三、9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7bnLZf6mV
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儘管這麼想很失禮，黎絳洵仍舊想不出，對後續的狀況能怎麼有更正面一點的形容詞。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvGfkLHvG0
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簡直是煉獄。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRNZ7YWDkp
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撞上自己的那位姑娘，衣著飾品都是上乘之物，其中某些更是光有錢也無法擁有的，然而與之相反的是，那些因氣憤而謾罵的話語，聽得他頭痛，分明是對方先撞上來的，卻要求自己道歉，生氣得理所當然。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2oE23XKQ6
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qodd0PbUW
黎絳洵按捺著性子，盡可能順著那位姑娘的意思，好沒容易才脫身，來尋他的小廝摀著胸口問：「公子，那真的是未來的少夫人嗎？」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfwYfXitCI
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtstEF8p74p
「少夫人？」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyWOLYcT2w
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUQkXzGOhM
小廝驚魂甫定地吞下口水後說：「那是言府千金，公子的未婚妻。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv697drjI9i
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMH05m8qjGU
已經多年沒在他人面前外露的情緒，此刻彷彿將要衝破大壩的暴雨，幾乎能聽見裂痕增長的聲音。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAB0woe83u
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原本……就不該抱持期待的。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfJg8pfsdc
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0jhhbv9w7
黎絳洵閉了閉眼睛，尋了僻靜處，正要稍事休息，卻見有侍女朝著他的方向張望，為防萬一，黎絳洵留下小廝負責攔住他人過來，自己則先去向主人家辭行。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVyv7UY6WT
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpgpThD5IZ
做為今天的話題人物，黎絳洵自是被主人家拉著說了許多話，也不乏勸他留下的說詞，硬是拖到他有些站不穩，才成功離開。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQl3sfd4RC
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJG25oxDhTX
為了避開更多的人情往來，黎絳洵沒有走正門，側門那邊，除了守門的家丁以外，也沒看見其他人，於是黎絳洵一踏過門檻，就轉身靠向外牆。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BR9x1B9tP
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真的已經到極限了。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDE88F1YSmc
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沒有出現奇蹟。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dEinwUuGi
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他平緩好呼吸後，輕輕搖頭，無意間對上一雙無神的眼睛。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70tJ78c9d6
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsMllJd23G
言曇岫看著他，或許也不是看他，只是黎絳洵剛好站在那裡而已。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyoDR39vge
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQk9MPcNT1
略一沉吟，即便心中清楚這沒有意義，可是為防自己繼續深思，黎絳洵還是走到言曇岫面前。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhuJWkPKYS
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjjgWWtih4
每一步都像踩在刀尖上，當初那個保護不了妻子的自己正在心裡哭喊，阻撓自己前進。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsuyVNTkxA
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不要確認，再往前就是萬劫不復。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTUoSm6KPU
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnBvdYaHNv
腦海中閃過妻子的臉，妻子說話時，想到哪就說到哪，她沒想過其他人會不曉得她的思考過程，進一步說，妻子似乎很意外有人會聽她說話。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNmRfbmiqC
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妻子早在成親時，關節就有問題，每到雨前，便會開始疼痛。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjEMua86i1
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9ZFacZzAF
黎絳洵有時候趕著去邑庠，沒能來得及收好書，回來後，案上與櫃中的書籍，雖是收納整齊，可方向並不統一，上下顛倒的狀況時有多見，當時沒多想，甚至問妻子是不是故意要逗他笑，妻子歪著頭看他，彷彿不太明白黎絳洵的意思。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMBENpXXmD
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNGpNNtZjl
言曇岫退了一步，黎絳洵也跟著停下來，隔著並不像是要對話的距離，黎絳洵問起言曇橋的事情，見對方沒有反應，他多次變化說法，言曇岫才張口，像是終於理解黎絳洵的意思。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnmlpYg6uS
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──言曇岫可能沒有與人正常溝通過。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIzZ1BbQLH
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaqoVDMNVB
他的句子更像是許多略過細節的詞彙組成的。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweJDomYLvd
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPY39Nz9rni
黎絳洵耐心傾聽，也試著釐清自己是否有誤會對方的語意。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7WyrbsncN
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwx5BWsHT3
直到小廝跑過來，黎絳洵才與言曇岫告別，在抵達馬車之前，黎絳洵已經聽完了言府侍女是如何蠻橫地到處打探、找尋黎絳洵，包括最開始找過來的侍女，也是言府的。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNDrXbkMTE
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黎絳洵登上車輿，馬夫還沒調轉轡頭，言曇橋已經走到言曇岫身後，扯住仍勒著言曇岫脖子的繩索，一杯茶就這麼潑往言曇岫的臉。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGuUvuTnIK
