彼時，青青正在阿樂的屋裏，無聊度日。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8fwEEOAig
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不用上學，又因為武漢肺炎疫情，大學的實體活動取消了，兼職也暫時擱置。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOVNE3gFej
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無聊，就真是一個好機會去胡思亂想，青青會對着電腦打文，然後發呆，可能一個小時只打了幾句，因為她會上YouTube看食物ASMR，聽着聽着就十分專注地看別人在吃，她什麼都沒有做，只將時間浪費。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDzPedBzKu
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她心裏沒有可以愛的人，就算想找些事去寄托，也未如人事，總有種迷糊的感覺。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrdUT9Hpko
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作為失戀者，她的記憶落在最美好的瞬間，不知為什麼，只是懷念起從前開心的時光，總是止不住地感動，這令她對過往更加着迷；即使她失望於愛人的離去，仍然忍不住回味最初的快樂。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7khZTGAuuO
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但她拒絕這一種回憶的襲來，因為傷心只會尾隨而至。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYIbbliwvj
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEmm1azr0s
青青乾脆躺在床上玩電話，來回掃遍連登、Facebook、Instagram，連建議帖文都看了一遍遍，不斷刷新。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPjrwXs8G0
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然後，她聽見客廳有聲響——阿樂回來了。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3DcZ92a5F
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5fijCbvKE
她起身，出門打一聲招呼，卻看見一個女生在阿樂身後慢慢地除鞋。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz1QXTQa8x
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlOaq3tFkD
阿樂看見青青，他站在兩個女生的中間，突然覺得客廳很局促，空間似在無限地縮小。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMk7rSbgIxQ
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其實剛才他已預想這個情景，原本覺得，最多是有些尷尬，因為Tanya就會知道他在和另一個女生同居。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjvwcUPXkU
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但此刻，他覺得困窘，原因是自己可能會被青青鄙視吧——646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5M99HmIbP
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明明這段時間都說喜歡青青、追求她、對她好，甚至不過昨天還向她求愛；然後今天，帶昔日女神回家。說得多麼、多麼真誠，甚至用暴烈的情緒佐證，但此刻，卻像在告訴青青一切都是謊言。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbFcbua6wI
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxG6yXvu3F8
青青會不會以為他在示威？是為了氣她才這樣做？但他不是。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1XvVLMga4
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQ7p2jaO9n
這一種真心話被揭穿的慚愧令他無地自容。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD77rjGPxq9
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrxvCJyE4i
想到此處，一刻，阿樂完全靜止，他的眼落在青青的臉上，他們不發一言地對視，阿樂的臉因難堪越來越紅。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRpmIOuYF9
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKpQg0idJU
青青看見阿樂像Lag機一樣，她也有些尷尬，為着她這不知所措的多餘；只好踏步向前，和Tanya打個招呼：「Hi！」646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6ipZYUj14
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3PQjz0Mir
Tanya一邊打量青青，一邊對青青微笑，又行到阿樂旁邊：646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BC9pYSGao
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9atM2OZvD
「樂仔，快啲介紹吓我哋啦。」646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUlLbEHKXN
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmspJroDdg3
阿樂反應過來，向青青攤手：「佢係青青，係——我阿媽嘅朋友嘅女，有啲事嚟住幾日。」646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8vjwJ5bZ3
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0BDW5WbqV
青青聽了阿樂的描述，頓了一頓，幾秒後突然釋懷，又向Tanya點點頭。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dKBLDLhmo
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEhcsvFX38
阿樂續向Tanya攤手，道：「呢個係Tanya，我朋友。」Tanya正仔細看青青的五官，又對青青說：646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOi8tbe51X
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqb4mUvCnf
「同樂仔住係咩感覺啊？」646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUYo0LaiPc
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAVyGHARFl
青青看一眼阿樂，思考怎樣答Tanya才對大家都好：646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbpQQxDrc7
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxtPs3a2Ck
「冇咩特別啦，咪又係咁過，我哋都係識咗一陣啫。」646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtKzNDQnkr
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExVjlV1KXU
其實，當青青看到Tanya的第一眼，她已經猜到這就是阿樂的女神。Tanya美麗，奶茶色的斜瀏海下，小臉十分明艷，眼尾上揚，牙齒整齊潔白，笑容非常有感染感力。青青又看到阿樂一動不動的呆，這一種凝滯，應該是女神才能帶給他的吧……646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BASxZ97eC
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Tanya直覺氣氛有些奇怪，故試探地對青青說：646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGF5oxe8VQT
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnixKodAbm
「都辛苦你呢段時間睇住阿樂啦。」646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniOFEBINnt
