在星空下,我在山上拿著一本日記。1339Please respect copyright.PENANARLitDQ9DZT
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「看完這本日記,就去死吧。」1339Please respect copyright.PENANAqJxP85xYZn
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流落到這座孤島,已經五年了,在沒有人影的山林裡存活,一直活到今天,也差不多了吧。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAyAOekMsF1w
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也夠了吧。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAmCsQ4dQXld
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明明沒有什麼野外求生技能,為什麼能在這種地方存活這麼久?我猜想,那是因為這是死神的服務地區外。1339Please respect copyright.PENANA7BnrpxTqj8
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由於一直沒有死神來接我,所以不管我多麼虛弱,精神多麼不振,也遲遲沒有斷氣。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAyWCTsnSEgf
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也是呢,如果我真的死了,死神會很困擾吧,要特意來到這麼偏僻的地方,就為了接我一個。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAKGAq4g4dfB
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「會不會……就算我死了,也沒有死神過來呢?」1339Please respect copyright.PENANAIfwmDTMGUC
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臨風山上,瞇眼看著海邊。1339Please respect copyright.PENANADza2exhC0p
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海邊沖著白浪,沖在沙灘上。1339Please respect copyright.PENANARxHMnWr3Tw
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「那麼,我會化為孤魂野鬼,一直存留在島上嗎?」1339Please respect copyright.PENANARmzHI35HPQ
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我苦笑了。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAjS1J7u0RiU
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到時候,我一定能夠飛走,或者飄飄然地浮到空中,乘著雲朵轉往下一個地方。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAHOK8R270Y7
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屁股坐到岩石上,我打開厚皮的日記。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAbcX5AMBMgp
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這本筆記簿從流落到孤島起,就一直陪伴著我,寫下了無數的心裡話。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAhXjyR1o1KX
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事實上,我並不是每日都寫,有些日子根本沒做過什麼事,就沒寫進去了。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAcT1fwYsOT9
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有些日子,寫的也不是當天的事,例如我想起了一個人,就把那一段往事寫進去,生怕以後會忘記。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAxpG7CT18aL
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沒辦法,人的記憶實在太不可靠。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6SYW21njF
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回憶什麼的,會隨時間而消逝、美化,日子久了、經歷多了,回想起來的版本也會不同。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAuTbLd6l6Mj
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如今只剩下一頁,就好像我的生命只剩下一天。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAzzw2u6udgf
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這一天該怎麼活?該寫下什麼?我決定了,就是好好地把它讀一遍。然後鄭鄭重重地寫下感想,替自己的人生劃上句號。1339Please respect copyright.PENANA1NmMK0KAhu
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再來,就是把它放好,留給下一個流落這個島上的人。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAyXyzzZndVx
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風吹來,呼翻呼翻了幾頁。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAFDAEkobMiF
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哦?那就從這頁開始讀起吧。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAgoRunQDt4F
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--------- 孤島日記 第26天 ---------1339Please respect copyright.PENANALUhjNco5Ix
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心情:差到想自爆1339Please respect copyright.PENANAoNcNNcbRH8
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在這個繁華紛擾的世界裡,每日都有很多車、很多人走過,有些會走進你的生命,陪你走一段路,最後才離開你。1339Please respect copyright.PENANA4ly3ydKRPX
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有些只會與你擦肩而過。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAMglj7WCs7n
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我不希望彼此的關係變差,但是,人無法和所有人都維持良好關係。1339Please respect copyright.PENANA2XMa2gxr8q
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有時候,我很羡慕一些八面玲瓏的人,能夠獲得很多的愛護和關懷。雖然很羡慕,羡慕得很,但是我無法成為那樣的人。這是無論如何也做不到的事。1339Please respect copyright.PENANA4J0uizY4fZ
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既然如此,我就只有做自己。一天,我有了一個奇妙的想法:1339Please respect copyright.PENANAktLa4qWxpL
