It's been three days since the incident at the store, and all I can think about is that damned boy.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WymmWV3YI
Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is his damn sexy smirk, or him saying "pleasure" in that voice of his, and I get wet all over again. 565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqa6PCLuIpg
Honestly, my hand just isn't doing it for me anymore.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1puEmc5V4
So this morning, when I walked through the doors of "Roz E" (I know the name is ridiculous, we were eighteen and nineteen) I went straight to Roz and told her exactly where I was going. I left her doubling over with laughter, throwing a quick "be right back" over my shoulder.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJay2katicV
Now, I'm standing in Intimate Occasions, a sex toy and lingerie store in Premier Plaza, not ten minutes from my store, cashing kegel balls, anal beads, handcuffs and two Jackrabbits, one of which is a surprise for Rozii's birthday trying to comprehend the fourteen inch dildo that is on sale in the store.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvybxPrqWR
As I walk back to the shop, l think of what I just saw in that store.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiESdx3cNeG
I saw a fourteen inch dildo.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vDMFrXCfq
Do you know what fourteen inches looks like?565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMGAZWXyRN
That's longer than a Subway Foot Long.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdWrLD7EvU
These are the thoughts that follow me back into the shop.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77l7Ei5lPX
So I don't notice the very reason why I was at the sex store in the first place, lounging in the waiting area, in front of the cashier.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGjWbRfhXA
He clears his throat, and when I look up, my knees buckle. Kind of like a new born colt. 565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLAHfaeQKN
He smirks and says, "Ezinma".565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1LC4YriWY
My nipples harden, and I can feel the moisture gathering in my underwear.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Pmov2B04A
"Your little friend told me that you'd be back from your little... escapade soon."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10DlByPrnc
I feel my cheeks heating with embarrassment because instantly, I know that Rozii told him where I went.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8mQQB8uMy
Damn you, Rozii Taylor Reese.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdpdOhGLMT
"The truth is... I can't stop thinking about you."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8risC4g9l
Wow. So it's not just me then?565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjsVH6GFiJ
"No, it's not."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpEQ5rtSvY
I'm not even embarrassed that I said it out loud.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9G6HTGSyA
He chews on his lip while giving me the most intense stare, and then blurts out:565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpMvqTnQl2
"How about dinner?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XUj4PH7Ai
"Okay."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFPkGLbPMA
He smiles a smile of victory.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zs6ZeTPD4
"When do you finish?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPDj3UjesJ
"Five."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnzlbyRL6M
"Okay. I'll pick you up."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyabYXqQ9SV
"I have to shower."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkzqgN5RNg
"I'll take you home first then."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZctR3341IG
He gets up to leave before I can say anything to confirm or deny what he just said, but then he turns to me and says, "Trust me, that Jackrabbit won't satisfy you like the real thing."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLa6XOg8wVx
Then he leaves me, yet again, in a pool of arousal.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8eVu5dquY
***565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVKncbIq4B
"Tell me about yourself."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ctAK82J8m
Desta's voice breaks through the daze that I was in. We've spent most of the evening thus far in silence. The most that has been said were his compliments on my house and choice of dress, and my "thank you"s. 565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk510eI6LEI
"What do you want to know?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12V2h6IjmF
"Siblings?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIJCogqZ6I
"No."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2D6Rf5tdGK
"Aunts or uncles?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzQnXjkQsX
"I had one. Uncle Tim. He died."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEH03rUkfFO
He chews his lip, and then, "What are your parents like?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPDujgtfba
I smile.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKX4m53AB2
"Mummy is strict and pious. She's Catholic. Well, my dad is too. He's just more easy going; sometimes too easy going. He gets taken advantage of a lot. I think they balance each other out; mummy keeps daddy's head out of the clouds, and daddy allows mummy to enjoy life."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhnymlWnVp
He stays silent for a few seconds.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuy0NmT8a1
"So you're Catholic?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIBZhobSI9
I laugh. "No." I haven't been to church in years.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaZAAgTnoS
"What are you then?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaoBUKxoNE
"Nothing, really."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74kC3iQiZu
We continue to drive in comfortable silence for a few minutes, and I realise that were going to Port Royal.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJs9wNqd6R
"Do you do anything outside of the shop?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWCR5naJpJ
"I did. I'm graduating on October 30 from UWI."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuoaXLhqyx
