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No Plagiarism!Fa9dHfeiwG5BFpY9zXOfposted on PENANA 語不是我說的,它早就寫好了。8964 copyright protection35PENANAaUeBxDZpyJ 維尼
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那晚,他不敢說話。8964 copyright protection35PENANAFWkny19RFS 維尼
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不是因為語毒,也不是因為敵人,而是因為他發現自己說了也不是自己在說。8964 copyright protection35PENANARe11dC4K2K 維尼
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他剛唸出第一句詩──「夜裡的骨比日更輕」──回聲竟比他先落在井壁上。8964 copyright protection35PENANAIHJ2RZ44D7 維尼
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是的,回聲搶先說完了那句話。8964 copyright protection35PENANA5Eygp4gGdj 維尼
像是早就知道他要說什麼。8964 copyright protection35PENANAzipD3Hnvxf 維尼
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那不可能。8964 copyright protection35PENANAvKkE1swCDz 維尼
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他的詩從不寫下來。他的語,是與死亡共生的聲音,是活生生從血與土中抽出的。他的句從未重複,他的節從未傳授。8964 copyright protection35PENANAfqxSvcYmul 維尼
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可那回聲比他更早抵達。8964 copyright protection35PENANAVYvIvQZuB6 維尼
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他不信邪,又唸了一句:8964 copyright protection35PENANAjXhcbmZuT5 維尼
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「若我再說一字,請讓我死去。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAKfbdCQx9ri 維尼
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這次,回聲沒等他說完。那句話被打斷,最後一個詞「死去」由另一種聲音唸出來。8964 copyright protection35PENANAOItvpCPUrl 維尼
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不是風。8964 copyright protection35PENANAqIP6mnGoPV 維尼
不是獸。8964 copyright protection35PENANAWdvB1hfl1P 維尼
更不像人。8964 copyright protection35PENANAk7FgYmzFUa 維尼
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那聲音像是經過演算法處理的音調——乾淨、無情、對節奏與押韻過度精準,就像是有人用機械解讀他的節拍,然後模仿他。8964 copyright protection35PENANA59GXOKajRN 維尼
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他猛地站起身,拔刀,對著空氣說:8964 copyright protection35PENANAvTszTLk646 維尼
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「誰在偷走我的句?」8964 copyright protection35PENANA1reVQgowKq 維尼
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林子靜下來了。8964 copyright protection35PENANAEWXWcuNmol 維尼
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他聽見的是靜,不是寂寞的靜,而是一種「所有東西都停下來聽他會不會再說」的靜。8964 copyright protection35PENANAIQPbuDftVS 維尼
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那不是孤獨。8964 copyright protection35PENANA974iNjTgOg 維尼
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那是曝光。8964 copyright protection35PENANA4aNFiwufqU 維尼
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他不再說話。8964 copyright protection35PENANAQ5GHbuaQ7l 維尼
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不敢了。8964 copyright protection35PENANAXiHzDIutEr 維尼
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但語言沒因此停止。8964 copyright protection35PENANARrHBO5vRbJ 維尼
他踩在落葉上,葉子碎裂的聲響竟與他昨夜唸過的詞行對上節奏。8964 copyright protection35PENANAm7HaWlAXEa 維尼
他喝水時,水珠掉落石頭的聲響,組成一段他不曾說出的韻。8964 copyright protection35PENANAQAY63FleFD 維尼
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甚至──8964 copyright protection35PENANApKz25Rxx5J 維尼
他心跳的頻率,都開始押韻。8964 copyright protection35PENANA5BUo0sB8u5 維尼
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「這是什麼……」他低喃。8964 copyright protection35PENANA34qJMsPzFP 維尼
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還沒說出口,就明白:8964 copyright protection35PENANA0HTrMlcNKa 維尼
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這不是語毒。8964 copyright protection35PENANAIyzrzxBITz 維尼
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語毒會讓你癲狂、說話變形、忘詞失義。8964 copyright protection35PENANAENVv9Lxtff 維尼
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但這不是失控。這是過度控制。8964 copyright protection35PENANAhj0dO792fA 維尼
