半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWd4aFGo9R
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVS5msyRVJr
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlerAqT2oQo
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5KmPOpRvf
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVjm4M0uOY
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剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEixH5V5cc
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63yxGfqB0U
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqE2sbkr2JX
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把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEuhX5mCXe
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MetG8LQTA
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1SgbGYmgb
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卻停下了。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmpXTesPsj
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TBDakJG3F
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「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFYmxPTKjp
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdE7AtPcT7
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「變態！」她推開我。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaAq9Oj3li
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「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCl3u1aqWlq
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再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbDIN34s1u
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2bwqxTMpi
握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjimKaceTCi
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRKxO8jhm3
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KO便利店袋則放好。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIgnnSJTM3
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4f3AZdoBv2
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEG8nYc4kPN
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2orjPhIgi
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRU31UYhEJ
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回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqOHNDJ1in
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我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWxRjs9nTj
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時間已經快將三點。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZx61ScgXY6
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTABo7LGt2t
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TKAHDDSOX
眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKfu7MN7Ck
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWw9XNp5nOA
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三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtKCu215LY
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直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4355POk5cQ
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemtyC6nIV2
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5LhiU5xX9
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwnX3tThNZ
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCy1X8NVAfx
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqhu4w1v1R
「早抖」我發出。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy179X4R69A
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcC551BZ5YI
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOE58cczcCU
「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxZYkQWrrl
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOMe0fIiPL
「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYmqvAQROz
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNhMlCtOmf
放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZIMD8pXK0
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直至……724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGrr924nLc
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHEXUEkuc5
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「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqzBDgk2Qh
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mmYpiMawb
「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JvGxRQuZR
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4n8pvu97Hk
「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOupfawkCfu
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「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljN0KvvzvJ
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「係啊。」祂說。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ160Gj0qNu3
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「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAehEQa6ca
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「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEY1yD8kyV
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「係啊。」我說。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYef5VzHXj
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「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtRDUEFPxc
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsnaKf7Vnn
「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZhbjJmwv7
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvd6g8T6oN
「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9iHAmROy1
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGyMTH9Jd0
「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX8YwvUWHe
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTN9kbLo9D8
「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSY9aXydi2z
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV64pBD5Nt
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTamwvlW8wN
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「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykbsE8Sgq2
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdW2jlYL7G
「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejZ7U5ygqa
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93WJLXIEDl
「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyTu5WwkmM
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEospbRd7i
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「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZzRnYcQSa
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膝蓋跪了下來。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhpbFsFoRd
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bkWplUZVC
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「咩能力？」我問。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YDksodN7F
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「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHVy4grC5M
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「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IfIQzhgOS
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqc8b8yrpUm
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「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMpKPKucx0
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「所……以？」我想聽下去。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tdzeqA9hS
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「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJB5hDj832
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「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtqTgWq1pN
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「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAyyDwV0YB
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWzpdWukXP
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「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyxWL9kdVa
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1SbXKAWcU
「不過，孫正直——」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZzidrH0mu
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「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh41VpN5IHG
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY37pjGrf3H
「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2aTQf9vDD
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5lF2fYPeM
「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡen4EzP2ivS
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6MlrDnvWG
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtPc90CBH8
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而我，低下了頭。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEeIdF2bVy
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「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVC71ZrEXN
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3RF1ptgzV
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYJWVMuipk
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EtmN755Qj
我狠狠地盯著祂。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcMFHzZTfO
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwtdOMU1RC
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTSn4CV3Qt
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNQeFhHMVJ
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoyPcypG7G
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXuXbwmyCB
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo67UaZ2OSK
724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagBHEfnyBs
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」724Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWxyi2uqCG
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