「阿七仨,在我騎車時突然出現,不知道很危險嗎?」36Please respect copyright.PENANAvt7iZGYneV
是句抱怨話,想的時候,酸苦間泛起的笑,竟然看來還有點痴情。36Please respect copyright.PENANAt0DnskcnOs
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「總是要這樣證明自己時時都在,但現在不是想你的時候。」36Please respect copyright.PENANAjyMJQMChPk
他又在心裏這樣說。36Please respect copyright.PENANAXSPzYlGYVP
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他定下心過接連的兩個急彎,專注斜著車身,車順柵彎急速滑進曲道,後座的女伴此時也不知危險,忽然在後背靠得很緊,以一種纏綿態勢來摟著身。36Please respect copyright.PENANANO2hluDVGm
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類似的肢體語言,他不跟著起波瀾,再怎麼柔情的倚上肩頭,每一個分別時他都堅決,從未伸手留人,其實只要一伸手。36Please respect copyright.PENANAA0LCR3hJUW
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但夜裏卻偶爾會呆怔的多想。36Please respect copyright.PENANAsjBvh20uUd
阿七仨不會真的知道。36Please respect copyright.PENANABDHsOcyG3T
那時他就會下床點起一支煙。36Please respect copyright.PENANAeNFjLRZ1xG
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阿七仨的眼當然不會想看這些。36Please respect copyright.PENANA1ENAnl8cge
但她又會不會看得出,這個男人偶爾也想著纏綿這件事。36Please respect copyright.PENANASn5yIu92f6
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無魂、無助、不專心,還是可以的。36Please respect copyright.PENANA5BvmkoUGDH
不付愛、不落情、麻木些,還是可以的。36Please respect copyright.PENANAtvzb8X4gmZ
只是泠,想尋暖,侷促的單人被,在嘻笑中此拉彼搶,緊靠而擁擠熱呼呼…。36Please respect copyright.PENANAN2sPyxPKsh
毫無意外,飄遷的念頭又奔向往日。36Please respect copyright.PENANApP78klcFEN
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「現在我們,只像兩隻互繞著對方光芒飛轉的燈蛾…」他知道總有一天會遇到真實的火焰。36Please respect copyright.PENANAlYyHPxvVow
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「你不能常常這樣,從黑夜過到白天來…」他回想著那個該全神貫注的急速雙道彎,阿七仨好像站在對面相等,因此無聲嚅動嘴對她起碎唸,別讓他分心。36Please respect copyright.PENANAKcezizQIcu
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送回女伴後,車頭一轉到河濱,他停車走上大橋,今天是近日難得晴的黃昏。
她穿一件像米色又有點淡水藍的衣服,走在前方,橋上強風中黑髮仍止靜狀,不回頭參加這場爭辯。36Please respect copyright.PENANAFBr9I7n7xF
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涼爽的橋上風灌飽他衣,在身間呼呼作響,他無表情地面遠方立著,看眼角餘光裏,橋邊人行便道徐徐走來她,真到近時,又反方去。36Please respect copyright.PENANAQHix9Ep6Jg
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「這樣太危險。阿七仨,什麼時候你要放掉我?」36Please respect copyright.PENANA6TS6uFQt7m
「或什麼時候,我該放開你?」
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在風中粗著聲,他轉過進砂而刺疼的眼,要看清她如何總不留情的那樣自顧走,去得遠遠,不可追,又忽然到眼前。36Please respect copyright.PENANAnTXJ1w33n9
「趕快決定,然後讓我知道。」36Please respect copyright.PENANAaH2miwTSNv
他咬牙繃硬頰線,離開高處,忽然堅定的下近繁華七彩霓紅燈。36Please respect copyright.PENANAd87yW5WISd
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今晚,他要在人多的地方待一待。36Please respect copyright.PENANAovqaOG15f2
繞一個彎弧,向他們以前很少到的另一區,無目的的騎過一個車道口,他煞停等車道口的車在前方慢騰騰過彎,右方店面的取餐口,工作人員正向窗外喊喚:「十九號。」
