半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyOS3hwMny
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4p6jMpY4qp
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4Trv7bGx1
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNDNkBe34k
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4ckPaccrR
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剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQ3RLGknyL
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQTbOnmCTw
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSWcBfaxIj
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把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmKPubJ317
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6bE6H7qR0
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYa8xRERutQ
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卻停下了。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iBHUZPwQZ
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAMIHijuVH
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「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaTmGpIbzm
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxrulrvVES
「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBoQ0JPT9r
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「變態！」她推開我。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Oq4ieqnmT
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「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqkuznZrEJ
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再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JMVkS2l1q
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQwzmI3bY0
握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0G5yYxrsg2
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYX1SacX5DC
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKNaQTo6xL
KO便利店袋則放好。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUQEzw87Np
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2bLZg4PpZ
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ056HYIYpgY
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkw90LXGsl
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FJt7fXlYA
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回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6i0yAwKrO
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我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpd1tA5NZMU
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時間已經快將三點。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5N1zGG4WA
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbcRsT6ALF
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眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQf9cRo61Ar
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4pWTrjYQw
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三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3JsMN7aCp
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzDrm8YoRl
直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCWGBqqtze
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GBYVgcsUV
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkL1TRoYVcB
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdSYrOQF9I
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzInVi7LZJ
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡharpiA0vrx
「早抖」我發出。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9YHH7Ab5z
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMcKAb41UM
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「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAsJfget2o
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNb6I9dCRco
「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVq3mxzYHFC
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放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCOY8EYtyC
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直至……681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKI2AHJBWk
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpPYqUdU5N
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「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZ2I2WjxJa
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49AZDJEawI
「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkH6Bk8iYw
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「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9D29mGYqe
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM15bEltxX4
「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5heKSWeCTa
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「係啊。」祂說。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbtJys8lrH
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「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftu3xAz5mE
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「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSU76MSzBif
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FXkoF9qqG
「係啊。」我說。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzJJJbRV92
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUJdhhe0j1
「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUU7uqlFz8
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PseGjq90Q
「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmWwHAs5AB
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0szdjV7KNN
「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LQKvbcNus
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「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2AMpdiqMa
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9K73NILPf
「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYClxeJKR4
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAns61GgDpV
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Gg9QGLQcO
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdHq8fFP35
「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdW0HRH9ss
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLty7lTjzB
「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1B223C4Kpk
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXU9xiugYz
「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyxkGkMpJ9
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHY1a0MaXe
「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtxP8Qe0K3
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「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAu0T6liaOY
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膝蓋跪了下來。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTWyxNeAV9
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBFoHDyrr6
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「咩能力？」我問。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTsEeLq4os
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「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwflGZm4Rug
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「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYX7ErBYBY
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvftYQyed4
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFWikkaqw3
「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJzng0ZFxc
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnxH63w9ye
「所……以？」我想聽下去。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgYw9aQyLf
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「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRiuXProa6
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「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofnaLK7VMD
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「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cnzSSKaNo
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVFUzArEDS
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「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhN560tunL
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「不過，孫正直——」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCHQceWPBC
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gf2A2rcGc
「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJukDQ9Z0w9
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59V5jgoGtm
「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ERCp4Dsi9
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKiWQQuWMR
「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYP0uNq9vp
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZqfcxMj37
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvf5bCrqpgW
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而我，低下了頭。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJHV4u8XIa
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「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsgNeVRUlc
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaOAtTUJms
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ID9GoIC5x
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDyrBsyYeu
我狠狠地盯著祂。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuX9jmNljL1
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZS49IAIE25
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvW5uCO7JU
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuV4VgqNWK
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1hGYBUeU2
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBgQe30Wkf
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUDTKv887Y
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOJwHyk3QZ
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ASmpcVEB1
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