"Really? What did you do?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡao0AbQzInW
"BA in Drama."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBe15wP4n0
"Cool."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaI3nZIY1E
We pull up to what I recognize as The Grand Port Royal Hotel, aka Morgan's Harbour. I am absolutely elated, as everything tastes good here.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSJbsssS73
"Come on."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡur1AIMD4p8
***565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukoCEAWx4r
If someone told me that I'd end up at the Red Jack Restaurant in Port Royal, I would've expected it to be more romantic than erotic.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mBja0ig8g
Under this man's heated gaze, "erotic" is exactly how it feels as the waiter takes our orders.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGxSoNV0aC
He raises an eyebrow quizzically when I order chicken pasta without the chicken.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8DqW27G15
"I don't eat meat," I say, by way of explanation.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmz7oa3HNsM
"Oh. I would've taken you somewhere else if I'd known."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKV9vxVfZV
"It's okay. I actually love it here. I always order that. They're used to it."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRlMP6MoTk
He nods, satisfied with my answer.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXtUl7ahj4
"Tell me, are you the type to say whatever necessary to get them self out of a situation?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUHmqOB6T7
"You mean a bullshitter? Yes. Why?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYgqq0klfu
He smiles. "You just seem like the type. Because of when your nipples got hard, and you said you were cold; when you were staring at my dick but passed it off as doing your job." I now regret saying that, because I know that he's going to use it against me.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLe4Kj3Qih
But what could I have done? Said "I want to fuck you"?565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsgEHnnJOL
When the food comes, my attention is immediately captured, and my stomach rumbles audibly from across the table. He smirks with a wicked spark in his eyes.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5IpfsnxMQ
"Someone's hungry."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgtqm4ZNy9
"Um. Yes. Well. My appetite grew on my way here."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7HpUTi251
His smile broadens.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYHIIu004X
"So, your appetite's a grower, huh?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHWOj3hBBU
"Um..."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDy9iQjrjq
"You know what else is a grower, Ezinma?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhVZ4uGQaV
"I think I can guess."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vRVcCotZW
"Seven and a half inches at rest, eight when hard. If you really excite me, it'll go to eight and a half."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvFo5o3LbX
I gulp. If I want to not fuck him right now, and injure his newly pierced penis, not to mention get us both arrested, I need to end this conversation.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16CzvFna5m
"Maybe you'll get it to nine inches."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvnfUUJ5Co
Now.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqIpuvDXqL
"Did you know that the average vagina is only three to four inches long, so me wanting an eight inch penis is pointless?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvr2i4ylWe
He looks at me with shrewd, calculating eyes, and then says:565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFMWMNaGIa
"Did you know that the vagina can expand by up to two hundred percent when sufficiently aroused?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OwoqJhIbj
I gulp, and look down, trying to ignore the discomfort of sitting in wet underwear. The truth is, I 565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGPZAE4hFz
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBpL3ojiSf
do know this; I just didn't expect him to.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonm7bg7VXY
He then leans forward and whispers over the table:565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PIS5umYku
"I think you knew; you were just bullshitting, as per usual. The truth of the matter though, Ezinma, is that I know I can get you there."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosvx4YHOzP
That all sounded like porn, the way he said it; and I know exactly where there is, know exactly what he was talking about in the last seven words.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zrkNc8fTU
I don't think I'll be able to get up without a wet patch showing in the back of my pants.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQziubfpucc
As always, he continues, as if I'm not insanely aroused.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7Rw5uw9pJ
"The question is, will you let me?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCgpioRO1p
Those four words: "will you let me?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6j7wuU0VGh
They ring in the back of my head as I explain my control freak issues to Desta, and why I must pay part of the bill, to which he finally concedes.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhE986fTVae
They follow me back into the car, and continue to play over in my head on repeat.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05nMZXSmSK
Will I let him? But I don't even know him. I have no idea who the hell this boy is.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMAI2B3j1J
"Desta?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbuvQDyo42
"Hm?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZn8tHIVp1
"Tell me about yourself."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yAWZgXPgG
His lips pull up at the corners, not a full on smile, just a little one.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2UiJHdjMd
"What do you want to know?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwFblZu37D
"Full name?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmM9HbTW2Vu
