比賽當天,星野莉奈早早就搭車抵達東京——25Please respect copyright.PENANAJdxGRhY8rx
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鏡頭快速穿梭於東京澀谷、表參道、代代木。夜晚的霓虹、潮流人群與城市節奏,交錯切換,目不暇給。25Please respect copyright.PENANAikyAy8SC2n
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電子節拍緩緩蓄勢,伴隨城市喧囂。背景音像心跳般節奏遞進。25Please respect copyright.PENANAuS8Hwf1u89
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剪裁俐落的黑色長風衣、金屬飾品點綴,從電車車廂緩步走出,神情冷峻。手插口袋,走在雨後濕潤的柏油路面,靴跟敲擊地面的聲音與節奏同步。25Please respect copyright.PENANA6tmqlJqvvz
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與另一位模特短暫擦肩,對方回頭,但她沒有回望,僅嘴角微勾,鏡頭特寫她的側臉線條與耳環微光。25Please respect copyright.PENANANRJVsYKCbh
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「我不是他們定義的她。」25Please respect copyright.PENANAN92ZD7Y9xt
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她低語,聲音卻透過喇叭,在整座街區迴盪。語氣平穩地不容質疑,像是冷鋼擦過玻璃,留下細細的軌跡。25Please respect copyright.PENANAOk9bOHD9mK
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「我是自己的名字,自己的方式,25Please respect copyright.PENANAYajsutXMfi
我的規則,由我書寫。」25Please respect copyright.PENANA9tBQo6NJ0d
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下一幕,是她在鏡頭前轉身、走向夜色的深處,風衣如旗幟揚起。25Please respect copyright.PENANAqbQoKR9ztL
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「This is Rina. This is me.」25Please respect copyright.PENANAPzk2kwYJmu
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語氣收尾,卻像一記宣言。畫面黑去,只留下一道金色的文字。25Please respect copyright.PENANAk7kmMSTdR9
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敢定義自己的人,才配擁有全世界。25Please respect copyright.PENANAUMEgc6sXpT
REDEFINE HER.25Please respect copyright.PENANAzKE7Puv0uD
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——看著自己在看板上的樣子,星野莉奈有一瞬間出神。25Please respect copyright.PENANA6AGAFo6tNA
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那個光影銳利、眼神堅定的女孩——有時候連她自己都分不清,那是不是自己。25Please respect copyright.PENANA3jo5P0TngC
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星野莉奈把頭上的鴨舌帽稍微拉開,讓東京的陽光可以多灑一點在自己的臉上。跟影片上完全不同,她今天只上了簡單的淡妝,身上也沒有冷冽帥氣的金屬光澤,只有隨意繞在脖子上的圍巾,還有初春寬鬆的運動外套,拉鍊只拉一半。25Please respect copyright.PENANA2xXga4Y09g
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才剛從車站走出來沒多久,就發現路邊人潮異常密集。循著音樂與歡呼聲望去,是球場外特設的球迷互動區,圍欄上拉著寫有「RE·AL × 川崎 BREAKERZ」的布幕,還掛著幾面選手應援旗——其中一面,正是糸師冴的名字。25Please respect copyright.PENANAur1zLXREP5
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一面巨型拍照牆擺在入口,印著糸師冴身穿RE·AL球衣的身影,背景是奔馳中的球場草皮與閃爍燈光。他冷冷地盯著鏡頭,像是下一秒就會從畫面裡走出來。旁邊還有提供即影即有的拍照裝置,只要掃QR code就能將自己的照片合成在他身旁,模擬「與他並肩站在球場」的畫面。25Please respect copyright.PENANAckLRIAyElV
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「你來站這邊啦,我幫你拍!糸師的站位這邊比較帥!」有女孩牽著朋友的手,一邊笑著一邊比方向,動作熟門熟路。25Please respect copyright.PENANAW1bjRYRvFH
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星野莉奈站在人群邊緣,看著那一整面牆,忍不住輕笑了一下。25Please respect copyright.PENANAYWwK55yUGq
還記得以前,冴最受不了這種活動——覺得很煩,覺得浪費時間,甚至會故意繞路不走球場主入口。25Please respect copyright.PENANAXUFzrvUGOW
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可現在,他的臉就這樣被印在牆上,還掛著「Welcome Back」的金色字樣。像是在提醒所有人:快來拍照。25Please respect copyright.PENANA2Vds6rebT4
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不遠處的帳篷下,一排小遊戲區正在開放體驗。投球挑戰、傳球瞄準、猜選手語錄——琳瑯滿目的活動吸引不少孩子與家長參與。只要闖關成功,就能獲得限量的球隊貼紙、徽章,甚至是印有選手名言的小卡。25Please respect copyright.PENANA6zj8M9nNOH
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星野莉奈朝那一區走了幾步,目光落在獎品架上的透明展示盒。一張卡片上,赫然印著——25Please respect copyright.PENANAGlfPl9CO42
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「我會讓這個世界記住我的名字——Itoshi Sae」25Please respect copyright.PENANAouEGx3h1aW
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字體是印刷的,但她知道,這句話他真的講過。25Please respect copyright.PENANAffpG1JoCYz
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當時的語氣,還帶著一點不屑。沒有熱血,沒有笑,甚至不像說給他們聽的。25Please respect copyright.PENANAtfctDqA6sk