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一個女子向前,聲脆生生的喊:「我是十九號。」36Please respect copyright.PENANAKqfM5PkJpF
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「您好,這裏是無想生小村棧,因為當初這裏留下兩支手機號碼,所以冒昧連絡您,請問您是林傑生先生嗎?」
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他皺著眉嗯了一聲,對方又客氣的說:「何小姐的手機號碼已經停用,能不能請您轉告一聲,她曾經參加時間囊的活動,最近…」36Please respect copyright.PENANAhaYCdNqbhw
他無神的聽著,末了又嗯了一聲:「那就我到,不參加訂房。」36Please respect copyright.PENANAmqabWkgSc9
「是,訂房其實也滿了,待會我們會將完整訊息用簡訊傳給您,歡迎您回來。」36Please respect copyright.PENANAoeLS3l14Aq
他在櫃枱前愣怔著。36Please respect copyright.PENANAY1g3Zp5rhq
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「十九號。」左角又按一次叫號鈴。「十九號請向前。」回過神見一個青春女子,抱著不小一個包裹急急往寄送郵件櫃去。
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他默走出郵局,一個提著美語課提袋的男孩由同棟樓梯出來,叫喚另一個女孩:「 Archisha,bye-bye.」36Please respect copyright.PENANAm12bMehfoY
他看到那與她一樣英文名的小女孩,回頭徐搖著小小的手向男孩一笑:「Jason,bye-bye.」36Please respect copyright.PENANACRdNdGTbJN
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那晚洗過澡後他關掉全部的燈,靜坐在床緣,等待許久,改和衣仰躺。36Please respect copyright.PENANAupALlxlO5D
「阿七仨?」他輕輕向黑暗喚一聲,但牆上顯的昏黃微光是對面大樓映透窗簾的陽台燈,一會又熄滅。他起身將腳挪踏床頭,再拿一支煙。
看煙圈白白的盪散,這煙圈會不會圈住她的腰?或繫住她的手?他又長長吁出白氣,說不定可以繞向她指間。
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最近她在白日出現,反而不進夢裏,夜裏也不來了。36Please respect copyright.PENANA4xZzmfuJbl
他無聊地察看無想生寄來的簡訊。36Please respect copyright.PENANAn3DJoeWfqY
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無想生小村棧初營業時,曾有一時人氣,熱戀中的情侶在週五晚,會將車塞滿過彎後那一段來向小村棧的路,音樂、夜景、文青風、森林浴、小木屋外的螢火蟲,都能優化戀人的美夢。
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老走在藝文風格這種虛幻路線,回頭客比例不高,但忠實的那一小撮又足夠讓小村棧撐住。36Please respect copyright.PENANAGHnsx9YVE4
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六年後小村棧終於不撐了,那日工作人員連絡他,告知小村棧要結束,地將另售他人,所有埋藏的時間囊要一起取出,他忽然心口極難受,她都已經不在了。36Please respect copyright.PENANAqGey5LgHVV
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「這是什麼兩光時間囊,這麼小還長得像骨灰罐。」他緊拉住手,近耳但不夠低聲的說。
在這裏已經陪聽詩的朗誦與音樂演奏,他覺得浪漫到這個高度,已經夠了。36Please respect copyright.PENANAPI6RIdhge0
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「一個時空囊罐能收三十份,各位可以收藏你們的信或告白或小紀念物,十年後,我們會邀請各位來開啟。」主辦單位笑吟吟的對現場人數寥寥觀眾展示,願意參加的人可以領紙筆和試管瓶。36Please respect copyright.PENANAAnaPhXshnU
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他還是隨了她,花五百元參加,又多花三百元買精緻的小鐵盒取代試管瓶,這次偏巧遇到大雨,大家被動參加主辦方的室內活動,不過時間囊活動只有十三組人參加。36Please respect copyright.PENANALJ65hE0OgQ
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他對她的投入和慎重不意外,看她認真的獨坐桌前摺捲那封長信,用自己的碎花髮帶細細纒繞那鐵盒。
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另一個爸爸牽三兒子參加,努力扭緊一些長紙條,要塞進試管瓶,現在那個大號試管瓶濱臨暴管,軟木塞也不用蓋了。
