又一日,琴日喊完今日又要如常返工,我帶住一個沉重嘅心情返工,我到依家都唔敢相信我同樂兒關係竟然會變到咁,都係一晚之間發生嘅事。154Please respect copyright.PENANATFE2DK1pkq
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唐生見到到我苦口苦面咁亦都留意到我有啲野過黎問我,我將大概嘅內容講左俾佢聽,佢感到驚訝然後予以安慰,我當然都冇咁快就平復到。154Please respect copyright.PENANAvbPoFIjcCY
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工作期間,我腦海中一直浮現出樂兒嘅畫面,係惠康入面每一個疑似樂兒嘅影子我都會望過去,我都會好奇究竟係咪佢,154Please respect copyright.PENANABzBrjrzoeQ
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但當然並唔係佢本人、每一個都只係‘似’,佢並冇再好似之前咁出現係我面前,以前嘅日子不再復返,我冇得再同佢鬥嘴、同佢去玩同埋見到佢…154Please respect copyright.PENANAaGud80Dexf
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時間怱怱過去,好快又到收工時間,我同以往一樣沿住一條冷清嘅街道行返屋企,沿途只有一啲靈界朋友陪住我,而其中有啲仲要係情侶黎,154Please respect copyright.PENANAQHtaHxAwaB
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佢地好恩愛咁係我附近行過,心諗依家連鬼都有拖拍、佢地死左都仲可以咁恩愛,反觀自己就乜都冇、繼續一支公,就只係跳級享受左‘敦倫之樂’,以為可以開始之際但正正就結束了…154Please respect copyright.PENANALPvXhG4Ax6
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經過一條後巷之時,又令我回憶起嗰陣同樂兒係嗰度嘅經歷,我可以拖住佢隻手走,真係好開心,但依家冇了,都係過去式…154Please respect copyright.PENANACENyhnt2i4
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返到屋企門口時,我望到昔日樂兒係門外屌我嘅日子,我嗰陣俾佢屌到狗血淋頭,而我只係當佢陌生人好平淡咁回應佢,154Please respect copyright.PENANAvmErPUZNfe
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之後佢亦係呢個門口同我講想我同佢做朋友,再之後嘅每一次出街佢都係黎我門口等我…154Please respect copyright.PENANAwwMdQuWvZA
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唉,每次諗起都會好心酸,果然回憶都是美好的,依家想再經歷多次都冇可能。154Please respect copyright.PENANALKfMjrlTdC
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望住不遠處樂兒屋企嘅門口,見到嗰日俾佢趕我出去嘅畫面,真係點都估唔到有呢一日,同第一次好開心我會黎佢度教功課形成一個好大嘅對比,我真係唔想以後都見佢唔到…154Please respect copyright.PENANAoW9aXKIxdf
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諗到呢度,我又忍唔住眼框充滿淚光。154Please respect copyright.PENANAV7d57ZtGKR
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我想上前去㩒佢門鐘問候下佢,但唔可以,佢講過唔想再見我我格硬咁做佢一定會反感更加唔理我。154Please respect copyright.PENANAdsYJpQM3KO
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唔好再諗唔好再妄想啦,諗咁多都改變唔到啲咩,返屋企先,離開望到過去影子嘅地方…154Please respect copyright.PENANArZa84eU1mg
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返到去後,今晚阿盈竟然唔係度,佢去左邊?冇左阿盈係度嘅屋企,家中一片清靜、呢種感覺好空虛好孤獨,就好似每一個都離棄左自己,或者我終於真正感受到樂兒嗰種寂寞嘅感覺。154Please respect copyright.PENANAkwxDnARWjf
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係呢個咁寧靜且得自己一個人嘅環境下,往往會令人思緒泛濫,而我正正就係咁,我好似琴日咁坐左係地下挨住張梳發喊,154Please respect copyright.PENANAsMrJvQ4VJf
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腦海中控制唔到地不斷浮現出琴日以至以前同佢相處嘅畫面,鬥嘴俾佢打俾佢鬧、接佢放學、唱k、軍營救佢等等,真係好開心好有愛…154Please respect copyright.PENANA38kRLHdKXl
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最後我喊到開始有倦意就去左沖涼,然後我就上床準備瞓覺,因為倦意我已經合埋左對眼,呢個時候我腦海依然未能停止諗佢,係眼淚不停流下嘅情況下慢慢就瞓著左,154Please respect copyright.PENANAEHOCOPNtZg
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然而阿盈到呢個時候仲未返黎,唔知佢去左邊…154Please respect copyright.PENANA6YblgqQyEO
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過左唔知幾耐後,我聽到外面有好多嘅雀仔聲吱吱渣渣、耀眼嘅陽光照住我,我慢慢打開雙眼,原來已經日頭,我擰頭向隔離望左一望,驚見阿盈就坐係隔離,我嚇左嚇。154Please respect copyright.PENANASTNqi0Q4SN
