I threw my arms around his shoulders and buried my face in his chest as I tried to digest what he just told me. I’ve missed his smell so much. I brushed his neck with my nose, taking in all his musk scent; his hands going up and down my back.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZIQpoF7Pu
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I wanted to say it back. I was waiting for this for so long. But I was hesitating. Just because he said he loved me it didn’t erase the fear that he would leave. I put my arms around his waist and hugged him tightly; laying my head against his chest.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHv5NBN6G6
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I felt like I couldn’t get close enough to him. And just like that, as soon as I stopped thinking and started feeling, it came out of its own.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolWc3YGT4R
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“God, I love you so much it hurts,” I whispered. It escaped my lips so easily. I heard his heart accelerating and his chest moving faster as his breathing paced up. Mine did the same as I realized that I was the one that made him feel like that. I moved my palms upwards on his back as I laid the side of my head against his shoulder.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJFZ1864fA
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He pulled me away, enough to be able to look at me, and kissed my forehead slowly; his full lips lingering on my skin. I parted my lips in order to breathe as he kept my head inside his hands.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4Hi4vsT3K
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“Say it again,” he mumbled, his voice hoarse.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDi18I5aRS
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“I love you,” I replied. It was like redemption. A deep but low sigh escaped his lungs and made me even happier.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡov5z0J31Iw
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“That’s all I needed to hear,” he said softly. “That’s all,” he mumbled and smiled softly.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJda1MJpAH
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My mouth watered from anticipation as all I wanted was to kiss him, touch him and feel him. When he finally touched my lips with his, it felt like I was surfacing from underwater; I was finally able to breathe.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaUh3kqoLe
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I parted my lips to taste him better; my head still in his hands. The taste of whiskey and cigarettes touched my tongue as he brushed mine with his; my favorite taste; his taste. My breath came out in a gasp mixed with a moan of satisfaction and relief.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kKJzWgj2A
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“I’ve missed you so bad,” I mumbled between kisses.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTslh6A6FT4
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“Good,” he replied as his lips moved to my jaw line “Because I really can’t stay away from you right now,” he said as he sucked in the skin of my neck. Another moan escaped my lips before he covered my mouth with his own and my hands found their way to the buttons of his shirt. I managed to get it off of him and leave him half naked.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cEShSMVaA
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As his tongue never stopped brushing mine, my palms caressed the muscles of his bare chest and back. He put his hands against my butt and squished it; pushing me against his body. He pulled back for a moment, his lips red and swollen from the kiss, and as I looked at him from inside my trance something tickled inside of me. His grey eyes always mesmerized me.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoyXD6Rp7c
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I put my right arm at the back of his neck and pulled him close for another kiss. I felt him smiling before he pulled back again, pulling my sleeveless black top upwards. He leaned down and kissed the skin between my breasts before he stood up again and lightly pushed me backwards against the mattress.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwv7HUe6LT
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“Please, tell me you have condoms,” I mumbled against his lips as soon as he laid on top of me. He chuckled lightly before replying.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6ak0bTOgp
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“I do,” he smirked.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNCb6VuLHQ
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I wrapped my legs around him, my fingers stroking his bare back but it wasn’t enough. I pushed my hipbones against his and he moaned softly as the contact squished his erection. My right hand was at his lower waist and I pushed my fingers under the waistband of his jeans but with no success.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqQt1NzlWS
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“You were planning to have sex?” I teased him. He pulled back, kneeling on the bed, and then I heard his shoes hitting the floor before he pulled my high heel boots off of my feet.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6eK3Fd6bF
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“No,” he smiled “But I hoped,” he smirked as I unbuttoned my pants and he pulled them down as well; leaving me just in my underwear. The underwear Cleo made me wear by replacing the set I had already chosen. It was the set I bought with her especially for Damien.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6pcqK8FMJ
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I sat up, my legs still bended from the knees on either side of him, the same time he leaned down a little bit and kissed me. I put my fingers on the back of his head and released his hair. I broke the kiss for a second and smirked as I noticed how beautiful he looked.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wzkzFPcMK
