I couldn’t help but feel insecure again. I should be out of my mind with happiness. And I was. But a little piece of my mind was having other thoughts; thoughts that were causing me to doubt and feel scared. Again.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshDMpd1Ywl
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Damien once promised me that he’ll never leave. Actually no. He didn’t promise that. He promised not to cheat on me. Then I guess the fact that he left me five months ago was different. He didn’t break a promise. But he did break my heart.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgddKEAbWqx
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A heart that I thought was healed in Italy when he told me he loved me for the first time. But a part of me was still suspicious. Then again, maybe there wasn’t a way to completely feel secure in a relationship. I knew that sometimes he could see right through me, read the fear in my eyes, because he would assure me that he loves me as soon as he noticed the slightest change in me.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhp1WIT7CO
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But now it was a different fear. Damien was clear about his feelings from the start. I was the one holding back, too afraid to show him how much I really love him and that made him feel insecure. I could tell because everytime I mentioned Alex, his eyes would change and he felt the need to hear how I felt about him.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpepLzax9XF
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Now, I was scared that he asked me to marry him because he felt insecure. But we were both clear on our views on the matter; “If a person wants to cheat, it will happen; married or not”. So I doubt that marrying me would make him feel safe and secure.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8tqpX3xKY
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So what was it? Why I couldn’t just let go and be happy? I needed another opinion. I knew that Damien was Cleo’s brother but she was also my best friend. Thankfully, after we made up, she didn’t seem to have a problem with my relationship with him.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡge5HJgSpuo
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“Where are you?” I asked Cleo on the phone.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfhM9U929f
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“Home, what’s up?” she asked.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK36Q103KTV
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“Oh, good. I need to see you. Can I pick you up in a while? Some shopping is in order,” I replied.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iRFfvkn8l
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Half an hour later, we were inside our favorite store, walking around and looking at clothes.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGC3VOuW5Ga
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“So, Damien is being weird,” I said.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93Cgmagplk
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“Weird? Already?” she chuckled “Have you even had time to talk? I bet you were only having sex since last night,” she mocked.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsB1ebfpgob
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“That can’t stop someone from talking!” I raised my eyebrows and smirked.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpvxSKJbf8
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“Dear Lord,” she winced.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgejKTTKdxa
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“What if he just feels insecure that I’m over here without him when he’s away in Italy?” I asked out of the blue. “What if he changes his mind when he gets back?”524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11JpRaXiBo
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“I’m confused,” she let down a top she was holding and turned towards me.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJL72oH5lm
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“He asked me to marry him,” I explained. I couldn’t fight back the smile.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPh2L2pokH
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“What?” she asked so loudly and thrilled that some girls turned to look at us. I looked around me sideways and then back at her; a wide smile on her face. “Why aren’t you thrilled?” she narrowed her eyes.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1e9koviJI
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“I told you. What if he asked me to marry him because he’s just feeling insecure? He was always clear about his feelings towards me and I was always afraid to tell him.”524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hTGjuYOJw
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“I thought, after Italy, everything was great. I thought everything was out in the open,” she asked.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImZfXmLWSF
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“And you’re right. But what if he still feels like I’m holding back?” I asked; my fingers fidgeting.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaR39QlKiu
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“Baby,” she begun “What you’re doing now, this is how you’re holding back,” she said “Look at me,” she told me and I turned my eyes to hers “The love of your life asked you to marry him and you’re overanalyzing it! Just be happy!!” she smiled.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtu0ulhtGs
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I stared at her for a few seconds. She was right. I looked at my hands for a second before a smile appeared on my lips.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1afwVghUB
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“You’re right,” I smiled. “Damien asked me to marry him,” I said in order to digest it. She nodded and hugged me. “And he did it while we were having sex, by the way,” I chuckled.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzVkH5p4Ai
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“Come on! You ruined it for me! Ew!” she winced and pulled away from me. I laughed and told her how everything happened.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwsRTKahEi
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“So, we have to keep it a secret?” she frowned as we got into the car. “What is it with you and secrets?”524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigxr33aQ70
