It's been three days since the incident at the store, and all I can think about is that damned boy.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRilYDGBoZ
Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is his damn sexy smirk, or him saying "pleasure" in that voice of his, and I get wet all over again. 564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWJTb8gwqS
Honestly, my hand just isn't doing it for me anymore.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcksQznzf7
So this morning, when I walked through the doors of "Roz E" (I know the name is ridiculous, we were eighteen and nineteen) I went straight to Roz and told her exactly where I was going. I left her doubling over with laughter, throwing a quick "be right back" over my shoulder.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPGcMSeQaB
Now, I'm standing in Intimate Occasions, a sex toy and lingerie store in Premier Plaza, not ten minutes from my store, cashing kegel balls, anal beads, handcuffs and two Jackrabbits, one of which is a surprise for Rozii's birthday trying to comprehend the fourteen inch dildo that is on sale in the store.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LdvwsKARm
As I walk back to the shop, l think of what I just saw in that store.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hzFIzAvfW
I saw a fourteen inch dildo.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVXEeKRZW1
Do you know what fourteen inches looks like?564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1w28pSSA25
That's longer than a Subway Foot Long.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqdGEoRhbn
These are the thoughts that follow me back into the shop.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3pOxtco6Z
So I don't notice the very reason why I was at the sex store in the first place, lounging in the waiting area, in front of the cashier.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpLyohfEWS
He clears his throat, and when I look up, my knees buckle. Kind of like a new born colt. 564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4W4WI3NMbO
He smirks and says, "Ezinma".564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0EZs9dJPv
My nipples harden, and I can feel the moisture gathering in my underwear.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHTvFs8e19
"Your little friend told me that you'd be back from your little... escapade soon."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuopg0Ss1xp
I feel my cheeks heating with embarrassment because instantly, I know that Rozii told him where I went.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXWSv2CuC0
Damn you, Rozii Taylor Reese.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwPnM3ZtM8
"The truth is... I can't stop thinking about you."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hatlJNaTY
Wow. So it's not just me then?564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8JV9yMzzv
"No, it's not."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEGkvjYDQY
I'm not even embarrassed that I said it out loud.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBtPCAAkWe
He chews on his lip while giving me the most intense stare, and then blurts out:564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZggItE3c6
"How about dinner?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDPIp58IDH
"Okay."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgkZoE7Q45
He smiles a smile of victory.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKobiOBovZy
"When do you finish?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWFHusldHN
"Five."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIUWhyawEZ
"Okay. I'll pick you up."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cDJVj1ISB
"I have to shower."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEndiYGcC9
"I'll take you home first then."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExRt95ynNl
He gets up to leave before I can say anything to confirm or deny what he just said, but then he turns to me and says, "Trust me, that Jackrabbit won't satisfy you like the real thing."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98KctvtX25
Then he leaves me, yet again, in a pool of arousal.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAa7anxM4EG
***564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLli92CbS90
"Tell me about yourself."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgruN9mCTy5
Desta's voice breaks through the daze that I was in. We've spent most of the evening thus far in silence. The most that has been said were his compliments on my house and choice of dress, and my "thank you"s. 564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ858iwY7605
"What do you want to know?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6yanP1xJu
"Siblings?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUHfu1kGRi
"No."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOD79IDLOs
"Aunts or uncles?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1khcW8mHr
"I had one. Uncle Tim. He died."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSNgRKmUs3
He chews his lip, and then, "What are your parents like?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKLX625AWz
I smile.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceF0SDbayK
"Mummy is strict and pious. She's Catholic. Well, my dad is too. He's just more easy going; sometimes too easy going. He gets taken advantage of a lot. I think they balance each other out; mummy keeps daddy's head out of the clouds, and daddy allows mummy to enjoy life."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzxkkOGIwB
He stays silent for a few seconds.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOl1X0roK4s
"So you're Catholic?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqu9AQKZED0
I laugh. "No." I haven't been to church in years.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRx6zJAMeYH
"What are you then?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6XIv9iNdf
"Nothing, really."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTPXtrrmMu
We continue to drive in comfortable silence for a few minutes, and I realise that were going to Port Royal.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0dC1ytUG3
"Do you do anything outside of the shop?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUk9igzdu21
"I did. I'm graduating on October 30 from UWI."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLY0ghPSitw