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He smiled back and kissed me again. I unbuttoned his pants with one hand as with the other one softly stroked his erection causing him to moan. He pulled away again and stood up to remove his jeans. I took the opportunity to clear my bed; all my stuff were laying on it and there was no way I was having sex with Damien on Cleo’s bed that was just a bit emptier than mine.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxNO4nsJHQ
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I had to roll on my knees for a moment to push everything down on the ground. I wasn’t trying to be provocative but I did take advantage of my position. I felt the bed moving and I tried to turn around again but he put his hands on either side of my waist and kept me there. He put his hands underneath the waistband of my underwear and pulled them down; keeping me kneeled against the mattress.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgcat9RVo8
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As soon as I was free from the fabric, he ran his hand slowly down my spine. He kneeled between my legs and pulled me back, making me sit on his lap; the contact of our naked skin send chills down my spine. He removed my bra while he was placing small kisses on my shoulder. I pulled my hair in front of my left shoulder and turned my head to the right; my fingers mingling with the hair on the back of his head. He shifted a little in order to kiss me as his hands gripped my torso.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I1tub9JJ6
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“I want you,” I mumbled against his lips. He broke the kiss and I opened my eyes. I found his grey orbs fixed at my eyes.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvjUgfi34t
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“I want you too,” he told me and kissed me again. This time more intensely and passionately.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXXagM9900
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I felt him placing his palm between my shoulder blades just before he pushed me slightly upwards. He placed his dick right on my slit and pushed inside of me softly; a loud sigh escaped my lips as he entered me. His left hand was around my neck, resting on my right shoulder while his right hand was stroking my front; from my chest to my lower stomach.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVG5NozVB2j
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“I’ve missed you so bad,” he mumbled next to my ear, his voice husky, as he gripped my torso tight. I arched my back and cried out a moan as I kept moving my pelvis against him. “Erica,” he moaned turning me on even more “Tell me you’re mine,” he breathed.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qtZueWwH5
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I remained seated on him and gripped his hands; making him tighten his grip around my body. I shifted lightly to be able to look at him. His grey eyes were liquid as he stared at me through half closed lashes.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EKa1hemH3
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“Baby, I always belonged to you,” I whispered back and a sigh escaped his lungs. He looked at me for another moment before a small smile appeared on his full lips. He gripped my body tightly and kissed me again.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiZAnJuZnu
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“Lie down,” he told me when he broke the kiss, before I started moving again.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TEcvoQzwD
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His hair fell in front of him as he positioned himself between my legs and I held them at the side of his head, bringing him closer to me. I still couldn’t believe he was here with me. He captured my lips in a sloppy and wet kiss; his taste into my mouth making me even more eager. I moaned into the kiss as he entered me once again; my fingers gripping his back tightly.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2NMW2KqVE
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“Yeah,” I hissed as he drove into me and rocked my body with each pounding thrust, and my grunts and gasps chorused the slicksounds our bodies made sliding against each other. “Damien,” I mumbled his name several times as I wrapped my legs around him; my fingers messing his hair at the back of his head.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AEiJSCNHB
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He pulled back, kneeling against the mattress and run his hands down my sides before he gripped my thighs as he thrusted into me. Our moans filled the room and I was glad that my friends had a room down the hall and not next to us. I wasn’t going to hold back now, tonight.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWL1AuWJi7h
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He leaned on top of me again before I felt him throb and pulse and I tightened my walls around him as he begun to explode inside of me; his moans getting deeper. His deep voice in my ear made my sweaty body suddenly shuddered and convulsed. My vision went white and I came hard, clinging to him with every muscle in my body, I trembled and spasmed hard in his arms.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFHYn7n0wf
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He collapsed on top of me and kissed my neck softly; trying to catch his breath. I caressed his hair and kissed the scar on his forehead softly; my legs still wrapped around him. I felt so exposed to him at that moment; and it didn’t feel bad. I had been waiting for this for so long, to be worshiped, adored, caressed and loved by him.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCcORLA5pD
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“Damien?” I whispered. He shifted in my arms and pulled lightly back to look at me. I put my palms on either side of his head and stroked his cheek bones with my thumbs. “I love you,” I whispered once again. His lips curled up into a smile and my favorite dimple appeared; a scar he got when he was little. He leaned over me and kissed my lips softly.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzJkxQkZMG
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“I love you too, ladybug,” he smiled. A soft sigh left my lips as butterflies attacked my stomach. He pecked my lips again and pulled away, gave me a soft kiss bellow my belly button and got up.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKlwhFNFkk
