I'm somehow alive.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMb06ZYomq
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjM9kmDw37
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXb878zq2Z
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeSHNaKMfJ
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLN22lzxFz
Well, it was that kind of day. 309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRMSYB6gBR
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnE6CjquTyt
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjuD00R5el
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlBxMlqmwX
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXRyDK3oLd
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjkTilHOXc
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qy3UI0ZaD
Much less someone I know.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiXhGWWlRO
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"...Hey. Hey..."309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMt4QO656l
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dzOqsbFf7
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sNjK1CqMw
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"You...!" 309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGv6RVez5u
I remember cursing in my head.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNNxGgMCA6
Ah, fuck.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLyB0NcrSh
Fuck.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qmJ1rVWCI
It had to be you, didn't it.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPGaZeNyir
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczKmorQVtc
Teacher's pet.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwJsorp2Rt
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2Fk6C0leF
The class president.
