It's been three days since the incident at the store, and all I can think about is that damned boy.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92YeiqZfbl
Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is his damn sexy smirk, or him saying "pleasure" in that voice of his, and I get wet all over again. 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Qjpipyowz
Honestly, my hand just isn't doing it for me anymore.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJm9U3gKDX
So this morning, when I walked through the doors of "Roz E" (I know the name is ridiculous, we were eighteen and nineteen) I went straight to Roz and told her exactly where I was going. I left her doubling over with laughter, throwing a quick "be right back" over my shoulder.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaS3hOoJG1
Now, I'm standing in Intimate Occasions, a sex toy and lingerie store in Premier Plaza, not ten minutes from my store, cashing kegel balls, anal beads, handcuffs and two Jackrabbits, one of which is a surprise for Rozii's birthday trying to comprehend the fourteen inch dildo that is on sale in the store.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEYIIFqzYU
As I walk back to the shop, l think of what I just saw in that store.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBbosJ0Byj
I saw a fourteen inch dildo.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtW5YzgBcj
Do you know what fourteen inches looks like?512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLgydqmQVC
That's longer than a Subway Foot Long.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlDHQZKpxe
These are the thoughts that follow me back into the shop.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDyiDyTWNC
So I don't notice the very reason why I was at the sex store in the first place, lounging in the waiting area, in front of the cashier.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJl0BwfWOUD
He clears his throat, and when I look up, my knees buckle. Kind of like a new born colt. 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NUAZxhzNm
He smirks and says, "Ezinma".512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskj2kk7IS1
My nipples harden, and I can feel the moisture gathering in my underwear.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpHXWT9BR2
"Your little friend told me that you'd be back from your little... escapade soon."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOh78IgHzb
I feel my cheeks heating with embarrassment because instantly, I know that Rozii told him where I went.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsttOG9pXYs
Damn you, Rozii Taylor Reese.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQHTst7fAP
"The truth is... I can't stop thinking about you."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdLtLo9mo2
Wow. So it's not just me then?512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTh71Ln5Hx
"No, it's not."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGQ4uATB6R
I'm not even embarrassed that I said it out loud.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyND4CpJ1iv
He chews on his lip while giving me the most intense stare, and then blurts out:512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetbsNjxt4a
"How about dinner?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfCKyqCzrU
"Okay."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpMKU56djd
He smiles a smile of victory.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnZ6vvzFNa
"When do you finish?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWISx1Yg28E
"Five."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6q4uTjpxR
"Okay. I'll pick you up."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgK9KRujmGb
"I have to shower."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s77fsaQSl
"I'll take you home first then."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4mcUzz2OR
He gets up to leave before I can say anything to confirm or deny what he just said, but then he turns to me and says, "Trust me, that Jackrabbit won't satisfy you like the real thing."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKI2KDxbCs
Then he leaves me, yet again, in a pool of arousal.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYA33zjZrei
***512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXJmOWe8dH
"Tell me about yourself."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXkQo0Q8GH
Desta's voice breaks through the daze that I was in. We've spent most of the evening thus far in silence. The most that has been said were his compliments on my house and choice of dress, and my "thank you"s. 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEbad0IHKW
"What do you want to know?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWr8WXR8pnU
"Siblings?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDM4ortHjrs
"No."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV06Lo7kem1
"Aunts or uncles?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1XRN64qlB
"I had one. Uncle Tim. He died."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ULrPzVfs4
He chews his lip, and then, "What are your parents like?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2GylTmB1t
I smile.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSO4Y4GDxi1
"Mummy is strict and pious. She's Catholic. Well, my dad is too. He's just more easy going; sometimes too easy going. He gets taken advantage of a lot. I think they balance each other out; mummy keeps daddy's head out of the clouds, and daddy allows mummy to enjoy life."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4PaQk8hlP
He stays silent for a few seconds.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHWTWm4Lsq
"So you're Catholic?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAt05xB0V2
I laugh. "No." I haven't been to church in years.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtM7xZgDie
"What are you then?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQ2TjsUbx2
"Nothing, really."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3fyFsXDs3
We continue to drive in comfortable silence for a few minutes, and I realise that were going to Port Royal.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXLb3FFofs
"Do you do anything outside of the shop?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KVyQ4po73
"I did. I'm graduating on October 30 from UWI."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvFSxSban1