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這事始末,在旁大家都有從頭到尾看明白,是媽媽興緻勃勃的提議,叮囑三兒子十年後得一起回來領埋在地裏的寶物。36Please respect copyright.PENANAr2g0H6a1sn
爸爸發三張紙給兒子們寫些話,三個只想玩的兒子提筆如千斤重,大的趴在桌面蔫去了一樣,年紀最小的執筆托腮還皺著眉,三人都半天沒寫出半個字。36Please respect copyright.PENANArSJbrXIjJh
爸爸火了,回車上把剛發下的還在書包的那些月考卷的卷頭都撕下,科目、得分、簽名都在上,三個都有各自的慘烈戰史,老二偷看到老大的英文成績,縮嘴忍一抺笑。
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為她撐傘列隊在十三組人中的他在旁也對望她一笑,今天她笑得很甜美。36Please respect copyright.PENANAyEckUnI0hS
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上場活動的五人樂團小提琴手在旁獨看好一會後,忽然也掏了錢,折斷琴弓,微笑的放進那明明長得像骨灰罐的時間囊,便轉身離開。36Please respect copyright.PENANAZq0Pls07GE
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他們在雨中,各自帶歡悅隨著活動人員往埋設地點,那是一片格梁護坡,共有的這個罐會塞進其中一格梁,並有編號,可以一起為罐覆土灑草籽。
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她多情的親覆上土,要他來灑草籽,他當然可以這樣寵女友,低垂眼睫笑著灑上幾顆,蹲於傘下兩人偷一吻。36Please respect copyright.PENANALbB1hVsMPG
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小村棧來的通知,也許是她給的,他覺得是他要的暗示。36Please respect copyright.PENANAu5QNBPj4VS
所以隻身來,呆滯的站在五、六十人中。36Please respect copyright.PENANAFE6yw2tfJi
聽說前後舉辦過三十二次時空囊活動,扣除連絡不上的,參加者可以選擇用交寄方式取回試管,願意到場的全集中在今天。36Please respect copyright.PENANAFIki20TYID
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「這就當作一個最後道別吧。我們可不能這樣一輩子。你——踩界了。」36Please respect copyright.PENANAgj2di0u3II
思念和幻覺是兩回事。他默然閉上眼。36Please respect copyright.PENANAyHfXxNlAZS
雖然悲傷得久,他沒覺得自己接不住,但為什麼最近會失控?36Please respect copyright.PENANANe8guYu2jK
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核對過手機號,他被提醒當初時間囊的編號及告知集合位置,已經各站定多人,草坡綠油油一片,完全辨識不出藏落十八號時間囊罐的位置。
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當初她聽說他誇言過大學畢業前要交往十八個女友的狂言後,明明她是第一個,唯一一個,卻要以十八號終結者自居。36Please respect copyright.PENANAntCAfR7NNW
十八是她自認專屬號。那日她依緊他的臂看著紀念罐上 18 的紅漆,抬臉斜上望他,抿嘴而笑。
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到如今,回憶的影像還很鮮活,反而阿七仨自己的身影,這個月來愈發透明,透明到他幾乎可以透過阿七仨看電視、運動、騎車…。36Please respect copyright.PENANAQppmzmwLI6
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「人家也要收攤了,這是最後一次。」他轉眼向她送心裏的話。36Please respect copyright.PENANAPohysaTfDo
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半透明的她身邊站來一個拿塑膠鏟的短髮女子,藍色塑膠鏟相當可愛,使她看來像該把車再開遠點去海邊玩沙。36Please respect copyright.PENANAw15rV4pSEg
雖然只見側身,但神態不像其它人有心事待揭或有回憶要領回,只像個觀光客。36Please respect copyright.PENANAQpCpaL5Mw1
和女子相較,她淡得不見表情。36Please respect copyright.PENANAYcUgskR3d7
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午後下起小雨,如那一天,活動方主持人仍用拉滿活力的語調說話,一樣的音樂中,大家被領站到當初的格柵前。36Please respect copyright.PENANAMEVWfgKZdV
每個時間囊旁都曾種上玫塊或苿莉為記,若是植栽枯死了,可得一陣好找,十八號格旁種上梔子花。甜香像怡人晚風,什麼事到此,都可擱下轉進輕適。36Please respect copyright.PENANArIyc2Nbrij
