"So, he made you come by kissing you?"619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkW1pnTDGce
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbKp21OYzd
"You like him more than you let on."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0rkQ7aEe1
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ffZ4flYtO
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5dlxO9saX
"Fuck you," I reply.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mOfXCMP1z
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiREROyA1OS
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTXf3reRb8
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"Where you going?"619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQ2ignpW9l
"Home. Away from you."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WUSfdAYSJ
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBVFHFZO9U
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmLDvyoc9Y
"Oh, and E?"619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QFJiNzIWu
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWqclWdbCU
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJB70iZ9ut
"Fuck off, and goodbye."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lVHKs2re4
"I love you too!"619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbzYrjNOor
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cluSOtkef
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjp0jdk6qu
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvKbdrEEED
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKasetdRCBC
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpgGkjFOEh
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yEmogopeM
"What's it now?" I asked.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIPxnt68k7
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBESuJEJPy
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lKt59EOoM
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgDynlG31A
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbi1yRSnvUt
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvgIC7gCOc
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8Sh3pEOLT
"Rozii?"619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYBzR8rx1V
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGlykSTGgT
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Hh3x9new7
"Please don't laugh."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9haaHmCKC
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhrLNNjob8
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJQSqRjHwI
My story is interrupted by his laughter.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTaKpEcpIi
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO9sSvfgGm
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRmLx12fLY
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCty6CGOptJ
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYNe6tpLQa
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53GnQHl7ts
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMSbeWoZlH
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24OxGsVJK4
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgQNLNeBFH
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FtIwmfzgj
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3degY0uuiH
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TMgjsEGez
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsyb5YihCM
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtlwrACdaZ
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSaLryHkV5
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AWPXtvk3q
Bad hair. I hate that term.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsRt3gEqQR
"Desta..."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrXkpDK70O
"It's fine. I don't need friends."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35chn4YhyA
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFdJf9cW8M
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gDZsoHyHS
"Rozii can be your friend."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEnP0Lqjvn
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFB3bwEuut8
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoROqRGPtL
"I'm not enough."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCNd4ESbyZ
"Never say that!"619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4RYdORWgn
Why is he shouting?619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZU0XUCWY3D
He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ESbrDfZMp
"Desta—"619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXs5yYaCBeV
"Shut up."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfjRmhuNtD
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61HwTrCTbZ
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMMuHboBwu
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VrdOeXuib
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxsLSHUt9z
"Answer me."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1kWUOcHg7
"Y-yes, Desta."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZI08KyJJRy
"Sir."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OnGsoP4SM
Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAsPBxtcTp
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKUQX0GUln
"Hold on to the bars."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNLbbVpahy
I do.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5dZhMxUq0
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡty5BwhL8hR
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTiPRIPq9t
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TDLe9XInj
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pPuT38VHF
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3FBtJUhNi
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOc8EicR6dZ
Why am I thinking about this now?619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaVDanlkZl
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BOlMbV6ZR
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qa8WpjyS8
It's a bloody lie.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWKit5wjEC
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2Ey4uuVd8
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8i3hRLrX1Y
"Don't come."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17Kawfzwvx
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazODnVWczw
He pauses to look at me.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RJzcMJLpY
"Please what?"619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbu7d2Juut4
"Please, sir, please!"619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1no2Gd5HQ2
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjvZQgU6RQ
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36Tpl8WMOV
Seriously?619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoN63IanJy4
"That's not what I meant."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMX1YOlj6l
"Then what did you mean?"619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxzk76mgrV
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmzZY1oJWn
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ExJmGqub2
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5icYi8mmm
"Come for me."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5MQKjAF1S
One more suck, and I'm a goner.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJDGNTWPSH
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBOgcfCzjc
Well, this is it.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIgjPzI8Zo
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOLwAn1HgL
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywc4v16AMc
"You are enough. At least, for now."619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRyoEiAMVi
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOKtzDF8pD
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6G2hkWvDqv
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7DxKNdYy3
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*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4cGOQBvvz
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZOGvOX1Bu
*The Quad, aka Quad619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMb9YAXEle
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And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
