I'm somehow alive.306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNW9EZhE0co
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIdStPlE03
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCnUdxmpEt
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrF9SOxzm9R
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyI1T8DHmcl
Well, it was that kind of day. 306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQi09p9DzW4
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcKqo73ysK
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw43pZNcu0v
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULelvqkQjW
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7PgS1n5Kd
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBYJXXfJbj
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlPWkB8Yve
Much less someone I know.306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZdjS29JaO
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"...Hey. Hey..."306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccL5AErW2l
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGfDJ2ZyoL
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQprvTMiQ7
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"You...!" 306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcih6wrJUPw
I remember cursing in my head.306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpCi8iSTqS
Ah, fuck.306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rXb9JdJkL
Fuck.306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQAguygria
It had to be you, didn't it.306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOC5FooBK68
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwKv7pvPCi
Teacher's pet.306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLQD0eDazQ
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEmX1zd98P
The class president.
