂問。736Please respect copyright.PENANAxBxPVHMFX9
736Please respect copyright.PENANAblqW1MNqAp
「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。736Please respect copyright.PENANAoHlbNSRaYJ
736Please respect copyright.PENANAoBrM01ZU7h
「完咗個測試,點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。736Please respect copyright.PENANA6ab8FIjYhe
736Please respect copyright.PENANAxnfmN8Oclw
「吓?完咗嗱?」我驚訝。736Please respect copyright.PENANAEkANhRYplC
736Please respect copyright.PENANAXcK54bdPGC
「係啊。」祂說。736Please respect copyright.PENANAV6sfmeEver
736Please respect copyright.PENANAq6K2kh8lYV
「吓……咁,我合唔合格?」我馬上問。736Please respect copyright.PENANAHaZNdj6O3Z
736Please respect copyright.PENANAy3GOW86Gdt
「你……依加就想知?」祂猶疑著,打開神的練習簿看看。736Please respect copyright.PENANA6Xvg9eKgT0
736Please respect copyright.PENANAecjzaBa4xG
「係啊。」我說。736Please respect copyright.PENANAUuqeCbNE1O
736Please respect copyright.PENANA6B1sRzGjuI
「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息,遺憾地對我說,「你唔合格。」736Please respect copyright.PENANABeEpZIyB3n
736Please respect copyright.PENANACFmpzEtiWA
「點解啊?」我瞪大了眼,「我有咩做得唔好?喂,你畀多兩日嚟得唔得?畀多兩日我,無論咩難題,我都一定拆掂佢!」736Please respect copyright.PENANAyfIXLdQCdM
736Please respect copyright.PENANA7pjoDX5PFP
「前後得兩日時間,你想我做到幾多嘢?」我問,漸漸放軟身子。736Please respect copyright.PENANAwBe74cVIGF
736Please respect copyright.PENANADtnoOyxmqC
「我一早講咗,個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。736Please respect copyright.PENANA04sc9m2vuF
736Please respect copyright.PENANAdzB4SokOd7
「咁你講,點解要今日就停?」我淚眼問。736Please respect copyright.PENANAId4Ei5aQBa
736Please respect copyright.PENANA1H7ZWolfwx
「因為我已經預知到,你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說,一臉冰冷,「你係想返學嘅時候,盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛,去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAyGVCJFGM8R
736Please respect copyright.PENANAUYcbVFtFYK
「係又點?有咩問題?」我不滿地問。736Please respect copyright.PENANAxLguxMQi12
736Please respect copyright.PENANA7jmZ0zduI2
「你記唔記得,我講過,神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。736Please respect copyright.PENANAyhhTXW8zbL
736Please respect copyright.PENANAEQw15rlQ3s
「神唔係謀士、軍師,唔係要幫人諗對策,幫佢地解決困境。」736Please respect copyright.PENANADzLYdH3ncT
736Please respect copyright.PENANAGRTeWwLPFK
「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢,佢照做,之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇,哩個唔係神嘅做法,只係一個人嘅做法。」736Please respect copyright.PENANABNRE7ZvLa6
736Please respect copyright.PENANAoDdmVAHgZ7
「咁……要……點做先啱?」我語塞。736Please respect copyright.PENANAGfmAxle7XA
736Please respect copyright.PENANA1RQbTpOSbP
膝蓋跪了下來。736Please respect copyright.PENANAZNcs5ZAxbU
736Please respect copyright.PENANA5pwHLPtrzA
「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說,「最初神創造人類嘅時候,除咗個樣似自己,有五官、有手腳之外,仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人,係佢冇拎走嘅。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAekPDJSydYu
736Please respect copyright.PENANA65nbIdPTG5
「咩能力?」我問。736Please respect copyright.PENANA5CV2vjWFsj
736Please respect copyright.PENANAWUNLhH7I9u
「創造力。」祂說,「神創造萬物,人都可以創造好多嘢。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAK5EMZELZX7
736Please respect copyright.PENANAZl1K96mI9r
「包括創造一個避難所,畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAB4Th6jvTEe
736Please respect copyright.PENANAFM5lTb0826
「包括創造自己嘅人生。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAvEbk855Gug
736Please respect copyright.PENANAu0OETEP2KR
「人生不存在,換個態度,仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句,再說,「人最厲害嘅地方,在於換個啱嘅態度,乜都可以做到。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAsWztLdQNey
736Please respect copyright.PENANAPBOn6QZfKV
「所……以?」我想聽下去。736Please respect copyright.PENANAaxqekZep1v
736Please respect copyright.PENANApVuzomwka8
「所以你只需要引導佢,去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說,「然後,佢就會自己去解決問題。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAXQmt8nXq6L
736Please respect copyright.PENANAAbM7iYGDFs
「作為神,我地最常做嘅,就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後,世人自然會去解決問題。」神說,「如果我地做得太出面,連件事都出手幫世人解決埋,乜都畀晒答案,世人只會對我地產生依賴。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAdfUZ5lYl32
736Please respect copyright.PENANAYh1YjojYPK
「就好似,你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我,「就可能會,令佢依賴咗你,之後冇咗你唔得。」736Please respect copyright.PENANATuqm7CZ31A
736Please respect copyright.PENANA1Pw2HRP1Yp
「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境,仍然冇辦法自己解決。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAiAx7GUMMA7
736Please respect copyright.PENANAkl4vfenXXq
「好多人參加測試,都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維,停留係人嘅思考層次,所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。736Please respect copyright.PENANAkXjGN1DFvr
736Please respect copyright.PENANAHbMHp9Ydiu
「不過,孫正直——」736Please respect copyright.PENANARZ8pZEcqQp
736Please respect copyright.PENANAPVSx7vplPg
「毋須羞恥,你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說,「雖然你係冇心嘅,但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動,感動咗佢。」736Please respect copyright.PENANA41QbcV5EyG
736Please respect copyright.PENANANJXmJJD4am
「你可能唔知,為其他人喊,係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動,會影響到傾姐。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAkkm7RtqPaf
736Please respect copyright.PENANAYKT2uBXnrq
「慢慢咁,佢會開始直面佢嘅家人,同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法,說服家人尊重佢嘅意願,最後脫離現有嘅生活。」736Please respect copyright.PENANAwpI1rnaaps
736Please respect copyright.PENANAIDkfLiiVkx
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說,露出溫暖微笑。736Please respect copyright.PENANALKx7ksto2c
736Please respect copyright.PENANAOIWsil8O4I
而我,低下了頭。736Please respect copyright.PENANAUGdzcZNGIH
736Please respect copyright.PENANAxE1vIIGEdt
「咁我點?」我問,流下了淚。736Please respect copyright.PENANAZF477T7fO6
736Please respect copyright.PENANAePKl0zJwwi
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生?」神明丁試問。736Please respect copyright.PENANAu8j6tLRON8
736Please respect copyright.PENANA8esF3L6xAm
我狠狠地盯著祂。736Please respect copyright.PENANADU6LUw0zHl
736Please respect copyright.PENANASlOSu1qHkN
「餵雞,你去餵雞先,然後再瞓一陣!」神明丁轉移話題。736Please respect copyright.PENANAHnP1oUVsT5
736Please respect copyright.PENANAxOCWFCZWKg
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。736Please respect copyright.PENANAdBhuxYo07U
736Please respect copyright.PENANAOaPI4gqaui
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。736Please respect copyright.PENANAUPTwkCwTEz
736Please respect copyright.PENANAuRqQbq3P4K
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說,拿出剛才的練習簿,體諒地說,「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」736Please respect copyright.PENANALU45j2YYDb