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“I’ll be on the pill next time you see me,” I smirked. He chuckled and winked at me before disappearing into the bathroom.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAHtW4xG8R
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He returned to the bed a few moments later to find me under the soft hotel sheets. He walked to the furniture that had left his cigarettes and took the packet and the ashtray before walking to the bed. He was breath taking. 581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeChbEmmnO
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He pushed the sheets away and sat down, taking a cigarette from the packet. He put it on the side of his lips and lit it up before he laid beside me. He pulled me into his arms and covered our bodies with the sheets again. I was running my fingers up and down his chest when he spoke.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7c6M6d9OGC
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“My first memory of you,” he said softly removing the cigarette from his lips “Is when I was seven, my mom was still pregnant with the twins,” he continued. “We came to visit your mom when you were born. They thought I should hold you since we had the twins coming,” he said and I pulled back to look at him. I kneeled next to him and sat on my feet, gathering the sheet to cover up my body.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTZ5aah0aC
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He had a soft smile on his lips. He looked at me and inhaled from his cigarette. “You were small and very pink,” he grinned as I winced to the color reference. “I was actually terrified. I thought I would break you,” he chuckled again. “Until you grabbed my index finger and wouldn’t let go, even when I had to let you go,” he smiled; my hand traveling around his stomach.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGpTsy8nCB
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“Yeah,” I chuckled “Mom told me about that when she realized I had a crush on you, a few years back,” I smiled “She said I started crying when you let me go and wouldn’t stop holding your finger,” I blushed; his lips turning up into a goofy smile.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dyrmnJPYk
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He put his arm around my neck and pulled me closer before he kissed my forehead. “I had some weird connection to you. You were the first baby I held after all,” he mocked. I laughed too but I was actually melting from happiness.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmG88VFtWut
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“So when did that changed?” I asked. He inhaled from his cigarette and turned his head away from me to release the smoke. “Because, if it hasn’t, this is so wrong in so many ways,” I smirked. He almost chocked on the smoke, making me burst out laughing.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jDvCJcMcL
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“Come on. I loved you like a sister but I was always aware that you’re not!” he defended himself “But to answer your question, ladybug,” he smirked and touched the tip of my nose, making me smile.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcx1xobUw6Y
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He inhaled from his cigarette, held the smoke longer this time and turned away to exhale. I was sure he did it just to make me impatient. I pulled away from his embrace.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVDv6EpIZC
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He turned around just as soon as he felt me moving, waiting to see what I was going to do. As soon as I was seated on his lap he smirked and put his free hand against my stomach. I pulled the sheet over my legs as my hair were, barely, covering my breasts. His eyes traveled from my stomach upwards until he finally reached my brown eyes.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTNWtcO5ln
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“I noticed that I liked you more, three years ago. When I came home for the holidays and I met that kid you were going out then,” he narrowed his eyes at the thought. I breathed out a laugh as I noticed the faint jealousy. “But then I left and…” he said but I interrupted.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLt5hDr5tl
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“It took you two years to come back,” I pouted. He stretched out his hand towards the bedside table to put out the cigarette before he placed both hands on either side of my pelvis.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhQy7eXMBQ
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“And then you met Alex,” he made a face; his eyes staring forward at my stomach and not my eyes.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbEO96HPVM
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“You had a girlfriend too as I can recall,” I raised my eyebrows.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDgxhTkQij
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“There’s not even the slightest comparison,” he argued. “I had to cover up some needs,” he defended himself with a soft smile on his lips. I chuckled softly and then paused.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4k9fLAWde
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“Well, I had to cover up some needs as well. Not physical likes yours,” I grinned. Damien didn’t laugh however.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhKwDqIabn
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I sighed deeply and stared at my fidgeting fingers that were playing with the sheet on my lap. “I’m in love with you since I can remember myself,” I admitted. “I knew that it wasn’t the right time when I was just fourteen or fifteen because you were twenty-two at the moment but I just lost faith when you left,” I said softly “I wanted to get over you,” I explained; my voice low. And then I found the courage, out of nowhere, and turned my eyes towards his. “But it never happened,” I said as I got lost into his gray eyes.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhK7QfwccF
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He put his palm on the back of my neck and pulled me in for a long kiss. I had to tell him about the hospital. Now it was the chance. I broke the kiss and pulled back from his kiss.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KMrLt1y6I
