半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8QJ1AKb42
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2vQXmFDXb
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JHZDHIuMl
我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvHN2epB0P
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyh1Rba8TAk
大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc30oTbbVr
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGF1ZcNRppJ
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOJ18oS1gL
剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5GnfU4vkY
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Q0XSk0aek
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3pidDfYdd
「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34vNjvsUpq
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGPxWsimha
把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNK6tVpsmvK
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALLj65nkQF
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAr0VmnRI2i
朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsPtxebnpB
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卻停下了。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6EyOMIeWH
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcdjkCmpWC
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「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooREvJy40f
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyuhhIqbZJ
「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTraTX8R5B8
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5ndJNfJAx
「變態！」她推開我。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwvzZ6MkZ8
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「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXK3gEVcD2C
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEKY5TOV7J
再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTUOu1p1am
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoPSCFlAbW
握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41fQW0KHQy
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2XiQRDCJG
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZmI2e7sPv
KO便利店袋則放好。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QhT98II1G
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmV0NDh1zI
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwsrnQp6Ur
刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2hYqhr0Wl
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfoRrXblmq
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoc9krkSYnZ
大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GSaE7VN6t
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpFm1PPsAp
回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVotiwKDlte
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDsv2F4vP5
我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡar1TjKKaK2
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtniOAQpdX
時間已經快將三點。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp94FpZgny1
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JwJxNe42L
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbosJG7AxFu
眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ntsVFooCp
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtJKBFDbLQ
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GINwOCWLW
三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctB7DIgwWA
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMGUqMvbF6
直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXBkI8BCCU
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQCcHbVHa4
「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrayuDwUIa
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiStDVYabi
「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMdi0kcWap
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyTNJ0134R
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjY7mz6Deh
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0saowbRRaT
「早抖」我發出。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKXAlGwrGO
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBi618ZIss
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2013cbk0tF
「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEpXShRI6i
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XKH9zNfwt
「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPboVwHGP5j
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnpKRERLr7
放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GXvixsHWj
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直至……782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRjsHXtOFN
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVnqMJ2Hcy
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「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEP3sfndfl
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JsF8AwGL5
「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotq4cYPl0a
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyN5sajYEb
「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkXrX7dp31
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAR7j1aKJzE
「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcyKbdtqgh
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfdwBRtDd4
「係啊。」祂說。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKl3EXS2HB
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupU7fYC9tX
「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgCTGiO6NZ
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkORBTsubPL
「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3xQknhwm4
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7w6HUukOV
「係啊。」我說。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEliZzQVqY0
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPqdTxH85z
「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QAGRtnHY8
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlW2u7PqNvs
「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ayNVelN7a
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHMONjEj4S
「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfwXTBcopU
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YRA5fdVkb
「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNl4XGpku0
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3h3pL63wF
「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaZmHhNDaa
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRf4MordLio
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iuyLUjgqa
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOtgo1HOlN
「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfUWc3zRUg
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdbm5ywYMi
「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3BgtEo4ot
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxour44B04
「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDx3kUih9Ng
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJNKuuST6M
「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckM0Q2X3CV
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AU455nmps
「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65tiniBgXD
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWD2GgyzxW
膝蓋跪了下來。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjsaHb4xrf
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RIB9RRinZ
「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcthKpIpbk
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4APF1Fju0
「咩能力？」我問。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbQfwoxFXi
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8CuMg3t1s
「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7OtMhfAZr
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCa9sF1ilGM
「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4lz29iMJW
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0sdjOmpJw
「包括創造自己嘅人生。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAwHdtcwV3
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPoUJLnRmu
「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXQI9zh3SI
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSVi2B8MrV
「所……以？」我想聽下去。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXLkwLOxXz
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wyZS0M9YH
「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxY0OcAe6J
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CCfBGX0Lv
「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbOqhVPrgI
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcRUCqwMcp
「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgokNEFtHR
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxrAJj6RMx
「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlA1aaXcoKm
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TjXPNlZIX
「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57fYEbtxBn
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBd8pqvFVJS
「不過，孫正直——」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinHlXINstH
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MT25IZEKL
「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSROFAxtYTE
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbA1hE8BG5J
「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnUDsV5QJc
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSS6MEs7e0
「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQcKF5sEK8
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S32xYfcXa
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqiQRNL6yo
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx643Pu0d6p
而我，低下了頭。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCee3rtMWm
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkotNPUicEB
「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpFPtR1tk3
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuydKZGCEQ6
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hUkcBobND
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYNbmvoO5G
我狠狠地盯著祂。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCJVN0amyD
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhvLQyAGXL
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuV6VPd2xa
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzrOUVQHI1
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidX1nFUpjw
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSO8c3hv0Z8
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBMIRhtVfy
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Y94tjMUAu
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3CkxFzjMH
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