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“I’m scared that he’ll change his mind when he gets back,” I mumbled.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbo7rDRjFVI
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“Why will he do that?” she questioned rhetorically “I doubt that he would have asked you in the first place if he wasn’t sure about his feelings,” Cleo said.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajN0ZtbVp4
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“We haven’t been together that long. What if he doesn’t like me? My everyday me, I mean,” I replied truthfully. I had to get this out of my chest.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcmlYRmuqf
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“Honey, do you listen to the words that come out of your mouth?” She frowned and shook her head. She didn’t even ignite the engine. “Damien loves you!” she said and sighed. “Talk to him,” she suggested.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBoAYHEyrk
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“What? No!” I shook my head. “I don’t want him to know that I’m scared again!”524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlL6UReGivF
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“You can’t hide your feelings for him if you’re gonna start a family someday. It’s not right,” She pointed out.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXun20lbNa
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“You’re right,” I sighed. “I’ll try and talk to him,” I agreed.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjKxw3iVvy
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Damien was in the country for ten days. And of course, they weren’t enough. I didn’t see him again after the morning he proposed because he had plans with his friends. I also went out with the twins in order to stop myself from over thinking; something that never leads to good things.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfBaljC4br
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I returned home and went straight to bed; hugging the pillow he was sleeping yesterday. Sometime during the night my phone rang. Damien wanted me to let him in.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssImaQxAcY
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“You should get your own key,” I told him half asleep as he closed the door behind him.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBq1MVwvqLu
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“I’m not even your official boyfriend,” he mocked referring to the fact that only our closest friends knew about our relationship.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Gl7XAC5M9
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“Fine, then. Next time you can sleep in your bed. Alone.” I arched my eyebrows.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKGoM0Do8Y
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“I can start now,” he smirked and took a step towards the door.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xoLGS4Mms
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“No!” I cried softly and lunched to his arms. His hands were around my body in a second and I heard him chuckle. He smelled like whiskey and cigarettes. I have forgotten that smell that I learnt to love because of him. Damien gripped my butt and led me towards the bed.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRabMje0Lr
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“Do you want to go back to sleep?” he asked me softly as he was kissing my jaw line.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRV26Plbu2
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“I want you,” I replied. I could sleep next week that he won’t be around.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kSxZhlZpF
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He gripped my thigh tightly as I closed my legs around his torso and pushed myself against his body. He nibbled the skin on my neck. I mingled my fingers through his long hair and kept my eyes open to take it all in.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuyfpMoIic
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He pulled back after a while just to remove his jeans and t-shirt. He returned on the bed and pulled my underwear down before returning on top of me.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAKiCRzgu1
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He entered me slowly; that sweet pain of fulfilling between my legs. He stared at me with those marvelous grey eyes of his and kissed me lips softly as he remained inside of me.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXluLkdqjCD
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“I love you,” he whispered and made my heart fly.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9y2unQWyR1
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“I love you too,” I breathed.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXC0Ru8FfD
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I fell asleep intoxicated by his musk scent and his warmth; Things that I could never get used to having.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyAsMnMDGh
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“So where are we going?” I asked Damien as I was seated in his black M6 for a trip to the unknown. He only told me we were going for a casual drink so I was wearing a maxi floral sun-dress witha low cut v-neck and my wedges. Nothing fancy and out of the ordinal.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDBhK7W7o3
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He, on the other hand, was wearing a shirt. That was surely out of the ordinal. Damien was wearing shirts only if he was going out; never for coffee or a casual drink in the afternoon. Of course he was wearing his jeans, but that shirt made me wonder what he had in mind.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡci5Q43jfI0
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“Somewhere we haven’t been for a while,” he said still not answering my question. I frowned.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ITueVJ27o
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“Enlightening! We haven’t been anywhere for a while,” I narrowed my eyes. He laughed bitterly because the reason was that he was in Italy. He put his hand on my thigh and squished it.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zVtxLunKV
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“I’m sorry I’ve been away,” he sighed. I placed my hand on top of his quickly and held it as he drove.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CCEgBHNq1