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她忘了是什麼話題,只記得冴說出那句話的時候,正坐在學校後門的樓梯上,手裡拿著一瓶沒喝完的可可牛奶——那是她買來硬塞給他的,他難得沒回絕。25Please respect copyright.PENANADl2cNApZ95
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小凜閃著星星眼,一秒就模仿起來,學他哥哥那種沒表情的聲音大喊:「哥哥是世界第一!世界會記住哥哥!」25Please respect copyright.PENANAo3SWWgLCKo
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她忍不住笑了,一邊戳戳小凜圓滾滾的臉頰:「你們糸師家的,都這樣講話的嗎?」25Please respect copyright.PENANAXEJsQMxSIl
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冴沒理他們,只是慢吞吞地站起來,把空瓶往垃圾桶一丟。25Please respect copyright.PENANAcipmA9EiKA
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她記得那個表情。不是高傲,也不是得意。是某種——過早長大的孩子才會有的神情。25Please respect copyright.PENANA4VnTwqkvrT
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是一種,倔強的決定。25Please respect copyright.PENANAE3POnJ8B4R
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星野莉奈站在原地許久,沒參加遊戲,也沒有拍照,只是默默地把手伸進口袋,摸出那張他寄來的票。25Please respect copyright.PENANAHHpBKfawCN
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有風從身後輕輕吹過,吹起她圍巾的邊角,也吹亂了掛在牆上的旗子。25Please respect copyright.PENANATaIYNdJAZV
星野莉奈低頭看了看手裡的票,再抬頭望向球場方向。25Please respect copyright.PENANAln1mEplgxL
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——走吧。25Please respect copyright.PENANAVz3s6fmxHN
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今天不是來懷舊,也不是來追星。25Please respect copyright.PENANAsAxLDC3PY2
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是來見證他,重新站上那個位置。25Please respect copyright.PENANAIEgvQjXeb8
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進場時驗票員多看了她一眼,她只笑笑地點頭致意,沒說什麼。25Please respect copyright.PENANAGGMPZDlOG8
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就在星野莉奈身旁不遠,幾位球迷聚在一起自拍、互相替對方拍照。年紀大概也都和她差不多,有人穿著RE·AL的隊服,也有人披著糸師冴的專屬應援毛巾。25Please respect copyright.PENANAkysmcbUN7p
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「聽說他這次改踢中場欸!好像回來之前就有在練了。」25Please respect copyright.PENANAkhYYzDp3I4
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「傳導絕對誇張,他的長傳根本變態準。」25Please respect copyright.PENANA25OmRTeRD1
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「前幾場練習賽我有追側拍,那幾次長傳,準得像定點導引一樣⋯⋯」25Please respect copyright.PENANAAf1yZDBUEg
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眾人語速飛快,興奮到眼神發亮。還有人拿出之前的選手應援小卡。25Please respect copyright.PENANAwCe3nqjtcB
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「練習賽那幾球我看到直接尖叫,真的神。」25Please respect copyright.PENANAmM6HxcVYdX
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「反正他只要傳長球我就當場下嫁。」25Please respect copyright.PENANA9fc5HB3a2Y
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「我有預感他今天會助攻超過兩次,甚至——直接主導整場比賽。」25Please respect copyright.PENANAGA7u7N7bqX
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他們說得那麼篤定,彷彿全世界都相信他會贏。25Please respect copyright.PENANA4NWPxLbMV1
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——看吧。她的嘴角忍不住笑了。25Please respect copyright.PENANACz5IvFfW6Y
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星野莉奈嘴角還掛著剛才那抹笑,餘光一瞥時間,才終於將票從口袋拿出來。25Please respect copyright.PENANAjOcyPitsRD
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貴賓席的票券設計得很簡約,印著深金色的「RE·AL」標誌與席次編號。星野莉奈輕輕按了幾下手機,打開球場地圖,快速確認自己的位置。25Please respect copyright.PENANA7rjPWAX7Ot
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從她現在的位置過去不遠,視野角度非常好,幾乎正對著中場區域。25Please respect copyright.PENANANzUSs2Fw82
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球場內部的人潮尚未完全湧入,走道寬敞,工作人員分流引導,節奏有條不紊。星野莉奈順著階梯往下走,手指輕輕拂過座椅邊緣,直到找到自己的座位。25Please respect copyright.PENANAZSkl5k5dtN
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她坐下,把圍巾鬆開一些,視線落在尚未開場的球場中央。25Please respect copyright.PENANAMHo4NminK3
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草皮整齊而沉靜,球門還空無一人。遠處熱身的聲音與觀眾席上的討論聲交錯,但她身邊這一排目前還沒什麼人。25Please respect copyright.PENANAn5SqPUyBEr
