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No Plagiarism!72KeublUify8r60iDZ2qposted on PENANA 如果現在死去,就可以早點結束生活裏的痛苦;但同時,生活裏的小幸福,也會隨之結束……8964 copyright protection129PENANAlUK5w0qVju 維尼
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盡力就好,加油。8964 copyright protection129PENANAZyuVhYKGCU 維尼
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今天是公開考試的第一天,社工姐姐、波兒、阿源,他們都為我打氣,漫長的人生中,不可能會有永遠的陪伴、也不可能有永遠的孤獨。無論他們會待在我身邊多短的時間,我也會好好珍惜,此時此刻,我不是獨身一人…8964 copyright protection129PENANASPODIRBjTI 維尼
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「我先回到指定座位上,待會妳要加油哦,不要心急答題。」阿源向我打氣道。8964 copyright protection129PENANA4VbOMDe6L2 維尼
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如是者,我和其他考生把握着最後溫習的機會,不停翻看着筆記。8964 copyright protection129PENANAWZz1ESRNUP 維尼
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這裏熟透了…這裏…呀!差點漏了。8964 copyright protection129PENANAAw9QbiPDZ2 維尼
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這時,監考官走到禮堂的講台上,開始宣布學生們收拾課本,放好文具,即將派發問卷、答題紙、白話文章和文言文。中文科卷一閱讀理解,正式開始!8964 copyright protection129PENANAGo2YHFQosE 維尼
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大家都毫不浪費時間,快速寫下名字後便屏息凝氣地翻開試卷。一小時三十分的時限,對我來說絕對是精神上的煎熬。如果這世界有地獄,那大概就是這個樣子了吧?8964 copyright protection129PENANAtrBQOdLOeh 維尼
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給你一份試卷,時間很少,努力完成它後,又會有源源不絕的試卷派在你面前…這樣子的地獄比甚麼硫磺的火湖更讓人感到恐懼。8964 copyright protection129PENANArhjqtFbQBm 維尼
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我抬頭望向時鐘:好吧……又浪費了五分多鐘思考着這種無厘頭的事情。8964 copyright protection129PENANAZU0ELHoDiz 維尼
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隨後,我便埋頭答題,雖然中間會有發白日夢的時候,但這也是放鬆腦袋的行為,而且最終我也完成所有題目,算是突破自身極限了。8964 copyright protection129PENANA7OhPctagGf 維尼
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之後的考試日子,我和阿源早上相約一起回考場、臨急抱耶腳、數小時的折磨、交卷、回家午睡、然後拿出書本,由阿源遙距幫我一同溫習筆記……周而復始,直至考試的終結。8964 copyright protection129PENANAPlbcJgNqeI 維尼
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文憑試結束的那天,我好像親身經歷完死亡、然後復活一樣,對上一次最接近地獄的,就是燒炭尋死的那日。8964 copyright protection129PENANAphuIygCtZ2 維尼
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誰能想到,我能夠活到今天呢?原本打算開考的第一天,我便帶着遺書一起了結生命,順便讓大眾知道學業是有多致命!可惜,我連自殺這種小事也辦不到……8964 copyright protection129PENANAHJ8GUZK1Tb 維尼
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而如今,我卻對於往後的日子有一絲期待。畢竟我這人,一直以來都是望着過去的傷痛、黑暗、褐紅……但很少會思考關於未來的事,大家之所以還能活在這個社會中,是因為盼望吧?無論現在、過去多麼痛苦疲累,只要幻想着有機會不存在的美好將來,大家就仍然能為自己續命。8964 copyright protection129PENANAYmVzkTezw2 維尼
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為甚麼人生這麼難?8964 copyright protection129PENANAJcrlOYFeZR 維尼
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「因為光是活着,我們便咬牙力竭了…」8964 copyright protection129PENANAw8VxXYbcOB 維尼
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「可是妳知道嗎?只要身邊有人陪伴自己同行,人生便會輕鬆許多。」阿源說道。8964 copyright protection129PENANACgpk3ryO2B 維尼
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「那個『身邊的人』,你該不會是在暗示自己吧?」8964 copyright protection129PENANAm1ysvuUx68 維尼
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「哈哈哈…」8964 copyright protection129PENANA27A0ygpqSa 維尼
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完結所有考試的這一晚,我們約在一起,挨靠在鐵欄杆旁,聽着海浪、聽着風的呼鳴。8964 copyright protection129PENANADYstk7MuC5 維尼
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「七月份的時候,你就計劃好要出發了嗎?」8964 copyright protection129PENANAvH8LpEEDlB 維尼
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阿源點點頭:「坐船到離島那裏露營,四日三夜,妳要一起來嗎?」8964 copyright protection129PENANAQTQTCyuv7X 維尼
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我搖搖頭:「我最討厭郊外,太多蚊子、又熱、而且你們幾個大男人,還是不了。」8964 copyright protection129PENANATmpubMldjI 維尼
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「可是,偶爾遠離一下都市人的生活,也是挺不錯的哦。」阿源遙看大海,感觸地說。8964 copyright protection129PENANAO4waXv7APt 維尼
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我微笑、牽着阿源的左手,親向他的臉蛋。他呆着望過來,我便笑道:「偶爾我是主動那方,也不錯呢。」8964 copyright protection129PENANAfCTh6aE60n 維尼
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「哈哈哈哈!」阿源呵呵大笑起來。8964 copyright protection129PENANASotS2Qh2wq 維尼
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「你還真愛笑啊。」感覺這段日子,我都稍微有點被他感染到。8964 copyright protection129PENANATBErZPfkDE 維尼
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「誰叫妳太少笑容,所以我會連同妳那份一起笑出來的。」8964 copyright protection129PENANAjGUl7grO96 維尼
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「甚麼鬼??」8964 copyright protection129PENANAseUSjyzQOj 維尼
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我被阿源的胡說八道給逗樂,歡笑聲此起彼落,與他在一起,感覺連時間也莫明走得快了。8964 copyright protection129PENANAADMNdKKtQd 維尼
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時候不早,我們牽着彼此的小手,一起坐車回家去。既然考完試了、家人也忙於工作、我又有時間空間去畫畫、還要另外抽空與阿源約會,和找波兒完成漫畫。未來還能發生甚麼事,是會令我浮現輕生的念頭呢?(Flag)8964 copyright protection129PENANApidWKN4Efs 維尼
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「你看到那顆星嗎?」我舉起右手、指着晚空說。8964 copyright protection129PENANAHLvgDmkDXn 維尼
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「有啊!真的很大、很耀眼呢。」8964 copyright protection129PENANAcrv6jmRNwV 維尼
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「你說,它會是一顆六芒星嗎?」8964 copyright protection129PENANApDOqfZpZ4m 維尼
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「有可能呢,就像我們一樣,在黑暗的環境中,發着微弱卻耀眼的光芒……」8964 copyright protection129PENANAU2GduOutJh 維尼
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