在KO便利店吃飽後，我回到住所，把電話卡安插在手機裡。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KlGHC9yjT
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這樣手機就有了電話號碼，雖然我一個聯絡人也沒有。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjO6nTTZc7
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站在大鏡子面前，我拿著牙刷，看著自己。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPncX3el7B
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刷刷刷牙，灌水，吐——804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBonAdbtsCB
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用毛巾抹臉。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIwQ5gWuzQ
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走進我的房間，落地玻璃外面是夜晚大海景。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LBPN4j3Gt
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我卸下外套，掛在牆勾，便撲到床上。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeb3mL3fNz2
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「好神奇嘅一日。」我蓋好被子，把被子拉上鼻頭的位置。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkyHK8ldku
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這時我發現自己多了一種奇妙的感覺。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmK8Xt9pMH
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我居然有點期待明天的來臨。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtRkAXV7Fp
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我很少會這樣想的，以前做學生的時候也不多，上班之後也很少，除了星期五。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbWUCJMCh8
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流落到孤島之後，就完全沒有了。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxGVZtKN9K
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「晚安。」我對天花板說，徐徐合上了眼。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbW3TjWSvmh
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeNidlftc9
在一片寧靜中安睡，很舒暢，呼出鬆弛的氣息，全身都放鬆了。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSeK0HIARc
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隨即，意識被一下子吸走。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54OhQ5IFvY
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耳邊聽見風聲，更感到涼意，張開眼睛——804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqP8WamJpF6
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我站立山上，拿著寫滿滿的神的練習簿。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHANHlrTmJ7
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTAnSbwZ8L
在浩大星空之下，手上的練習簿記錄了我所有的行動和想法。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsKlxPKUBf
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAAQAv2VDu
「返嚟喇？」神明丁微笑地走來，取走我手上的練習簿。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8DwY68gNt
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQIEqxSJTt
「吓？完喇？」我才回過神來。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ7kA1SQ5i
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6DXC2aaRo
「個測試就咁？得一日時間咁短？」我追著神明丁問。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRymowTqcju
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYggnwZtlZ
神明丁一邊散步，一邊翻閱，狀甚悠閒。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelTxawuGvx
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQb39gbtY7u
「一日咁短？畀夠一年你好唔好？」祂反問，繼續閱讀。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvOjCKovZy
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglHXdeJRVH
「一年又……」我有點難堪。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdoo6bRvSU
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwdxrstyIR
「速戰速決OK？」神明丁要求，「如果多幾個人要你幫，個個都要N日先搞掂，咪要排好耐？」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoWdvapt0g
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuCAGG55qt
聽了這話，我又有點不滿了，「我又唔係神，又唔識讀心，我點知啲人煩惱緊啲咩？」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrUWmZETGX
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQos24zII8a
「樣樣都要我自己查，係要啲時間啦！」我繼續說。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcep3PrGuCv
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO497EvGovA
「咁你又唔洗激動，我又冇話個測試完咗。」神明丁瞇笑地說，「我係想你珍惜每一日啫，唔好以為測試係無限期，可能隨時完都唔定。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡku7pxqbAUk
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwbdDKQRXZ
「我好珍惜喇已經！」我替自己辯護。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SCZEOdZFR
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29R449q7EC
「咁我都睇得出……」神明丁繼續翻閱。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjEjBejspN
