"So, he made you come by kissing you?"553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG46A3dPQIE
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4a3osjmJU1
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I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooTZwdwYdT
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXIS4AeLjg
"Fuck you," I reply.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQTJvn09Hg
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5n0oogFfu0
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4pgj3T3yS
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"Where you going?"553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7jxqDTMIa
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She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvARrDvS3z
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuOvc15Mpx
"Oh, and E?"553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlM3RjaNOH
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehS0kAD7Fn
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtPk1WyFgD
"Fuck off, and goodbye."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCfYoANSSg
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdGv0LPRWe
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6Sk1M1cYy
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYrOtrr2Wi
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNz3FR8y5pF
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIy6TZU2Lx
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPA1VHlAZ3
"What's it now?" I asked.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBJgNNO1ya
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWwz4GZXSn
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaLYTQDhp6
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpX9GYnbaEQ
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZGCkN3Bbc
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyErDq7Tvmu
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3HFLLgumU
"Rozii?"553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMWYYZDDJ5
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpZZ4H6IE6
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTqQhTLWnH
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He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s6HSy26ls
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTrPC00SaB
My story is interrupted by his laughter.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKNKkFKhPj
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQJvxnmYsW
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBM6PpawWi
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ssxLaWJ4c
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqpUTtN6ko
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQwuDjVj6P
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkcaFXVYpT
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuA7zv3LMN
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGXZP9eYRD
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1yUK67uOJ
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFOSqWF7Z1
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQcrf2GCXf
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5ahvQz7Ce
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3sZxSobN1
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecDDI9gan3
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXBi1DGAiB
Bad hair. I hate that term.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTgfoYmgtn
"Desta..."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjKiqYejUX
"It's fine. I don't need friends."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXWR2UXK7U
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6rzITtPJ0
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZj4snRDUY
"Rozii can be your friend."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOHM0oyvLe
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WOteYysHG
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQg5xs47nn
"I'm not enough."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbysKYbiy8i
"Never say that!"553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMHgGtpLlG
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He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cxpovh4Hf
"Desta—"553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKYYU1RZph
"Shut up."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SphUL8obp
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanpih3NlEk
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVEQzS7cew
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoAlAOi47g
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkivtPQzB5v
"Answer me."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGUsLCSrD1
"Y-yes, Desta."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cDs59cN9e
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Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdfrVtxdna
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2m4rcZ1dQ
"Hold on to the bars."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50HD9jDicA
I do.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMEYJZnQym
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6j40TFxVxw
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7YyxSMfq6
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Xw9sa59yd
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrJArVYotT
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIdpZ7dvLK
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDS1iA1HPf
Why am I thinking about this now?553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cShYFlKQa
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNkTibYHBp
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpCByqUj5U
It's a bloody lie.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsgz1HRwwq
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlCVqCDhzY
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLW7rRhMNy2
"Don't come."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLz2wD7B86W
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgouZVipAj
He pauses to look at me.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthvGkIqOhn
"Please what?"553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFNiASTjTO
"Please, sir, please!"553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEH4aElSTp
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFIfBFV0YO
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSo4ll0oEgT
Seriously?553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJzdTw3Q4U
"That's not what I meant."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlw4R4qPePx
"Then what did you mean?"553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPx12RnJ5N
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUyGWUsH6m
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXLli0Si65
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡel03VQ5DRG
"Come for me."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSG8YbyXGV
One more suck, and I'm a goner.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuA6Zwc7lIq
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rNHwla44d
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I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQfUigdf1i
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6RC59P9WN
"You are enough. At least, for now."553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01QcyV8Yyu
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjS9cQ9VbTq
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTWMLLo5LF
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDj1ChbPjnY
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AN: These are translations for some stuff from earlier.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEN8U6A5iiw
*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwAbEqucHZ
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5YLxHGswm
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And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