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19Dz4aMffx
青青戴着近視眼鏡，穿着居家的睡衣，頭髮因躺在床上而散亂，Tanya卻認為她看起來還不錯，就是氣息有點差；這一點，不知為何，就是引起Tanya內心隱隱的不適，莫名其妙地。尤其當Tanya看見，阿樂整個人都靜止了，直覺引起她微微的——646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUk5pJG1nK
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17hDzxB1Q6
嫉妒？擔心？危機感？認為原屬她的東西，有機會被人奪去了？646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCwhR42AG5
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7aKXPMj3n
「唔會啊，都冇點睇住。唔阻你哋啦，我入房做嘢先。」646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21kOmUrBRW
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pIJJb2fMA
青青聽得出Tanya的意思：Tanya想確認青青對阿樂的態度。Tanya以「女主人」的語氣來測試青青會否反感，但凡看出青青感到不妥，Tanya的戒心只會加重。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvHbUiIwRD
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgM3bhAXg8m
青青不想惹事，只想逃離，何況，其實她和阿樂又沒有什麼關係。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUP5vMWyw9O
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQF2Alvqtm
她向阿樂和Tanya欠一欠身，回房；關門後，她長舒一口氣。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHYPNrQPpB
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GMOXNu55Y
第一個反應，當然是愕然。明明阿樂說喜歡青青，但轉頭又與Tanya見面，更將她帶回家。瞬間，青青異常疑惑，又有一些委屈地想：不知道為什麼，總沒有男人能喜歡她很久——646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRY7iT6But
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她笑了。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIeOVNUD8R
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但下一秒，青青又覺得不出奇。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRw6id19ts
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCn3p7oCMK
她知道阿樂很喜歡Tanya，青青聽他講過為Tanya做的事，她這旁觀者都動容。這樣的女神和不過如此、又不接受他的青青，阿樂當然更對Tanya更有渴求，他根本未有放下。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNtvmiq8QP
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TV78o0Xrj
而且，青青一直覺得阿樂並不是很喜歡她，這仿佛是一個美麗的誤會。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsnw2cgxTT
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86OPnau7uu
最後，青青釋然。此前，她的心頭一直有點內疚，始終她有份誤導阿樂，令他追求她、失落、憤怒、傷心，她也不是無辜的。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSC6RuolfqT
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYpjNSJ2CY
這一種愧疚的感覺，就在此刻自私地悄然流逝，她說服自己，其實阿樂只是「剛巧」喜歡她，換個別人和他在一起愉快相處，可能他也會出現情感的投射，這個人，不需要是她。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFLapQtUFj
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQQ7t130Kv
而阿樂，根本未放下Tanya，她的存在很難複制，他的每一次心動就變得很模糊。說到底，他最愛的也是Tanya。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9EgKV23A0
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhPndXHxcD
青青放心，安慰自己，她的惡行終於停止。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32wF0gS2zW
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKCaGBrV5R
她沒有覺得阿樂是「狗公」、隨便喜歡、隨便求愛。因為他們都需要時間和經歷去成長、確認自己的情感，有時也會迷失，被當下的環境氣氛來催化自己的情愫。一如她自己，也曾經認為可以與阿樂嘗試發展。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRwFRU6ZXA
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41fZtvGEBG
算了吧，平手，打和，Super。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtE8HQKUKfC
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAh0dS1oIQK
他們都幼稚，說到底，清楚自己想要什麼，從不是易事。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1bbCYweIz
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwSDELtC6g
青青的心情馬上好了很多。至少，若然想念Matt，她的負罪感也會減輕，再沒有愧對他人，她只愧對自己。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgfu67tOUJ
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtp2p1Xq8xq
Tanya問阿樂：「做咩木口木面嘅你？」646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKQ04nzcYQ
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDF46aDIvj
「冇啊，突然屋企多咗個靚女，唔適應咋嘛。」646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYJwxvXW68
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ebCKNarm5
阿樂回神，又如常誇獎她；他發現，就算很久沒有講這些滑頭的話，還是很流利，Tanya一出現就打開了這個開關。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq01UbcXr4I
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDtmv1yCUF
「係咩，你屋企唔係不嬲都有個靚女咩？」646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPL3cedZZcC
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1BqlqaTh3
Tanya的眼㬓向青青的房間，挑一挑眉。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MJVKuCFUe
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTlEedObZp
「OK啦，哈哈。」646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQqbvVjYjT
646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dppx6eVbx
阿樂有種受審的感覺，只得乾笑幾聲，不知怎樣應答。原本，他想向Tanya說「唔夠你靚」，良心卻忽然譴責他，叫他不要太過分了。646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiQbRE1Xxz
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