「我都係咁話。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotiyJOnz2C
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRuGA06TtJ
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阿樂點頭：680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmxzyTGk2m
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「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyhR7dLTfe
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsaRxnJhmh
「係呀。算啦。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1INkf1ls2F
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他們各自回房。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJbhEAdYU2
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Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRz08IQFVB
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有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODpc2RZzZa
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXyUbYwXHO
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeKKEnU2XH
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLk2wzcozis
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMsIU57SSA
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBK4TGhj1v
還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jYQKsAV0q
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUrcpqdyDL
興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLd9jCVzLI
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBOfKLAhJN
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGILI1EO76
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cJogCBQSQ
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGs0De8xQb
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAboO5n2X3
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0t4o45wAv
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGjFa5R7Zs
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIaq884U8v
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsThKUjTMy1
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQcAB34z4G
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGHMXKtY4k
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltnzgeXLsi
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她有什麼問題嗎？680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4FWWL9VTP
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她是不是很不堪？680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRuJp33lS3
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為什麼？680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I8Bh0488p
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1JlbCw6E6
青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLBEkn6c6u
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaBMJh5kSp
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNCAC5g7Sf
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4XsO0MWpn
Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJY7VLDYxs
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkadWglDIQ
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9hsWExM9S
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45UtyjH81C
Matt也會秒回她的Direct。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCH3J7bgUvN
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxg0XChGU5W
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNg6QDmMD2
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLV6m8KuKfE
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt08DnrFBqa
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sIknWa5H3
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV91UI3RJBZ
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她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTAwjmFDOQ
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwPJcitSg9
慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3XJxciULQ
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuhfdALWyx
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbMMUPm3Rp
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vuFBRPKHm
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEjTQPrLji
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtW7oAqDNNx
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0yI6kDhkx
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Dyxt2iB2d
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3INClwadw
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHLPDhvZlA
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWXAYq63nJ
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWsFHyCvuJ
「靚仔，考成點啊？」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00y2JMs44l
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNsq6xOj0K
但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLHX7c1tSl
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzIeZxGLbl
「點解你喺度？」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9moo2cYQm
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIGTo1k7AR
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2s9dxSXIB
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIclQGLU1VV
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtUc12fIKr
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntO0Jfnkdg
他皺眉，有些兇地講：680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5m0mUFOK5L
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgVsGjQWmC
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT50pc9bboH
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC56d8PYih
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocwOF29W95
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaIf6lDiG1
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ne2h2Hcub
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPk4TwcanS
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx22HAc7gDm
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTHOf50P9M
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvDgmdfSJe
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6JsCRDk6j
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1uA9l0lVA
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJntWEz4n0
他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMelfjcwKN
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWVBjFO2xv
「以後唔好啦。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2wg7ioOjv
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwORBdElPI
她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6Qdnlw2Ce
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7rtyJiIBd
直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVY6r9JYtf
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlpO6MaZUe
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYoqNshfAE
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQSKjrA52p
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qRWS0nwZ2
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLIpflNwbh
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTBg8pCm1g
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pFIUXF8vx
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJt8QT6PCR8
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQMnJnINgP
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHqp1KnjiL
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrC9Z09mk0
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLhTvyoerJ
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很明顯了吧。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XX9iqNnIo
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPleKcMdcUz
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOd28ylauUH
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SIrOuDmBW
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFI8PFVksg
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlarSMQgjqv
所以，她恐懼。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbmOdDLU6y
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青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNERSugN1E
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6fCeWNLij
但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pN3nfn7MU
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaw1Yb1LWr
她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64gU5Hw4NN
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwGwgn9P9F
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhVDX6T4Ur
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創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDRZWDly1c
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