半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOAs11LLrw
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPP8wxi6AvU
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASsAsC6gSb
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtZFLhvwPZ
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCszFL8qc0a
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剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrH9rbMtGYS
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rdBeyY59T
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFGYGLsB2p
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把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOmSjerzcZ
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡop1zik4USG
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWL6uPOhTK
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卻停下了。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrDpUCJKOj
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeNO4QGmgK
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「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifm1tkQQKA
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJLZOouncJ
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「變態！」她推開我。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCPtrnNBxh
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「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyT1aPjXI9
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再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqN2a27oZpD
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNO0EY3CZD
握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxS1PqJdRIR
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYrAmYMwua
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KO便利店袋則放好。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsc0ZIMfA3l
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Lbk44tSNH
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJnc53W6mF
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqUBc1ir2O
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5WUoBQ4Rx
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回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPkubsZ6uE
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我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCbU9Tg4Vl
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時間已經快將三點。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUILPIvcve1
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yNiloQp65
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眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5U1lGMif1
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsstnJma6UE
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三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhLDJ8TTQQ
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直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡME6bM23qVQ
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KZtKLBPcw
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTAWgxJxKZ
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhs3aDUeE9
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MnuRslxbY
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「早抖」我發出。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIl5QyWicJ
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5auWkD32oO
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「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOEIYnaQ5u
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「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj4ORfOsaV
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放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncPaAi3XCm
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直至……779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbM79kMJ37G
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvqzIv4ex2
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「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEb5DMGief
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLD8kc0SMq
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「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzBZRbKZBk
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「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLayzjiCRZ
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「係啊。」祂說。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZek5GwLGHn
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「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJMzeBl5t4
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「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWXZ7PsAlb
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「係啊。」我說。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0q9zlus4h
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「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYr9GGR69S
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「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXgtLTF6G1
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「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiN3aqfPexW
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「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjHJamRZIq
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「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59EiiDBmLC
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUIfEvApZF
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRegTzb5mEw
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「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcOhm4Ppcx
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZQRujhjBK
「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSKwm89MmU
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「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7NkOWTBou
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRq7ZQwyRH
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「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18UumaJkVe
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膝蓋跪了下來。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrwDEdJsoX
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwhXKnxqlF
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「咩能力？」我問。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xsfGKSOuX
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「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09WkAq2P2a
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「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaV7TVdwqKw
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdzIg0pub7
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「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfdSVut4E8
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「所……以？」我想聽下去。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOk3Pv7h6K1
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「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtde5ISJXwO
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「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yQtHqWfXk
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「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSB2umjXad
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pygS80RMy
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「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzhlOBm1qO
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「不過，孫正直——」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjN5wDram2
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZYGzvc4wD
「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEIV3qMF6L
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpM9JzG7jk
「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe2anSrMCQ
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡil1a2e6rJx
「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oyZXsyN1B
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMy5CjB0On
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UpNhswQ3y
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而我，低下了頭。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1k4UvESE8
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「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rbQu6SMo3
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「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGWH4T0axi
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcB1X4kR3fn
我狠狠地盯著祂。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVAGfiUUZq
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkF0KrMIS5m
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KUVxlcOjs
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhNAeYmfX3
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7POauUO86h
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1c6ijulRn
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwle08GKwbo
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjew7Vp62h
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmFlCflCp4
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