半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvKrgRvOV6
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5ZzWSIIFk
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ982WsY85fJ
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEfyi90u0b
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTjVPrUPBj
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剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyDKIFLesX
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ulmep3rbU
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFrrSFNnsx
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把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGZn2RC23e
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUqfuOYUl8
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeDVe0tjlM
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卻停下了。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXh1JrWxB2z
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrG3r3oP8ij
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「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwjhhVn5h6
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0wJK3Xkhh
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「變態！」她推開我。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKaB7xwbz3
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「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqlYb0Jkd9
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再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfBXUdpRHC
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握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiutwZlUWh
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeH6chZhP45
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KO便利店袋則放好。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIYtmRkCT9
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9V7WbIrr2L
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9IeTvYqSx
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYS2Qu6gtW6
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHEOZN3YWU
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回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66h33ya6bF
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我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkk09IHa3Gi
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時間已經快將三點。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgTtbgs86j
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqEWZMXmrm
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眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8Ekefqyo2
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDN8B5Tn67
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三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyis02wXws
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直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qzjhu4r3h
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AvrJaQ9cW
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DhmZIkm2m
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJ863Qonoo
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYZ3IJ1i8h
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「早抖」我發出。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCGpdFwzYt
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLHjZt0FIx
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「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTgfHpxcYP
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「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIikpcxvAK
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放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwSpn2woCx
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直至……725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mCLnWYzDE
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuhz3J3egs
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「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDsrn9B7dB
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6RCanE3T5
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「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxF1MUOO6vk
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「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSpj9FiO3i
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「係啊。」祂說。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIJzveDQvj
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「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGWzDcXNVd
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「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqS3hrQltBj
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「係啊。」我說。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fIHNGj6Lh
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「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC054qD8ej
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「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUg6DDxI4cb
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「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwMGGfn8Tw
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「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnGCRgpzPk
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「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxhpNTSVwF
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「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU57YnAH5xQ
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「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUQcvPWMmH
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「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqj6JMlp5U6
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「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kD84H3pzi
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4j7Smk98I
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「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6OWM6nWqP
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膝蓋跪了下來。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwwMdk9uAf
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOsZzQsMlg
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「咩能力？」我問。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUaQ3pd8rC
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「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHaPy8kf6Y
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「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBtyxLjy5s
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8s2fSDGIZ
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「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaf9TtYguct
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「所……以？」我想聽下去。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmrQ2mpqCZ
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「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY5tc5c8Ki
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「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZxSSVOrNZ
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「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDF9YWgLSA7
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeYWzy0ix7
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「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8LDLHApow
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「不過，孫正直——」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndyIpdehl6
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「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWdwcoqhRj
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「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwjIQyUOJu
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「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP60cxVlPtR
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「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBbrg0M0Uz
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而我，低下了頭。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvaX4yPUFY
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「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlMeSVhxxh
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「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCadxnEmcu
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我狠狠地盯著祂。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRr9uftVHqp
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「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaqsXpOVmc
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「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNe4BmR5pJ8
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憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnaf6ALIhg
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「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」725Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDB2pHBlvqp
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