"Really? What did you do?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0MyOlm6SM
"BA in Drama."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSB4giP7pN
"Cool."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKg9rs8cFA
We pull up to what I recognize as The Grand Port Royal Hotel, aka Morgan's Harbour. I am absolutely elated, as everything tastes good here.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fR3lptuIh
"Come on."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXErVangTNp
***564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNa6Xul9DGd
If someone told me that I'd end up at the Red Jack Restaurant in Port Royal, I would've expected it to be more romantic than erotic.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9MhzumKfq
Under this man's heated gaze, "erotic" is exactly how it feels as the waiter takes our orders.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzTZfY7puh
He raises an eyebrow quizzically when I order chicken pasta without the chicken.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3b43ahOki
"I don't eat meat," I say, by way of explanation.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUyPgw8poK
"Oh. I would've taken you somewhere else if I'd known."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7LSvuz3kD
"It's okay. I actually love it here. I always order that. They're used to it."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGV3AkrnSR
He nods, satisfied with my answer.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFs6HZcYs1
"Tell me, are you the type to say whatever necessary to get them self out of a situation?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5C52i6rpK
"You mean a bullshitter? Yes. Why?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpArgvYMxIj
He smiles. "You just seem like the type. Because of when your nipples got hard, and you said you were cold; when you were staring at my dick but passed it off as doing your job." I now regret saying that, because I know that he's going to use it against me.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEbdl27QvO
But what could I have done? Said "I want to fuck you"?564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVTmSdtx4F
When the food comes, my attention is immediately captured, and my stomach rumbles audibly from across the table. He smirks with a wicked spark in his eyes.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFoXAjckxm
"Someone's hungry."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU13rJ3RyPY
"Um. Yes. Well. My appetite grew on my way here."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6NldK9DKc
His smile broadens.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsrNWkVm0Y
"So, your appetite's a grower, huh?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9E4YU1CXj
"Um..."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ058aLVF49S
"You know what else is a grower, Ezinma?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDzXpNMB2F
"I think I can guess."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5y23u3JzO
"Seven and a half inches at rest, eight when hard. If you really excite me, it'll go to eight and a half."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCygOrkYvVs
I gulp. If I want to not fuck him right now, and injure his newly pierced penis, not to mention get us both arrested, I need to end this conversation.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyd37fMMUz
"Maybe you'll get it to nine inches."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejBTJvK0Zi
Now.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyNSzzWFH3
"Did you know that the average vagina is only three to four inches long, so me wanting an eight inch penis is pointless?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJ7iyBD0MD
He looks at me with shrewd, calculating eyes, and then says:564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiefLjEJ7s1
"Did you know that the vagina can expand by up to two hundred percent when sufficiently aroused?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9lsFlhGFf
I gulp, and look down, trying to ignore the discomfort of sitting in wet underwear. The truth is, I 564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tQes0OPcK
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOLjp7aM92
do know this; I just didn't expect him to.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oiCmqcOU0
He then leans forward and whispers over the table:564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTqN29FlQI
"I think you knew; you were just bullshitting, as per usual. The truth of the matter though, Ezinma, is that I know I can get you there."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVGo0IwA2e
That all sounded like porn, the way he said it; and I know exactly where there is, know exactly what he was talking about in the last seven words.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnSo8oKMhi
I don't think I'll be able to get up without a wet patch showing in the back of my pants.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTQSlRqqZc
As always, he continues, as if I'm not insanely aroused.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGir2jHOF8h
"The question is, will you let me?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYaAtQjqib
Those four words: "will you let me?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibv3DEL9W8
They ring in the back of my head as I explain my control freak issues to Desta, and why I must pay part of the bill, to which he finally concedes.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0pZtuJefY
They follow me back into the car, and continue to play over in my head on repeat.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesXbX3Cw3W
Will I let him? But I don't even know him. I have no idea who the hell this boy is.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZp8nnaX1F
"Desta?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNi8vtyO6YB
"Hm?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyZSm2qypM
"Tell me about yourself."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHp4EAE1uz
His lips pull up at the corners, not a full on smile, just a little one.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SBz1zwVfo
"What do you want to know?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ98uCwf5iL
"Full name?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIE04KAKFE