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“I’m still a little bit scared,” I confessed. He pushed my hair out of my face and kissed my forehead. I was scared because now I didn’t think that if he broke my heart it would killed me. Now I knew. I didn’t want to admit that however because I was afraid that it would make him feel like I’m pressuring him.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2HllXmWL1
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“I know I said…” he trailed.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfY89bYTdM
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“I was in the hospital,” I interrupted him.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbqrQAArcM
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“What?” he frowned “When?”581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bbZS7EAFo
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“Two months ago,” I said and placed my fingers on his collar bone so I could distract myself.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDCcrBqIT5
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“Why?” he said and he was still frowning.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsS4Vef7pz
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“Uhm, the first time I had an anxiety attack and couldn’t breathe,” I explained; my eyes fixed on his chest. I was too embarrassed to look at his eyes.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkifYNAT1Jd
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“The first time?” he echoed me sounding anxious.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGlnAkjWxT
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“Yeah, I went back three days later with more chest pains,” I explained.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUvEQGv2dy
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“More chest pains?” He echoed me again. “Erica, you’re not making sense,” his voice deep and anxious. I exhaled really loud from my frustration. He wasn’t helping.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ocHrWDVvC
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“Okay,” I breathed “Three days after I got back, I met Alex and we were talking and at some point I was ranting and hyperventilating and my chest ached. He took me, or more like dragged me, to the hospital,” I said and stole a glance at him. He was waiting to hear the rest “It was an anxiety attack.”581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkdgoAiQIy
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“You got home the day I left,” he mumbled but I ignored him in order to explain everything.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8ApColljl
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“They gave me anti-depressing’s and three days after that, the night I called you,” I added softly and I saw his chest going up and down quickly “It happened again, only the pain wouldn’t leave. So I stayed in the hospital for two days.”581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0ngA0PpV9
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“Why?” he asked; his voice hollow and deep.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwll1hQc3Zv
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“Emotional pain,” I mumbled. Damien sighed and put his arms around me and pulled me into a tight hug. “I guess that’s what Alex wanted to tell you when he called.”581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAGffcCQS2
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“I know why you didn’t call me,” he breathed “But why didn’t anyone else said anything?” he asked and pulled back so he could see me “I would have come right away,” he said.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZQQpWKJtK
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“I told them not to,” I mumbled.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5KmSozhmt
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“Jesus,” he breathed and pulled me into his arms again. “I answered to that call because I wanted to hear your voice,” He explained and buried his face into the crook of my neck. “But I was hurt,” he explained “I’m so sorry,” he mumbled as he stroked my hair.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQLMdvw6GO
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“That’s okay. I just thought I should tell you because that’s why I’m hanging out with Alex lately,” I winced.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTRSjqhO9G
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“Oh,” he said. “Okay,” he said softly; blinking trying to find something to say.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡau77wuwQCU
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“You have absolutely nothing to fear about him,” I told him, searching his eyes for something that tells me he needed to be convinced.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxDQinZwr1
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“Sure?” he whispered. I raised my hands and put them on either side of his face, my thumbs stroking his cheeks, and leaned forward.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiuxkfixxo
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“Good or bad, there’s nobody else out there for me besides you. It was always about you Damien,” I whispered “Always,” I sighed. His hands gripped my body and my lips connected with his in a passionate kiss.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhGMkUzqRK
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“Good. Because I love you very much and I couldn’t bear loosing you again,” he whispered as he held me in his arms. My heart had healed and was flying inside my chest. I pulled back and attacked him with my lips.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszdN5ke2M8
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It didn’t take much time to feel him growing hard beneath me as I kept kissing him. I leaned over the bedside table and grabbed a condom. I gave it to him and shifted so he could wear it.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxF83QHHEeU
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I don’t know if it was because he got scared I was in the hospital when he left me or because I finally admitted that I loved him more than life itself but he had more passion and tension to his moves than any other time.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpYr08Sy7p
