好幾年時間入面，我都好糾結一個問題。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYHfOpTjRn
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLUXaHOB2f
係我嘅不安懷疑令芯玥走，定係佢同個男仔一早曖昧緊先會令我懷疑？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXnK5utMer
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分手未夠兩個星期，就有條新仔，仲要一早就無取消張機票，兩個星期入面就一齊再去旅行？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDq6foYYipH
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點解一開始要呃我取消咗？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgBE0GhDZS
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可能因為唔想被人罰錢，所以留住張機票先，但就算佢嚟都唔會被我知，直至話取消咗等我死一條心。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0g08l2wU3
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點知分手之後好快搵到另一個，咪轉做同新嗰個去囉。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpL7G5GESrS
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rP8d9QVO9
定係由同我分手嗰陣已經計劃好同條新仔去旅行，所以無取消張機票呢？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNS927OQM0P
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtJOo0Mfqa
好多我無辦法確定嘅答案，令我每日個腦都七國咁亂。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivCQay5Amz
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHsUJYsW0d
唯一可以肯定嘅只有一樣嘢，就係喺機票依個問題上，芯玥呃咗我。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoBiwet7Eo
嗰陣喺台灣自己一個，日喊夜喊，搞到喉嚨勁痛。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfUbwMBV0c
人生路不熟又唔去睇醫生，淨係求其買啲喉糖食，舒服少少又喊過。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3aSgKfRKq
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgfL3iHNZg
當時棟宿舍多咗個鬧鬼傳聞，話夜晚走廊盡頭會聽到男人喊聲，其實就係我嚟。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCqNEy5Vxd
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0xMzeree6
喊吓喊吓發覺把聲沙咗，都無乜為意，聲沙好小事、喉嚨痛好小事以為自己會好，點知就無再好過。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLKAcJx6Th
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RWwrJ6OMP
嗰次分手，驚動阿爸阿媽打電話過嚟，阿媽同其他朋友各自又喺聖誕節過嚟搵我。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmNLLW2WFA
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwvhNaUC6t
我去食煙，聽講可以排解寂寞。但呼出嘅只有空虛。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77lZnKJnVL
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrO3DVlnSKY
我去飲酒，酒入愁腸愁更愁。我以為食酒止到喊，點知之後好幾年都係飲醉就諗起芯玥再喊過。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYmMfCAflV
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfh6vdSIp8
我去隊草，但佢只係放大晒我嘅傷心，喉嚨被火燒嘅感覺更強，見到任何男女都變成芯玥同條新仔，一邊恥笑我一邊愈走愈遠。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcffr3mt75r
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLkF7FU76S
後來每個朋友都話，嗰幾年我個樣好似隨時會死咁。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSp84MBFnt
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1U2IVYA33K
但唯獨自殺我無做到，可能因為分手嗰日我就搵晒所有朋友同親人大肆宣揚，諗返起都覺得醜，不過每個人都安慰我。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjROPlgs1y
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSdYskFE3O
雖然安慰係無補於事，但我都慶幸大家會安慰我。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfq6MJ6JuT6
同芯玥一齊嗰陣我已經講晒畀朋友聽，分手嗰陣都講晒，之後再無一個女朋友係我會主動同班朋友提起。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6dsT6zZAi
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBgfWZunz3
蠔哥話：「留有用之軀，無謂送頭吖。你死咗佢會唔會在意先？唔會吖嘛，咁你死嚟做乜先？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhHdnYNZ9n
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或者係逃避痛苦。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBN5N7Gt4A
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雞腎話：「痛苦總有一日會過，到時你就會慶幸自己當初無死到，原來個世界仲係咁靚。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqybUocxhT7
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwVFNOSLoa
蘿蔔話：「計我話，快啲搵個第二個啦。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJNRbiFvXZ
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEtOfhKenS
結果我頹廢咗好耐，每日都想死但又要控制自己，先發明咗「由瞓醒開始將所有嘢諗到最壞」嘅方法幫自己留意日常微細嘅美好。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER91kGfqO7
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2g9pylIaG2
所以你問我有無自殺？我係每日都想死持續咗一年半，但事實上又的確係咩都無做過。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPKOXxNjWr