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「哇你嚇死我咩,冇啦啦我瞓醒你就坐係隔離。」154Please respect copyright.PENANAmQ9pbZpku6
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「咪玩啦,見我都嚇親,我係有啲野想你起身即刻同你講先坐係你隔離先。」154Please respect copyright.PENANAJHvRWzlYJw
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阿盈變得好凝重咁。154Please respect copyright.PENANAedFlmAsb2A
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「發生咩事?點解你琴晚會唔係屋企嘅?」154Please respect copyright.PENANAu8xn8QEcvX
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「講之前首先我想同你道個歉先,搞到你琴晚自己一個係屋企喊到豬頭咁。」154Please respect copyright.PENANA7VmlksTx7q
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「冇啦啦道咩歉,你都冇錯,係我控制唔到自己思緒,但你點知我喊過黎?」154Please respect copyright.PENANAT88bHFCoSu
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「冇啊,返到黎見你瞓左見你對眼腫晒仲要濕濕地就知你喊過黎。」154Please respect copyright.PENANAfkZdMxPfrT
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「俾你發現左添,咁發生左咩事咁緊要要我起身就即刻同我講?」154Please respect copyright.PENANAqiGnb2db7s
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「係關於樂兒…」154Please respect copyright.PENANAMjlmCi0VYJ
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「關於樂兒?佢係咪發生左啲咩事?」154Please respect copyright.PENANAfZnPv8AloJ
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一聽到樂兒兩字,阿盈未講完我已經變得好激動問發生咩事。154Please respect copyright.PENANAhEYJ5l7PfF
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「你冷靜啲先,我都未講完,但你之後都必須要保持冷靜聽埋佢。」154Please respect copyright.PENANAfC1HKxfrDT
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「嗯…你講啦。」154Please respect copyright.PENANArRDnjHcSTV
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「琴晚我咪出左去唔係度嘅,因為我出左去跟蹤佢,我由7點幾佢出門跟到佢放工。」154Please respect copyright.PENANARoW4LpabGV
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唔怪得我返工前都唔見佢出街但放工就唔見左佢,原來佢係我返工後就暗地跟蹤樂兒。154Please respect copyright.PENANAc6jLC8uw4C
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「你跟蹤佢?」154Please respect copyright.PENANA3CFeXO6tcl
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「嗯,因為我覺得件事冇咁簡單、一定要蹺蹊,所以我想去跟下佢睇下有咩收埋唔見得光。」154Please respect copyright.PENANAp9uFQDLlF6
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「咁你見到啲咩?」154Please respect copyright.PENANA1mdY52lmEH
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「件事係咁嘅,因為之前聽你講佢成日都7點幾就出街,所以我琴晚咁上下時間就係屋企門口伏住佢,見到佢真係7點幾就出門,拎住個袋著到靚一靚咁唔知去邊,咁我就開始跟住佢。」154Please respect copyright.PENANALD5G820rYr
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「然後佢上左部小巴直衝出旺角去左間酒吧,佢換左件酒吧衫、好性感,之後就開始做野,嗰陣我先知原來佢係黎酒吧返工。」154Please respect copyright.PENANAfiGRskhni1
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「酒吧…?」154Please respect copyright.PENANAlm0czAx9UE
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我聽到佢去呢啲地方返工後,先知原來佢係酒吧妹,我對佢了解實在太少了。154Please respect copyright.PENANAsjN6no6IDu
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「嗯,佢做野唔單止遞下酒水,仲會周不時同啲客陪飲下,間中仲會俾啲客抽下水,然後就俾幾舊水佢做貼士…」154Please respect copyright.PENANA2oKiJ6h59P