I'm somehow alive.311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GVD3iRGuO
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NQBo6pGSD
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0qtMntGK2
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoWqaZydUk
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJPrpqy6N5
Well, it was that kind of day. 311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnG53mHTKll
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPlVRRLvhh
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFqAUJUSrI
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeoYa8rZlI
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76TvHHh6X5
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDrd0piMs9
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRp1mcdfYQ
Much less someone I know.311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKycivXRoNb
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"...Hey. Hey..."311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmds73kZdu
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSf1faGrZk
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5usIVQrVD
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"You...!" 311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDDkjbZ4zq
I remember cursing in my head.311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHRa24wOl9
Ah, fuck.311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dYgk2XviW
Fuck.311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkg7FhVdkw
It had to be you, didn't it.311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KjhTcjWcC
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgXjVcOVC7
Teacher's pet.311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAbM2B0x7z
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw69MemhKVd
The class president.
