It's been three days since the incident at the store, and all I can think about is that damned boy.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnifwooepY
Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is his damn sexy smirk, or him saying "pleasure" in that voice of his, and I get wet all over again. 510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZTjunWEAt
Honestly, my hand just isn't doing it for me anymore.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2LrBUYCYD
So this morning, when I walked through the doors of "Roz E" (I know the name is ridiculous, we were eighteen and nineteen) I went straight to Roz and told her exactly where I was going. I left her doubling over with laughter, throwing a quick "be right back" over my shoulder.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtNcaR526q
Now, I'm standing in Intimate Occasions, a sex toy and lingerie store in Premier Plaza, not ten minutes from my store, cashing kegel balls, anal beads, handcuffs and two Jackrabbits, one of which is a surprise for Rozii's birthday trying to comprehend the fourteen inch dildo that is on sale in the store.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEiT7oI2HK
As I walk back to the shop, l think of what I just saw in that store.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbshxtSDRH
I saw a fourteen inch dildo.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8DtdCU55M
Do you know what fourteen inches looks like?510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7AwvHnrrh
That's longer than a Subway Foot Long.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBl8XkwrQzp
These are the thoughts that follow me back into the shop.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHjpgqFGje
So I don't notice the very reason why I was at the sex store in the first place, lounging in the waiting area, in front of the cashier.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcV61Tjn7N4
He clears his throat, and when I look up, my knees buckle. Kind of like a new born colt. 510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPA3rksHOl7
He smirks and says, "Ezinma".510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNytbXXQTv
My nipples harden, and I can feel the moisture gathering in my underwear.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnarUfpIjDS
"Your little friend told me that you'd be back from your little... escapade soon."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzYuhYCJaY
I feel my cheeks heating with embarrassment because instantly, I know that Rozii told him where I went.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1tyyxBrLz
Damn you, Rozii Taylor Reese.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HepUde8Ra
"The truth is... I can't stop thinking about you."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbakyiQV571
Wow. So it's not just me then?510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3D94W1F47
"No, it's not."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7H2ftn547r
I'm not even embarrassed that I said it out loud.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCjRg9IrWI
He chews on his lip while giving me the most intense stare, and then blurts out:510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhD7gFJ7y9
"How about dinner?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8H87k0VSi1
"Okay."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2UDCWRTc0
He smiles a smile of victory.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9v2rgaSOJh
"When do you finish?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPRwVCO9dj
"Five."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvTOPmoRF7
"Okay. I'll pick you up."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTCi6ElSy1
"I have to shower."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANpQUbvktT
"I'll take you home first then."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIT8YA86X7a
He gets up to leave before I can say anything to confirm or deny what he just said, but then he turns to me and says, "Trust me, that Jackrabbit won't satisfy you like the real thing."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvymY7afkV
Then he leaves me, yet again, in a pool of arousal.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLU3nmAx5lw
***510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ACFL6dsQl
"Tell me about yourself."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ssLbx56LI
Desta's voice breaks through the daze that I was in. We've spent most of the evening thus far in silence. The most that has been said were his compliments on my house and choice of dress, and my "thank you"s. 510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bVXOoQYRR
"What do you want to know?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8mgYZI3qf
"Siblings?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEVORvk6Ys
"No."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3swAIV0Czl
"Aunts or uncles?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1p6ZeBu0PL
"I had one. Uncle Tim. He died."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1EKETEJ9B
He chews his lip, and then, "What are your parents like?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNccOl73RA
I smile.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8absXGRVw
"Mummy is strict and pious. She's Catholic. Well, my dad is too. He's just more easy going; sometimes too easy going. He gets taken advantage of a lot. I think they balance each other out; mummy keeps daddy's head out of the clouds, and daddy allows mummy to enjoy life."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hQK9JsPUv
He stays silent for a few seconds.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33tdV8ocEr
"So you're Catholic?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJWNb00Qv7
I laugh. "No." I haven't been to church in years.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoakK3bHfU
"What are you then?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQWmVNQOEK
"Nothing, really."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITzkyTr1Gt
We continue to drive in comfortable silence for a few minutes, and I realise that were going to Port Royal.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnTpl8JNBF
"Do you do anything outside of the shop?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdILpG9dF6
"I did. I'm graduating on October 30 from UWI."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrtZUAFu4P