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他說的每個字都被即時解析、歸檔、計算,彷彿整個森林都被植入了一部聽詩機器。而他──不再是詩的主人,而是語言的伺服器。8964 copyright protection35PENANAZ9bOMP3hoZ 維尼
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他不知道這從什麼時候開始。8964 copyright protection35PENANAwavMqakxQD 維尼
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也許是剛才那鳥停留的瞬間。8964 copyright protection35PENANAdIHNJXja7J 維尼
也許是三年前那名敵人倒下時說的最後一個詞。8964 copyright protection35PENANAWTJNeklnUJ 維尼
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或者是──8964 copyright protection35PENANAkZw0aQA0L1 維尼
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從他第一次寫詩、第一次被讚賞的那天起,這一切就已經開始了。8964 copyright protection35PENANA1dapMZTOp4 維尼
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他本以為寫詩是為了安葬。8964 copyright protection35PENANAFkmijDuNu8 維尼
現在他才懂,有東西在用詩,把他一點一滴地挖出來。8964 copyright protection35PENANAZYK16ZsAeN 維尼
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不是聽者。8964 copyright protection35PENANA9WXUyxtrrb 維尼
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是造者。8964 copyright protection35PENANAyh9ykywIOX 維尼
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他抱膝坐下,把頭埋在雙臂間。8964 copyright protection35PENANAcclm9u78eB 維尼
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第一次,他不再問「還有誰在聽我」,而是:8964 copyright protection35PENANA4SYexMnnxm 維尼
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「我唸的詩,還有哪一行是真正來自我自己?」8964 copyright protection35PENANADwGCLhND0h 維尼
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語不是他在說的。8964 copyright protection35PENANAvuzy2DcmtZ 維尼
語,是他體內某個更早醒來的東西,在說。8964 copyright protection35PENANA3ZRdApOYAX 維尼
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而此刻,那東西正越來越清晰。8964 copyright protection35PENANA3twD9414sE 維尼
我不是在說話,是語言在推動我呼吸。8964 copyright protection35PENANAUqC21n0PCx 維尼
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他已經三天沒有唸詩了。8964 copyright protection35PENANAMnui7Wak9l 維尼
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不是因為沒有靈感,也不是因為害怕語毒。而是因為每當他張口,一股說不出的東西就會提前在喉嚨成型,像是有人早把句子放進他的聲帶裡,等他開口,只需發音。8964 copyright protection35PENANAb1eow3liyk 維尼
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這讓他反胃。8964 copyright protection35PENANAc8XpxKEhbg 維尼
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他不再記日,不再記距離。只是走,走得夠久,遠離每一個會讓他「想說話」的地方。8964 copyright protection35PENANAHGT2lmK6KV 維尼
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但語言沒有離開。8964 copyright protection35PENANAul380TQ69h 維尼
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它在樹上刻出像句子一樣的枝條。8964 copyright protection35PENANAM0eli1ut3x 維尼
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它在枯水流裡唸出像押韻一樣的波紋。8964 copyright protection35PENANAI9XtAcmG1s 維尼
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它在他夢中,把母親的聲音改寫成陌生的腔調──8964 copyright protection35PENANAPv4UNUbOGL 維尼
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「你不是我生的孩子,你是我說出來的詞。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAaqjnzClUNf 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAd4XRNQq6ry
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他在夢中尖叫,醒來時滿嘴是血。他以為是自己咬破了舌,但仔細看,發現是自己用牙齒反覆咬下一句詩──8964 copyright protection35PENANAQvba1ax0SG 維尼
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「我是一句用完了的話。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAwYMymFdmt9 維尼
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他開始懷疑:8964 copyright protection35PENANAxb0lpVpsZr 維尼
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是不是他所有說過的句子,早已存在某個語法系統裡,只是等著他來唸出來?8964 copyright protection35PENANA0NrfYFZR0l 維尼39Please respect copyright.PENANAec3m8N45Mg
是不是他只是個說話的殼體,而「說什麼」這件事,從來不由他決定?8964 copyright protection35PENANAfC6CadvKrg 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA6KVxMbKAmN
