"So, he made you come by kissing you?"620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVDiPVEYSh
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsA5Ogcp3yl
"You like him more than you let on."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtF5nsWINWZ
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEoQbqdU0l
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOt3ecDtGq
"Fuck you," I reply.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUos9yNThQ3
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZ3Uae235U
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZqDn2s7O5
"I have to go."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerJuLhG8ow
"Where you going?"620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbau6bqkAk
"Home. Away from you."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDk76mhXKQx
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaA6ri05Up
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqcTwBxdOp
"Oh, and E?"620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQeF72AwOx
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡML6EIR4Zft
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSDKaLtUGZ
"Fuck off, and goodbye."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiUo7qHN8W
"I love you too!"620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNUgV1Pfi3
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgCV5JasUD
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15ee0mi3Ev
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWCnVfYzr4
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vFlTGrEu7
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzTov7IjEP
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnSfl0ds4p
"What's it now?" I asked.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAtlaisJaZ
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqNmgQvgSv
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8JHcCtv5Y
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTmnnAdgwK
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmNTirIpsm
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuKoEptTxN
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgre3BETDMc
"Rozii?"620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpNVaWCTRN
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnFVFXtPeK
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDPgCuv2kl
"Please don't laugh."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjK2garvidt
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQABCzRsgQd
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypEjKujZ7X
My story is interrupted by his laughter.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2FeySbVbp
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVd3X2BwdV
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BKLzZREWh
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDGF45TLbp
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinP50K5pLr
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEtLZXUh40
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57oWVbUDs2
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2afOrpJkLZ
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ6nlp0QqF
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvm8l009Xc
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhr09O48Qc
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4Mzz9XPDL
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8aPgmGIMH
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18TZeojQs3
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYba1tZdVZU
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuJJulUcDL
Bad hair. I hate that term.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Al9gqrdsA
"Desta..."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZjuaZXSEx
"It's fine. I don't need friends."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3Y73gRgpm
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxWNHm3QEC
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZKTX82WQY
"Rozii can be your friend."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUrKM2eb8Q
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrTqOwszjq
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0zhgmmdaM
"I'm not enough."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLh4p84ZHI7
"Never say that!"620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqx8jBJfwJ
Why is he shouting?620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeU0lTozjK
He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDaDA3Nre6
"Desta—"620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrtapEWDm2
"Shut up."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtvvJLQIQS
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdC6FJKgzO8
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmUtRgXOuN
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKA8W1ZYnC2
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6EmYeA361
"Answer me."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefeVfCngfu
"Y-yes, Desta."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sNBmnklhc
"Sir."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUm4wHSB05
Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDruzJGVweO
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6tepp5zKR
"Hold on to the bars."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprG1gAcEq6
I do.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21t1ST7mn0
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYjl2IIUIC
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvbyoENJRH
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRX4X495xiV
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJh7panTIY
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4QpwhDEV0
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1c9akztdp
Why am I thinking about this now?620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmLcgrlqD4
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbqhdZtlo2
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyF0LlQMkLJ
It's a bloody lie.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMePLT8coio
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOxwovaJ99
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zXRJrDUGN
"Don't come."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi48EceMu3
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJUYOWLevh
He pauses to look at me.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuYK06Hwpt
"Please what?"620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3UINpTQsZ
"Please, sir, please!"620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTMvd4TBkq
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkW8tXmQKe
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrh3qJ780z
Seriously?620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79tzkU15td
"That's not what I meant."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoSdymSHur
"Then what did you mean?"620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhcbJdV1ho
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaOZBgNT5W
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjVYfBoYdz
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LevO9Rfxj
"Come for me."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5fh2a2qZc
One more suck, and I'm a goner.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPwINps6sZ
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3SNwFXIuX
Well, this is it.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UvEryGY9j
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYOkFgAbWc
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWTKPCHxp2
"You are enough. At least, for now."620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6I3p0lGO4
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqM7lXrrr2
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYd0VQakdL
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlG3vNizhxz
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AN: These are translations for some stuff from earlier.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFsqA2TIiT
*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCvRsSunvi
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweQfqmhNtL
*The Quad, aka Quad620Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufoPTRQl2e
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And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
