Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.331Please respect copyright.PENANA7p5KYoVcjy
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?331Please respect copyright.PENANA6sVIn88Dy9
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?331Please respect copyright.PENANAgB47mZiSeh
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?331Please respect copyright.PENANAPw7guMmx53
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.331Please respect copyright.PENANAmW7Fj42h9X
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.331Please respect copyright.PENANAh3jT1TN64O
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 331Please respect copyright.PENANAeOpOnrmQs4
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...331Please respect copyright.PENANAA9R93BTlzh
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.331Please respect copyright.PENANATa3WY0QON3
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-331Please respect copyright.PENANAozJCgcRu6M
Even though it was a prank.
Love....331Please respect copyright.PENANAZFxnuTRQJn
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...331Please respect copyright.PENANAMH5mLOJd8Q
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...331Please respect copyright.PENANAno9XUgogr7
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.331Please respect copyright.PENANAsSXfFsk5lt
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.331Please respect copyright.PENANAYtTRo28lZN
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.331Please respect copyright.PENANABZwNLUDHe0
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.331Please respect copyright.PENANAuNi0J1foHb
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.331Please respect copyright.PENANAZV98mBkXh2
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?331Please respect copyright.PENANA3QZNpzOw5o
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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