"Really? What did you do?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkhAQBSgsk
"BA in Drama."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45GMTDmzOg
"Cool."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVUwZI9uV4
We pull up to what I recognize as The Grand Port Royal Hotel, aka Morgan's Harbour. I am absolutely elated, as everything tastes good here.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACw7nisxJO
"Come on."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjzcqxicZM
***510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJuKqalVmA
If someone told me that I'd end up at the Red Jack Restaurant in Port Royal, I would've expected it to be more romantic than erotic.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0FCtayg4M
Under this man's heated gaze, "erotic" is exactly how it feels as the waiter takes our orders.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpiL6Mg4nK
He raises an eyebrow quizzically when I order chicken pasta without the chicken.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzf1pqXPPET
"I don't eat meat," I say, by way of explanation.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBrRB7c7x9
"Oh. I would've taken you somewhere else if I'd known."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvGPLBasNw
"It's okay. I actually love it here. I always order that. They're used to it."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMds5RXkXXF
He nods, satisfied with my answer.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9ERtLSlLi
"Tell me, are you the type to say whatever necessary to get them self out of a situation?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf981IReNUH
"You mean a bullshitter? Yes. Why?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBorny0sVo
He smiles. "You just seem like the type. Because of when your nipples got hard, and you said you were cold; when you were staring at my dick but passed it off as doing your job." I now regret saying that, because I know that he's going to use it against me.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMogvK5kZx
But what could I have done? Said "I want to fuck you"?510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduEy0jM5q5
When the food comes, my attention is immediately captured, and my stomach rumbles audibly from across the table. He smirks with a wicked spark in his eyes.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6XE3BR6jh
"Someone's hungry."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIpG5DHiHj
"Um. Yes. Well. My appetite grew on my way here."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCK2DJJMfKJ
His smile broadens.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWrlF2kxz6
"So, your appetite's a grower, huh?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZb1mrt9hEI
"Um..."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIx0IAk9xZ
"You know what else is a grower, Ezinma?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkYOAmVadl
"I think I can guess."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjM4nUbFMS4
"Seven and a half inches at rest, eight when hard. If you really excite me, it'll go to eight and a half."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZGrNfQPco
I gulp. If I want to not fuck him right now, and injure his newly pierced penis, not to mention get us both arrested, I need to end this conversation.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsclq3DhtcT
"Maybe you'll get it to nine inches."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoNucR4xcC
Now.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpmUj4xtbm
"Did you know that the average vagina is only three to four inches long, so me wanting an eight inch penis is pointless?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzLTjQtIBu
He looks at me with shrewd, calculating eyes, and then says:510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFo1jojDnDd
"Did you know that the vagina can expand by up to two hundred percent when sufficiently aroused?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyfHryQ2f0
I gulp, and look down, trying to ignore the discomfort of sitting in wet underwear. The truth is, I 510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaoAwdoXiH
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do know this; I just didn't expect him to.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfXMtGRCWg
He then leans forward and whispers over the table:510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uBpKVnu9Z
"I think you knew; you were just bullshitting, as per usual. The truth of the matter though, Ezinma, is that I know I can get you there."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs59eYH0wPy
That all sounded like porn, the way he said it; and I know exactly where there is, know exactly what he was talking about in the last seven words.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlFNOhptAZ
I don't think I'll be able to get up without a wet patch showing in the back of my pants.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRjZEzdYn7
As always, he continues, as if I'm not insanely aroused.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24tLZDCx94
"The question is, will you let me?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4th1agWXod
Those four words: "will you let me?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7Bx1LWVxZ
They ring in the back of my head as I explain my control freak issues to Desta, and why I must pay part of the bill, to which he finally concedes.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoBL0o0x5B
They follow me back into the car, and continue to play over in my head on repeat.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtI4o365ux
Will I let him? But I don't even know him. I have no idea who the hell this boy is.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUROglCYVCk
"Desta?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlZ5uCtXEx
"Hm?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cRBOJlJ3l
"Tell me about yourself."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGKv5qdb4C
His lips pull up at the corners, not a full on smile, just a little one.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jOmwFc3eO
"What do you want to know?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqqe3XiVFn
"Full name?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKkYQLVcYt