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“Don’t you dare apologize again for that!” I told him “It’s for your future!”524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tWBdcOrsp
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“You’re my future,” he said quietly. My heart flew. I smiled and I put my hand on the back of his newly shortened hair; my thumb caressing his unshaved cheek. I adored him no matter how he looked, but Damien with short hair was giving me shivers and butterflies.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13uxZUcPkA
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“You know what I mean,” I said trying to recover my thoughts and he nodded giving me a smile. “So, tell me where we going!” I demanded.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7e4tH8zVwK
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“Nope,” he grinned. I pouted defeated. I only knew one thing we were going somewhere far away.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnl8MGsTxCP
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We were talking about random stuff for a while until I began noticing the familiar surroundings. We were driving to the Summer house. It’s where he first kissed me and where we made love for the first time.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROjPL9rgCf
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I turned to look at him. Butterflies attacked my stomach just like that very first time. I smiled. He turned his eyes towards me for a moment and smiled too.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF7luy23ft
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“The gates are open,” I frowned. He didn’t speak. Weird. He drove up the driveway and stopped the car.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWIyYJC1zB
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“Wait here for a moment, please?” He told me, looking at me in the eye. His hand pulling a handle and the trunk clicked. “And try not to look,” he smiled.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAidM6bT7p
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“Okay,” I agreed. I was dying to find out what was going on. It wasn’t our anniversary or anything. Could it be -? Was it possible that he was going to propose for real? No. I doubt it was that.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftLx3aWIrL
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He closed the gates behind the car and I realized that I didn’t have any clothes with me. “But who cares, it’s not like I’ll be wearing any of them around him.” I saw him taking out something from the back of the car quickly but I tried not to see what it actually was. Not that I could make out in the dim light that was coming from the house.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeFoHdu5eO
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A few minutes later he walked out of the house and walked to my side of the car, opened the door for me and helped me get out. The light breeze made my dress fly as he closed the door behind me and took my hand in his.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSC3Obig69
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We walked into the house and straight towards the back glass doors. He stopped in front of the closed curtains and told me to keep my eyes closed.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzPxc52NqY
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“Okay,” I nodded. I could feel the blood rushing to my cheeks and my heart racing with anticipation.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nprUfPFef
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He placed his hand on my lower back and carefully led me outside. I felt his palms against my cheeks and his lips pressing against mine softly.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIddJ4pYxw
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“You can open your eyes now,” he said softly.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZMFOEzJqF
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The small lights from around the yard was on and the swimming pool lights too. Also, there was a small table on the other side of the pool, between the pool and the roofed sun bed.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWn2dAgtfS
Plates and candles was on the table and next to it a trolley with what I guessed to be dinner and red and white tulips; my favorite. I was speechless.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseeg1o5DNa
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“So beautiful,” I mumbled. I didn’t even care what the reason was. If he went into all this trouble, I only had to enjoy myself.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGOnywLVWF
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“I’m glad you like it,” he smiled and led me towards the table. “Would you like some wine?” he asked me.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGjdez4Ptx
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“Yes, please,” I smiled. And I haven’t even spoken to him about my concerns. He poured wine into two glasses and gave me one. I walked towards the edge of the pool and stared at the water smiling.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnbq3AujJr
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“You look so beautiful,” he said quietly from a few feet behind me. I turned around; my dress still moving away from my legs in the rhythm of the breeze. I noticed him putting his mobile back on the table and smiled. He must have taken a picture. Then I noticed him fidgeting as he left his glass on the table too.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UJjJkAcrT
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“Why are you so nervous?” I frowned. Damien chuckled as he walked up to me.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJr4AgRv3nd
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“I love you,” he smiled and looked at me with his marvelous grey eyes.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFspU6EkYDq
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“I love you too baby,” I smiled and kissed him softly on the lips.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyFS8CQ7J0
