嗰晚返到屋企，我成晚都瞓唔著，諗咗好多如果，但每個如果嘅盡頭都唔係一個好結局。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSSVtSj7l0
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其實個天想我點？喺我覺得放低咗嘅時候再考驗多我一次，就係等我認清楚自己未放得低？894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpIJNabFZb
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2pNlwv4fu
咁我依家認啦，我唔會再呃自己，我的確係未放得低。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ875h7H18WV
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyXNu9hYf0
可能真係懲罰我對自己唔夠誠實，事實上唔係撞返芯玥我都無機會直面自己嘅問題。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjUR1kmNhf
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJdCG1uv8a
我好記得蠔哥問過我：「你係咪真係放低咗先？」嗰陣我啱啱開始同晴晴一齊。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YU1fiodkH
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydqbOTFF2v
「放低咗啦，都咁多年喇。」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuBdBUxRrd
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfIoW7pQTF
「但依個你好似唔係好鍾意咋喎。」雞腎一矢中的：「你拍拖都一排啦，都無主動提起過佢。」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQEFPQqtmz
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBLCTjdyiU
「鍾意架。唔係吓吓都要提先係鍾意嘅。」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYq5GMOE66
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdsUP6YgJ7
我當時講嘅大話，講到同晴晴一齊耐咗幾乎連自己都信埋。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWLFbVwVtf
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直到被親戚問起先發現原來紙始終都包唔住火。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNbQLWiXzA
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUqoa82Vhn
但我當時只係承認自己同晴晴行唔到落去，而無發現自己其實未放得低芯玥。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9v66Eirfld
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpk1jErOKf
我真係唔明，又唔係第一個女朋友，亦唔係最後一個，點解就係放佢唔低？點解就係面對佢我先仲好似困咗喺過去無進步過咁？894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXWKqz7w7Z
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnE2V4wIBV
面對晴晴我可以分咗手就無再諗過佢，係半秒都無。但芯玥呢？依六年嚟每次有啲咩細節觸動到我嘅神經就會諗起佢。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOmNdSOD0V
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mO4QG2SSW
可以的話，我真係好想將所有同芯玥嘅記憶刪除得一乾二淨，連同佢開心嘅回憶都唔想要，想依世人無認識過鄧芯玥。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnLUC53PVz
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHgJ62nFXm
成日叫人放下向前行嗰啲人，同叫個咳緊嘅人唔好咳，叫個唔開心嘅人開心啲係一樣。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNscQRo1FTm
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTFZX8PuQp
我哋都好清楚人到最後只可以自救，乜都只可以靠自己，我都知未來可能有一日做得到，但我依家就係做唔到。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmWMPvQ3mV
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAQLUqO1Sn
我已經好多個夜晚自己匿埋喊，亦無煩過芯玥，好努力咁去放低，去呃自己，去睇啲放下嘅佛偈，去再愛下一個，再拍拖⋯⋯點知再嚟多個咁大嘅整蠱，依種情況有邊個遇到過？可唔可以教吓我點做？894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiyl88e3J2
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdELokT9z0
每一次我以為放低咗，再發現原來又係未得，就會喊。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhcnaO4EN6
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「一年喇⋯⋯」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUTnsPkMU3
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「兩年喇⋯⋯」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hcm4mrVmR
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「三年喇⋯⋯」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FUqaq65CU
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直到同晴晴一齊，我已經接受咗依個人生入面無辦法填平嘅窿。我至少做得到諗起都無再喊。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzSmkZVddz
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「六年喇⋯⋯」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oyyCv9Tp6
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvy7rxHeQX
然後依家，再被個窿跣多次，跌到頭破血流。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuEkGg6Gf7
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