This story is rated a veryhard PG-13 for strong language and difficult themes involving substances, self harm, and mental illness

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“Damn, man, you need to settle yourself down.” The boy on my right frowns at me and shakes his head. “You shakin’ like a fuckin’ chihuahua over here and it’s stressin’ me out.” His long black hair is tucked behind his ears and tied back by an intricate yellow bandana. High cheekbones and dark skin reveal a native heritage--probably Navajo. He looks to be about as tall as I am and cuts an imposing figure amongst the other kids in the circle.

“Language, Jordan.” It seems like Rodriguez might be losing his grip on the group already. “Let’s get back on topic.”

“Depression.” The dark-skinned girl, Alexis, has a notepad of her own and seems to be taking a very detailed account of the session. “Elliot Bishop was just talking about his depression.”

“Please, we all have fuckin’ depression.” Jordan rolls his eyes and suddenly my throat tightens up and a stinging sensation inside threatens to well up in my eyes.

“Jesus Christ, give him a fucking break, Jordan! Remember your first day? Sorry, Jesus” Dark-haired girl waves up at the bloody portrait on the wall with an apologetic expression, before rounding on Jordan, who has his arms crossed into his leather vest, one clubby boot parked on the opposite knee as if daring me to challenge him. She suddenly gets to her feet and claps loudly to get everyone's attention, much to Rodriguez’s visible displeasure. “Everyone needs to chill out a little, okay? The first time in Group is hard enough without you guys getting all up in his shit. Sorry, Julian--language, I know.” She looks at each one of those gathered around the circle before her eyes land on me. “Well, at least you get an honest introduction to this madhouse.”

"From: Lost, To: The Universe" invites readers to embark on a cosmic odyssey through the intertwined destinies of Elliot Bishop and Quinn Langley. In the arid expanses of Sunview, a desert town nestled off the interstate, seventeen-year-old Elliot finds refuge in the boundless wonders of astronomy, a sanctuary from a horrific shadow that scars his past. Across the celestial tapestry, Quinn blazes her own trail, a rebel spirit tethered to the scars of her history. As they navigate the labyrinth of their shared vulnerabilities, their paths converge in the crucible of group therapy, where the constellations of their lives intersect. Through the echo of their struggles, Elliot and Quinn discover that while the universe offers infinite vistas, true liberation lies in confronting the gravitational pull of their own stories. Join them on a voyage of self-discovery, where the stars illuminate the way home.

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In this story, Jake finds himself trapped in a nightmare after summoning a demon with his friends in an abandoned cabin in the woods. The demon, Ather, becomes obsessively infatuated with Jake and demands his soul in exchange for granting his deepest desires. But as things take a dark turn and Jake tries to break free from Ather's hold over him and their twisted relationship, he must confront both the demons within and without to find a way to survive.

As Jake struggles to break free from Ather's hold over him, he realizes that his own demons and fears play a significant role in his captivity. The nightmare that he is trapped in is not just about Ather but also about his innermost desires and fears. Jake has to confront the darkness within himself and come to terms with the choices he has made.

As his relationship with Ather becomes more complex and twisted, Jake is forced to question his own notions of love and its true meaning. He must navigate through the blurred lines of obsession, infatuation, and feelings of genuine affection. As his loyalty is tested and his very existence threatened, Jake must decide whether to succumb to Ather's hold or fight back for his freedom.

Throughout his journey, Jake also develops an understanding of the demons that haunt Ather and learns to see beyond the monster that he is perceived to be. In doing so, he discovers an unlikely ally in his fight against Ather's darkness. Their relationship changes from one of captivity to one of mutual respect, with Ather becoming an unexpected protector for a loved one.

The story delves into the complex relationships between good and evil, love and hate, and the fine line between the two. It explores the human psyche – the innermost desires and fears that drive our actions, bringing to the fore the fragile nature of the human mind. It is a story of redemption, growth, and transformation, as Jake finds the strength to come to terms with his demons and emerges stronger from the nightmare that he is trapped in.

The tale is a cautionary one, warning against dabbling in the unknown and delving into the darker sides of the human psyche. It is a reminder that, at times, our deepest desires can lead us down a path of no return, and that the demons we summon may be all too real. Ultimately, it is a tale of hope that brings light to even the darkest of nightmares, proving that love and redemption can conquer even the most formidable of demons.

The story explores themes of loveand hate, controland freedom, and the thin line between lightand darkness.

Welcome to the story of Two Sides of the Same Coin, a story about Renée and Sonny, two people who are as different as night and day, yet deeply in love.

Renée loves the rain, while Sonny loves the sun. Renée is struggling with emotional issues, while Sonny is a beacon of hope and positivity. But despite their differences, Renée and Sonny are drawn to each other like two sides of the same coin.

This is a story about love, acceptance, and finding your soulmate. It is a story about how two people can complete each other, even when they come from different worlds.

I hope you will enjoy the story of Two Sides of the Same Coin as much as I have enjoyed writing it.

Brandon is forced to come out to his family, what happens to him next?

I have been thinking

Time goes on every day

Days and years

Maybe we don’t know

Time just goes on

I Don’t know what to do

Every time I got worried about some things

I don’t know what it is

It’s got me thinking every time, every day

I don’t know why

Worried about life

Everything becomes to the memories in the end

In a world where the goddess has fallen, chaos strikes the world. Vigilantes become the law, and Tristan is out for revenge against all wrongdoing.

Poetry Collection November 2022

"She has risen which many people thought she couldn't, she wouldn't, instead of remaining dead and buried."

This is a memoir that lots of readers out there may relate to a lot. In the year 2012, everything changed for me after I experienced my first ever panic attack. Five years later, I was finally formally diagnosed with an anxiety disorder and depression. In 2019, I am now pursuing a diagnosis for autism. See how my world has changed since my teen years and why as an adult, I'm fighting hard to get my voice heard.

The following book is rated PG-13 for scenes of emotional distress relating to anxiety, depression and grief. Please be advised before you continue reading. Other trigger warnings are present for trichotillomania, bullying, dark thoughts. If you do decide to give The Depression Diaries a read, thank you for hearing my story.

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