"Really? What did you do?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKKere18qu
"BA in Drama."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPtFBLKG8R
"Cool."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeZKTsp6e2
We pull up to what I recognize as The Grand Port Royal Hotel, aka Morgan's Harbour. I am absolutely elated, as everything tastes good here.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84wVKgT1Qf
"Come on."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5660hC30mi
***512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxgjB9g92R
If someone told me that I'd end up at the Red Jack Restaurant in Port Royal, I would've expected it to be more romantic than erotic.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpizsUKRCQ
Under this man's heated gaze, "erotic" is exactly how it feels as the waiter takes our orders.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKHYHHDrlB
He raises an eyebrow quizzically when I order chicken pasta without the chicken.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNa0kmwkPU
"I don't eat meat," I say, by way of explanation.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGcNpYcwMq
"Oh. I would've taken you somewhere else if I'd known."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JLUogQYdx
"It's okay. I actually love it here. I always order that. They're used to it."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJpqMoDvMT
He nods, satisfied with my answer.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bNTJP7MIV
"Tell me, are you the type to say whatever necessary to get them self out of a situation?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0Y6P87cYU
"You mean a bullshitter? Yes. Why?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZTahm9JoM
He smiles. "You just seem like the type. Because of when your nipples got hard, and you said you were cold; when you were staring at my dick but passed it off as doing your job." I now regret saying that, because I know that he's going to use it against me.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNXYYnydvA
But what could I have done? Said "I want to fuck you"?512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNg1BHQfhbu
When the food comes, my attention is immediately captured, and my stomach rumbles audibly from across the table. He smirks with a wicked spark in his eyes.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW15a0Trv6g
"Someone's hungry."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRCdNPQXgf
"Um. Yes. Well. My appetite grew on my way here."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvtTq19tBw
His smile broadens.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmimb0HDXJ1
"So, your appetite's a grower, huh?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxHAj85q8x
"Um..."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTT8ovuo7IA
"You know what else is a grower, Ezinma?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbuMZvWNQp
"I think I can guess."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33akZaMXjh
"Seven and a half inches at rest, eight when hard. If you really excite me, it'll go to eight and a half."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5J2gnnVrxC
I gulp. If I want to not fuck him right now, and injure his newly pierced penis, not to mention get us both arrested, I need to end this conversation.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVG2z9ozii
"Maybe you'll get it to nine inches."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7NCSIy7ex
Now.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXfQwLw6kr
"Did you know that the average vagina is only three to four inches long, so me wanting an eight inch penis is pointless?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfv39CgXEDp
He looks at me with shrewd, calculating eyes, and then says:512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDrwNohq1c
"Did you know that the vagina can expand by up to two hundred percent when sufficiently aroused?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbGrV9Y9lR
I gulp, and look down, trying to ignore the discomfort of sitting in wet underwear. The truth is, I 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOJF3vQYTH
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do know this; I just didn't expect him to.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSh61Ashv0o
He then leans forward and whispers over the table:512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMDUKAlagP
"I think you knew; you were just bullshitting, as per usual. The truth of the matter though, Ezinma, is that I know I can get you there."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0wCXrleQH
That all sounded like porn, the way he said it; and I know exactly where there is, know exactly what he was talking about in the last seven words.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DRjAQJTuC
I don't think I'll be able to get up without a wet patch showing in the back of my pants.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQHcnuE8Z3
As always, he continues, as if I'm not insanely aroused.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3TeDzofY4
"The question is, will you let me?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHTwVzL1VK
Those four words: "will you let me?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySaw0Bocnn
They ring in the back of my head as I explain my control freak issues to Desta, and why I must pay part of the bill, to which he finally concedes.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKyQGZW3ga
They follow me back into the car, and continue to play over in my head on repeat.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkI0JMO23q
Will I let him? But I don't even know him. I have no idea who the hell this boy is.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aJ5oUTwt1
"Desta?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27uLcRvBJf
"Hm?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93SQVweimv
"Tell me about yourself."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSPU0lXvIa
His lips pull up at the corners, not a full on smile, just a little one.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXWsyDKOBr
"What do you want to know?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pxbilnKbg
"Full name?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KqKjILBNz
