半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20UDcF2wXl
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7BJEzwJX5
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62tM1VkUGf
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPB36FoaUM
大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmThIuGmgoT
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kmGJAT4Ih
食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojRv7y9M2k
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5gzaGJWm9
剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRaxUKuDoD
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9VIgYBvqn
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8TcgnDzhE
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把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaEJgxLqWZ
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFn1YBA2ld
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuRkVL3ZsH
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卻停下了。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjF1wxjBT83
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iEGPuoklR
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFA2h8MwNx9
「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8fz35EuWc
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGbk6OB1lf
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「變態！」她推開我。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0sADe70V8
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「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpBUdFaXXC
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vDJydQM0e
再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MziOU8ZnA
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0raBfsnl9n
握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1w9epVIl4N
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLW1UavACJ1
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uHlGErCP4
KO便利店袋則放好。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPGScyiu69
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtqsWuBzhh
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQttuhqtkk
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zMyhdjLzc
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7tViAWk4s
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmo2lzMNOu
回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXdFDUqEoS
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5hK0db9ZU
我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd08bX6XFQL
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEYBHe27NK
時間已經快將三點。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuzzoxOyy8
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1me36GRrk
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fqW5mZiQa
眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWjNxTNCud
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMEUP3WT97
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三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKLx4n7vDq
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8Dc1KL7Wt
直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAURIgy0gz
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01Eceli3Uo
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5miGVwkC5
「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodjrkPHkA4
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwQczTcurF
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWr5LLpkns
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dsDOr3XtQ
「早抖」我發出。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGFlPCP3Bb
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YtODCoSaV
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywX9sJgJ7E
「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nXM8UcqWp
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZF00zTKiU
「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3zLJflnD3
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROSQFHvIRA
放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXo8kNUSTH
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lMkMgT2Hz
直至……684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTy2aqmxmp
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoYYOQI7cr
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtt7g6RdCWl
「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcnOE5NCM8
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsJYtKiCI0
「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMceM4JCPO6
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9zNUz8VRx
「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1GsoDVHRp
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutlsurPBMC
「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtMj1aLv6Z
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYDnB9qMZz
「係啊。」祂說。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoYh2Qp0NN
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cog6VxDOZ
「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimaXssuaVB
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nr2ZjCdvf
「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpmefYq4fi
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiAEia7Ytd
「係啊。」我說。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcv7aw9dfVc
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvnlTOGDIF
「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSd4WcrnMWK
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBTXmzCsT0
「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadyZpYKCKc
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LhdrkXpd9
「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtpl7jJa5u
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdVS0LuaM5
「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIsrNINFgC
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bUDzE6Ewi
「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dRBRQDIyC
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooV3olmxrT
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioEY3yV6C4
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESxjVSRiTn
「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4Vohvuc6M
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNlwFWsNEA
「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOqpQi54va
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHkXEAHRre
「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAnvionuJn
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OrRLT24ql
「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAui6K2VAXA
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkqY8e9l62
「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySicKqEym0
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyX9qC1ws2
膝蓋跪了下來。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCnTTthkcY
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7CvzJ3qvO
「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjqjilI6dS
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhZme5gm8A
「咩能力？」我問。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPP7B0EKySD
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡok9L4NPlCD
「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfVNXs3GZ9
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpfdrOZtom
「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdwFEtmB5Q
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡin9vJxY7GJ
「包括創造自己嘅人生。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozbDaQsYgz
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZYFfGvJBh
「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRP0mLJRNdQ
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliJLmGSZYE
「所……以？」我想聽下去。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmL73REuYC
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lR355BBzN
「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8JsIZRHEs
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RXPceArUk
「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJOaPM3nIV
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PU1FvG5a8
「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6kAN36yaw
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCM0EFVkrB
「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlUq9Gf8gt
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTv3Q4oOH6
「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnJ4PJn3sQ
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADroEIxD6h
「不過，孫正直——」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6eCuhpxpH
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpGz9LIeru
「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhV4dDUynMH
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGDtbh6u9X
「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu87OUb7JQT
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsPLSEBy1B
「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAh9twoPypu
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoT9OcmTJH
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcq7jgiWdFG
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyn7Z1tUhi
而我，低下了頭。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATFdjn9fwq
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZhns2Dokd
「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUk26BLL0y
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudxxOwcKG4
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrk7GpZwAW
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4ddFyUwyz
我狠狠地盯著祂。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdNg5EYCZb
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXXsY6k2mn
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWpKypaSkc
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadIYRkHBxa
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOU5UoSZRqy
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdREivSMCCh
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkXyUCMcVD
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81z4fwy62a
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCvrmT6chm
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