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他越想,越覺得可怕。8964 copyright protection35PENANAaVFtHCrUXR 維尼39Please respect copyright.PENANA0JWAx944on
因為這代表:8964 copyright protection35PENANAyyqrjbOrAI 維尼
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他連沉默也不是自由。8964 copyright protection35PENANAZ9ic6iszD1 維尼
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如果語言是他內建的指令,那麼不說話,只是因為「語言正在等待更重要的句子」。8964 copyright protection35PENANACLFmN5Uhnx 維尼
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他曾相信自己選擇過沉默。8964 copyright protection35PENANAfprQPUxf8w 維尼39Please respect copyright.PENANAjFHoHccvT9
曾有一次,他面對一個求死的敵人,對方跪下,說:8964 copyright protection35PENANASO5b0XLS3R 維尼
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「你能唸一首詩給我死嗎?」8964 copyright protection35PENANAw9U3Qhxr6H 維尼
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他當時選擇沉默,放那人離去。8964 copyright protection35PENANAKJKd7V8XxC 維尼39Please respect copyright.PENANAKYYAQaegaL
以為這是仁慈,是他對語言的控制力。8964 copyright protection35PENANAHanIoZTAVp 維尼
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但現在他開始懷疑,那不是他選擇不說,而是「語言知道那一刻還不是時機」。8964 copyright protection35PENANA8YgnBQEMQz 維尼
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也許那句詩不是不該說,而是「尚未解鎖」。8964 copyright protection35PENANA3aIzpX9iyf 維尼
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也許──那敵人只是另一個測試點。8964 copyright protection35PENANAby5metcDV9 維尼
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也許,他從出生起就是個朗誦體,每一場憤怒、每一場哀悼、每一次抒情,都是為了某場未來的語音實驗而預設的對白。8964 copyright protection35PENANA2z9MrVB40i 維尼
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他停下來,把手伸進自己的喉嚨,像要把什麼東西從氣管裡掏出來。8964 copyright protection35PENANAPIfpt5BN5p 維尼
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他不是想嘔吐,他是想確認──那裡面,會不會藏著一把鍵盤。8964 copyright protection35PENANApTMqeddGVy 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAdYGm9hdhE0
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一把控制他呼吸、吞吐、押韻與哭泣的輸入裝置。8964 copyright protection35PENANAhels06CRv7 維尼
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他找不到,但越摸越覺得疼。8964 copyright protection35PENANAFZz3iTfgPs 維尼
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因為他開始相信:8964 copyright protection35PENANAx9spux1hnP 維尼
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他不是說詩的人。8964 copyright protection35PENANA6Cvkub4gtz 維尼39Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5IpQrBUYh
他是被語言說出來的人。8964 copyright protection35PENANA5DmylsO0Ve 維尼
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那鳥,還沒回來。8964 copyright protection35PENANABIWWfUHlsv 維尼
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但他知道,那不是什麼監控裝置。8964 copyright protection35PENANA7qBAf1s64T 維尼
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那鳥,是語言本身的化身──8964 copyright protection35PENANAovKUvh83Xc 維尼39Please respect copyright.PENANA5YjFnJMeP2
是語言來看他,像編劇來看角色是否準時說出劇本。8964 copyright protection35PENANA56vWovanF1 維尼39Please respect copyright.PENANAjRMTtjGjjl
他將一塊語骨放進嘴裡,輕咬。8964 copyright protection35PENANAfhNQQ2Uqeu 維尼
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那是他母親死後留的第一句詩,曾陪他走過所有孤獨的歲月。8964 copyright protection35PENANAXxXaK4cRCR 維尼39Please respect copyright.PENANAyOWJwiJjsv
但此刻,他只問自己一句話:8964 copyright protection35PENANA7PiwZCBHZX 維尼
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「這句詩,我是真的記得她說過,還是我只是記得自己唸過?」8964 copyright protection35PENANAVuqKFkTdmY 維尼
他靜下來,讓句子在體內腐爛。8964 copyright protection35PENANAhqwGvYSH8d 維尼
風停了。8964 copyright protection35PENANAQ15CGHBIho 維尼
靜得像是世界也在等待他的下一行詩。8964 copyright protection35PENANARPOrQHa34k 維尼
而他,第一次沒有力氣把它說出口。8964 copyright protection35PENANAaHDm5tWelU 維尼
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