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“I know you’re having second thoughts about asking you to marry me,” he begun and for a moment I turned my eyes elsewhere. But then he kept talking. “I’ve thought about it a lot when I was away and I actually can’t think about a future without you in it. And everything I want to do is to create a better future for you. I know we are not together that long and you’re scared about that,” he said and I bid my bottom lip but I couldn’t keep my eyes away from him. At first it sounded like he was about to propose, again, but he confused me. “But we do know each other your whole life,” I chuckled as he emphasized our age difference. He took the glass from my hands and placed it on the table behind us.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfCwckHSff
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“I know that by asking you to marry me, you won’t stop being afraid,” he said and a sigh escaped my lips. “But I’m hoping to make you remember that I won’t leave you or hurt you in any way. I know that I promised that once again and I broke that promise -”524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmqzJ1NYzG
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“Actually, you only promised not to cheat on me,” I mumbled and smiled softly.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykPsTmRTq8
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“I actually promised to myself not to do anything to hurt you like Alex did. So, I did broke my promise,” he said and those days came back to my mind. My heart fell. He cupped my face and made me look into his grey eyes.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVadkVGyLy1
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“I promise not to ever hurt you like that ever again. For as long as I live and breathe,” he vowed “I want you to know that I’m committed to you and us. And I will do anything in my power to keep you happy. And so I wanted to do this properly,” he said and before I asked what he was talking about he got down on one knee and took a little box out of his pocket. I parted my lips in order to breathe properly when he asked the question.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXHP3cjyxn
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“Will you marry me?” he asked. My lips curled up to a smile. The ring was not silver like all engagement rings. It was a material I couldn’t place and on the top, a grey rock surrounded by little white rocks. I smiled as it instantly reminded me my favorite set of eyes.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NUMm0dJb3
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“Yes,” I smiled and he took the ring out of the box and placed it on my finger. He stood up and cupped my face and kissed me. “I want you everytime you look on your ring to remember my promise. Okay?”524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4mmsnntEk
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“Okay,” I mumbled as I got lost into his arms.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusUb2lrQdT
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If there’s a Heaven, I’m pretty sure I was seeing it and feeling it right that moment. So this is how it felt having all your dreams coming true.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLCDqLANSi
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“So, I guess with a rock on my finger it will be very hard not to tell our families…” I trailed; a small grin on my lips as I sliced my chicken. Damien chuckled.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GhIoJsKrO
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“A bit too late for that,” he grinned and ate his last bite.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhEuZcaos9
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“What do you mean?” I frowned and left my fork down.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjH2PyDNht
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“I’ve already told you; I wanted to do this properly!” he said and got a sip of wine. I was waiting patiently. “I’ve talked to my parents and then visited your parents early this afternoon,” he smiled, eyeing me carefully and waiting for a response.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2R9COZXl7F
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“Okay,” I breathed out slowly. Where was I during all of this? Oh right, I was with Max. I’m sure he was in on it.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlesCTtIoWt
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“I told them that we’ve been seeing each other for almost a year,” he begun.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tCrgIgaqC
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“That’s a lie,” I smirked. Damien laughed.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsRfa6R0yq
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“It’s been a year since we first kissed,” he arched an eyebrow. “We’ve been in love for much more, but I kept the details for ourselves.”524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgD3MRHZNdG
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“Good thinking,” I chuckled. There wasn’t a need for our parents to know everything. “So?”524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IqehbX5kn
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“Well, to be honest, our moms did seem to relax at the fact that we are planning on waiting until you get your degree,” he said.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsN5j7aVrDf
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It was such a beautiful night. I couldn’t care less if I was barely 19 and was engaged to a man that I was in a relationship for under a year. Because Damien wasn’t just a man. He was everything I adored and longed for since I could remember myself.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpOrZjzKbV
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“Why were you so nervous, anyway?” I asked curious as I sipped my wine. He took a sip from his as well and chuckled; blushing. “Oh my God, I made you blush!” I exclaimed happily and he laughed as I got up from my seat and landed on his lap; hugging him.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4KbpKPLTc
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“You are the love of my life. I wanted this to be perfect,” he explained softly.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrYjQ307x4
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“It is perfect, baby,” I smiled and kissed his lips.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWrGOsIXJG
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"Hearts Don't Break Around Here" – Ed Sheeran524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7ckVWlOpa
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One of the new (published in 2017) chapters!!! Let me know what you think!!