"Desta Hasani Simba." He pauses, and then continues to say,"My dad's a Rastafarian. He changed his last name to something that means 'lion' in Swahili."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5LSLynz1D
"That's actually really... poetic."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmLFBdzAGK
He laughs. It's beautiful and musical and full of joy. "I'll tell him you said that."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8z4bLh5Uh
"So... are you Rastafarian?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWQtzrpNmh
"No. I'm like you." He gives me a side glace and a wink.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlJJCSWMET
"How about your mother?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEapdtWwdFB
He remains silent for a few seconds.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2K7Pla7kZV
"I don't know my mum. She ran off, left me with my dad. We have no idea where the hell she is."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEAaIKMyI7
"Oh. I'm sorry."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bdK9SuOWR
"It's okay. It's not like I'm missing much, anyway. My father is awesome."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd87Ya4Isl9
After a moment, I ask "any siblings?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9aDrdHelg
He smiles a smile of joy. "Yes. Mason."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojQPOJJoKT
"Mason?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiyLDz8dzw
He laughs. "He's adopted. He came at the age of twelve, so he kept his name," he replies, understanding my response.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSpaP9cztS
"What happened? Was he orphaned?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rAIpKfrwo
"His parents kicked him out," he says, his knuckles tightening around the wheel of the car.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCthWHli7oT
"Why?" 564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIO2afWonk
"Because he's gay."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTfvQrdpQO
Suddenly, I feel my heart aching for this boy. Because despite being teased jokingly by friends, (which I really don't mind) and having others try to "save" me (which is just damn annoying) because of my attraction to women, I never went through anything like that.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHUbZ36Tjs
"And imagine, after all of that it's the Rasta Man who takes in the little gay boy. That's one of the many reasons why I love my dad. He's so loving and he just... doesn't judge."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzp142yK33h
"Your father sounds amazing."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGiiulLUiu
"You can meet him."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fIKX8NBBv
"What?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGDfEBTqCX
"Our next date can be at my restaurant. I own it with my dad and my brother."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlLZ1c1efe
"You have a restaurant? Then why did you take me out here?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnV7q0YiRD
"I thought you said you liked it out here."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DhTg1TLcK
"I'd prefer your restaurant."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgZBNAphhp
"It's vegetarian and vegan. I didn't know that you were into that kind of stuff. Plus, I didn't want to scare you off."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHDe5Hi3JR
We're sitting outside my house, now.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ct5I3vG7o
"Okay. When will I get to go to your restaurant?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMGpuofdNQ
"I'll pick you up Friday at six. You'll be here, right?"564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGY9TtxPn2D
"Yes."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLzgOYWpYn
"Call me if you need anything," he says, leaning in dangerously close.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEBAAuNmSR
"I don't have your number," is my week reply.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3dAqCdF78
"Check your phone when you go inside" are the last words I hear before his lips press to mine. 564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBaBvu63Ug
He starts slow, and his movements quicken as our breaths crescendo together. His tongue strokes mine, strokes the onside of my mouth and I can feel my entire body responding to him tongue fucking me. My nipples harden, I feel a brand new flood of moisture going to my underwear, all the blood in my body is trying to converge in that one point. My hands tangle in his locks and I pull, ripping a moan from his chest. 564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmxfVffslw
I want to grind him, but were in a car, separated by all this shit, so I end up grinding the centre console to try and get myself off.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eEJWBKRwA
But what does it for me, is when he runs the tip of his tongue up the centre of the roof of my mouth.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTac2DFJPM
I'm done.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ctuaZHc5S
I come so hard, my eyes cross, and when its over, he has a look of amusement on his face.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCthkzKCDY
"Don't say anything."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mYoOOYjSa
"I think it's cute."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFtvYpANIa
I get myself together, and mutter "right" under my breath.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuezdtaTJY
"Friday?" He says, as I get out of the car.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PQNXVeMGJ
I turn and smile in all my wet-pantied glory. "Yes. And I think you should wash that seat."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9RwYcOMsD
He looks down, grins, and looks back at me with the grin still on his face. "Nah. I'm sentimental."564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAMkuaQpWX
I roll my eyes and go inside. Only when I close the door does he drive off.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuovOxiYIFB
I decide I'll have another shower, after a cup of tea. As I boil the water to make my favorite tea, Twinnings Four Red Fruits, I remember something that Desta said.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YTh66xB0H
I take out my phone, and look in the contacts. Sure enough, his name is there.
