好幾年時間入面，我都好糾結一個問題。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmg9J4U6vf
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTLJ78PeAL
係我嘅不安懷疑令芯玥走，定係佢同個男仔一早曖昧緊先會令我懷疑？886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5FNPKzZfd
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJwi62GfYk
分手未夠兩個星期，就有條新仔，仲要一早就無取消張機票，兩個星期入面就一齊再去旅行？886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIO0ino90uk
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點解一開始要呃我取消咗？886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2f07ZNjMV
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQv5gggEuu
可能因為唔想被人罰錢，所以留住張機票先，但就算佢嚟都唔會被我知，直至話取消咗等我死一條心。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfXIBLTyqw
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXgM2aBYS8
點知分手之後好快搵到另一個，咪轉做同新嗰個去囉。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81bmLSipHy
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrAEXraOWv
定係由同我分手嗰陣已經計劃好同條新仔去旅行，所以無取消張機票呢？886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKIkWnEGgy
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8K8s7OIcm8
好多我無辦法確定嘅答案，令我每日個腦都七國咁亂。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ89E73q8z
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGqRhGiE0s
唯一可以肯定嘅只有一樣嘢，就係喺機票依個問題上，芯玥呃咗我。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOaXhWOHQT
嗰陣喺台灣自己一個，日喊夜喊，搞到喉嚨勁痛。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXR61K0MgeJ
人生路不熟又唔去睇醫生，淨係求其買啲喉糖食，舒服少少又喊過。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKeL2hSx0c
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKvbemGBQr
當時棟宿舍多咗個鬧鬼傳聞，話夜晚走廊盡頭會聽到男人喊聲，其實就係我嚟。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5V5UrgFGg4
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWqoTVYSan
喊吓喊吓發覺把聲沙咗，都無乜為意，聲沙好小事、喉嚨痛好小事以為自己會好，點知就無再好過。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDKCJsAQGZ
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdigsYTHi4
嗰次分手，驚動阿爸阿媽打電話過嚟，阿媽同其他朋友各自又喺聖誕節過嚟搵我。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkX5p2yxxtN
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaOK8mH6sn
我去食煙，聽講可以排解寂寞。但呼出嘅只有空虛。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEchnJMEmKn
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqJQCNfArN
我去飲酒，酒入愁腸愁更愁。我以為食酒止到喊，點知之後好幾年都係飲醉就諗起芯玥再喊過。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTS87I1i4A
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyON0tA7CK
我去隊草，但佢只係放大晒我嘅傷心，喉嚨被火燒嘅感覺更強，見到任何男女都變成芯玥同條新仔，一邊恥笑我一邊愈走愈遠。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3SKeuS34I
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBECy9Tmabz
後來每個朋友都話，嗰幾年我個樣好似隨時會死咁。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDEz8MdCOo
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkimJ3l8SMG
但唯獨自殺我無做到，可能因為分手嗰日我就搵晒所有朋友同親人大肆宣揚，諗返起都覺得醜，不過每個人都安慰我。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfac2GohOq
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxr34TmlmGp
雖然安慰係無補於事，但我都慶幸大家會安慰我。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYiu86kcyR
同芯玥一齊嗰陣我已經講晒畀朋友聽，分手嗰陣都講晒，之後再無一個女朋友係我會主動同班朋友提起。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghrZYgs6Tj
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzaMduDWCh
蠔哥話：「留有用之軀，無謂送頭吖。你死咗佢會唔會在意先？唔會吖嘛，咁你死嚟做乜先？」886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgu7ZzUJblU
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或者係逃避痛苦。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7HHpOqjhE
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQDJ9iYO5n
雞腎話：「痛苦總有一日會過，到時你就會慶幸自己當初無死到，原來個世界仲係咁靚。」886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43k2K9bsf1
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdYYw45MTQ
蘿蔔話：「計我話，快啲搵個第二個啦。」886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbFLp2MMVM
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6DVvqXyKF
結果我頹廢咗好耐，每日都想死但又要控制自己，先發明咗「由瞓醒開始將所有嘢諗到最壞」嘅方法幫自己留意日常微細嘅美好。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYxe0jgBjc
886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrS1j7kBvx
所以你問我有無自殺？我係每日都想死持續咗一年半，但事實上又的確係咩都無做過。886Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNqA93gQB4
