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No Plagiarism!QhKrAMnDJFYfiaZ4TECoposted on PENANA 那是湛霖調來一小段時間後的某時刻——8964 copyright protection19PENANAh2U4Aqizox 維尼
下班時間一到,辦公大樓的燈光開始一盞盞熄滅。8964 copyright protection19PENANAerVhZIJ9WX 維尼
湛霖卻依舊坐在座位上,筆電早就蓋上了,滑鼠早就靜止不動,唯一動的,是她那雙藏不住心思的眼睛。8964 copyright protection19PENANAVKxcF2FAeZ 維尼
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她悄悄轉過頭,看向隔壁辦公室的那扇半透明門心玻璃。8964 copyright protection19PENANAITDiU8CuID 維尼
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那個身影……今天還沒見到幾次。8964 copyright protection19PENANAqdepk3Or6x 維尼
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燈還亮著,電腦螢幕閃著微光,桌上的筆記本攤開,還停在登入頁面。她還沒下班,應該還在——但為什麼沒見到人?8964 copyright protection19PENANAyGSaUFDgAi 維尼
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湛霖下意識起身。原本只是想「經過一下各個角落」,但腳步比她大腦還快。8964 copyright protection19PENANAP5bhkbhKwY 維尼
她不想承認自己有多焦急,但那種空蕩蕩的直覺像根尖針,扎在心上。8964 copyright protection19PENANAzjZP4Vkvqb 維尼
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走到茶水間那一刻,她的心猛地一縮。8964 copyright protection19PENANAyZQgEbvIIp 維尼
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──家瑜,倒在地上。8964 copyright protection19PENANA0T7gCReyKX 維尼
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那不是「打瞌睡」或「不小心跌倒」的模樣。8964 copyright protection19PENANASyADEKdnWW 維尼
她整個人側身倚在牆角,臉色蒼白,額邊有一撮被冷汗濕了的碎髮,手腕軟軟垂在膝上,像一塊快要融化的糖——甜得讓人心疼,卻也讓人想哭。8964 copyright protection19PENANA1YpuOXMmKM 維尼
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湛霖一秒都不想多等。8964 copyright protection19PENANA26mGkKYE1g 維尼
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「家瑜?!」8964 copyright protection19PENANA6V2XGZ02lA 維尼
她衝上前跪下,輕輕碰她的肩膀:「妳怎麼了?妳聽得到我說話嗎?」8964 copyright protection19PENANAXHRykSczdg 維尼
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家瑜微微睜眼,像是剛從什麼混沌裡被喊醒,她瞥了湛霖一眼,聲音細得幾乎聽不見:「對不起……我沒事,只是……有點頭暈……」8964 copyright protection19PENANAzTRlH3Ezbn 維尼
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「頭暈怎麼會躺在這裡?!妳整個人都冷掉了……」8964 copyright protection19PENANAoSxQd6T1W1 維尼
湛霖皺著眉,卻不敢責怪,只小心翼翼地扶著她:「我帶妳去保健室,好嗎?我們慢慢來。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAxBPtAXSfbk 維尼
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那句「慢慢來」,說得特別溫柔,像是怕驚擾了一隻太疲憊的小貓。8964 copyright protection19PENANAkRpHTTjyEj 維尼
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她一邊半抱著家瑜站起來,一邊心想:怎麼會沒人發現?怎麼沒人照顧她?她是不是從中午開始就一直撐著?那筆記上滿滿的重點,會不會是她為了明天的報告熬到忘了吃飯?8964 copyright protection19PENANAXWPA4u832i 維尼
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──為什麼,這樣的她,總是自己一個人撐著呢?8964 copyright protection19PENANAFj8itLCzRM 維尼
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「湛霖……」8964 copyright protection19PENANASQr9JX7I7G 維尼
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她聽見自己名字的那瞬間,心整個都軟下來了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAY4o73MgLJ9 維尼
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「我沒事了……真的。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAvlkDOYITTo 維尼
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「妳現在是我的事。」湛霖低聲,扶著她進電梯,手臂一點也不鬆開。8964 copyright protection19PENANAWXIZ8S3wbJ 維尼
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她知道,她們只是同事。8964 copyright protection19PENANAoTIgYMxuRU 維尼
可她的心,早就在這樣一個傍晚,為這個總是自己倒在茶水間卻還想說「沒事」的人,整個淪陷了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAXxsizKy4Sd 維尼