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6TNjasNaU
「咁目前為止，我表現點啊？分數高唔高？」我熱烈地追問。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBbB4U6ztI
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEahKSuIB66
「無可奉告。」祂說，再翻了一頁，便把練習簿合上。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIU6m6IBcyW
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkss8Lj0B3j
祂直視著我，「係測試完結之前，我係唔會透露目前嘅成績。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25eRI0AyTV
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lCqDO527X
「不過，如果你有嘢唔明，又屬於我可以回答嘅範圍，我都會盡量答你嘅。」神明丁善意地說。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8WLgTLmFw
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkE0cORc9Ka
不明白的事情實在太多，我整理一下有什麼可以問。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDkeqCIjiX
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYurbtd2Cw6
「點解我會返咗嚟？」我問，「我明明想瞓覺。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCN2rmCaKs
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzxaiu0NXF
「哩個我可以答。」神明丁說，「本測試嘅機制係，你一上『床』瞓覺，就會被視為一題嘅終結，練習簿會暫停記錄，你就會返返嚟。只要你再打開練習簿，翻到下一題嘅位置，測試就會繼續。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfFQ8P74bq
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUIEhWAzLK
「如果我冇上床瞓覺呢？」我問。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGqrlZjdxT
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ec7WUTtuE
「咁最盡係去到清晨六點，練習簿就會因為記錄已滿，而強制召你返嚟。因為每一題嘅答題空間有限。」祂說。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVl0LeUL9n
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原來如此。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uKT9gyWOu
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我想了一想，「我想問個1404室，點解咁特別嘅，有一半以上同我以前屋企好似，幾乎一樣，係大小唔同，同埋廁所唔同，再多間房。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmmYcWV0Te
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這個問題，原本我只是隨口一問，沒想到神明丁的臉色十分凝重。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWNSNuPpOF
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQp9XW2VYRB
「哩個設計……唔關我事。」神明丁說，想回避我的眼神。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybkzj5xoT7
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsAsYwHyyz
「咁關邊個事？」我站到祂的前方。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmetT2ZZIt
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasrHeuuP9T
祂摸著下巴，思考了一會兒，才再次看著我。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESFhJ1iZnv
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1WIrgk9lg
「1404室係神明辛設計。」祂凝重地說，「應該話，係神明辛戰死前，所住嘅地方。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiljxKkOHU
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXIW8ReHzq
神明「辛」就是最近在八大神之中，因戰死而出現空缺的神位，也就是我正在爭取的位置。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOK3Qu2tlJ8
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「吓？佢做咩要設計到好似我屋企咁？」我不解。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTbE7fNxNS
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkD9kAPnlQ
「因為佢都係孫正直。」神明丁說，慢慢回想當年，「大約五年前，前任神明辛離職後，我同依加一樣四圍去搵合適嘅人嚟填補空缺。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzRz5le23T
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVA2EAj0aP
「當時，遇到另一個平行世界嘅你。」神明丁憶述，「佢好特別，有一種魅力，一種影響人嘅正向力量。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtIRgcQMM4
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfI4kEMBPo1
「我第一眼就睇中咗佢。」祂說，「然後如我所料，佢成功通過測試，得到我嘅提名。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwyqaPb4HM
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGz5BpFBfe
「係下一步遴選，雖然佢最後只係勉強險勝其他對手，好險咁當選神明『辛』，但係佢留畀我地嘅印象好深。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2NoOSBZm4
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopOje3FOYp
「作為神，我自問，有時都覺得神係好無情。」神明丁沉色地說。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TddhtZ4iP
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVdFMfL11J
「但……神明辛畀我嘅印象係，一個好有情嘅神。」祂說，露出一絲感慨，「有時我都諗，如果其他神明都可以做到佢咁，世界或者……又會唔一樣。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡav0cW6AtqJ
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47oOMyWVgj
默默地聽著神明丁的自白，我理解的只有一部分。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu13ZFMyifP
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就是戰死的神明辛也是叫孫正直，是另一個平行世界的我。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBpcyXPe40
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「佢同我有咩唔同？」我忍不住了。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3yADMjeUR