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「不如放逐自己,流浪什麼都好。」1339Please respect copyright.PENANAkNWOsvRjoc
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嘗試過一個人的生活,走一個人的旅程。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAXUIPi74lJY
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只是,我萬萬沒想到……1339Please respect copyright.PENANAqHtg7NzWkV
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有一天我竟然流落孤島。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAwQKzOlhbPc
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如果,這個世界有神……1339Please respect copyright.PENANAcRV0O8RCsa
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請你聽我的禱告,我希望可以1339Please respect copyright.PENANAp1oslQzogc
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--------- 閱讀中斷 ---------1339Please respect copyright.PENANAp2B3vLRf4W
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「光芒芒芒——」突然強光,照白了雲層,打斷了我的閱讀。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAdRtNDMRjpK
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神聖的光輝,慢慢浮落,炫目地從半空中落下。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAgTQYL8EG3U
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白光體落在我的前方,光茫漸漸甩散。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAeMJWCYgr6W
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我眨一眨眼,看著眼前正在現形的光體。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAXHVfL8L43C
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眼裡竟露出釋懷。1339Please respect copyright.PENANA4MMkdlWghW
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看來,神來迎接我了。沒想到,我竟然有上天堂的資格。1339Please respect copyright.PENANATHTN7h1DPe
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「你就係孫正直?」一把男人的聲音問,衪手裡拿著幾本書,身穿白淨的衣服。1339Please respect copyright.PENANA033O3tQMcz
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五年來,我即將第一次開口交談。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAROanVldSV4
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手拾起葉片,作為書籤夾進去,祥和地合上日記。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAk5zkC9HbtP
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「我係孫正直。」我回答。 1339Please respect copyright.PENANARhT9KgNwkC
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「你好,我係神。」衪有點不好意思,「我叫神明丁。」1339Please respect copyright.PENANA7uNSa5JZxE
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「係神明甲、乙、丙、丁、戊、己、庚、辛,合共八大神之中,排名第四,即係丁。」1339Please respect copyright.PENANAAVnybFyyJh
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接著,祂轉身,展示白衫背面的黑色「丁」徽紋。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAby6N2gb33Y
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「你係嚟接我走?」我渴望地問,站了起來。1339Please respect copyright.PENANA2YXqWbzwzr
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站起的一剎那,我才察覺不敬,我怎可能跟神同等地站著呢?一身骯髒的我應該跪下……對,應該跪下才對!1339Please respect copyright.PENANACjXthICkpp
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還沒跪下——1339Please respect copyright.PENANACcmj3WPdiH
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「接……你走?」神明丁感到困惑,從褲袋裡找東西,找不著,最後從書本裡翻出一張清單。1339Please respect copyright.PENANACwTH6ooqoE
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「唔係。」祂核對後說。1339Please respect copyright.PENANANgJZty9sWv
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「正確嚟講,搵你嘅原因,係因為八大神出現空缺,要尋找適合嘅人去填補。」神明丁說。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAIMUrSTuuyg
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「出現……空缺?」我不了解。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAx7ZNulJkcR
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「出現空缺嘅係——第八位嘅『神明辛』。」神明丁沉重起來,「最近佢係一場神魔之戰,壯烈戰死。」1339Please respect copyright.PENANA3AmmQAnYTq
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「實不相暪,神同魔鬼大戰咗好多年,導致神嘅人手嚴重不足。」1339Please respect copyright.PENANABQyH4SfgoU
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「如果唔係魔鬼作惡,成日要派神明去應付嘅話,我地八大神一齊指導世人,一定有效率好多。」神明丁說,「唔似得依加咁,世人向神許一個願,要排四至五年隊先輪到佢。」1339Please respect copyright.PENANApqol5v0k2o
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「苦況,一言難盡。」祂嘆息。1339Please respect copyright.PENANA7rZSSY0IPd
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「咁點解要揀我?」我問,「明明哩個世界有咁多人。」1339Please respect copyright.PENANA4YEYdXtiIa