"Desta Hasani Simba." He pauses, and then continues to say,"My dad's a Rastafarian. He changed his last name to something that means 'lion' in Swahili."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBj8u3kgKo
"That's actually really... poetic."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DirS5NXvo
He laughs. It's beautiful and musical and full of joy. "I'll tell him you said that."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8G1tBY030k
"So... are you Rastafarian?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6Om1x4si0
"No. I'm like you." He gives me a side glace and a wink.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoZTNC3n9P
"How about your mother?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBU0le1jxX
He remains silent for a few seconds.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuavJZ1kbtK
"I don't know my mum. She ran off, left me with my dad. We have no idea where the hell she is."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Li6OTg20C
"Oh. I'm sorry."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyWx6HywDg
"It's okay. It's not like I'm missing much, anyway. My father is awesome."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7YLyJmq92
After a moment, I ask "any siblings?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡho58UyxSZT
He smiles a smile of joy. "Yes. Mason."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUUIh1CWqc
"Mason?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsituAGDJ9
He laughs. "He's adopted. He came at the age of twelve, so he kept his name," he replies, understanding my response.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgG6hcZcAA
"What happened? Was he orphaned?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvArD9lwREW
"His parents kicked him out," he says, his knuckles tightening around the wheel of the car.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJ9Vaw2ieK
"Why?" 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEpDhJ5mYJ
"Because he's gay."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPJfAGGODk
Suddenly, I feel my heart aching for this boy. Because despite being teased jokingly by friends, (which I really don't mind) and having others try to "save" me (which is just damn annoying) because of my attraction to women, I never went through anything like that.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HFYEHoGRe
"And imagine, after all of that it's the Rasta Man who takes in the little gay boy. That's one of the many reasons why I love my dad. He's so loving and he just... doesn't judge."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FSRaF53n0
"Your father sounds amazing."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliVorExPFC
"You can meet him."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRmqv7fzij
"What?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoNCAr4sqy
"Our next date can be at my restaurant. I own it with my dad and my brother."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhCkAytJj5
"You have a restaurant? Then why did you take me out here?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLe9Tkdvd9
"I thought you said you liked it out here."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8QQItwQbe
"I'd prefer your restaurant."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPeFoqP16Z
"It's vegetarian and vegan. I didn't know that you were into that kind of stuff. Plus, I didn't want to scare you off."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUQ0QG5Hkd
We're sitting outside my house, now.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYG2QlK7Pg
"Okay. When will I get to go to your restaurant?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlGGamiioJ
"I'll pick you up Friday at six. You'll be here, right?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PvrnrZN1E
"Yes."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6s6rWEX93E
"Call me if you need anything," he says, leaning in dangerously close.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjceZQ4pBfy
"I don't have your number," is my week reply.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOs70Rwtyc
"Check your phone when you go inside" are the last words I hear before his lips press to mine. 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbyLu9NeTS
He starts slow, and his movements quicken as our breaths crescendo together. His tongue strokes mine, strokes the onside of my mouth and I can feel my entire body responding to him tongue fucking me. My nipples harden, I feel a brand new flood of moisture going to my underwear, all the blood in my body is trying to converge in that one point. My hands tangle in his locks and I pull, ripping a moan from his chest. 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7NNnWY6CY
I want to grind him, but were in a car, separated by all this shit, so I end up grinding the centre console to try and get myself off.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhs4UEqzKd3
But what does it for me, is when he runs the tip of his tongue up the centre of the roof of my mouth.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYb93VWDdgt
I'm done.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhI9H0Xemy
I come so hard, my eyes cross, and when its over, he has a look of amusement on his face.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMve23odbst
"Don't say anything."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6vkfWi8LV
"I think it's cute."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0laLvAcCo
I get myself together, and mutter "right" under my breath.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6BYjLxzso
"Friday?" He says, as I get out of the car.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbojPd7FbEr
I turn and smile in all my wet-pantied glory. "Yes. And I think you should wash that seat."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMgPDC6ESW
He looks down, grins, and looks back at me with the grin still on his face. "Nah. I'm sentimental."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKLYSifFfm
I roll my eyes and go inside. Only when I close the door does he drive off.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38kQ0fI2gx
I decide I'll have another shower, after a cup of tea. As I boil the water to make my favorite tea, Twinnings Four Red Fruits, I remember something that Desta said.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVu7zBCVZi
I take out my phone, and look in the contacts. Sure enough, his name is there.