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「佢嘅人生同你好唔同。」神明丁回答。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0uBbQ154j
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVhmDZ8gGa
「總有相同嘅嘢掛，例如讀同一間小學……」我嘗試舉例。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE20tUwoNdb
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2vwz7TqyS
「佢同你嘅分歧點係，係中學。」神明丁說，想了一下，「你記唔記得……」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0Yo2xxf6z
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUU77vnaTKs
「你曾經為咗，同你暗戀嘅陸同學慶祝生日，花心思安排咗一日嘅行程，由朝早見面，下午去邊，至到夜晚去浪漫嘅地方表白。你又偷偷買禮物，打算畀佢一個驚喜。為咗買哩份禮物，你仲約咗女仔出嚟幫眼。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sCN7qYe6Q
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTBohv9EAo
「夠喇。唔好再講喇……」我的心受傷了。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFl9pQgSxRE
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4KisTx4CX
「而最後，你係冇約佢出嚟。」神明丁一針見血，「白費晒所有心機，禮物亦都一直收喺櫃桶，冇送出去。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RhwBsiruo
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ufPYVAUmq
「唔通……嗰一個我……」我瞳孔放大。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4sifX1WPa
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSNLD8hQbj
「冇錯，佢係咁多個平行世界之中，唯一一個係遇到『嗰件事』之後，仍然主動去約陸同學嘅孫正直。」神明丁說。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLbShuTbqV
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeny9yhxgrE
「咁……佢……約唔約到陸同學出嚟？」我心痛如麻，還是爭取發問，「個行程點啊？計劃成唔成功？」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyv0XIULbO
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCyXaSyyyu
「你真係想知？諗清楚喎。」神明丁觀察著我，不知有何打算。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvitX1Oyt3Z
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXB76zhQyV
深深地吸一口氣，平靜一下。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXUeG8a4NB
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOs9JuFcBjq
「算啦都係。」我阻止了自己，「另一個世界嘅過去，冇必要再提。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqfJjXXRBD
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwxcRhywZx
「對哩個世界嘅我嚟講，錯過咗就係錯過咗，已經無法挽回。」我強逼自己說，再對祂問，「重點，係之後吖嘛係咪？」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQU0RycaYtE
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd69fWTsGd
神明丁沒有回答，只是露出了一絲微笑。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLcHPhneUz
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIzXylJ4tZ
「講！點解要搵我嚟做測試？」我問，「唔通你會以為，可以搵到第二個佢？」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe3GOFNQH1
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4ohSu6J8W
「唔係，我冇咁諗。」祂說，整理思路再說：804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4aBGVZd0X
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyd2ji2gWeA
「人唔知點下決定嘅時候，選擇去馬定退縮，有時好睇一時衝動。如果嗰刻嚟嘅係一時勇猛，咪拍心口去馬囉。如果嗰刻嚟嘅係怯懦，咪退縮囉。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmc0nAv6bhJ
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RWUJ17uMx
「只係哩個比例唔係一半一半，有啲人勇敢嘅瞬間比較多，少退縮，咁咪會出現唔同嘅人生囉。」神明丁說，「就好似之前嘅神明辛咁，係一個勇敢嘅神。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwZLH909kS
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7FT4usoNa
「佢嘅戰死，救咗數之不盡嘅人，雖然世人未必察覺，但所有神都一致對佢抱有最崇高嘅敬意。」祂敬重地說。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEhXrHQJS3
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxO0qgoxEN0
聽著，我心裡不是滋味。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzD9RHRaL8
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0SarKul2x
「冇錯，我就係怯懦比較多，少勇敢嘅人，咁又點吖？」我挺起胸膛問。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdFUEFZOlj
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRKGlC9oGA
「冇錯，哩個世界就係有類咁嘅人，多數情況之下都係啞忍、退縮、忍讓……」神明丁說。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGC2f1PT2ki
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qad0npOxX
慢慢地，祂把手搭在我的肩膀上。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5js7s5kIPU
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzb9w8GSCrT
「但關鍵時刻絕對會企出嚟嘅人！」祂對我說。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPeETLA4Vv
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7GHmIPRRu
「本神並唔係要搵另一個，好似上任神明辛咁嘅孫正直。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokPI5amoFP
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMR3UFDwfMI
「我係希望搵一個，經歷過諸多磨難同後悔，變得睿智而充滿慧根，最後超越上任神明辛嘅孫正直啊。」神明丁說，眼神滿是期望。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9l88H8ltGt
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