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她知道自己這樣不行。8964 copyright protection19PENANABOcchZYqWd 維尼
從昨晚開始就沒進食,今天中午也只是草草拿起便當,盯著冷掉的飯發了幾分鐘的呆後,又默默闔上。8964 copyright protection19PENANA6oq5c5FuAU 維尼
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食慾早就被壓在焦慮底下了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAjHqFA6AU8i 維尼
胃裡空空的,卻還是擠不出一點餓意。8964 copyright protection19PENANAazAdwxJBdk 維尼
她只能喝水、壓下那些噁心與想吐的感覺,然後繼續,繼續埋首在報告、簡報、行政流程裡,繼續充當那個不會出錯的「家瑜」。8964 copyright protection19PENANAu5QFDzdWQ1 維尼
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所有人都覺得她做得很好。8964 copyright protection19PENANAiBJpIjpljC 維尼
但她知道自己是靠什麼撐著的。8964 copyright protection19PENANA6QDwzDbMV9 維尼
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當「想吃」與「想休息」這兩個念頭同時退場後,剩下的只有「要趕快完成這個」、「不能拖累大家」、「我要對得起這個職位」。8964 copyright protection19PENANAo3oNPzXqYu 維尼
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她一字一字輸入著會議記錄,背脊已經酸得像灌了鉛,但她沒停。8964 copyright protection19PENANAFXyxvvnMmt 維尼
筆記本的左上角被她壓出了一點凹痕,那是她抿唇太久,指甲不自覺扣住邊緣留下的。8964 copyright protection19PENANAnnF73sbPId 維尼
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直到,終於,她起身想去倒杯水。8964 copyright protection19PENANAWtDZZ0j6Hm 維尼
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她的腳步一開始還是穩的。8964 copyright protection19PENANADCw7JbiKiL 維尼
但走到茶水間時,某個瞬間,像開關被扳斷。8964 copyright protection19PENANAMSbM1OP0wq 維尼
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眼前的光線開始變得詭異——白的、閃的,然後整個畫面像是被反轉。8964 copyright protection19PENANAQtS2UQPhq9 維尼
下一秒,黑色從視野邊緣吞來。8964 copyright protection19PENANAw0H63jAroh 維尼
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「……」她吸了一口氣,只能發出一點點氣音。8964 copyright protection19PENANAixU1nfsNoS 維尼
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她想伸手扶牆,卻發現手根本不聽使喚。8964 copyright protection19PENANA41vPtwZeRs 維尼
暈眩讓腳步一踉蹌,然後整個人像被風掏空似的,緩緩倒下。8964 copyright protection19PENANAS51bGLpdeM 維尼
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沒有力氣支撐自己,只能像一片紙,飄落在地。8964 copyright protection19PENANAVRElC6H9Z9 維尼
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最後的意識裡,她腦中只閃過一個念頭:8964 copyright protection19PENANAwEAi22fkBu 維尼
──不能被人發現……會給別人添麻煩的……8964 copyright protection19PENANA3yewVZEpg3 維尼
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但這一次,她沒能撐住。8964 copyright protection19PENANAdKDRC03oiB 維尼
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空氣很安靜,安靜到讓人一度以為自己還在夢裡。8964 copyright protection19PENANAoiZMb43r1v 維尼
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她隱約聽見風聲,但不是窗外的,而是誰呼吸得太輕太輕、像小心壓抑著什麼。8964 copyright protection19PENANAEOxLFefcy0 維尼
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然後,是她額前的一陣輕柔——有人用指腹撫開她黏著的瀏海,動作慢得幾乎像在拜託什麼。8964 copyright protection19PENANATnTCiH6MiK 維尼
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「……家瑜。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAictceeUH6q 維尼
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她聽見了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAhxFUTBh074 維尼
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那不是夢。8964 copyright protection19PENANATTlZZnkS5L 維尼
是有人在叫她,是那個聲音——她最熟悉,也最小心翼翼地不讓自己誤會的聲音。8964 copyright protection19PENANAvhe7Lj7DC7 維尼
