半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlGZEiYUlT
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmV5dG87NZ
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0LjWT80Zq
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8OGDzvArI
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7GP7eXn2I
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剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5RL0aJPHY
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bE649FjA0
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xNJuN1x35
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把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVtKbdYYaH
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOr5UjyhFB
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGCFcL2bqt
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卻停下了。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37eaAul9GH
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JOhzoAmUh
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「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFESUDUQEN
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYbuHUYwap
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「變態！」她推開我。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UA4YW7CLC
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「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GGl64iUos
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再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iOx2QEggH
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpCfWf1xfF
握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95Zazv7Yni
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbYwhQhGGs
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqpkRdD1kM
KO便利店袋則放好。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKCbbqN705
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOYhfF4R2l
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHWSe1tetv
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EbVRytQGU
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVidrgvllZ
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回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrCjNg0Fnn
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我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdQgJjdLlG
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時間已經快將三點。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8EWJ5qU1R
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkYaBaCKFG
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眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXB3Ah18reF
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbQwfTRcep
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三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWug0mZXqs
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直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ll5U3wdVu
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQvdoTRoB0
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfip0iRvRa
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ubPYH0Q64
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGNCGTYl20
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「早抖」我發出。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0E2VEtz2Km
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswlHZDu1z1
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「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3h5ZhgzFTf
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「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvs68P4pNwl
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放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKscM60vzu
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直至……682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgDZJHAqrt
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQDWMNaMEB
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「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGC7zUna7r4
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdq2HjfM89
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「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyd11i7WJVS
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「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnD6kWJ76oe
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「係啊。」祂說。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EuPqb0zk4
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「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAWCoYT5ix
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「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OC9DVvOm6
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「係啊。」我說。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEkWtFiKbU
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「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJckStlNxa
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfCSomK9qO
「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnU8SEe1CLU
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7Pz4paLrx
「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03mhSOxPM5
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「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaCJecxDO6
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「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYzFEFqAmt
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrihNGKv9qK
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLH0SLIFOye
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「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuZR6oM73c
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN67x8WM8Zl
「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZ4Aif0xuk
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「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WRM8M8ug4
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORgK3vX4Os
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「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSA7Jjlc8o
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膝蓋跪了下來。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLI6uqY5C3D
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMPWyJm2xP
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「咩能力？」我問。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZ3KEPY4Ls
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「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKaOfIvw56
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「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimajAQfwIq
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5PsU6aXaW
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwmqSIpHru
「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ICwP36qIj
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvwE9EOi7G
「所……以？」我想聽下去。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdLfpMlbyn
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「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILUGaDBXlM
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「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKZF7BIJNX
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「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfz6WXrZx5
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjXTkHIbxe
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「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlb4iZtha1l
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBq9p2kZV3F
「不過，孫正直——」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlOTqQat2a
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZqtC7W1nI
「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePN7WzIvVJ
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq04uvpPW9
「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXRBLI58Kb
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1L6Ne4vDuG
「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrovZnljcD
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWkd6n2LhA
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxdi5Gzca9
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而我，低下了頭。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2odZnFDRW
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「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtwPUGNyQX
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkPnLaWNYg
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLULCaXk99T
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpKcn0VXZ0
我狠狠地盯著祂。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2R03lAKR7
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjuu4qDnUH
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7PtX1bec2
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHovUdVPyW
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ym2TevSsN
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxjKjKSz1f
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8y4jrXh4k
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4qYxwmKTI
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7yZm4wLps
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