"Desta Hasani Simba." He pauses, and then continues to say,"My dad's a Rastafarian. He changed his last name to something that means 'lion' in Swahili."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3QAyDh1JW
"That's actually really... poetic."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWzVYQE6Fc
He laughs. It's beautiful and musical and full of joy. "I'll tell him you said that."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYwP965OVM
"So... are you Rastafarian?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodvYrH2qOI
"No. I'm like you." He gives me a side glace and a wink.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsSaznuFvj
"How about your mother?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcQoy8Hk6J
He remains silent for a few seconds.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwU8jl7TsF
"I don't know my mum. She ran off, left me with my dad. We have no idea where the hell she is."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBAm8R2WNn
"Oh. I'm sorry."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiKJn6tKIz
"It's okay. It's not like I'm missing much, anyway. My father is awesome."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2evamUUZQ4
After a moment, I ask "any siblings?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kCgyxCqsi
He smiles a smile of joy. "Yes. Mason."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6WqVmPV2f
"Mason?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRcSSBOjIL
He laughs. "He's adopted. He came at the age of twelve, so he kept his name," he replies, understanding my response.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnC7jhfRhb
"What happened? Was he orphaned?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBcCN8Y36o
"His parents kicked him out," he says, his knuckles tightening around the wheel of the car.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJOdI7i23C
"Why?" 565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWLQ3Vb0lZ
"Because he's gay."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvynWFjGMS
Suddenly, I feel my heart aching for this boy. Because despite being teased jokingly by friends, (which I really don't mind) and having others try to "save" me (which is just damn annoying) because of my attraction to women, I never went through anything like that.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5tmsEBA4B
"And imagine, after all of that it's the Rasta Man who takes in the little gay boy. That's one of the many reasons why I love my dad. He's so loving and he just... doesn't judge."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWIU0jPRi8
"Your father sounds amazing."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaVDWiDSPn
"You can meet him."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3M81c5sFHB
"What?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGK126cqDA
"Our next date can be at my restaurant. I own it with my dad and my brother."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bfMXkHTCP
"You have a restaurant? Then why did you take me out here?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPppJw9ErvU
"I thought you said you liked it out here."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmU0M2OCCC
"I'd prefer your restaurant."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfZFpXmhG1
"It's vegetarian and vegan. I didn't know that you were into that kind of stuff. Plus, I didn't want to scare you off."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kBsLVbqyO
We're sitting outside my house, now.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VvrdEHBA4
"Okay. When will I get to go to your restaurant?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvRJH7tDZ9
"I'll pick you up Friday at six. You'll be here, right?"565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvUI2BchCD
"Yes."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH56jW3VoV5
"Call me if you need anything," he says, leaning in dangerously close.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SoSk0ub0h
"I don't have your number," is my week reply.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFhLR1sikM
"Check your phone when you go inside" are the last words I hear before his lips press to mine. 565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7n8DrYOw4A
He starts slow, and his movements quicken as our breaths crescendo together. His tongue strokes mine, strokes the onside of my mouth and I can feel my entire body responding to him tongue fucking me. My nipples harden, I feel a brand new flood of moisture going to my underwear, all the blood in my body is trying to converge in that one point. My hands tangle in his locks and I pull, ripping a moan from his chest. 565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9t3eyHBKV
I want to grind him, but were in a car, separated by all this shit, so I end up grinding the centre console to try and get myself off.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4qz5AAEAZ
But what does it for me, is when he runs the tip of his tongue up the centre of the roof of my mouth.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYwtG1q0U7
I'm done.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFF6GRTcqGQ
I come so hard, my eyes cross, and when its over, he has a look of amusement on his face.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAGP1RMjwI
"Don't say anything."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNjeiKJfdK
"I think it's cute."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghgpA8rWQo
I get myself together, and mutter "right" under my breath.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HdpgMLv93
"Friday?" He says, as I get out of the car.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblBILsg3uM
I turn and smile in all my wet-pantied glory. "Yes. And I think you should wash that seat."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxQOKZL9Q7
He looks down, grins, and looks back at me with the grin still on his face. "Nah. I'm sentimental."565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE95h155unU
I roll my eyes and go inside. Only when I close the door does he drive off.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDt0AYaBY7
I decide I'll have another shower, after a cup of tea. As I boil the water to make my favorite tea, Twinnings Four Red Fruits, I remember something that Desta said.565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiA0NC6ZfT
I take out my phone, and look in the contacts. Sure enough, his name is there.