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡillmHqcqcr
言曇岫的臉上原本滿是髒污塵灰，茶水洗去了那些遮掩，讓言曇岫的面容清晰起來。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddNI5Naafx
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黎絳洵抬手制止小廝出聲。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vv1M26pwC
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他們在的位置聽不見言曇橋的說話內容，只看見言曇橋上了馬車後，馬車過處揚起灰塵，言曇岫的五官再次淹沒在塵沙中，過了好一會兒，言曇岫才追在馬車後跑起來。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFq4EEdt1Q
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ByGLpmMo0
言曇岫經過黎絳洵身邊後，黎絳洵轉頭朝著言曇岫的背影喊了一聲：「綉綉！」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSC2RTDay3x
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言曇岫停下腳步，回頭張望片刻，再次追著遠離的車駕跑。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9jPo91Wkp
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黎絳洵搖頭，思緒亂得擰不出一個有意義的詞彙。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9nY92Xha9
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCASfmckMUt
回到黎家後，黎絳洵走往書房，再次憑著記憶，試圖描繪妻子的模樣，他不擅長丹青，即便這些年畫了數百張，也沒有真的肖似的。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcPpnBNoTO
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記憶是不可靠的，很多事情，都會隨著時間漸漸消失在記憶裡。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1Q7V9Prvd
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bM0qvZtGh
黎絳洵不願意承認，妻子的樣貌卻確實越來越模糊，言曇岫的臉，隱約勾起了他的回憶。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwq5c9HRy0
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妻子和言曇岫之間，可能是親戚嗎？9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNuH5rrq2d
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhcy4CbMUt
幾次讓安插進言府的親信留意言曇岫，並在外頭，假裝恰好經過，免去言曇岫幾次皮肉之苦後，黎絳洵拿出預備好的糕點，原要遞給言曇岫，只是見他雙手仍是藏污納垢，黎絳洵不著痕跡地，改變方向，直接餵到言曇岫嘴裡。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVfyFqp8Xj
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直到言曇岫喝下溫茶，嚥下糕點，黎絳洵才問：「你家中，可有與你年紀相近的表親姊妹？」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwu7JX0Gu6
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrGwmUwSSQ
「表親姊妹？」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBH0MCEuSK
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2Uhg8nQ6E
「你的……你親生母親那邊的同齡女孩，有嗎？」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqquKwOjlPV
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAHFKXWLJc
言曇岫想了一下，才說：「只有母親，死了，沒有了。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02avNBfiA7
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFU56AZ59X8
黎絳洵凝視著言曇岫，那張還沒完全長開的臉，依然髒得看不清容貌。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvzmA8VH0e
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEVeS6DinK
言曇岫忽然縮起身子，黎絳洵抬頭看向暗去的天色，是烏雲密布。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzYxvEx7tf
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuzz49je1f
「你不去避雨嗎？」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcK9S6gB0v
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyZqxO593v
言曇岫仰頭望著黎絳洵，搖頭說：「生氣，不可以。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlJCrQ6MmP
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGaWWHUejA
豆大的雨點落下來，雨水打在他們身上。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlQ8hMS5d1
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四周也沒有可以避雨的地方。黎絳洵暗自說服自己。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXklQuaZ5x
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhbB1NwEGf
在驟雨結束後，黎絳洵擦去言曇岫臉上混著髒汙的雨水，蒙塵的記憶也跟著清晰起來，言曇岫的五官與妻子的一模一樣，只差在整體比例縮小了些。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oNgcVMPX7
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1ukrqIEQe
回家路上，黎絳洵的思緒更加混亂，沒能理出頭緒，一身濕衣裳被冷風吹著，疲憊伺機一擁而上，他恍恍惚惚間，閃過許多念頭，並陷入自我懷疑。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcTCAq0K4B
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfuLdpKz8u
妻子的事情，雖然妻子不是言曇橋，可是言曇岫的面貌，卻說明，妻子未必是自己夢裡的臆想。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVi5jpnZ4Cs
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFFD9saoYV
倘若這世上確有其人，她現在在哪裡？9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6COwtHsgMW
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還有多少事情瞞著自己？9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtHAg7wc4t
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為什麼說謊？9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyhKxDk1YY
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無解的問題，一個連接著一個。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOw8SRW3Bh
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如果還要繼續追尋真相，就必須從言曇岫下手，可是黎絳洵已不曉得自己究竟想不想知道解答。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2zvuV7hew