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「請問十九號在哪裏?我是十九號。」持塑膠鏟的女子在彼地獨自挖了半天無所獲,忽然走向工作人員詢問。36Please respect copyright.PENANAdkyIw2Ysoa
「十九號在哪裏?」工作人員用對講機問過同仁後,領女子到一顆小樹下,協助她挖尋。36Please respect copyright.PENANApNhE7O9kPE
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其它取過物的人好奇來圍觀十九號開箱,覆滿土砂的麻布袋抱出不鏽鋼鐵罐,女子一眼就認出裏中自己的試管,拿出手機攤開紙拍個照。然後笑問工作人員:「我可以把它埋回這個坑嗎?」36Please respect copyright.PENANAuYiCayM5sf
「你不是要回來帶走嗎?」工作人員問。36Please respect copyright.PENANA2sJNHANB4o
「不是吔。」十九號搖搖手機笑一笑。36Please respect copyright.PENANAZCdTveEB3q
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他還不開啟鐵盒,只與眾人佇足坡上同看,雨後對面山凹上出現一彎虹,七彩淡淡。36Please respect copyright.PENANAkF6frm5o6D
眾人四散面那方天空而坐,不約而同停步共賞。36Please respect copyright.PENANA2N4brsTioJ
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忽然有弦聲,他順著望去,一個男子對著天空虹,頸與臂間扣著小提琴。36Please respect copyright.PENANAx60YEc4ZF1
像把頭的重量都落給琴身承擔,頸臂輕鬆,隨樂音微轉著顎腮骨,似要用臉的輕撫,讚賞琴與弓,應手合心。
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苿莉、梔子香和虹彩之前,男子專注於將琴弓輕搭弦上温柔滑曳。弓一拖一挑,空中的香會被揉得更勻密,再晚一點,夜來香會接著開綻。36Please respect copyright.PENANAnGTAtCMKvE
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他同意阿七仨對這事的感受,這件事從起到結束都很美。36Please respect copyright.PENANABwR6tKkZe5
他倆之間在等一個儀式。這儀式會清楚定義現況,他已沒有她,很久了。
她從沒有要他以苦惱留戀為想念的證明。36Please respect copyright.PENANA2DsiwCA5wD
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阿七仨立於坡線高處已久,在提琴聲中轉面向他,透明的身像鑲融進虹裏,就要一起愈來愈淡。36Please respect copyright.PENANAQoHIkKFDNm
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他張嘴呆看七彩中的她,阿七仨很久沒笑,現在甜甜揮手笑了。36Please respect copyright.PENANAhywbmX5dlM
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淚流滾下由嘴角滲鹹味入口,他向下壓著滾動的喉頭。36Please respect copyright.PENANAvQYrfRyDj6
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是不是都是我,36Please respect copyright.PENANAo7t50lrrPx
在強留你?
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人大致散了,傍晚才停進一輛車,下來一父三子,三個孩子都慢吞吞,眼各盯著手機,爸爸停好車後揚聲斥著:「手機都交過來。」36Please respect copyright.PENANA5tFIduFotT
已經抽高的兩個互交頭接耳不以為然的評論:「那叫什麼寶物?」36Please respect copyright.PENANApIZAYTKsDh
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他停住腳步看看當時的三孩子,最小的那個應該也小四了。36Please respect copyright.PENANA9uN0UppH35
四人停在櫃枱前,工作人員取來他家的試管,和另三張因為還有空間最後也被厚待一同收進的學期末成績單。36Please respect copyright.PENANA1NJ6BeV43n
爸爸瞅看三孩子,孩子轟地起了好長一陣爆笑。
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笑聲響亮得讓空氣中甜香更向外漾蕩。36Please respect copyright.PENANAtduGoyDC49
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苦澀被大地收藏久,會被神奇的轉味,而稚氣則仍然俏皮。36Please respect copyright.PENANAfEDKLo1vhD
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