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她慢慢睜眼,視線模糊地穿過光線,看見一張焦急又壓抑著情緒的臉龐。8964 copyright protection19PENANAn7cV5TeY3Y 維尼
湛霖正坐在她床邊,低著頭,眉頭緊鎖,像是剛剛才把什麼極重的東西放下。8964 copyright protection19PENANA07WUq3ogEe 維尼
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「……怎麼了……?」她的聲音細細的,連她自己都幾乎聽不見。8964 copyright protection19PENANANgKMBndBCi 維尼
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「妳醒了……」8964 copyright protection19PENANAzwsxOJYbCY 維尼
湛霖的聲音一顫,但立刻壓低:「沒事了,家瑜,妳在保健室,我剛剛在茶水間發現妳……妳整個人倒在地上,我真的、真的……」8964 copyright protection19PENANADTlqJVsDTn 維尼
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話沒說完,她就低下頭,把額頭靠在家瑜的手背上。8964 copyright protection19PENANAeENFZlZFt8 維尼
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那一刻,家瑜整個人都愣住了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAHM63tBZG1M 維尼
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她從來沒見過這樣的湛霖。8964 copyright protection19PENANAAWYYoINaHH 維尼
這個總是沉穩得像山的人,此刻卻像是撐了一整天,卻因為她的醒來,終於鬆了一口氣。8964 copyright protection19PENANAQt9giWsuw4 維尼
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「……我沒事的。」家瑜想要安撫她,卻發現自己連舉手的力氣都沒有。8964 copyright protection19PENANAlNLIRGn8o6 維尼
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湛霖抬起頭,語氣柔得不像話:「妳沒事才怪,妳是不是最近……都沒什麼吃飯?昨晚也沒吃對嗎?」8964 copyright protection19PENANALjOS8kgvkO 維尼
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她一愣,不知道她是怎麼知道的。8964 copyright protection19PENANAUCsoIoP77R 維尼
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湛霖深吸一口氣:「家瑜,我不是來責怪妳的。我只是……真的很擔心妳。我從剛剛到現在,腦袋一直在想——如果我那時候沒去茶水間怎麼辦?如果我再晚一點發現妳……怎麼辦……?」8964 copyright protection19PENANA8tOvLmEbbZ 維尼
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她的聲音很輕,卻一字一句打在心上。8964 copyright protection19PENANAGjtdBKIbxb 維尼
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家瑜的喉頭有點緊,明明只是昏倒,但為什麼心裡這麼酸?8964 copyright protection19PENANAIAJfW9U7Aw 維尼
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她想說點什麼,卻只吐出一句:「對不起……。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAIH95HX9x5R 維尼
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「不要說對不起,」8964 copyright protection19PENANAx1VbLAto3K 維尼
湛霖一把握住她的手,語氣低下來:「拜託妳,下次不要一個人撐了,好嗎?」8964 copyright protection19PENANAbZVUjlJbrQ 維尼
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──湛霖沒說:「我喜歡妳。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAyZ5YbSeW8f 維尼
但是這句話,比任何告白都還直接。8964 copyright protection19PENANAK5ncNsUii3 維尼
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那一刻,家瑜的眼眶紅了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAHfbbkvN2cq 維尼
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她一直以為,沒有人會注意到她的撐。8964 copyright protection19PENANAFBkO5VxJO1 維尼
但原來,在某個她以為自己孤單的時間裡,已經有人為她偷偷撐起了一把傘。8964 copyright protection19PENANAT5nBmweSdR 維尼
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她微微點頭,小小地、幾乎看不出來地笑了一下。8964 copyright protection19PENANAloJkw6Aq9m 維尼
「好……我會…記得吃點東西,喝個什麼也好…」8964 copyright protection19PENANA0xf1pZF0QQ 維尼
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湛霖點頭,她沒再說什麼,但內心已有了打算。8964 copyright protection19PENANACThB0eT3ua 維尼
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──這是她們還沒交往前。8964 copyright protection19PENANAUigoYgmpcy 維尼
但誰都知道,愛,早就在那時候悄悄發芽了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAs8LNC4tBi7 維尼
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