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpMSZWWaMW
再能下床已是兩天後，他受了風寒，反復高燒著。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DpMpbfN1Z
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47Y1qVQPmj
光怪陸離的夢境，扭曲了妻子的笑靨。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkn5PXC0Fz
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnP5xyeLuFV
在其中一段夢裡，他仍在黎家破敗後，搬到簡陋的小屋，大雨一直下著，沒有任何人來找他，門前只有雨滴墜落，天永遠沒有放晴。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFViriuGPYS
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黎絳洵病癒後，便全心投入拓展商務，用心經營下，展店迅速。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbTEM5Btpy
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彷彿一切都沒有變。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGG8d8aZYX
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至少在被母親趁著父親不在時，拉往院中前，黎絳洵不覺得有什麼問題。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdxCXehtZJ
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8gVYaDd5k
「你最近是怎麼了？」母親焦急地拉著黎絳洵問。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruPKSaTLp5
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAy8IB5m7dJ
「娘是指什麼？」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XOoflHPdy
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「別以為我不知道，每到半夜，你就走到湖心亭，在那邊吹上很久的冷風，你有什麼煩惱嗎？怎麼忽然失眠了？」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RHxtrN6td
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVh5A9Y8I7
黎絳洵看著母親，他好沒容易失而復得的母親，他腰間還有母親為他尋來的玉所刻成的玉珮，結著母親親手打的流蘇，以前沒有在意過，因為這類的禮物，以前收得太多，常常不知道收到哪裡去了。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5AXcN7aGG
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他不願意欺瞞母親，只是事實又是如何能輕易說出口的？9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dbMiK4SmE
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHoyUuAKy4
若承認，關於前世的記憶、妻子的存在，全都只是幻夢一場，那原也就是南柯一夢，不是什麼大不了的事，自己也並非全無所得，至少自己的改變，也換得父母對他少操心些。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsdHf780O3
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只是該如何做到？9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiYJ0gU81q
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曾經滄海難為水，除卻巫山不是雲。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiPnnOxU4H
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本以為已一無所有的時候，是妻子笨拙地扶起他，支撐他走過那段渾渾噩噩的時光，為了讓黎絳洵好受一些，妻子為他做了太多，雪中送炭所得的溫暖，遠不是錦上添花可比。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1k9EK5kvj
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tFyx6FezF
徐徐微風吹過他鬢邊，他第無數次想起那場大雨，自己推開簡陋的門，妻子站在雨中，全身都狼狽得不像樣，那時他以為沒有什麼能再讓他訝異，言府的人找上來，橫豎不過是要退婚，他們又沒有私交。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJqEN52TxK
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如果將這些事，都視為真實，則是說，即便妻子做了這麼多，才換來自己對她展顏，甚至讓他卸下心防，讓妻子走入心裡，互相扶持，成為他唯一相信的人，卻連這樣的她也欺瞞他，那麼他該相信什麼？9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEWeEpVd6h
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又要改變什麼？9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7k20a0YmBL
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存在在這裡，是為了什麼？9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyee1aMnJTS
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黎絳洵的手仍抵著母親溫暖的掌心，那是他一度以為再也無法體驗的溫度。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLvwPfEERX
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每當因為想念妻子的事情、或計畫不順利，他就會想起父母，即便不是為了妻子，能和父母共享天倫，也是千求萬求來的。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgXywWM0uX
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只是，自以為是做的這些事情，是否真的救了父母？9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7lcMZ2nSi
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父母真的有因為他所做的這些而過得更好嗎？9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrF88CPvZWr
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要是一直自欺欺人，仍舊不願意否定妻子的存在，又該以何種心態自處？9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2psKCn4st
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或者承認，妻子打從一開始就對他說了無數個謊，那麼，從謊言中清醒的自己，究竟算是跳樑小丑，還是別的什麼……9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhZ5uvsulC
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唯一一個信任的人，卻騙了自己半生，如果不曾回到過去，就不會知曉這件事，仍耽溺在溫柔鄉，以為自己獲得了最真摯的愛。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkglfhEF6R
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無論信或不信，哪邊都是假的。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UUy4a4Dw9
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黎絳洵已經想不出來絲毫回到這裡的意義。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljd6sRH6Xp
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