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“Stay with me for a few days,” he said as I was laying into his arms.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3173TSawx
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“I need to be back by Monday because I have a class I need to attend,” I said.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSu7myIAl1
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“That’s four whole days,” he said and I could hear his smile. My dream was coming true; Damien and I in Tuscany. I couldn’t have asked for anything more.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciWGkPvAy4
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I was patiently waiting for Damien to log in. For the two months we were apart, this was our relationship. Sometimes I was wondering if it was right. Maybe he needed someone closer to him.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlopEMTqhOq
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And right on time, before I begun sinking in my own thoughts, I saw his name popping up on the side of my screen. A smile formed on my lips.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCU91x9f3i
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“Hey,” I smiled to him. He was lying on the bed, the laptop on his side.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCzeRPSl43
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“Hey, baby,” he smiled back. He had his skeleton glasses on but no t-shirt. I sighed.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aQOkTKAdm
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“How are you? You look tired,” I winced, trying to focus on his face; ignoring his body.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLYakS40Zv
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“Yeah,” he replied, as he lid on a cigarette “It was a long day. We had some problems.”581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwQEU3bgs3
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“Oh, is everything okay?”581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlglcQaUxI
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“Yes but I really don’t want to bore you with this,” he said “How are you?”581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWupIUMh6Q
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“You’re not boring me!”581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCQYirCPJu
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“I don’t really wanna think about work, I just want to talk to you and relax,” he said. His voice was so tired I wanted to give him a big hug.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajxe0hTUjX
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“I wanna hug you so bad,” I pouted. “And put a t-shirt on! Please!” I told him. Damien chuckled.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqYC450GG1
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“It’s so hot here!” he explained and rubbed his hand over his bare chest.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRejF2NxuTg
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“Fine!” I said and without a second thought, I pulled my top over my head, revealing my red bra. “So, I have a test in three days.” I said indifferently.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqnNw1fILI
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“You play dirty, ladybag,” he narrowed his eyes and I smirked.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwB2Sq8irl
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“Have I made my point?” I arced a brow. Damien laughed and nodded but made no move to cover himself. “So, you’re not gonna wear a t-shirt huh?” I smiled.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlx87qI4cIL
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“Of course not!” he scoffed “I like what I see!” he said as he kept smiling.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbeVKNnAcu
“Stop staring at my boobs,” I narrowed my eyes and put my hands on my breasts to cover them by squishing them. I realized what I was doing when his smile widened.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNxIGHDN2c
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“I’m more than allowed to stare at them. I can stare at them, touch them, kiss them, bid them…” he said sloewly as he exhaled his cigarette smoke.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghttzU1BQv
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“Oh, my God. Stop it,” I bid my bottom lip and removed my hands. I wanted him so bad. “And they’re not yours. They are mine. So shut up!”581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlfFNjP52y
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“You’re mine, thus your boobs are mine.” he teased.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0b2Lc2Pfhg
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“You don’t own me, Simmons!” I narrowed my eyes pointing my finger to the camera but I so liked the way that sounded.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NN30yVABX
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“Are sure about that?” He teased.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfipBNILKGR
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“No. But stop it because I want you so so so bad and you’re far far away -” I winced.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMLK3fYrhC
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“To a long lost kingdom?” he mocked. My pout turned into a laugh in a second.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDLfG6rGEo
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“I love you,” I smiled. He always made me laugh and smile when I felt down.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUdDkY4AKX
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“I love you too, baby,” he smiled back. “And I miss you,” he added.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJzR6WwpMm
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We started talking about other stuff, my upcoming exam, his brother and sister. I managed to get him to talk about work a little bit because I didn’t like it when he kept the anxiety of work to himself.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3fEXhzNDf
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“Oh, I got news!” he said out of the blue as he seemed to remember something.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCyogfYKVW
