半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3wp3JDS13
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPt27U93ZS
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJYoQh1lFC
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pp5qany0e
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHuwQ729Ey
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剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoQE9lhrBB
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJcALOkRtO
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q8vKVLmJt
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把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroc7Zw2T7k
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpTUU2fP1H
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsu43KyCxF
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卻停下了。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6SPsYfK9n
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjau8Plh5p7
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「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HQkEufusg
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQfqvsN47R
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「變態！」她推開我。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktG5MuqjMv
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「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf02PmkR53F
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfT8upKKVoA
再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4xfsNDS3s
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTyeCcvkoT
握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbmsxxVL3T
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFA69hdatfU
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAX6lDN7h8
KO便利店袋則放好。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3UNU1oI5E
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq23Sdh0QcS
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz7iYVOAkk
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjpCtBKNQj
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwThxYsGN9
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回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVtA2mUNTG
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我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs6O5KLwbR
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZYJU9lzlS
時間已經快將三點。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaY4eu4FtrH
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5Zt8U09yC
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOvDZlJqMe
眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPca88BVX9d
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCNHPd2YQq
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三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX27df9aHd7
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直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIulkOhdJr3
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpgx9LqrAC
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmsnMsQXv4
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzK0hAxqOJQ
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaDgdPY85Y
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YsmVJkDOS
「早抖」我發出。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaoxLFV4sq
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4MWq4iC9k
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「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCDbKHvbGi
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「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAqVvwMixp
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHxIYL7TY3
放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaR1xqdYnW
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直至……778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHcfUkbXuQ
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Q9CDMlndY
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IQobZFGqb
「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NGwwho880
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEdThBozaC
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「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRG9KGCXog0
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「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqQLCptxAJ
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22aAJfU485
「係啊。」祂說。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUIWvFEZ7R
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「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPC0aiwVUf
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YZkbLE2jO
「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQroml1LQMM
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「係啊。」我說。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSjV7wEcfz
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbKkXdgQsu
「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzABxCI4n8f
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8IIk18YnT
「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUe5kFL1wm
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIN3vKiqdur
「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOau1AjjLMt
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV39OpDi85L
「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9Yl262d9e
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhm9C6nUlTK
「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyLaEsyEJw
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdOX3O5I82
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01NAc7ANNE
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「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZz2PTjXjp8
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicLC9TmmOJ
「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCy1YSaorp
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16rnl9EDiO
「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiI00vIz4uP
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVQdxF0FuN
「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK38Fr1LcUw
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「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNgzNFgSCk
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膝蓋跪了下來。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lGTSdK3ct
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uiYagku3W
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「咩能力？」我問。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7j10IqrWt
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「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjkMM2HYtC
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「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTCe5r6vaK
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVl70hvML4q
「包括創造自己嘅人生。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCf9Yp8mOg
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEPTKAp4h0
「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdILAyzGstO
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmnuOoydVK
「所……以？」我想聽下去。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoz5iL2Bzz
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「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31DHK4V9nx
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「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5lvRNTaoT
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「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXItgjgUlW5
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIT2sdWzIgl
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「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXP89SdtCh
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAqOIgxqSB
「不過，孫正直——」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOfNnuwsvk
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNomIko6Oh
「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmH3oN4AY7d
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfJNqHiEZK
「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWugk74LSID
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctg7hRI6Mj
「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNYPdUuzqX
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphG6NKcuEt
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRusD0pm3G3
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而我，低下了頭。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT12VMaRcb
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「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQKlYKrc84
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bPWmSmlz8
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMK6uFjkZm
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdM6Fj9BF2
我狠狠地盯著祂。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6z7n2Fr9a
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvjOKmMc38
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4torg4gegM
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMfbxqR7Oq
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LOEyDx2e2
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAQNWYPwCm
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoE4BoBqMl
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGetj6d3dL
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKmnLyXqA7
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