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星野莉奈把包包擺好,背挺直,讓自己深呼吸。25Please respect copyright.PENANAO8qSLE0DR2
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「他這次是幾年來第一次在日本踢正式比賽吧——太瘋了吧!」25Please respect copyright.PENANA82P09GGTjy
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「這排場也太高了,怎麼看都不像單純回國,比國家隊比賽還盛大欸。」25Please respect copyright.PENANAGDu4YuEIs4
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「不管什麼賽,我就想看他一球傳爆整隊!」25Please respect copyright.PENANANkP7Oj8BLl
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「他可是Itoshi Sae欸,哪有什麼『單純交流』這種事。他回來肯定是有安排什麼大計畫——」25Please respect copyright.PENANAaoQuqudPjr
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眾人語速飛快,興奮到眼神發亮。有人一邊笑一邊轉發球隊賽前特寫。25Please respect copyright.PENANA5okzp1Vw7J
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星野莉奈聽著這些聲音,只是笑了笑。25Please respect copyright.PENANAOa7i8vQ2K9
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——這場不是什麼安排。25Please respect copyright.PENANAGnnM1O0eWc
是他背著沒人知道的東西,獨自走上來的地方。25Please respect copyright.PENANAqlhj6mM5vh
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周遭的聲音逐漸擴大,燈光開始轉換,現場DJ的語音宣布已進入倒數二十分鐘。25Please respect copyright.PENANAR3M51TuadD
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整個球場座無虛席,觀眾的喧囂與DJ的聲音旗鼓相當。加油聲、討論聲此起彼落,幾乎每個觀眾席位都已滿員。據說這場比賽的門票開賣後幾分鐘內就被搶空,黃牛價甚至翻了三倍以上。25Please respect copyright.PENANAZnG2aB5S4g
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但在這樣一場幾乎擠不進一根針的賽事裡——她身旁的那個位子,從她入座以來就一直空著。像是刻意留給誰的,或是誰還在遲遲決定要不要出現。25Please respect copyright.PENANAYKYgJJFUcR
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正出神時,身旁那個空位忽然有了動靜。她幾乎是下意識地轉過頭——25Please respect copyright.PENANAirnvJixy7K
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一張熟悉的臉,意外出現在眼前。25Please respect copyright.PENANAPirPJ8wP1t
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糸師凜。25Please respect copyright.PENANA3txsxh1OHb
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糸師凜也怔了一下。可眼神在她臉上停留不到一秒,便快速移開,像是不想讓任何情緒浮現。25Please respect copyright.PENANA65D6v3d7dg
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「⋯⋯小凜?」她試探地叫了他。25Please respect copyright.PENANAvKPA1apN6t
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他的腳步頓了一下,坐下時明顯僵硬了半拍。25Please respect copyright.PENANAPKNFBX8ZQE
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但他沒有看她。25Please respect copyright.PENANAE8N25umQwq
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沒有回應。25Please respect copyright.PENANAMtih6ApYZ6
就像完全沒聽見那聲呼喚。25Please respect copyright.PENANAR64Eq4mVhz
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星野莉奈微微怔住。25Please respect copyright.PENANA8fSXSEYxzS
他不是沒聽見——因為他手背上的青筋忽然繃了一下,像在克制什麼。25Please respect copyright.PENANApZQsSizvwR
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她笑了笑,試著輕鬆地說話:「那天回去,你有感冒嗎?」25Please respect copyright.PENANA4oCu49sqCJ
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語氣像是往常那樣關心,柔柔地拋出,可落地的聲音卻像石頭沉進水底,沒有一點回音——糸師凜依然看著前方,表情冷靜得近乎無動於衷,眼神像是刻意把她整個人從視線裡排除。25Please respect copyright.PENANAI7wQlLQDnB
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——那不是陌生,是太熟了,才知道該怎麼把人隔開。25Please respect copyright.PENANAWh8IbTI3EF
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星野莉奈的笑容慢慢僵住。她忽然明白了。25Please respect copyright.PENANACl4uy3Pxls
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不是他沒感覺——而是他選擇了「不要有感覺」。25Please respect copyright.PENANAlXQZW82PgG
是下定了什麼決心,要把曾經那種親暱與信任,全數封起來。25Please respect copyright.PENANAWvn4Fr32Hw
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因為在他眼裡——她是那個站在哥哥身邊的人。25Please respect copyright.PENANAgys05RHHLr
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明明是小凜。25Please respect copyright.PENANA1FF2E95ifX
