「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdlhhPBOLf
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啫係叫你收皮囉……654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvIcjhQzRH
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青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyLaqiVhy4
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「你以咩身份去攬佢？」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JQharpspO
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUira5UTwDC
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVBkdC4fd1
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「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jbtLqqJ9p
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGpEMDtDLY
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUS5HvbGRQ
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青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVc3hPKaJF
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KwBVPgq2l
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTnp3q80tY
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她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6K1BK7yBi
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「點算？」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJRYWxHI89
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFT5AXfsiiZ
「睇你㗎咋。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SowX4qcb4
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQldewj1CF5
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3clnPjDO1
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiVi9jZytn
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd1vFEJ5rR
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ78Tltb2SF
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWHaUNADU5
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEOqbtRkdu
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9Z6kA4pzP
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOkg0ViJlA
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNCPvGVbGs
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7dS3bK2Qg
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZb3kYlhXp
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjwvdPk5JW
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGd3eS3Cwo
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFo7c9EMkG
「冇呀，睇你。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JfhVzyUgL
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IZPCUGkFH
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlD8FlSYrLw
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxybFgYb4q
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiuZnM4wJT
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqk989uKJlX
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrECTmNE37
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「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYNgJU3h2O
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXxujqpkYd
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVCLum16Hl
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「唔知啊。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj74h1Sq3qF
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uMQfp1VJ0
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSsXMHZyR6
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5DcefN9L7
「同佢一齊？」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqdssI68TS
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDlaSxp3IN
「可能係啦……」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6Dt9V2SNv
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阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZIWlWR1c7
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMs85Kz910T
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRMoo8nIzF
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7cPH9Zu31
「係嘅。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLEFQOKndZ
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8wy09IuDa
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdyqHX8gyh
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7v6mX37DNn
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuupOGlVdb
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmz1HolnEtq
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuCENTqHDS
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7I1Q2sOxPU
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodsHa1ODu6
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJqw53bQih
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEAiAwy8UK
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgXyQhM1sm
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsioJGlrEZp
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoizfIaf9FT
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqipvfPvXNB
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5DSF7UIaB
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgzFktaXkn
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydC0GXBO71
「你咩都唔知㗎。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLn8xvhV2RN
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbx2r6b7kz
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmmXwHTwfH
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfdfTJVzoX
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo29Pf0de6X
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9lot2FIJF
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYRepRoTv2
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUGPInc9bW
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLutJfYRXHz
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzI3z3Jaybb
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEdkWbYw5J
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNQNsMjeRl
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Joeel129K
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「唓，一時一樣嘅。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2L9UDsdOX
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5buiupLOH8
「Sorry。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUuaGoh8ia
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「我都係。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7QlF9o0zu
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6edM4GIfl
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgdARYYreB
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2syvqKYLg
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9grKqfKvdt
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU49NcUdfgC
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyABMBjbpB
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqquEkKqLRF
「係嘅。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlDkE3XGUs
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQN3psetLW
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwf54RUTCh
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Emr93ccQA
他們都沉默許久，青青說：654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLkAyA02ch
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksh2zl7cSE
「阿樂啊。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHEnyZpuVA
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阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLVIrlGom4
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtK3xTgnkvO
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QBTa5yw72
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnWWEzXTD5
你自己開唔開心啊？」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvezyKmJZ1
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXQB3TnmAb
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOXwsGMjpj
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNVzBW37Fx
「媽媽。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuMai0Qt36
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc89VvoWld1
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevU4I09e2h
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyx8h5ffT7n
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijvz7X8L2E
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVelJIddMV
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdHcEQELyz
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXSsMWaQF5
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcY5YTnofE
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJV02dgnum
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEFCTya9PA
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「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVrvj4jVqv
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8905zRAPK
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAON64NxVNu
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「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXagBvET2Tq
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEydH9nyg9
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8Nh8fXbZp
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtyAkVaHec
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAowosersWq
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdx9iYQrWs1
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mA1yvAGky
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEC2xdCzYN
「多謝。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjdduVxvYM
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXalVSb430r
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDq4tlG76VM
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJanx78Ikp
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpj0XbXIWg4
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNS7uk3ie6
「係有啲長氣。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWQ2eMNKSc
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0ZFgzMWfm
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUc6Hf4hEh
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQB7ix7qmbQ
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwRIbuAWGy
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ916PsfFKF7
「可以啊。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kTMRACMEj
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmeKmfcNw8
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNyhummHv8
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirciGEc7lH
「好。」654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡas3OU6yuRp
654Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZF7pMRtwNu
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