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莫非,我不單止可以上天堂,還可以當上神明?1339Please respect copyright.PENANAJVA8uwvjER
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「唔好心急,我嚟搵你唔代表你有資格。」神明丁嚴格地說,「今日我只係嚟畀你去做一個測試,去判斷你有冇神嘅『慧根』。」1339Please respect copyright.PENANAkSR13e8YYC
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「只有通過測試、擁有慧根嘅人,先可以進入下一步嘅遴選。」祂說。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAunFoQySBib
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「咩叫下一步嘅遴選?」我問。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAySVO1LOB40
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「我地現存嘅七位神明,都有權提名一個人,去填補第八位嘅空缺。」神明丁說。1339Please respect copyright.PENANACVxbpFNaZm
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「所以……即使我得到你嘅推薦,都仲要嬴埋其他六個人先可以做神?」我突然問。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAzF4zWnByWq
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「對手未必有咁多。」神明丁皺眉地說,「因為要搵到合適嘅人嚟推薦,係一啲都唔容易。」1339Please respect copyright.PENANA9d7ADM1ZoG
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「孫正直,你可以話係萬中無一嘅人。」祂亮眼看我。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAq8roFvhC2V
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「我?」我受寵若驚。1339Please respect copyright.PENANA6i9f7GE4AM
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「係哩個世界上,No No No,應該係話,唔止哩個世界,就算係咁多個平行世界之中,都冇一個及得上我眼前嘅、流落孤島五年嘅你。」神明丁鄭重地說。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAJST5lyAcC8
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聽著,我已經不懂反應。1339Please respect copyright.PENANADTvu3u1gip
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是因為我人生特別多災多難?看透世事的程度,已經到達神的境界?1339Please respect copyright.PENANANY931tfI5F
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還是……1339Please respect copyright.PENANAZkHfpzMdcq
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「因為我最孤獨?係咁多個平行世界之中,最孤獨嘅一個?」我祈求答案。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAYcDUQtz5C8
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如果是因為這個原因,我便可以理解,因為孤獨的人能夠對其他感到孤單的人產生同理心。1339Please respect copyright.PENANA5I5yjFh7jo
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「首先,平行世界冇你想像中咁多,好多都已經滅亡咗。」神明丁糾正。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAcfDuknr0NT
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「不過,我確實觀察過其他平行世界嘅你,確實認為你係當中最特別嘅一個。」1339Please respect copyright.PENANA4FkW6nqf7H
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我仍然,等待著答案。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAShosVgvUTS
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「最得閒嘅一個。」祂淺笑。1339Please respect copyright.PENANA8wCD3H6KHD
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聽到這個答案,我莫名地起了火,好像被人愚弄了一樣。1339Please respect copyright.PENANA36o32XdeGK
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但是我很快就平靜下來。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAepGJUvkCXu
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「其他平行世界嘅我,過得好嗎?」我忍不住問。1339Please respect copyright.PENANA8schFoGEPw
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「佢地都唔得閒理我。」神明丁說,「唔係返工做到隻狗咁,就係夜夜笙歌,晚晚飲飽食醉。有啲就拍拖拍到痴咗線,人唔似人。有一個做緊單親爸爸,一腳踢搵錢同湊仔。」1339Please respect copyright.PENANAhRb8vifXy9
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「所以,只有我一個得閒理你。」我淡然地說。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAMzWi6I4MjB
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「但點解……其他世界嘅我都咁慘嘅?」我想知。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAKNTalP71qV
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「唔係全部嘅,都有啲有好嘅結果。」神明丁平靜地說,「只係,佢地未必適合做哩個測試啫。」1339Please respect copyright.PENANAy6NUmECiev
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「如果你係擔心嘅,他日你做到神明之後,咪去關照一下佢地囉。」祂笑說。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAonQp1A1fr0
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聽完,我知道已經別無選擇。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAJLGuto3AMZ
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現在我唯一可以做的就是參與這個神的測試。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAKoj2ZTKDY7
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「好,你講啦,到底要點測試?」我下定決心。1339Please respect copyright.PENANAX915D201qR
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