"Desta Hasani Simba." He pauses, and then continues to say,"My dad's a Rastafarian. He changed his last name to something that means 'lion' in Swahili."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmsExQzugy
"That's actually really... poetic."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tyl3QQDIU
He laughs. It's beautiful and musical and full of joy. "I'll tell him you said that."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMPt0O78ai
"So... are you Rastafarian?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5s5VxdEeQ
"No. I'm like you." He gives me a side glace and a wink.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuntolLLei1
"How about your mother?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5H4EBQeBaQ
He remains silent for a few seconds.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCF6xsI5Olx
"I don't know my mum. She ran off, left me with my dad. We have no idea where the hell she is."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaDSqlvtUu
"Oh. I'm sorry."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzdfdujT9w
"It's okay. It's not like I'm missing much, anyway. My father is awesome."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV16WMDNmZ1
After a moment, I ask "any siblings?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWtvcnVaWu
He smiles a smile of joy. "Yes. Mason."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvooDfsb1ft
"Mason?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCUFa7Htg9
He laughs. "He's adopted. He came at the age of twelve, so he kept his name," he replies, understanding my response.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UojBikt20
"What happened? Was he orphaned?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiqEMEHH2Y
"His parents kicked him out," he says, his knuckles tightening around the wheel of the car.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNvt4wtAd9
"Why?" 510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqHHtELb9O
"Because he's gay."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRj5iVOexA8
Suddenly, I feel my heart aching for this boy. Because despite being teased jokingly by friends, (which I really don't mind) and having others try to "save" me (which is just damn annoying) because of my attraction to women, I never went through anything like that.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxP5cWtupA
"And imagine, after all of that it's the Rasta Man who takes in the little gay boy. That's one of the many reasons why I love my dad. He's so loving and he just... doesn't judge."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2V14mooNS6
"Your father sounds amazing."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMNArWIA7X
"You can meet him."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKUYPX1uKU
"What?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0RJCNSSaM
"Our next date can be at my restaurant. I own it with my dad and my brother."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVh92jkIRQf
"You have a restaurant? Then why did you take me out here?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83HHN2sehr
"I thought you said you liked it out here."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSYxaVwtxm
"I'd prefer your restaurant."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvG4vfgb0N
"It's vegetarian and vegan. I didn't know that you were into that kind of stuff. Plus, I didn't want to scare you off."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZanyktAUyS
We're sitting outside my house, now.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZTrQQJcOZ
"Okay. When will I get to go to your restaurant?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP46s5qxs3j
"I'll pick you up Friday at six. You'll be here, right?"510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsumMjVRsu
"Yes."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKumdtPUUqQ
"Call me if you need anything," he says, leaning in dangerously close.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyCKHBlqHs
"I don't have your number," is my week reply.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuBfKcM7I4
"Check your phone when you go inside" are the last words I hear before his lips press to mine. 510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOnCavPOE0
He starts slow, and his movements quicken as our breaths crescendo together. His tongue strokes mine, strokes the onside of my mouth and I can feel my entire body responding to him tongue fucking me. My nipples harden, I feel a brand new flood of moisture going to my underwear, all the blood in my body is trying to converge in that one point. My hands tangle in his locks and I pull, ripping a moan from his chest. 510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaY6dYTifi
I want to grind him, but were in a car, separated by all this shit, so I end up grinding the centre console to try and get myself off.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0vn8IWl21
But what does it for me, is when he runs the tip of his tongue up the centre of the roof of my mouth.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCM7CzuLxjr
I'm done.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBQdmfVS8L
I come so hard, my eyes cross, and when its over, he has a look of amusement on his face.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3qDVnEevH
"Don't say anything."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2enKDgmVf
"I think it's cute."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRd51xYMw7
I get myself together, and mutter "right" under my breath.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCelxktVQU
"Friday?" He says, as I get out of the car.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf3MmFJfHd
I turn and smile in all my wet-pantied glory. "Yes. And I think you should wash that seat."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPtFmqcrlA
He looks down, grins, and looks back at me with the grin still on his face. "Nah. I'm sentimental."510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7c147SPdU5
I roll my eyes and go inside. Only when I close the door does he drive off.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5VIVVCaJp
I decide I'll have another shower, after a cup of tea. As I boil the water to make my favorite tea, Twinnings Four Red Fruits, I remember something that Desta said.510Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfT5jjw6tS
I take out my phone, and look in the contacts. Sure enough, his name is there.