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“What?” I asked as I sipped my ice tea.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6gbzVIxuX
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“Matt’s sister is getting married,” he informed me.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JIXpO63E5
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“How old is she?” was my first question. Since his best friend Matt was at Damien’s age and she was younger…581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncDFBEjEV2
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“She’s twenty.”581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxX6piJ3q2Q
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“She’s young!” I breathed wide-eyed. She was barely a year older than me. “How long have they been together?”581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0aCn3I3KV
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“Four years I think.”581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuDOvUZ6o0
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“Oh. It partly sounds reasonable now,” I shrugged my shoulders.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOr21KogVhL
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“Partly?” Damien chuckled. I winced. It felt weird talking to my boyfriend about marriage.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzitjUq3p2d
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“I don’t know,” I begun, as it was one of those subjects that you have to choose your words very carefully before speaking. “I understand someone wanting to move forward in their relationship after being together for four years. But she’s only twenty,”581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpXKlD7mgt
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“So?” he frowned lightly “You think she might miss out on someone else?” he asked.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3rzQh3hKW
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“No,” I shook my head “She may be immature for such a thing. That’s all,” I explained.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWpcJIyEzU
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“Yeah,” he replied looking like he was thinking about it “I agree with you on that.”581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNF2wWyD3t5
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“I mean,” and once I open my mouth and words find me, I can’t seem to shut up. “I don’t see marriage just as a piece of paper. Being married won’t stop someone from cheating on you or hurting you,” I explained; my eyes averting from the screen for a moment.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Z9PbkMCmw
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“Yes, I agree,” he nodded. “If someone wants to do it, it will happen,” he said. I scoffed lightly as Alex crossed my mind. “No matter if you’re married or not,” he finished his thought.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9T4JgQ97M3
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“Yes it will,” I whispered, a bitter smile on my lips; Damien eyed me over his glasses as if turning his head towards me would make me feel weird.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUxxDwZEcT
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“So, how do you see it?” he asked, ignoring my comment and chancing the subject.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡachbTPB6to
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“It’s not just a paper you put in a drawer somewhere and a ring that will only remind you that you’re not free! I think that marriage is much more!” I said and sat back against the cushions; still without a top on. He rubbed his belly calmly; the move causing me to lose my focus for a moment. “It’s something that needs commitment, much love and compromises in order to work; In order to create a family. That’s it. It’s family,” I decided. “Marriage is the creation of your new family.”581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoynvLbeFtm
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“You can create a family without being married to someone,” Damien argued. I remained completely calm as he expressed views that no girl would like to hear her boyfriend having.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlveY9yiO03
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“What you’re talking about is being married on paper,” I said “I’m talking about being married in here,” I said and pointed at my heart “And here,” and pointed at my temple and smiled at him. “And yes, being actually married isn’t necessary in order to create a family, if the couple is committed to each other, but I think it’s nice being married in a church if you’re religious or in the city hall if you’re not…just for the sake of your parents!” I chuckled.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwspXX4oW7E
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“I swear that sometimes I think you’re older than me,” Damien smiled back at me. I chuckled.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1AzCHVVra
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I just hope I didn’t freak him out but that’s my beliefs on the matter and if he got scared by it or felt pressure maybe he wasn’t the right guy for me. On the other hand, he had proven to me that he really was that guy. He really was what I wanted and needed.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUvAGfDYah
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Besides, I was too young for stuff like that. I didn’t actually told him that but by telling him that Matt’s sister was too young I think I made my point. So, there really was no reason for him to feel any pressure.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXc5ShP171
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The story ended back in 2010, but as I was going through my old note, I found 3 more chapters written. Chapters that I actually thought I've shared with you, as there were in my head as a basic part of the story. So, I decided to do some editing and share them. In this chapter, only the last paragraph was added.581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8v0zgImux
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Two more completely new chapters are coming! :)