那個會眨眼回應自己、在雪地裡偷偷塞糖果進她口袋的可愛傢伙,會一直跟在哥哥身後、有樣學樣——25Please respect copyright.PENANAycaX3yT5vL
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比她更傻,也比她更相信哥哥的小凜;就算吵架,還是來看哥哥比賽的小凜。25Please respect copyright.PENANAC80EmimLL1
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她不是沒想過這一天會再見到小凜,但她以為——至少,他還會像從前那樣歪個頭、抽抽鼻子,說一句「我還是很生氣哥哥」。25Please respect copyright.PENANAlocvNk3mNq
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可沒有。25Please respect copyright.PENANAuW9uG2ILbX
沒有任何回應,也沒有多餘情緒。25Please respect copyright.PENANAIOewNzcnt9
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變冷了。25Please respect copyright.PENANA6uXzNYQlXU
眼神不再像從前那樣透明,而是鋒利得什麼都不打算藏。25Please respect copyright.PENANA77MQnO5zZn
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他的目光,裡面是——再也不會有任何人入眼的決意。25Please respect copyright.PENANAVooTsluFgl
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空氣之間,出現了一種說不出來的詭異氛圍。不是爭執,也不是敵意,更像是隔著一道看不見的玻璃。25Please respect copyright.PENANAg5MKidTxTV
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那種彼此都知道對方存在,卻無法碰觸的距離感。25Please respect copyright.PENANAyQWOiRUXjE
她不知道該怎麼打破這份沉默——也許根本沒辦法。25Please respect copyright.PENANArmd6NlOU49
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突然,場內燈光暗了下來,全場開始響起倒數。25Please respect copyright.PENANAb1zgLFaguP
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「十!九!八——!」25Please respect copyright.PENANAeRmqVM222I
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震耳欲聾的倒數聲瞬間打斷了兩人之間的僵局。25Please respect copyright.PENANASFnf5Eyo8T
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星野莉奈順勢看向球場,她知道糸師凜也將視線移到場內,默默看著選手一個接一個出場。25Please respect copyright.PENANAbCvkNw9CTC
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當那個名字被全場高聲喊出時——25Please respect copyright.PENANArD3Uu444w8
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「10號,Itoshi Sae——!」25Please respect copyright.PENANAzPAKh4JcRc
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星野莉奈快速站起來,鼓掌。毫不猶豫,也毫不猖狂。25Please respect copyright.PENANAuDABwnHCcH
就只是站起來,像是早就習慣這種節奏一樣。25Please respect copyright.PENANAjr8Z80R9xT
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就在那個瞬間,她瞥見身旁的糸師凜。25Please respect copyright.PENANAHumGT64VVr
他的手,原本懶散地放在膝上,忽然緊握了一下。25Please respect copyright.PENANAAIbGD0thyU
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不是激動,而是那種——需要用力按住什麼,才不讓自己失控的力道。25Please respect copyright.PENANAlKkvFMiPeD
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星野莉奈沒有轉頭看他。只是在餘光裡注意到,糸師凜低下頭,刻意避開螢幕上那個名字的亮光。25Please respect copyright.PENANALQ18xScZMl
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——他正在逼自己不要抬頭?25Please respect copyright.PENANAOgp8jrJByQ
他不想在這一刻,承認自己還是在意⋯⋯那個曾經一起做夢、卻走向不同方向的哥哥?25Please respect copyright.PENANAL0vqEvo7Qn
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即便糸師凜沒回應她的招呼,也沒給她任何表情——可,他仍然來了。25Please respect copyright.PENANAEzC59AYjy8
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仍然坐在這個唯一空著的位子上。在最關鍵的時刻,看著那個他「不再認同」的哥哥,用新的身份踏上球場。25Please respect copyright.PENANAHaXBZBD7m6
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不是因為原諒。25Please respect copyright.PENANANY9NZceKxE
而是因為——無法不看。25Please respect copyright.PENANAN7DWT3Zsy3
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星野莉奈沒正視轉向糸師凜,也沒問他會不會鼓掌。只是忽然很興奮,像壓了很久,終於找到了出口,沒頭沒腦地大喊:25Please respect copyright.PENANAJVChGzmap5
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「比賽那麼吵,他又聽不見——」25Please respect copyright.PENANAlz4ps1Q1Io
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她笑著說,聲音不小,語氣卻是柔的,聽起來像在講場邊的喧鬧。25Please respect copyright.PENANAvR8s0FyxSD
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——這麼吵,偷偷鼓個掌也沒人知道啊,小凜。
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